end of love

Song Xiaoxiao fell in love with someone.

In her previous thinking, to be worthy of her, at least someone with a similar family background would be helpful to her career.Or like Li Shuyi, who has both appearance and ability, temperament that suits her taste, and can help her at work, she can also consider it.

After much deliberation, I can't escape the word "profit".

It's really no wonder that she even has to calculate marriage and love. In her eyes, this thing is a joke.

For example, Song Fuhua didn't love her mother when she was young.Kneeling in front of her grandfather's door, she was beaten until her skin was ripped apart, and she kowtowed until her head was bleeding, but she never changed her mind and wanted to be with her mother.

Her grandfather only had an only daughter, and she had been on the cusp of her heart since she was a child. She felt that Song Fuhua's family background was ordinary, and the two of them were not well-matched, so she took the initiative to stop her.But seeing her daughter was so sad at home that she didn't think about eating and drinking, how could she bear it, and finally recruited Baiyanlang into the house.

Song Fuhua is considered a capable person. When the Qin and Bai families were fighting, he waited and watched for a while, and neither side offended them.Later, seeing that the power behind the Qin family was getting bigger and bigger, and they didn't get any good looks from Grandpa Bai Jing, they stood in line with the Qin family.Moreover, in the past few years, she was extremely loyal to her mother. No one around her knew that Song Fuhua regarded his beloved wife as a treasure.As time went on, her grandfather was completely relieved, and gradually handed over the family property and business to him.

Then... Song Xiaoxiao held up the red wine glass and shook it, the red liquid was reflected in the dark pupils, showing a suppressed and bloodthirsty hatred.

In the end, Song Xiaoxiao couldn't tell whether it was because the obsession with "having a son" diluted her feelings, or whether she gradually disliked her wife who was not good-looking and worthless as the years passed.All she knew was that her so-called "home" was just a resting hotel for her father, and it was difficult to see her for a few months.

When she was 12 years old, her mother died of dystocia while giving birth to her younger sister Song Qingyu.Her grandfather was furious, hating himself for being ignorant of people for killing his daughter, and for being ostracized and deprived of real power. He had no way to take down his enemy, and had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, so he couldn't be rescued.

Two close relatives left in a row, the whole family was in chaos, the adults were busy fighting for power, no one cared about Song Xiaoxiao and the three sisters.

The nannies who take care of them rely on the fact that there is no one at home and the children are young, so they are perfunctory and contemptuous.Song Qingyu, a baby who was just born a few days ago, was wrapped in a thin quilt by her and thrown on the sofa in winter. She had a high fever and almost didn't survive.Even now that he's grown up, his health is so bad that he's going to the hospital every now and then.

What Song Xiaoxiao hated the most was when she met Song Sile's mother for the first time.The woman who was dressed dignifiedly and elegantly, as if she was the main wife, glanced at them coldly and said, "Why do you raise so many daughters at home? Just send the youngest one out."

If there were not many rumors outside at that time, Song Xiaoxiao didn't know where Song Qingyu would be sent to in the end because she was concerned about public opinion.

So what kind of promise and sincerity are all fucking bullshit.She saw through it when she was very young, what would happen if she loved someone like her mother.

Song Xiaoxiao was sitting in the garden restaurant on the top floor of the clubhouse, surrounded by flowers that were growing in the greenhouse to meet her preferences.This place is exclusive to her, and no one else can even enter. Of course, she is also entitled to this privilege, after all, she is the boss here.

Opposite the dining table, along the base of the wall, are clusters of hyacinths clustered together.The petals are small and dense, the flower shape is round, and the color is rich and colorful, which is very bright and fresh.

Song Xiaoxiao looked at it and lost her mind.

These flowers were brought in by the man in pots.Knowing that she likes red, she deliberately placed all the rose-red flower balls in the middle, making the well-decorated restaurant look earthy and ugly.The gardener was about to collapse when he came up, he just froze in place and apologized.

