Fantasy Abyss Sticking to Ink Dye

Mo Xiaoqi's perspective

After the patient was sent away, I suddenly felt a little emotional. The patient's family members were children from neighbors, about my age.I don't know his wife, and I don't know how long they have been together. All I can know is that he looks forward to it every day, and his wife thinks of himself when he wakes up.

I don't know if that expectation will be extremely painful, but I know how sad Yuan Fan was during the two years I left.Because when I came back to him, he even thought I was hallucinating.Except for the careful probing when we first met, and the pale and feeble but desperately struggling viciousness, in those few days he always looked like he was easily frightened.Sometimes I got up early, and when I went downstairs to buy him breakfast, a nurse would come down and tell me that Yuan Fan couldn't find anyone and was struggling to get out of bed to find me with panic on his face.

At that time, the wound on Yuan Fan's abdomen hadn't healed yet, and when he went back, he could see the gauze was soaked in blood, and he was crying and laughing, and finally hugged me tightly, hoarse, and said that he was terrified.I was also very sad at that time.I wanted to scold him for not knowing how to take care of himself, and tossing around with his wounds on him. I said I wouldn't leave.But I also know that it is all my fault, and it is my responsibility that Yuan Fan became like this.

In order to confirm my love, I tossed a child who likes me so much and I like so much into this way.

People with amnesia should be more afraid in life, right?Many people think that when you lose your memory, someone will always tell you that the relationship between you and the people around you is just to get along well, but in fact, when faced with a scene where a stranger tells you who he is, you will feel panic.Because there is no such person in my memory, although I know that I have forgotten some things, who can be sure that these people did not take the opportunity to deceive themselves?

Especially in an intimate relationship like a lover, how do you know if someone with ulterior motives is coaxing something?If it is really a lover, it is also very sad, because he is so expecting you to remember, talking about the past every day, but you seem to be listening to a novel, without any sense of reality, and you will see it every day when you wake up. With this strange man by his side, would he be very scared of someone who has no memory?

Seeing the other party's necessary and sad appearance, you will also feel guilty, right?Why, did I forget such a person who loves me?Why am I making this person sad?

After thinking about it a lot, it is normal to get sick.

But I also think of myself.

So I asked Yuan Fan, and what this brat said made me feel a little complicated, I could feel that he was at a loss.He didn't know what to do, yes, he didn't know what to do, not how to say it.He has always known that others want to hear what he has to say. Of course, whether he wants to make the listeners happy depends on his mood. He is very good at talking, but I feel his entanglement.He really thinks it's not good to hold on to me, and he really won't let go.

In fact, this incident hasn’t happened yet, so there’s no need to worry about it. I probably just want my little monster to tell me how much he loves me.In fact, I personally feel that the question I asked is a bit cruel. If I lose my memory and don’t have any thoughts of excuses, the obvious reality is that I have abandoned Yuan Fan again. I know how this child will walk away with tears in his eyes. behind me.

I know that he will control himself not to go forward, not to make me sad, and I also know that he will block all people who approach me, like a desperate little animal to maintain its territory.But the saddest thing about it is that he knows that he is not qualified. The wound carved on his heart will be more painful every time he takes a step and every time he looks at it.

Such a good Yuanfan, what I can do is let myself stay with him all the time, so that all the assumptions are not valid.

In fact, I had already booked the restaurant when I was working, and I don't know what Yuan Fan was thinking. From the way he looked up, it was clear that he didn't want Batisian to touch his car.This kid is really interesting, he knows Batis is not a threat to him, but he just despises him as if he is some kind of rubbish.This will coquettishly tell me that he wants to take the subway.

I sure can't refuse my little monster's request, and this is actually a good opportunity.Yuan Fan has always disliked other people being close to him, the subway is really close to others.This kid doesn't seem to have taken the subway before, but I kind of like to see his expression.

We arrived quite early, and there was no one on the subway. Of course, no one is relative, it just means that we can still sit.I sat opposite Yuan Fan and looked at him, while Yuan Fan took out his mobile phone and checked the news quietly.I have always thought that my little monster is amazing. When most people do something for the first time, they will not panic, but they will be more or less curious. There should be, but Yuan Fan is just like the last time we went to the amusement park together, he just wanted to see what it looked like, but he was not interested.

There are not many people in this line, but it is slowly increasing. Later, when I lowered my head and was about to play with my mobile phone, an aunt suddenly screamed and jumped at my feet, stroking my thigh indiscriminately, as if I want to find a point of leverage and want to get up.I was shocked. Before I could react, I saw Yuan Fan's dead face full of hostility that I hadn't seen for a long time. He stood up and grabbed the aunt's hair ferociously, pulling people by the hair Fell to his original seat.

There was an uproar in the carriage, and the aunt was terrified, screaming, crying and accusing, "Oh! It's unreasonable. Look at this young man, you can remember this ugly face! He bullied my old woman so she could do whatever she wanted when she was old. You saw, he kicked me down and pulled my hair! If you don’t learn well at a young age, you will be sent to prison when you grow up! No education at all, no mother born and no mother raised The thing that you are doing is a crime!"

Maybe it's because what this aunt said is a bit classic, a bit like touching porcelain, and the words are really too much, or Yuan Fan is too good-looking, of course, it is more likely that Yuan Fan looks like a ghost It's so weird, no one dares to help and criticize, just discussing in a low voice.

How should I put it, Yuan Fan did have a mother but did not have a mother to raise him, but the fact is one thing, cursing is another, I managed to control it for a long time but did not suppress my anger, "Speak respectfully, what do you mean? Huh!!" Before I finished speaking, Yuan Fan covered his mouth, and then the child stood in front of me, lazily leaning on the pole, lowered his head and blinked at me, smiling very beautifully, Then he bent down and kissed me on the forehead before looking at the aunt who was sitting on the seat.