Fantasy Abyss Sticking to Ink Dye

"Huh? Why do you think you're going home?" Actually, my question was a bit redundant. After all, Yuan Fan lived in his own house when I didn't come back. I just thought that he didn't like the environment. That's why I asked.Or there is still a trace of nostalgia that I almost ignore.How to say ignoring, I probably don’t want to admit it. Although the person I like is a man, it doesn’t mean that I’m a pervert or have a gender cognition disorder. I know very well that if I asked to take the lead in what happened last night, Yuan Fan would definitely Agreed, but like a feeling, you always know who is stronger between two people.

I like Yuan Fan very much, and I am willing to be female to him, but I don't want to admit at all that after this kind of thing, there will really be a little bit of attachment.

In fact, this should be a sweet thing. Lovers who have had close contact are sticky with each other, but it makes me feel uncomfortable.

I'm a man and I want to be safe for the ones I love, maybe seek warmth, be soft when sheltered, but that doesn't mean seek shelter.I don't like that very much.

I said that Yuan Fan's emotional perception is sensitive like a detector, he didn't say anything, just hugged me attached, and then whimpered, like a coquettish, vexatious person was him in the first place." I'm going to see my mother."

Probably because Yuan Fan's family environment is really not friendly, so in my eyes, my Yuan Fan is like an orphan, not to mention, Ning Yanan, the eldest lady of the Ning family, has always been in the public eye. Even if it is a dead person, Yuan Yingyang said two years ago that Ning Yanan is still alive.

Yuan Fan has always had no expectations for his relatives, this time it is impossible to think about his mother on a whim, this kind of thing is normal for anyone, but Yuan Fan is impossible.Suddenly I remembered the news I watched when I was hospitalized with Yuan Fan half a month ago.Although Yuan Jiming is really not a person to his son, he must admit that his company is running well, so why did he suddenly use a problematic engineering team.

After lying in the bed for a while, I felt my body was not so stiff, so I stretched a little. I turned around and grabbed Yuan Fan's hands and kissed him. Looking at this guy's bright eyes, it was a little funny .I will not expose Yuan Fan, I have always believed that even if this child looks like a cute cat in front of me, I can't really forget that he is a blackened leopard, hiding in the dark, cunning and cruel.

After washing up, Yuan Fan and I went to the dining room to have breakfast, and as soon as we entered, we met our parents' probing eyes.Father was sitting at the dining table, he just glanced at Yuan Fan and then stared at me.Judging by his appearance, he probably already knows about my affairs with Yuan Fan. Of course, I know that Yuan Fan's character will never be publicized. Most likely one of his parents noticed it, but he still couldn't help kicking Yuan Fan. .

Yuan Fan is a very amazing person, even if he likes you, he won't control himself to lose his temper with you, so normally if I kick him, this kid will definitely bark his teeth at me, but this time it's probably because yesterday The night made him feel a little real, he just looked at me calmly, then slightly raised the corners of his lips, his delicate eyebrows and eyes were triumphant.

Although he already knew that his son liked men, and there was a high probability that he was in the bottom, but when a father knew that this had really happened and his son had really been slept by another man, he would probably feel uncomfortable.I can probably understand my father's mood now, but I still can't eat after being stared at by such eyes. It's not that I don't have an appetite, but that kind of gaze is like a solid body, pressing my hand and making me lift it up. It's all strenuous.

"Don't look." The air suddenly became cold and solemn, the simple three words seemed to contain a strong meaning of killing, making people tremble uncontrollably, I looked up at Yuan Fan in surprise.The beautiful young man was too pale and unpopular, like a puppet made by a weird witchcraft shop.Yuan Fan didn't have any unhappy expression, just frozen without any expression, there was no trace of emotion in those abyss-like eyes, and he just looked at my father so solemnly.He is like an ancient demon god, with Ling Ran's hostility.

As Yuan Fan's psychiatrist, I have to say that although I managed to make him regain his senses, he was no longer incoherent, and he was no longer unable to communicate with the outside world, but I have no ability to stop his madness, I have no ability to make him Become like a normal person, because from the beginning, from the beginning of his birth, this child did not have a correct worldview.He is so simple, he must grasp what he likes, and destroy what he doesn't like.

Even though I understand, I'm still entitled to be angry, right?

"Apologize." I grabbed Yuan Fan's collar with my backhand and tried not to speak too strongly. I have always been a bit weak in front of my father, not because I am a junior, but because I really owe them too much. I have always felt that in my past relationship, I was the most hurt. I think Lu Siyan betrayed me and frustrated my relationship. I think Lu Siyan cheated our company and frustrated my family. But in fact, it has always been my parents who have suffered the most.

They knew that their son’s sadness when he was hurt was even stronger than my own. The company I buried was also the painstaking effort of my father. I even left home in a fit of anger, making my parents even more sad. In front of them, I It is a sinner, a despair that I have never repaid in my life.So no matter who it is, I don't want them to be there because I have any unhappiness.

So the sweet atmosphere that was obviously a second ago is gone in an instant.Yuan Fan was grabbed by the collar by me, and raised his jaw slightly. He looked at me with lowered eyes, and slowly clenched his hands on the table into fists. The finger bones seemed to be so hard that they were about to pierce the skin, and the blood was dripping in the air, and then trembled.

Yuan Fan didn't say a word, but his eyes gradually became sad in the stalemate.Then he broke away from my hand, slumped his shoulders, and his whole body slowly heaved together in a dejected way, like a struggling beast finally lowered its noble head, becoming cowardly and pitiful.He rested his forehead on the table. Although he had broad shoulders, they looked thin because of being too thin. They were trembling slightly now, and the exquisite and beautiful butterfly bones seemed to be flying away, and there was a trembling cry in his mouth, "I'm sorry. , don't look at it."

I have forgotten how much Yuan Fan loves to cry.I have never been able to bear Yuan Fan's intense sadness.Almost immediately, my heart softened, and I even started to criticize myself. Yuan Fan just had a bad tone, and he didn't do anything.Isn't this the way his child is, his emotions are powerfully contagious.