He was really an extremely ordinary man, except that he was taller and muscular, so he couldn't find it in the crowd.She doesn't have a pretty face, and her personality is rigid and boring. She usually follows her like a dumb person. If she doesn't ask, she will never say a word.

But such a person, when they were chased to nowhere, hid her in the corner of the warehouse, stuffed his gun into her hand, took off his coat and covered her, and left a sentence: "Miss Song, I will attract you." Get out." He rushed out without looking back.

In the end, she was rescued safely. As for him, he was shot twice, but luckily he was not in the fatal position, otherwise it would have been a long time in his "next life".

Song Xiaoxiao couldn't count how many times such a person had saved her and protected her.I just remember that every time she was in danger, this cold and hard man always stood in front of her. Even if she just scratched the skin on her hands, she would blame herself so much that she couldn't lift her head, and said dryly: "I'm sorry, Miss Song."

Shen Wei.

Song Xiaoxiao bit the name on the tip of her tongue, feeling sore and sore in her heart.

She never had any expectations for her feelings, never wanted to give her sincerity to anyone, and the ambiguous love she experienced since she was a child was all within the scope of reason, and she didn't want it if she didn't want it, and she had no nostalgia.But for this person, I can't take it or let it go, and I've fallen through and through.

"Mr. Li, this way please."

Song Xiaoxiao heard the voice, looked up, and saw Li Shuyi took off his coat and handed it to the waiter, and walked in from the door.

"You...really come here?" She widened her eyes in surprise.

Li Shuyi ignored her fuss and sat down directly opposite her.

Song Xiaoxiao subconsciously poured wine for him, and remembered that his body recovered halfway, stopped, and asked the waiter to serve a glass of juice.Li Shuyi answered, saying that he only needed a glass of warm water.

After Song Xiaoxiao came back from Li Shuyi, she had never met him.At this time, I looked at the other party carefully, seeing that he was handsome, and the indifference and hostility of the past were gone from his brows and eyes. I knew that he was doing well, and I was also happy for him.But pretending to be wrong: "You are like this... What should I do if I really fall in love with you?"

She changed her usual style today, wearing a very ladylike white long dress, her long hair is all behind her head, her facial features are exquisite, her eyes are bright and her teeth are bright, she is so breathtakingly beautiful.

If it were another man, the heartbeat would probably be abnormal, and she would pass out from excitement.But Li Shuyi has been immune to hearing such words almost every time since he met her.And both of them knew very well that this was nothing more than Song Xiaoxiao's idling and boredom. It wasn't even a joke, and no one would take it seriously.

"Tell me, why do you want me to help you?" Li Shuyi asked inexplicably.

"Why are you in such a hurry, I haven't seen you for so long, old friends should catch up with each other."

The waiter brought water, and after they left, she continued: "When you were in the nursing home, Bai Jing and I asked for your number several times and he refused to give it to you. You can bear such a domineering man?"

"You in the end..."

"Why don't you think about it and try another person? I think we are a good match. Others say that you are cruel, and I have many 'good names' outside, which is not much better than you. We are two together, maybe Can you still be negative and positive?" She smiled irrationally.

Li Shuyi saw that she was happier than usual when she spoke, but there was no smile in her eyes.After she finished speaking, she said calmly: "Since you have already done it, don't regret it. Right and wrong are your own judgments. The others are not Song Xiaoxiao, who have never lived Song Xiaoxiao's life, so why bother what 'good name' they give you .”

Song Xiaoxiao was taken aback, the exaggerated smile on her face disappeared, and she drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.She really likes Li Shuyi, although occasionally she feels that this man is too sensitive and can't hide any worries in front of him, but talking to him is a pleasure.

"It's been so long, you can't think about it, and you won't wait until today... What's going on?"

"I really can't hide anything from you." Song Xiaoxiao poured another glass of wine, but didn't drink it. She lightly circled the edge of the glass with her finger, and asked with a half-smile after a while, "You said if I fell in love with someone, But people don't like me. Should I tie him back to the bed and beat him up? Or should I get him drunk and have sex?"

