sad knight

Han Chun has a boyfriend of six years named Zhang Xiandong.

Zhang Xiandong is a reporter. He is handsome, serious and hard-working in his work. It can be said that he has a bright future.

Compared with Zhang Xiandong, Han Chun has nothing.Without a degree, without a good job, what I do on weekdays is nothing more than show people the place, run errands, and occasionally come to collect debts.

Six years ago, Zhang Xiandong and Han Chun came to this coastal metropolis after taking the college entrance examination.

That day, when Zhang Xiandong arrived at school after reporting, Han Chun asked him if he could be his boyfriend.Zhang Xiandong was stunned for a while, and finally went to the supermarket on the side of the road to buy a bottle of water for Han Chun, and then he said, yes.

Because he was too nervous, Han Chun sprayed the water he just drank all over his body, and Zhang Xiandong just smiled at him.

"Am...you...serious?" Han Chun was excited and incoherent.

Zhang Xiandong looked at him and said with a smile: "If you are serious, then I am serious."

To be honest, in fact, Han Chun didn't report much hope, but that day... the sunset on that day was beautiful, and the wind blowing on his face felt very comfortable. Han Chun looked at the people coming and going by the roadside, Facing a brand-new city again, he unknowingly had an illusion, imagining that the world treats him well and he can live happily.

So Han Chun confessed, and after three years of crushing on Zhang Xiandong, Han Chun chased him.

After becoming Zhang Xiandong's boyfriend, Han Chun gave up his studies.For one thing, unlike Zhang Xiandong, Han Chun only took a very poor three.Secondly, Han Chun wants to earn money earlier to give Zhang Xiandong a better life.

Although in the days to come, Han Chun occasionally regretted his decision not to go to school, but at that moment, he made up his mind seriously and planned the future for him and Zhang Xiandong.Han Chun wants to buy him a house here, a car, and give Zhang Xiandong everything he has, that's all.

In this way, Han Chun rented a small single room opposite Zhang Xiandong's school.At the beginning, he did some part-time jobs, and later he went to construction sites and factories. His life was hard, but he was full of motivation.Later, Han Chun delivered food, repaired mobile phones, and finally met his boss. Han Chun called him Boss He.

Han Chun didn't know exactly what Boss He did. He just felt that he had a lot of messy businesses under his name.Han Chun knew that he had a food processing factory and a luxuriously decorated clubhouse, and he had a good relationship with several real estate developers here.

Boss He felt that Han Chun was honest, so he asked Han Chun to look after him in the clubhouse at first.Once, a man came to the clubhouse to seek revenge from Boss He. He took two kitchen knives out of his bag and went mad. It was Han Chun who had quick eyesight and quick hands, and Boss He stopped him.

At that time, Han Chun heard the man say: "He Jun, you will be punished in this life! You will be punished!"

Han Chun didn't know whether Boss He would be punished or not, but he knew that this man's fate was miserable.He slashed Han Chun's left hand, was sent to the prison by Boss He and fished out, and finally lost one eye, and gradually, he became a little crazy.

It was from then on that Boss He felt that Han Chun was a very good person, not only honest but also very loyal.He gave Han Chun a lot of money, and generously lent him a BMW to drive around.

Han Chun drove the car with medical expenses in his bag, went to Zhang Xiandong's school to find him, and took him to the next city for a few days.Later Zhang Xiandong asked where Han Chunche and the money came from, and he told Zhang Xiandong about Boss He.

After Zhang Xiandong listened, he said: "He is not good at this kind of person, you should stop messing around with him and be a good person."

Han Chun didn't think he had done anything unreasonable. Boss He was Boss He, he was him. Besides, Boss He didn't let him kill people with a knife. Even if he came to collect debts in daily life, it was very civilized. , mainly intimidation, rarely violent.

So, on the surface, Han Chun pretended to listen, but he didn't plan to leave Boss He, after all, no one would have trouble with money.Zhang Xiandong's family conditions are not good, and he has a younger sister who is in elementary school.Han Chun knew that although he had student loans, Zhang Xiandong's life was really tight.

In a big city, it is hard to live without money.After Han Chun worked under Boss He, his financial resources became more relaxed, and he initially achieved his small goal of spending money for Zhang Xiandong.

