end of love

It was already night when Li Shuyi woke up again.

The room was very quiet, and he wanted to sit up, but he felt a pain just as he exerted force on his hand, and turned his head to find that the back of his left hand was still pricked with a needle.

A self-deprecating smile appeared on his face.

At this time, a little nurse walked in from outside the door, staring at the liquid medicine in Li Shuyi's infusion bag, she walked lightly to the bedside, and was about to pull out the needle for Li Shuyi, when she met his gaze suddenly, she was startled: "Mr. Li, are you awake?"

Li Shuyi nodded.

She smiled and said, "I'll pull out the needle for you now, so don't move." She bent down as she spoke, her movements were crisp and neat.After pulling out the needle, I pressed the needle eye for a while. Seeing that the bleeding stopped, I packed up my things and stood up straight.

"Thank you." Li Shuyi whispered.

"You're welcome." The little nurse replied with a sweet smile, and then said, "Are you hungry? Shall I ask the cafeteria to deliver some food?"

Li Shuyi shook his head: "No need, I have no appetite now."

The little nurse thought that he was looking down on the food in the cafeteria, and wanted to say something good for her hospital.But before he opened his mouth, he swallowed the words again seeing the cold and tired look on his face.He just said: "Then you take a rest first, Dr. Wei is in a meeting now, and will be here in a while."

Li Shuyi glanced at the night outside the window, and asked with some doubts: "A meeting?"

The little nurse nodded and explained: "Mr. Li had an examination in the afternoon, and Dr. Wei is discussing the examination results with other doctors."

Li Shuyi was stunned. After the little nurse left, he recalled what happened in the afternoon.

In the beginning, it was Bai Jing who came to talk about Bai Ya's affairs. Thinking of the current chaos in the Song family, Li Shuyi couldn't help but frowned.Not long after that, Bai Jing received a call from Ning Yue and left.At that time, he had a headache and accidentally fell to the ground when he went to pour water. When he was so painful that he lost consciousness, he seemed to hear Jin Yan's voice.

Li Shuyi sat up slowly, glanced around the room, and took down the phone from the bedside table next to her.

His phone is silent, and when the screen lights up, there are various missed calls and unread messages.

Among them, there are those who really care about him, and some who come to inquire about the news with malicious intentions.The former is less, and the latter accounts for the vast majority.Other than that, there's almost nothing about work.Presumably, Bai Jing took away all the power in his hands, and those who originally wanted to use him to gain access to the Bai family saw that the wind direction had changed, so they turned a blind eye to him.

Li Shuyi didn't care about these people at all, so he quickly scanned through the messages, picked out a few important ones, and then opened the text message Jin Yan sent him: Uncle Li, I have a temporary job, so I can't see you for the time being.You take good care of your illness, and you have to eat three meals a day on time! ^0^

Seeing the last lively expression, Li Shuyi couldn't help but shook his head and smiled, and replied: Well, be careful yourself.

The message showed that the sending was successful, and Li Shuyi was about to put away her phone and get out of bed to go for a walk, when the phone suddenly vibrated again, indicating that a text message had been received.

There is no text in the prompt content, and the format suffix seems to be a picture, Li Shuyi didn't think much, and clicked in.

The picture is huge, and it took a while for the pinion to load the picture.Then Li Shuyi saw the sky reddened by the sunset, the sparkling sea, and two men kissing each other on the beach.

Li Shuyi was holding the phone, and the smile on the corners of his mouth hadn't dissipated when he replied to Jin Yan's message just now, so he froze in place.

This is a panoramic photo taken from a distance, and the facial features of the two are not clearly visible.But the tall Li Shuyi recognized Bai Jing at a glance, and even the clothes on his body were the same as when he came to the hospital in the afternoon.What's more, there was a wheelchair not far from the two of them.

Li Shuyi looked at the photo without moving.

When the screen went dark, he turned it on. It took an unknown amount of time to go back and forth like this, until his eyes became blurred, and he raised his head and suppressed his tears.

Only now did Li Shuyi realize that being rejected, bored, and treated coldly was nothing.The most painful thing is that it is your loved one, and you have a loved one. How you love him is how he loves others.

Li Shuyi knew that Ning Yue posted the photo, no matter what his purpose was, whether it was to remind him not to be sentimental, or to disgust him, he didn't care anymore.He had never been so clearly aware that he was an outsider from the beginning to the end. Now that Ning Yue is back, they should return to their respective positions and let the lovers stay together for a lifetime.

He didn't want to fight with Ning Yue anymore, what was the fight for?Take the photo to question Bai Jing?Ask him why he wants to kiss Ning Yue?Still crying and asking him why he doesn't love himself?Li Shuyi thought that scene was ridiculous.Even if he really fights for it, if he wins this time, there will be another "Ning Yue" next time.

