end of love

Li Shuyi had a strange dream.

In the dream, I was locked in a black airtight space, unable to perceive anything.I don't know how long time passed, until the black curtain covering the surrounding area was pulled apart by the light little by little, and he found himself standing in the middle of the empty campus, and he could even hear the piano music played on the radio during the lunch break.

Li Shuyi looked into the distance——the sunlight was spreading strangely on the ground, all the buildings were flat, and there was a thick darkness in the shade, as if they were simply sketched out on paper, cut out and pasted on a black paper on the background.Even the electronic display screen in the center of the administrative building has no time, and the numbers and fluctuating curves that beat regularly with the sound of "beeps" look like an electrocardiogram.

Li Shuyi heard someone calling his name in this almost static space, the voice was near and far away, like one person, or several different people.He wanted to respond to the other party, but he couldn't make any sound when he opened his mouth. His body seemed to be pressed by something heavy. The inexplicable suffocation made his breathing more and more rapid.The surrounding scene gradually became twisted and intertwined. He struggled for a long time, but sank deeper and deeper. Just when he was about to be re-wrapped into the darkness, he seemed to be pushed hard by someone——

Li Shuyi broke free from the chaos suddenly and opened his eyes.

"Mr. Li? Mr. Li?"

There was a completely unfamiliar face in his eyes, and amidst the other party's shouts trembling with excitement, all the vague conjectures in Li Shuyi's mind ebbed away, leaving only a blank.

Immediately afterwards, more unfamiliar faces flooded into his sight. These people were all wearing white coats, and they gathered together to look at him, their eyes full of excitement.

"Li Shuyi!" Someone rushed over and grabbed him, "Are you awake?!"

As soon as Li Shuyi saw the doctor whose eyes were red with excitement, he knew his name was "Wei Ze".But who is "Weize"?Why does he know the other party's name?What are they related to?

"Do you know who I am?" the man then asked, with a look on his face that was about to cry.

Li Shuyi frowned.He knew everything, knew that the group of people around him were doctors, with stethoscopes around their necks, and glasses on the bridge of their noses.These objective cognitions and thinking are still there, but for the connection between people, all the encounters and emotions, everything seems to have been filtered, even if you can barely think of sporadic pictures, they are all fleeting. , they cannot be concatenated into a complete set of memories.

Wei Ze probably noticed his difficulty and slowness in receiving messages, so he calmed down and stopped forcing him to communicate.After doing a simple examination on him and saying some comforting words, he left with several other doctors.

Li Shuyi looked around, not knowing how long he had been lying there, but felt that his body was like a piece of soft tofu, which was about to melt into the bed, and he didn't even have the strength to move his fingers.Fortunately, the person who stayed in the room to take care of him was smart, and saw that he was uncomfortable lying down, so he raised the head of the bed a little.

The windows on the wall were half open, dusk had come, and the sunset glow had dyed the tall buildings in the distance orange. Li Shuyi stared at the sky for a while, his mind was in a mess.The doctor Wei just said that he was sick and told him not to think about anything now.But why is he sick, his father is not here, his aunt is not here, and there is no one around him?In the past, even if he sneezed, they would chatter around him for a long time.There are more and more doubts in my heart, but my brain is like a scrapped machine, it is difficult to even start it, let alone function normally.

I don't know how long it has passed, maybe a minute, or an hour, Li Shuyi found that he couldn't accurately perceive the passage of time, only felt that even the tiny dust reflected in the afterglow around him was floating very slowly.When he started to feel drowsy again, there was a sudden sound of hurried footsteps in the corridor.

Maybe it was too quiet in the hospital, which made the voice urgent and heavy, hitting my heart one after another, making people nervous for no reason.As if he had a premonition, when Li Shuyi looked out the door, the people outside just pushed the door open and met his eyes.

Probably because he walked too hastily, a few strands of his forehead hair fell on his sharp browbones, his tie was a little crooked, his chest heaved violently, and he seemed to be breathing unevenly.

It is "Bai Jing".

His useless brain immediately gave him the "symbol" corresponding to this person.But before he could tell, he was hugged tightly by the imposing man in front of him.

This hug was really too intimate, Li Shuyi was embedded in his arms, surrounded by the breath of the other party, there was an illusion in a trance, as if this place should belong to him in the first place.

"Li Shuyi..."

The other party's voice was low and hoarse, with some indistinct choking.

Li Shuyi was hugged, and her eyes fell on the void in front of her. The daze inside gradually faded away, revealing a very shallow coldness and pain.

This person is too important to him.It was so important that it was so unforgettable that from the moment he saw this person, all the past memories poured into his mind in an instant, making it impossible for his brain to deceive himself, that he was still "Li Shuyi, a high school student", that he was still staying in the last place. Before the time of remorse, there is still a chance to find someone who is no longer there and make up for all the debts and regrets.

However, he will never be able to turn back into Li Shuyi, a high school student.

When Jin Yan received the news and rushed to the hospital, Li Shuyi had just taken medicine and fell asleep.

He really held back for too long, and wanted to cry, but now he could only stand cautiously beside the bed, swallowing the choked sobs in his throat under Bai Hao's slightly warning eyes.

Seeing his uncomfortable appearance, Bai Hao felt very uncomfortable, so he quietly pulled him to his side, pinched his chin to make him raise his head, and wiped the red corners of his eyes with his fingertips.But did he dare to make Jin Yan cry? Bai Jing stood on the other side, holding Li Shuyi's hand without saying a word, his breath was gloomy and low. If Jin Yan cried out, he might be thrown out.

It wasn't until Wei Ze came back that the dull atmosphere in the room eased a little.Wei Ze said that he is still not sure about Li Shuyi's specific situation, and he will be checked after he wakes up, but as long as he wakes up, it is a good thing.

Because Li Shuyi wasn't with him when he woke up, Jin Yan was very annoyed, and originally planned to stay in the hospital, but Bai Jing refused to let them leave after telling Bai Hao a few things about work.Jin Yan couldn't help but want to argue, but Bai Hao shook his head at him and pulled him away.

Jin Yan was unhappy on the way back, saying that Bai Jing was too domineering, and that Uncle Li didn't belong to him alone, so why not let others see it.

Bai Hao raised his hand to touch his head, and sighed softly: "Uncle has been feeling bad this year, so you should just let him go."

Bai Hao spends a lot of time with Bai Jing now, so he can more or less understand Bai Jing's mood.His uncle was too guarded.During the year when Li Shuyi was in a coma, there were those who were as sad as Jin Yan and cried bitterly, and many who were as sad and regretful as Wei Ze. He was the only one who just watched silently and never showed any strangeness.But he is also a human being, how could it be so calm and breezy, now that he finally wakes up, the emotions that have been suppressed for a year probably can't be controlled anymore.

Bai Hao is now reluctant to say harsh words to Jin Yan. Even if the two disagree, he will not reprimand him as high as before. He will either compromise on his own, or reason with Jin Yan slowly and coax him.

Jin Yan is a dull person, and he has been in it for a long time without noticing this change. After hearing Bai Hao's words, he comforted himself: "Okay, just let him go."

Bai Hao thought he was cute when he was muttering angrily, and couldn't help laughing, but when he thought of him being held in someone else's arms, the smile on the corner of his mouth faded again.