end of love

Li Shuyi had already consulted the doctor's opinion and confirmed that his body could withstand the long-distance flight before leaving. Who would have thought that Bai Jing would be so mobilizing, not to mention using the Bai family's private jet, and specially invite medical staff to accompany him all the way.Li Shuyi hated to cause trouble for others, and besides, he and Bai Jing had separated, so what's the matter with enjoying the privileges of the Bai family?It was Wei Ze who persuaded him: "Just treat him as guilty and vent the last bit of apology, and you two will settle."

Li Shuyi thought about this, so he didn't argue with Bai Jing.

At first I thought it was time to say goodbye in Jinhai, but Bai Jing followed him to Longtan Nursing Home, and went to see the dean on purpose to arrange everything properly before leaving.Before leaving, he didn't say anything special to Li Shuyi, but told him to recover well, and told him not to worry about Li Nian.

His actions, as Wei Ze said, were to do everything he could, without leaving any worries behind.Of course, it is even more impossible to entangle.Li Shuyi looked at his back when he left, clean and not dragging his feet. For a moment, he seemed to see the cold and unfeeling person when he first met again.No one can be his bondage, and no one can make him stop for a moment longer, Li Shuyi sighs in his heart, this is right, this is the Bai Jing he knows.

In any case, life calmed down as he expected.

The only thing that surprised Li Shuyi was that after Bai Hao came with them, he chose to stay here, and arranged his and Jin Yan's lives in an orderly manner, which made people worry a lot.Li Shuyi's mental state has not been good since he woke up. Those who accompanied him were either Bai Jing or Jin Yan, and they didn't pay much attention to Bai Hao.

To be honest, his feelings for Bai Hao are actually very complicated, and it is far from being able to sum it up with a single "don't like".In the final analysis, the dark side of Bai Hao's character is the Bai family's fault, but Li Shuyi still can't let go of what he did to Jin Yan.On the other hand, deep in Li Shuyi's heart, Bai Hao who cried bitterly in the rainstorm after knowing the truth, and himself who had to rush home when he was young and could only face two urns, almost merged into one person.

Stupid, selfish, arrogant, self-righteous, personally harming the people closest to him... He has also made these mistakes, so how can he criticize Bai Hao?So he didn't intend to drive people away, but he didn't want to interfere in the affairs between Bai Hao and Jin Yan.

Having gone through so much, he is now like an octogenarian, with a mentality that "children and grandchildren will be blessed by their own children and grandchildren" in vain.Besides, love is like drinking water, so we can't let Jin Yan have the same ending as him under the banner of being good for Jin Yan just because his own story has already been settled.

Li Shuyi thought well at first, but changed his mind after a few days, for no other reason, he was really annoyed by these two idiots.

In the past, if they stayed together, Jin Yan's eyeballs would have been wished to grow on Bai Hao's body. When he encountered something and couldn't make up his mind, he would subconsciously go to him, relying on him with all his eyes.As a result, now, he actually started to avoid Bai Hao. If he accidentally caught his gaze, he would want to run away with his head in his arms.Ask him what's the matter, and he will just change the subject with a blushing face and hesitating.As for Bai Hao, it wasn't much better. He always stared at Jin Yan unblinkingly from such a distance, but he didn't dare to approach him, as if he had lost his soul.

Li Shuyi couldn't bear it anymore, so he searched for one night, and when Bai Hao didn't come back, he told Jin Yan to go to the bathroom to wait.

"Ah?" Jin Yan was aggrieved, why did he ask him to go to the bathroom, and he was not allowed to come out, and he didn't want to go to the bathroom...

"Don't close the door, leave a gap, and don't turn on the lights."

"Ah? Why?"

"Shut up and get out." Li Shuyi didn't bother to explain to him.

Jin Yan snorted, and reluctantly followed suit.Although the bathroom is disinfected every day and there is no peculiar smell, there is not even a place to sit, so he can only sit on the toilet.It was pitch black inside, with only a little light peeking out from the crack of the door. Jin Yan sat there for a few minutes, bored to death, and raised his voice and asked, "Uncle Li, when will I come out? Can I play with my phone?"

Li Shuyi slapped him fiercely again, so he fell silent pitifully.

Li Shuyi had contacted Bai Hao before, so the time was accurate, and Jin Yan went in less than 10 minutes before he came back.

Li Shuyi and Jin Yan originally wanted to settle here before, but Jin Yan was afraid that Jin Yan would have nothing to rely on after he was gone. Through Yi Tian's introduction, he cooperated with a designer to build a farm. Thanks to his family, it is still running well today. good.He is unable to move now, so he specially asked Bai Hao to visit the designer at home and thank him.