The problem between him and Bai Jing was never that Bai Jing loved Ning Yue, but that Bai Jing didn't love him.

Various thoughts flashed through Li Shuyi's mind one by one. While suffering, he watched his own pain with cold eyes.

He put the phone on the side cabinet, it was so light that his hands were shaking so hard that he couldn't hold it.

Footsteps sounded by the door, Li Shuyi thought it was Wei Ze coming, closed his eyes and adjusted his expression.But when he raised his head and saw the person by the door clearly, he froze.

Bai Jing didn't get too close, and glanced at the table first, but didn't see the medicine bottle, and was about to ask if he had already had an infusion today, but Li Shuyi opened the mouth before him.

"What are you doing here?" He asked blankly.

Bai Jing felt the coldness on Li Shuyi's body, and was a little displeased: "Stop by and see, when will you be discharged from the hospital?"

This hospital has absolutely nothing to do with the company or the family. Li Shuyi didn't bother to get to the bottom of it. When he heard Bai Jing's question, he sneered: "What does it have to do with you?"

Bai Jing lowered his face.

Li Shuyi suddenly thought of a possibility, and said coldly: "We..." He wanted to talk about our bedroom, but he changed his words in an instant, "You can throw away all my things in your bedroom, I don't want them anymore."

Bai Jing frowned: "Li Shuyi, why are you crazy?"

"I'm going crazy? Isn't this what you want?" Li Shuyi smiled sarcasticly, "Otherwise, what are you doing here? Consoling the sick? Young Master Bai, don't worry about whether I'm dead or alive. You should go and take care of the patient in your family. "

Bai Jing was still contradicting himself.He ran to the hospital repeatedly, but Li Shuyi never gave him a good face, as if he was ashamed to see him.He obviously wanted to know when Li Shuyi would be discharged from the hospital so that he could come and pick him up, but when he arrived at Li Shuyi's place, he was satirized again with a gun and stick.

Bai Jing's heart was full of anger: "Li Shuyi, don't push yourself too hard."

Li Shuyi clenched her fists.Bai Jingcai kissed and hugged Ning Yue, but now he came to accuse him of pushing his feet?So what should he do?Is it wrong for him to like him, is it wrong to quit?What should he do!

"Bai Jing." Li Shuyi was extremely angry, his chest was heaving violently, and he couldn't bear it anymore, "Get out of here! Don't appear in front of me again!"

Bai Jing was taken aback for a moment, then strode over and lifted Li Shuyi's collar, lowered his head and stared into his eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "You want me to go? Then who is it, crying and saying that he has surrendered, begging me not to abandon him? "

As soon as Bai Jing finished speaking, Li Shuyi opened his eyes wide, looking at him with surprise and disbelief.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment.The tense atmosphere between the two of them and the anger that was about to burn them all disappeared completely.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Shuyi finally opened his mouth, his voice trembling: "Did you... hear that?"

Bai Jing looked gloomy and remained silent.

Li Shuyi looked away, a tear slowly fell from the corner of his eye, he murmured and repeated: "You heard that..."

He always thought that he still had the last bit of self-esteem in front of Bai Jing, so that he would not be so humble and pitiful as to beg for Bai Jing, so he distanced himself from him and tried to act like he didn't care.

But it turned out that Bai Jing had heard it all.

Li Shuyi felt as if he had been stripped naked and thrown into the crowd, and a sense of shame surrounded him.He didn't even dare to think about how Bai Jing had been looking at him for so many days, was it as if he was watching a joke when he watched him direct and act out his bluff?

The tears in the corners of Li Shuyi's eyes seemed to be carved on Bai Jing's heart bit by bit with a knife.

He looked at Li Shuyi's dazed look, and regretted why he blurted out his words, and even more regretted why he couldn't help but confront Li Shuyi head-on again and again.Knowing this person clearly, the more painful and sad he is, the more aggressive he will be.

Bai Jing didn't let go, and calmed down before saying: "Li Shuyi, listen, Ning Yue and I..."

Before he finished speaking, he was torn away forcefully, and just as he stood firm, he was pushed again.

Bai Jing raised his head and saw Wei Ze standing in front of Li Shuyi's bed, the veins on his forehead were bulging, his fists were clenched tightly, and his expression was guarded: "What do you want to do?"

Bai Jing knew that Wei Ze had misunderstood, and said, "I have something to say to him."

Wei Ze pointed to the door and said coldly: "No matter what you have to say, please go out now and don't disturb my patient's rest."

"you……"

"I said, please get out!" Wei Ze's tone became more and more forceful.

