end of love

It was bright outside.

The clear and crisp birdsong could be faintly heard in the garden, the breeze was blowing, and a corner of the window screen was lifted, and the sunlight passed through the gap, casting several slender spots on the floor.

The room was very quiet, but the sound of Bai Jing's breathing was particularly abrupt.

He sat up from the bed, pressing his right hand firmly on his chest, trying to calm down the terrible palpitations in his chest.

Li Shuyi is dead.

When this thought clearly appeared in his mind again, Bai Jing couldn't help shivering.

He knew it was just a dream, but this dream was so real that he seemed to have relived the past time, so that he couldn't get away from this painful emotion for a long time, and he was still in fear until now .

Bai Jing is not a person who likes to reminisce about the past.

17 years.

It's a long story, but it was just a concept of time for him before.But in the dream, all the neglected details and the past reappeared one by one. He had never been so strongly aware of Li Shuyi's existence.

From his grandfather paving the way for him, to the time when the old man passed away and he took charge of the Bai family, from his forbearance to the Qin family, to step by step to reach the top.

This journey has been ups and downs, there have been so many difficulties, dangers, and thrills, and Li Shuyi has always been by his side.

It turned out that he was always by his side.

Bai Jing suddenly thought of something, looked to the left, the bed was flat, and there were no traces of someone sleeping there.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, his pace was a little anxious.When he got to the door, he paused for a while, suppressing the turbulent emotions in his heart, making himself less urgent, then he let out a light breath, opened the door and walked out.

Standing in the corridor on the second floor, Bai Jing glanced down. He didn't see Li Shuyi in the living room or dining room. Seeing Uncle Wu come out of the kitchen, he asked, "Where is he?"

Uncle Wu was about to say hello to him, when he heard this sentence suddenly, he asked in confusion, "Who is the young master talking about?"

Bai Jing was inexplicably nervous, and his palms were sweating a little. He put his hands on the railing and asked casually, "Where's Li Shuyi?"

Uncle Wu was stunned, then he sighed and said, "Master, have you forgotten? Mr. Li has already left."

Bai Jing frowned slightly, and said firmly, "He came back last night."

"Master." Uncle Wu showed hesitation, "Last night...no one entered the house."

"He's back." Bai Jing confirmed again with his expression unchanged.

Uncle Wu looked at him with complicated emotions and didn't know what to say.

In fact, he had expected such a day would come.The last time Bai Jing threw away the ring, he couldn't bear Li Shuyi's heart to be spoiled like this, so he wanted to secretly store it first.As a result, within a few minutes of Zuo Mingyuan's departure, Bai Jing came down without saying anything. He went straight to the ashtray, picked up the ring and held it in his palm, and then went upstairs again.

From that time Uncle Wu knew that Bai Jing would definitely regret it.But it's all up to now, what's the use of regretting?

Seeing that Uncle Wu was silent, Bai Jing felt something was wrong, turned around and walked to the bedroom, not forgetting to ask Bo Bo to check the surveillance video before leaving.

After entering the room, he first went to the bathroom to look around, and then opened all the cabinets to search again. In the end, even the quilt and pillow on the bed were overturned, and he didn't find a single strand of Li Shuyi's hair.

Standing in a messy room, Bai Jing carefully recalled the situation last night, when the door was knocked suddenly, Uncle Wu told him that the surveillance video had been tuned out, and indeed no one had entered the house.

Bai Jing didn't say anything, and went to see it by himself.Whenever a car passed by outside the villa, his eyes would be fixed on the screen, but until the night receded and it was bright, not a single car stopped.

Let alone someone coming in.

Bai Jing was stunned for a long time.

He thought he had a dream holding Li Shuyi.

It turned out that he had been in a dream since he saw the man come back.

Uncle Wu didn't know what happened to Bai Jing last night, so he didn't dare to persuade him rashly.But he is cold and ruthless by nature, and under the guidance of Old Master Bai, he becomes more restrained and restrained. Uncle Wu thinks that according to his temperament, even if he regrets it, he will still be hard-spoken, and putting on an appearance of reluctantly giving in is the limit.Unexpectedly, after Bai Jing came back to his senses, he turned his head to look at himself, with a smile in his voice, but his eyes were red: "You have persuaded me before, but I didn't listen, so I have to try, what do you want to know and love?" .I didn’t regret it until I forced people away.”

Uncle Wu's eyes widened, he was already speechless from the shock.Not to mention that Bai Jing became an adult, even when he was a child, he had never seen him like this.

Bai Jing stopped talking, stood up and dialed Zuo Mingyuan with his mobile phone.

After connecting, he didn't speak in the commanding tone he used to when dealing with official business, but he was asking a friend who had witnessed his and Li Shuyi's journey all these years.