After Bai Hao told him the general situation, he looked around and couldn't find anyone, so he asked, "Uncle Li, where is Jin Yan?"

"Go out to play."

Hearing Jin Yan's absence, Bai Hao's expression immediately dropped, and he put a bag of crispy peanut candies he bought on the table and asked Li Shuyi to pass it on.He had heard from Jin Yan before that there is a kind of long and thin sugar roll made of peanut sugar, which is very delicious.Jin Yan has been greedy for sweets and snacks since he was a child. After Bai Hao came here, he searched for it for several days before finding it.Originally, I wanted to hand it over to Jin Yan, but now Jin Yan doesn't even want to talk to him...

Li Shuyi looked at him and said in a deep voice, "Sit down first, I have something to ask you."

Bai Hao suddenly became uneasy.He knew that Li Shuyi had always disliked him, and he was afraid that he would drive him away.

When Bai Hao sat down, Li Shuyi didn't say a word, just stared at him until Bai Hao didn't know where to put his hands and feet, then he retracted his eyes in a godlike manner, and asked slowly: "Speak, you What do you think of Jin Yan?"

His question was ambiguous, Bai Hao hesitated for a few seconds, and answered, "Uncle Li...I want to be with Jin Yan."

Li Shuyi sneered: "Do you still remember what I said a year ago?"

"I remember." Bai Hao continued after a moment of silence, "Uncle Li told me a year ago that if you are not sure about your feelings for Jin Yan, don't give him hope. I... I actually know it in my heart. That's right. So this year, I didn't dare to do anything, I just wanted to take good care of Jin Yan and let nature take its course."

After finishing speaking, he showed a self-deprecating expression: "But in the end, the one who can't accept letting nature take its course is not Jin Yan...it's me."

It is not easy for anyone to dissect a confession and reveal the most secret feelings deep in one's heart to others.But Bai Hao knew that if he wanted to be with Jin Yan, he had to get Li Shuyi's approval.

He lowered his head, clenched his hands, and said with some difficulty: "I used to always think that Jin Yan wanted to chase me and that he couldn't leave me. But in the past year, he has his own job and his own life circle, has his own friends, and even dared to confront his uncle for the sake of Uncle Li... He is actually very independent, he can do everything well, and... he doesn't need me."

He used to have his eyes high above the top, and he thought he was great, but in fact Jin Yan treats people with enthusiasm and sincerity, and he can make friends wherever he goes.In Jinhai, Qiao Yu Dao Scar and everyone in the coffee shop were very kind to him. Even here, whether it was Shen Tong who took care of him in the past, the nurse who was in charge of his recovery at that time, or even the staff in the sanatorium, they all treated him very well. like him.On the other hand, he has a gloomy temperament and bad intentions. In terms of character, he is not worthy of Jin Yan.

Li Shuyi remained silent, waiting for him to continue.

Bai Hao paused for a while, and when he spoke again, his voice was bitter: "He doesn't need me. When I realized this, instead of feeling relieved, I also had a strange thought. I don't want Jin Yan to leave me, I hope he Just stay with me, even..." Bai Hao closed his eyes, and said in embarrassment, "Even if he cares about Uncle Li so much, I...I don't want to."

Only now did Bai Hao dare to admit that when he was going abroad, Jin Yan chose to stay with Li Shuyi without hesitation, and he had a knot in his heart.Obviously Jin Yan was picked up by him and brought up by him, why, why should he rely on Li Shuyi?Such a terrible desire for monopoly, if he still can't recognize what kind of emotion it is, then his life is really in vain.

Li Shuyi looked at the person in front of him who was so nervous that he didn't even dare to lift his head, his thoughts suddenly drifted back to a certain summer many years ago.

When Bai Hao and Jin Yan were still children, once he went to see them, and when he entered the door, he saw Jin Yan sitting next to Bai Hao with a watermelon in his arms, digging out the red flesh with a spoon and feeding it to Bai Hao. While sobbing and crying.As for Bai Hao, he buried his head with a pen in his hand and didn't know what he was writing.After asking, I found out that school is about to start, the younger one has not finished his homework, and the older one is helping him with his homework...

Li Shuyi thought, after all, there are causes and effects. Without Bai Hao's protection and connivance to Jin Yan when he was a child, Jin Yan would not have the stubbornness and love he later had.