Han Chun likes to buy clothes for him.

It’s not that you buy whatever you see is expensive, but that you place an order after seriously researching it with the younger sister at the front desk of the clubhouse.

The younger sister at the front desk of the club is well-informed and thinks that it’s no big deal for a man to be with a man. She has a generous and tolerant mind. Han Chun also learned a lot of unpopular knowledge from her. She only thinks that the younger sister at the front desk is the most knowledgeable person in the world. .

But the sister at the front desk once said to Han Chun jokingly: "Han Chun, you are so good to your boyfriend, remember to be careful."

Han Chun said: "Zhang Xiandong is my male god, being able to be with me is a huge advantage for me."

The sister at the front desk curled her lips and rolled her eyes at him. She still insisted that if Han Chun continued to praise his boyfriend to the sky like this, he would suffer a loss sooner or later.

Han Chun didn't take it seriously, he was full of Zhang Xiandong.

At the beginning, when Han Chun bought him things, Zhang Xiandong would still be unhappy, and would reprimand Han Chun a few words.But after a lot of times, Zhang Xiandong gradually stopped saying anything.

Han Chun has a good eye. After Zhang Xiandong dressed up, his popularity in the school continued to rise. I heard that one year he was even listed as one of the top ten handsome guys in their school.Han Chun asked Zhang Xiandong what number he was, and Zhang Xiandong said No.3.Han Chun said that you are No.1 in my eyes, so Zhang Xiandong kissed Han Chun.

That day, Han Chun was in full bloom, and he was lingeringly trying to drag Zhang Xiandong to spend the night outside, but he said that he was a junior and had more classes the next day, so let's wait for the next time.Of course Han Chun had no objection, and sent him back to school in a desperate manner.

In fact, if Han Chun had been smarter, he would have discovered that Zhang Xiandong had already started to bother him.

Whether you love someone or not is very simple, it depends on whether you want him or not.

Zhang Xiandong is no longer interested in Han Chun, but he has no better reason, so he continues to fall in love with him.

For him, someone who gives 100% without losing his temper with him is not the best life, but it is not bad.

Zhang Xiandong stayed here after graduation, and Han Chun knew from a long time ago that he would not return to his hometown.

Their hometown is a small fourth-tier city in the inland, with no development and few job opportunities.Zhang Xiandong wanted to be a reporter, so he stayed as a matter of course.

The life of the senior year was in turmoil. Zhang Xiandong complained to Han Chun that it was difficult to find a job and the pressure was high.At this time, Han Chun had been working under Boss He for two years, and Boss He trusted him more and more.Han Chun returned the previous small single room and rented a two-bedroom apartment next to Zhang Xiandong's company, one for Zhang Xiandong and one for Han Chun.Han Chun wanted to sleep in a room with Zhang Xiandong, but Zhang Xiandong said he was too busy, and he was afraid of disturbing Han Chun to rest.

Later, after two years of being unsalty, Zhang Xiandong's work gradually got on the right track, and Han Chun still followed Boss He. He did what Boss He asked Han Chun to do, and he became an "old man". Start calling Han Chun Boss.When he is not busy, Han Chun is busy saving money, caring about house prices, delusional to save money and make a down payment with Zhang Xiandong.

Six years have passed, and Han Chun does not expect that Zhang Xiandong will be as passionate about him as his lover in the period of passionate love.Although, he didn't have much enthusiasm when he first fell in love with Han Chun.But Han Chun didn't understand at that time, Zhang Xiandong in his memory must have been beautified by him.

But isn't life like this?

You like a person, and he accepts, what else do you want to be dissatisfied with?

This is what Han Chun told himself repeatedly. When his grandmother was still alive, she told him that the most important thing for a person is to be content and happy.

Until one day, Han Chun found out that Zhang Xiandong had cheated.

It was winter, the Chinese New Year was approaching, and the weather was very cold.Zhang Xiandong called to say that he had to work overtime. Han Chun originally planned to go out for dinner, but changed his mind halfway.