"Mingyuan, help me, help me find Li Shuyi."

Zuo Mingyuan was still in a daze until he finished talking to Bai Jing and hung up the phone.

He even clicked on the call log to confirm that everything that happened just now was real, not his imagination.

Zuo Mingyuan frowned, and the expression on his face became more and more serious.He would rather Bai Jing talk to him like before, instead of begging himself so sincerely.These two attitudes represent completely different degrees of emotion.

The same goes for these two people, one finally let go, but the other got stuck...

But isn't the most feared thing in this world is missing out?

In the next period of time, Zuo Mingyuan used all the contacts he could use, but Li Shuyi still had no news.

When Jiang Manqing was found, Bai Jing asked about the blade again.In fact, he has asked several times before, but there has been no progress in this matter.

This time is no exception, Zuo Mingyuan shook his head and said: "There are too many people coming and going in Jardine every day, so it's not a problem to hide such a small thing anywhere, you don't need to have direct contact with Jiang Manqing to give it to her, the range is too big .Besides," he said after a pause, "the timing is also missed."

If he had investigated Li Shuyi when he was just injured, he might have found some clues, but at that time Bai Jing didn't take this matter to heart, and even suspected that Li Shuyi had directed and acted himself.When he really came back to his senses and asked them to investigate, it had been more than a month, and even if there was anything, it had already been wiped clean.In the final analysis, Bai Jing actually didn't care about Li Shuyi, but if he cared a little bit, they wouldn't be where they are today.

After hearing Bai Jing's answer, Zuo Mingyuan fell silent, and Zuo Mingyuan said helplessly: "You also know that with his temperament, he never leaves behind in things. Thinking about it now, Jin Yan, Jiang Manqing, and even Tang Xue have all arranged it. It's definitely not a temporary idea, I want to find him now..." Zuo Mingyuan sighed softly, "It's too difficult."

Bai Jing stared at Li Shuyi's frequently used pen on the desk, lost in thought, and didn't know what he was thinking. After a long time, he said: "You prepare, I will go to the full moon banquet for twins Wei Ze and Fu Ying myself."

Zuo Mingyuan wanted to say something, but he swallowed his words after seeing Bai Jing's expression.In fact, they had contacted Wei Ze from the very beginning, and Wei Ze replied that he had no comment. Bai Jing wanted to ask him out for a meeting, but he hung up the phone after saying a few words. declined.

He was not invited to the twins' full moon banquet at all, so he had to look for it with the cheek.Perhaps this is nothing in the eyes of others, but as long as it is Bai Jing who did this, Zuo Mingyuan can't accept it.

The twins' full moon banquet was not at the hotel, but in the Zhongtian Mansion in Zhongtian Park.

Zhongtian Park was originally a private garden, but it was opened to the public after liberation.The garden uses the classical and traditional scenery of the south of the Yangtze River, with small bridges, flowing water, towers, pavilions and pavilions. There are also pine trees, soft willows, osmanthus osmanthus and red maple for appreciation. The scenery is very delicate and unique.

The Zhongtian Mansion is in the garden, and there are five buildings in it.Wei Ze and Fu Ying are not flamboyant people, and they didn't plan to hold a full moon banquet. They only invited some relatives and friends, and set up the White Deer Hall, which is usually only open to members.

Bai Jing went there with Zuo Mingyuan after get off work, and the gift he prepared was a jade pendant carved into the child's zodiac sign.Fu Ying gave birth to twins, so the two pendants are slightly different, the boy's is more lively, and the girl's is more cute and round.

Jade is the best jade, considering the relationship between Bai Jing and the two husbands and wives, this gift is actually considered a heavy gift.But Li Shuyi is not here now, he gave it to them on behalf of the two of them.When Li Shuyi comes back, if you have any other plans, we can make other arrangements.

When we arrived at Zhongtian Mansion, because Bai Jing didn't have an invitation letter, he was stopped for the first time on such an occasion.

The manager rushed over after hearing the news, but he didn't dare to let Bai Jing go to Bailu Hall.He couldn't afford to offend both parties, so he could only send people to find Wei Ze while bowing his head and apologizing to Bai Jing.

Bai Jing didn't say a word, and stood outside waiting cooperatively, but Zuo Mingyuan's face turned dark with aggrieved.

When Wei Ze arrived, the manager wiped off his sweat and took him away.

Zuo Mingyuan is a fine person, and he handles things much smoother. The displeasure he had just disappeared has long since disappeared. He congratulated Wei Ze with a face-changing expression, and then smiled and sent the gift over.

Wei Ze didn't answer, but on such a festive day, and the other party's attitude was so low, he didn't want to make everyone unhappy, so he waved his hand and said, "We accept the gift, so there is no need to give the gift."