If today, Bai Hao still had the dazed attitude of a year ago, and the so-called liking for Jin Yan was "I will give him what he wants", Li Shuyi would not believe him.But from what he said just now, it was the first time Li Shuyi saw Bai Hao who was so concerned about gains and losses because of his feelings.There are some things that should be said to Jin Yan, so Li Shuyi doesn't have to ask any more questions.Just curious: "What did you do to him, he hides from you so tremblingly all day long."

Bai Hao glanced at him at a loss, coughed lightly, and finally told the truth.

"...I kissed him."

Li Shuyi was startled, then looked Bai Hao up and down, and asked with a half-smile, "Is it just a kiss?"

In the past, Bai Hao and Zuo Mingyuan worked together, and when they talked about Li Shuyi in their spare time, Zuo Mingyuan always said "bad things" about Li Shuyi.It is said that he is arrogant and has no taboos in his actions, and he will bow down to anyone who confronts him.Bai Hao didn't believe it before, but at this moment, faced with Li Shuyi's jokes, his ears turned red with embarrassment, he turned his eyes away, and replied softly: "...It's just a kiss."

Li Shuyi was amused, and glanced at the bathroom from the corner of his eyes, but his expression suddenly turned cold, and he raised his voice and said, "So you like him now, so you can do whatever you want? What about him, what does he think? If he doesn't mean that , don't you think what you did is disgusting?"

Even if Li Shuyi didn't ask these words, they still lingered in Bai Hao's mind for a long time.Yes, why should he like Jin Yan, Jin Yan must like him?Why would Jin Yan let him go and come at his beck and call?But before he could figure out how to answer, he heard a "boom" behind him, and before Bai Hao could react, a figure rushed into his arms, hugged him tightly, and cried out in a crying voice: "I'm not disgusted! I like the young master! I only like the young master since I was a child!"

Bai Hao was stunned, stood up hurriedly after regaining his senses, pulled Jin Yan into his arms, lowered his head, kissed his hair continuously, and said with red eyes: "I like you too... I have only loved you since I was a child. I like you." His voice was choked with sobs.

Jin Yan held Bai Hao tightly with both hands, crying so hard that he couldn't control himself, but he was really distressed to death.Everyone came to scold his young master, everyone said his young master was not good, but his young master was also very pitiful!He obviously did nothing wrong, but his parents were killed for no reason. He obviously still has so many blood relatives in the world, but no one has ever cared about him.Those brothers and sisters of the same generation bullied him, beat him, and called him a descendant of the ****... They all said that the young master ruined the rest of his life, but without the young master, he would have died long ago!He didn't even have the first half of his life, so why talk about the second half of his life!What he did was of his own free will!He made it his own!Why should it be blamed on his young master!

Li Shuyi leaned on the bed, listening to Jin Yan's cry, angry and funny, thinking what's the use of raising a child so big, it's better to raise a pig, and he just couldn't hold his breath when he said something.

Bai Hao wasn't stupid, so he knew what was going on when he changed his mind.He was grateful in his heart, soothed Jin Yan who was hiccupping from crying, took his hand, interlocked his fingers, then faced Li Shuyi, and said in a serious tone never before: "Uncle Li, what I just said , all from the bottom of my heart. I like Jin Yan, I want to be with him, and I will treat him well for the rest of my life. Please believe me and give me another chance."

Li Shuyi looked at Bai Hao, listened to what he said, and unconsciously shook his head.Why didn't he realize before that Bai Hao looks quite like Bai Jing.The way he spoke like this, for some reason, immediately coincided with the twenty-something Bai Jing in his mind.

It's just that he waited for many years, but he didn't wait for this sentence.Fortunately, Jin Yan waited.

Li Shuyi withdrew his thoughts, and said angrily: "I don't believe you, and if I don't give you a chance, Jin Yan can still follow me?" Then he closed his eyes, looking out of sight and out of mind, "Get out of here, hurry up!" roll."

Jin Yan was still sobbing: "Uncle Li, I..." But Li Shuyi ignored him and just waved his hand impatiently at him.

Bai Hao lowered his head to wipe away the tears on his face, led him outside, and coaxed him: "Stop crying, let's go eat delicious food, shall we?"

Jin Yan was almost healed at first, but when he saw his gentle appearance, his heart felt numb, sour, sweet and painful, and tears fell down again.

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After the people left for a while, Li Shuyi slowly opened his eyes, looked up and looked out the window.The night sky here is really beautiful, the sky is full of scattered stars.He suppressed the sour emotions in his chest, blinked, and blinked away the moisture from the corners of his eyes, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and sighed softly in his heart, fortunately, Jin Yan waited.