Wei Ze has always been known for his good temper, but today he is acting strangely.Bai Jing didn't want to argue with him, it made everyone look bad, so he turned to look at Li Shuyi, but Li Shuyi didn't even want to look at him.Bai Jing knew that no matter what he said now, Li Shuyi couldn't listen to him, so he looked away and said to Wei Ze: "Please help me watch him, call me if you have anything to do."

Wei Ze didn't want to embarrass people too much, so he responded.

As soon as Bai Jing left, Wei Ze hurriedly lowered his body to look at Li Shuyi, and was relieved to see that he was indeed not injured.When he just came in, he saw Bai Jing tugging at Li Shuyi's collar, and thought they were fighting.

"What's the matter with you?" Wei Ze asked with a frown.

Li Shuyi didn't respond, Wei Ze asked again, and he came back to his senses with a tired look on his face: "It's nothing, just a few words of argument."

Wei Ze didn't speak, Li Shuyi asked, "When will I be discharged from the hospital?"

Wei Ze's heart sank: "Not yet."

"Why not?"

"You're not well yet."

"The fever has subsided."

"I still need to observe again, maybe..."

"Wei Ze." Li Shuyi raised his head and interrupted him, "You know, my family members have passed away, and no one in this world can help me make decisions."

Wei Ze was stunned.

Li Shuyi looked directly at Wei Ze with a calm voice, "So tell me, what's wrong with me?"

Wei Ze and Li Shuyi looked at each other, making sure that his calmness was not a disguise, so he avoided Li Shuyi's gaze, and said in a hoarse voice, "Meningioma."

In the afternoon, Li Shuyi had an MRI examination, and the diagnosis was a meningioma.Wei Ze didn't understand this very well, so after the results came out, he kept meeting with the brain doctor in the hospital until just now.

He never thought of hiding it from Li Shuyi, but he didn't expect Li Shuyi to guess it so quickly.Or, he actually had a premonition long ago, so no matter how much he persuaded him before, he was reluctant to come to the hospital for an examination.

Wei Ze explained the specific situation again.

Li Shuyi listened to him talk about the location of tumor growth and the largest cross section, interrupted him and asked, "How long can I live?"

Wei Ze was stunned for a moment, and then said angrily: "How long can you live! I just said that it is benign, and there is a great hope for a cure!" This is what Wei Ze is most fortunate about. If it is malignant, even if the operation is very successful , and only a few years to live.

Li Shuyi laughed slowly, and asked softly, "Wei Ze, what's the difference between being alive and dead?"

Wei Ze's breathing was stagnant, and he said coldly: "You are very restless now, I don't want to talk to you. You should rest early, we will talk tomorrow."

As soon as the words fell, he picked up the medical record and walked out.

Li Shuyi looked at the ward that had become quiet again, and wondered in a trance whether the farce just now was imagined by himself.

He reached for his phone, opened the photo album, and found the photo he had seen thousands of times.

In the photo, Li Wenzhuo looked at the front stupidly, and Li Wenying's smile was still bright.

And Xiao Shuyi, who was held in his father's arms, pouted unhappily.

Li Shuyi's fingers were on the screen, stroking gently over and over again with full of treasure.

The coast of Gimhae City.

The person in the wheelchair didn't move at all. Looking from a distance, the waves were coming in waves, as if they would soon swallow him up.

Someone came forward with worry on his face: "Master, go back. It's dark and the seaside is cold. What should I do if I'm sick?"

Ning Yue didn't even turn his head, he still looked at the sea and said, "Sit down for a while, and leave in a while."

The man frowned, and didn't dare to persuade him any more, so he backed away.

Ning Yue held the mobile phone in one hand, and rested the other on the armrest of the wheelchair, and tapped lightly.

The sea breeze at night was damp and cool, and his heart was as warm as his body.

Today he kissed Bai Jing here, but was pushed away by Bai Jing.

He thought that Bai Jing despised him as a cripple and promised that he would be fine in the future, but Bai Jing said that it was because of Li Shuyi.

He even told him that if he still wanted to stay in the country, he would still let someone take care of him, and if he didn't want to, he would also arrange for him to go abroad.

Ning Yue was inexplicable, and even wondered for a moment whether the person in front of him was Bai Jing.

How could Bai Jing care about Li Shuyi at all?

No matter what common interests the two of them had, what conditions they reached again, or what threats Li Shuyi used again.

It is impossible for Ning Yue to let them be together.

He has always been very sensible and caring, but for what he wants, he will not really be a pure and innocent baby.

the phone is ringing.

Ning Yue looked down, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then he sighed softly: "The young master of the Fu family really has a lot of face, if you want to ask him out for a meal, you have to wait in line."

Fu Ting didn't know what to say over there, Ning Yue smiled until his eyes rolled up.

The two talked for a while, and Ning Yue finally nodded and said, "Okay, see you tomorrow then."