Li Shuyi was speechless for a while, but he has no right to criticize others, isn't that what he did back then.But regardless of the fact that doing this is wrong, Song Xiaoxiao is different from him, she is a woman, can she do such absurd things?

Song Xiaoxiao raised her eyes, tapped her fingernails on the table, and said irritably: "I know this is not advisable, so what should I do? Don't tell me to wash your hands for soup, use gentleness and consideration to impress the other party." She turned over Bai Yan said, "Then you might as well kill me."

"Does the heart belong?" Li Shuyi asked.

"According to my investigation, in the past few years, apart from his landlord, a 50-year-old aunt, I am the only other person of the opposite sex around him."

"..." Li Shuyi showed a meaningful expression.

"He doesn't like men either! You think everyone is like you and Bai Jing!"

Li Shuyi couldn't help sighing, he didn't have a sweetheart, and he didn't like men, so he couldn't think of a reason not to like Song Xiaoxiao for such a man.Li Shuyi asked himself, if he hadn't fallen in love with Bai Jing, if he had known Song Xiaoxiao before meeting Bai Jing, he would have pursued her.

Song Xiaoxiao didn't play the guessing game with him anymore, she mentioned the person's name and the process of how she fell in love with him, and then laughed at herself: "I know, I'm just pretending to be passionate. Protecting me is just It's his job, and it's the same for Ms. Li and Ms. Zhang. But I just like him, even if I know that he is the worst one among the people I can choose, I also like him. "

Listening to her story, Li Shuyi really didn't hear the pain of getting what she wanted.How much love and dedication does it take for a bodyguard to take his own life like this?In such a critical situation, how can you give Song Xiaoxiao the only gun and run out to die?for money?No matter how much money there is, people are dead, so how can they still spend it in the coffin?

Li Shuyi had met Shen Wei before, he didn't quite remember what that man looked like, but for Song Xiaoxiao, he followed him closely and was extremely vigilant.

"What about others?"

"His parents are gone, and he has a younger brother who is raised at his uncle's house in another province. I have been in Jinhai these days, and I asked him to accompany his family."

Li Shuyi fell silent.

Song Xiaoxiao drank several glasses of wine while talking, her cheeks were flushed, she was a little drunk, she looked out the window and said blankly: "I'm sorry, Li Shuyi, I know, I called you out so recklessly , It was too abrupt. But these days, when I got closer to him, he tried every means to avoid me, and he didn't even want to look at me. I was so angry that I told him to get out, and he really got out..." Song Xiaoxiao snorted coldly, "It's like a rotten stone in the toilet, smelly and hard."

"I feel aggrieved and uncomfortable, and I don't know who to tell. I also know that if I want, I can find any friend. But most people, comforting me on the surface, call me a beast or a **** in secret, It is said that I have slept with so many men until today... You are an open-minded person, with clear distinctions between likes and dislikes, and I tell you this, and I am not afraid of being underestimated and taken advantage of."

Li Shuyi's cell phone rang. It was a message from Bai Jing, asking him when he would go back.He lowered his eyelids and replied, then looked at Song Xiaoxiao and said, "Send Wei Wei your address and tell him that you are with me. If he doesn't come over tonight, you will make an appointment with me."

"Ah?" Song Xiaoxiao looked at him stupidly with her eyes open, as if she didn't realize it.

Li Shuyi was patient, slowed down his speech, repeated the words, and said: "Don't ask why, just do it."

White House.

When Steward Xu came to persuade him for the third time, Bai Jing sat on the carpet and watched Bai Yi and Li Nian build blocks.

"Master, if you want to wait for Mr. Li, you should use something to cushion your stomach first. It's almost nine o'clock, how can you be so hungry..."

Those building blocks are very beautiful in color, and the edges and corners of the small square shape are polished and rounded, like big sugar cubes.Li Nian always wanted to put it in his mouth, but Bai Yi stopped him.At this moment, Bai Yi was looking at the picture book to find patterns, while his brother was not paying attention, he secretly grabbed a building block and opened his mouth to bite.Seeing that he was about to succeed, a pair of big hands fell from the sky, ruining his good deed again.