Zuo Mingyuan's smile froze at the corner of his mouth.If people don't pick up, no matter what, he can't be forced to pass by. When two people push back and forth to block, the picture will be ugly.

Wei Ze looked at Bai Jing and sighed, "I understand why you're here, but I really don't know where Li Shuyi is, and I don't understand what you are looking for him for? Is it because you have unresolved disputes? Or are you worried about him? Harm you behind his back? But he, even though I have only known him for three years, can assure you that he will never do any tricks again. Just put your heart back and live with your guy. "

Before Bai Jing could respond, he continued, "You know Fu Ying's temper, so I won't invite you to sit in. If there is nothing to do in the future, we don't need to see each other anymore."

He finished speaking in a good voice, finally said goodbye and left.

Zuo Ming stood like a statue, he didn't dare to turn his head to see the expression on Bai Jing's face.He was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say, but fortunately, this weird atmosphere didn't last long, and when Bai Jing turned around, he followed with a sigh of relief.

Walking outside the garden, Bai Jing stopped by the black stone wall with "Zhongtian Mansion-1933" hanging on it, and did not move.

Zuo Mingyuan couldn't figure out what he meant, and asked, "Should I call the driver over?"

Bai Jing shook his head and said, "I still have something to say to Wei Ze, wait here for them to leave the table, you go back first."

Zuo Mingyuan was speechless for a while, and finally he could only say "I'll wait with you".

Bai Jing didn't refuse, he took out a cigarette from his body and handed it to Zuo Mingyuan, lit another one for himself, and said, "Let's talk."

He seldom smokes, Zuo Mingyuan rarely sees him so lazy, and his mood is relaxed, he couldn't help laughing and said: "What are you talking about?" Before Bai Jing could answer, he joked, "Talking about Li Shuyi?"

When Bai Jing heard these three words, he laughed along with him, and his expression softened.

Zuo Mingyuan became casual and lost his image. He sat down on the steps, put the congratulatory gift at his feet lightly, loosened his tie and said, "Don't blame Dr. Wei for talking like that today. Don't say it's him, It’s just me, and it’s pretty much the same as he thought at first.”

He glanced at the ring on Bai Jing's ring finger, and then said: "When I saw the ring, the first thing I thought of was Ning Yue. If you said no, I went through all the people who followed you before. It hurts my brain to think about it." I just didn't think about Li Shuyi."

Bai Jing lowered his eyes and listened quietly to what Zuo Mingyuan said.

"But I don't believe that you have no feelings for him at all. Just think about it, besides him, who else can slap you in the face and still be so intact?"

And fought again and again.Zuo Mingyuan slandered and didn't say this sentence.

Bai Jing didn't become angry when he heard this, and added: "Yes, the old man never slapped me in the face when he was alive."

I didn’t think deeply about it before, but now that I wake up, many things become clear.Maybe even Bai Jing himself didn't realize how many privileges he gave Li Shuyi.Not just fighting, but also his family affairs, his relationship with his grandfather, his estrangement with his father, his dislike of Zhao Zhiyun and Bai Heng.Apart from Li Shuyi, no one really understood.

It was said that Li Shuyi was pestering him, but was he really innocent?Why isn't he relying on Li Shuyi?

Zuo Mingyuan sighed: "Three years ago he was indeed a bit extreme, but this time he didn't do anything. Comparing his heart to his heart, if he brings his first love back home..."

Bai Jing held the cigarette between his fingers, looked up at the night sky, and interrupted him with a flat face: "His first love is me."

Zuo Mingyuan was choked suddenly, and he didn't want to speak for a moment.

On the contrary, Bai Jing's mood became better after seeing him deflated.

He obviously hadn't found Li Shuyi yet, but after seeing his feelings clearly, he felt that everything became clear.He was confident, thinking that everything was still in time, and the matter was very simple, just get Li Shuyi back and explain the misunderstanding between the two of them.

He originally thought that as long as Li Shuyi came back, he would act as if nothing had happened, and no matter what Li Shuyi wanted or wanted to do, he would just follow him.

But Bai Jing doesn't think so now.

Li Shuyi had been chasing him for so long, he felt it was his turn to bow his head this time.

He was going to tell Li Shuyi, you don't need to admit defeat, you don't need to surrender, you don't need to beg me, you don't need to become Ning Yue, and you don't need to become anyone. I don't want you to leave, I don't want to leave you.

Tell Li Shuyi.

It's me who wants to be with you.

Tell Li Shuyi.

yes i love you.

He thought of Li Shuyi's reaction when he heard these words, and couldn't even hide the smile on his lips.

The emotion surging in his chest, missing someone so wholeheartedly, was something he had never experienced before.

This was also the last time in those years that Bai Jing was so happy.

The author has something to say:

Don't fight for more reminders, if you pinch me again, you can only continue to lock the text