As soon as Han Chun came out of the subway station, his face was blurred by the merciless cold wind. He unconsciously wrapped his scarf tightly, put his hands in his pockets and trotted home.After returning, as soon as the door opened, a pair of white sneakers he didn't recognize was placed in the entrance.

He froze for a moment, closed the door gently, stared at the direction of the room, his mind went blank.

Han Chun was sitting in the living room, and Zhang Xiandong had sex with that boy for half an hour.The boy should not be very old, his voice is soft and cute.Han Chun imagined his face, imagined Zhang Xiandong's expressions and movements, imagined how... how... how they loved each other.

Han Chun didn't know if this was Zhang Xiandong's first cheating, was he cheating with emotion or simply cheating?But it doesn't matter anymore, he can't forgive, he can't accept this kind of thing happening in a relationship at all.

But Han Chun didn't go in to disturb them that day, he just... left naturally, maybe he wanted to escape.

Han Chun struggled for a while, and found out that Zhang Xiandong treated him better than usual after he came out.One day Zhang Xiandong got off work very early, so he took the time to cook for Han Chun, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, pork ribs soup with winter melon.Zhang Xiandong can only cook these two dishes, both of which are delicious.

Han Chun's entanglement comes from this little bit of guilt-ridden warmth.Later, he used these two dishes to judge whether Zhang Xiandong had sex with that boy again.

There is.

Once cheated, there will be countless times.

What's more, Han Chun's brother saw Zhang Xiandong and the boy outside.They told Han Chun cautiously, saying that he wanted to take care of his wife.Han Chun said that he knew, and they all looked at Han Chun with wide eyes, and said in a hurry, don't worry about this kind of wife, just change it.

Han Chun's mind was in a mess for a long time, and he didn't know what to do.These brothers of his fought for him, so one day they followed Han Chun and went back together.Pushing open the door, Zhang Xiandong and the boy were on the bed again.

This was the first time Han Chun saw that boy. He was very beautiful and fair. The first time he saw the boy, he knew that he was inferior.

Han Chun's brothers were very aggressive. One of them recorded the whole process with his mobile phone, and the other two held a half-meter-long iron rod.

Zhang Xiandong's face was very pale, the boy almost cried out of fright, naked and surrounded by a dozen gangsters, his whole body trembling as if he had epilepsy.

"Xiaochun..." Zhang Xiandong said, "I'm sorry for you, but please don't be like this..."

Han Chun looked at him, and something burst in his heart, like a balloon punctured by a needle, with a bang, everything was gone.

Han Chun said: "Let's separate. I'll come back in a week and you can pack up."

"Xiaochun, Xiaochun!" Zhang Xiandong hurriedly put on his clothes and shouted behind Han Chun.

But Han Chun turned his head and left, ignoring him.

That night Han Chun went to drink in the clubhouse. Boss He knew about it and bought him a lot of good wine for free, all of which were brands that Han Chun had never seen before.Han Chun drank a lot, vomited after drinking, and drank again after vomiting.

A week later, when Han Chun returned, Zhang Xiandong had moved away, and there was a bunch of keys on the table, as well as the ring Han Chun gave him.

Han Chun threw away the ring and put the key away.

For a long time, Han Chun lived in a muddle and didn't know what to say.

He admitted that he couldn't forget Zhang Xiandong at all.I have known Zhang Xiandong for too long, and been with him for too long, he seems to have become a part of Han Chun.Han Chun's brothers were afraid that he would be overwhelmed, so they followed him furtively, and even forced the sister at the front desk of the club to make him small biscuits to eat.

The sister at the front desk was very irritable, and put a lot of sugar in the biscuits she made for Han Chun, which almost killed him.

Summer came in a blink of an eye, and they followed Boss He to the resort to play. When Han Chun was swimming, he wanted to test how long he could hold his breath, so he stayed in the water for a while.Who knew that a naive guy named Zhao Xiaowu immediately jumped into the water, put his hands around Han Chun's neck and led him aside without saying a word, and shouted in despair: "Boss!! Isn't he just a scumbag?" ?! The **** actually gave you a cuckold!! You must not be too hard on it!!!"

Han Chun: "..."

Because of this, Han Chun came out directly in the resort, and he was still a very poor gay with a cuckold.

Damn, who is he going to reason with.