Bai Jing took the building blocks away, saw his dark eyes running after the building blocks reluctantly, scratched his chin amusedly, and said to Butler Xu: "I'll wait a little longer, he should come back."

Butler Xu sighed.After Li Shuyi left in a hurry, Bai Jing waited.When it was time for dinner, after taking care of the two children, everyone waited with him.Later, seeing that the time was getting later and later, Bai Jing refused to let them wait, but he himself has not eaten anything until now.

Bai Yi turned to a new page, and pushed the big picture album in front of Li Nian: "Look, brother."

Li Nian grasped the cylindrical building block with one hand, and tapped on the picture book, then lowered his head, looked at the picture book, and patted his small palm on the arch of the castle pattern.

Bai Yi gathered the building blocks in front of him to build a small castle.

Bai Jing guarded them, helped Bai Yi find building blocks, and occasionally rubbed Li Nian's soft cheek with the back of his finger, waiting for Li Shuyi's time became less difficult.

When Li Shuyi went out, he was worried that he was driving at first, so he didn't dare to call or send a message.After asking him for a long time, he just said don't wait, and didn't say that he would come back.

So Bai Jing still wanted to wait.

He didn't know what was going on with Li Shuyi, but if Li Shuyi wanted to, he would naturally tell him.If he didn't want to, Bai Jing asked, and it would only annoy him.As for sending someone to follow Li Shuyi, there is no need to think about it. If he really did this, that person would definitely feel that he was watching him, and he didn't know how angry he would be.

The more Bai Jing thought about it, the more helpless he became.In the past, they did whatever they wanted, but now they are walking on eggshells.But no matter how humble and passive he is in the eyes of others, he is willing.

In order to make the room look lively, the TV is on.In the picture, the reporter is smiling brightly. Behind him is the LED screen that lights up the countdown to the New Year and the cheering crowd. It is said that there will be a fireworks show at midnight in Gimhae. Many people have gathered in the square to welcome this special moment with the people around them.

The second hand turned around, and before you knew it, it was ten o'clock.

When Bai Jing's phone rang, he thought it was Li Shuyi, but when he took it out, it turned out to be Yan Wei.

When he answered the phone, he opened his mouth and asked, "Is Li Shuyi with you?"

"No, what's the matter?" Bai Jing frowned.

Yan Wei stammered suddenly, and said: "No, I, I have something to tell you... You, don't get excited after you hear it... I was eating in the club just now, and when I got out of the elevator, I saw something like Li Shuyi's man, holding a woman, enter... enter..."

"Impossible." Bai Jing's expression turned cold in vain, and he interrupted him.

"I also don't think it's possible! He came out of the elevator next to me. It was too fast and I didn't see it clearly, so I just glanced at a blurry profile from the corner of my eye... I, I secretly took a photo, you recognize it yourself! "

Yan Wei could feel the low pressure on Bai Jing's body through the phone, and felt that his tongue was about to get knotted, so he hung up the phone after speaking quickly.

Bai Jing clenched the phone tightly, his face became more and more gloomy.Within seconds, I received a photo from Yan Wei.

It was probably a hasty snapshot, so I only captured a tall and thin man's back on the promenade a little far away from the camera.But even if you can't see the front, judging from the pair of slender wrists encircling his neck, the calves hanging from his arms, a pair of jade feet, and the white skirt covering the calves, you can tell, He held a woman in his arms.

Bai Jing froze in place, feeling all the surrounding voices disappear for a moment.

This back.

How could he not recognize it.

How many times he hugged that person from behind, wrapped him in his arms, and kissed his side face and the end of his eyes.

Bai Jing stood up abruptly, almost tripping over the small tea table at his feet, but he didn't stop for a second, grabbing his cell phone and car keys and rushing out without even taking his coat.