end of love

Li Shuyi's upper body is recovering well now, and his normal life is no longer affected, but his legs are weak, and he can barely walk a few steps with support, and his gait is unstable.After Tong An gave him a massage, he used the ankle joint trainer and the quadriceps trainer to perform traction and passive training on him, and then took advantage of his rest time to adjust the height of the seat and armrests of the walking trainer, Plan helped him sit on the walker.

During this process, the two had a lot of physical contact, especially when adjusting the waist guards on both sides of the walking trainer, Tong An squatted behind him and turned the button, while laughing and joking: "Look at you, you are skinny, I adjusted it to Even the smallest one can't stick to your waist." While speaking, he stretched out his hand to palm Li Shuyi's waist, asking him to lean back to ensure the balance and safety of his body.

Bai Jing stood on the side all the time and watched silently. He wanted to step forward several times in the middle, and even stepped forward on his toes, but then retreated with depression.

In fact, he has not seen such a scene before.When he sent Ning Yue to rehabilitate before, Ning Yue had to be hugged and hugged frequently due to serious injuries to his lower limbs. Massaging his waist and legs was commonplace, and there were also some young doctors or therapists among them.Bai Jing never felt that there was anything wrong. He was here for treatment, and he couldn't keep a distance from other doctors and nurses. He had to consider avoiding suspicion, right?So even if he waited for Ning Yue, he could still devote his mind to his work, and just leave professional things to professional people to do.

But when the object was changed to Li Shuyi, everything seemed to make no sense again.Bai Jing used to think that Li Shuyi was strong and domineering, and he would be displeased when others touched him, but he didn't expect that when the roles were reversed, he would be the same.Knowing that Tong An is only doing his job right now, he also finds it dazzling.

After all the training was over, as soon as Tong An relaxed, he found a pair of cold eyes staring at him.He was a little puzzled, he didn't know why Li Shuyi's friend was so hostile towards him.When he encountered this kind of situation before, it was because he was too popular with girls that he caused dissatisfaction with the same sex.But now, in the treatment room, there isn't even a female nurse... Tong An didn't dare to ask any more questions. After finishing the treatment, he told Li Shuyi a few words and sent them away.

Back in the room, Bai Jing took care of Li Shuyi and ate dinner, and after he rested for a while, he took out the medicine and handed it to him.Li Shuyi found out in the afternoon. This person was so quiet that he was a little strange. I wonder if there is something wrong with the company. His eyes swept over the red spot on the back of his neck, and he frowned and said: "I also took my food and medicine, you can go right?"

After hearing what he said, Bai Jing paused, then put the water glass and medicine bottle away, and said, "I won't make a sound, so I won't disturb you."

Li Shuyi took a deep breath and said expressionlessly, "It's not about whether you're disturbing me or not. It's because I feel bored when I see you. Can you let me be quiet for a while?"

Bai Jing turned around to look at him, Li Shuyi was still trying to keep his eyes on him at first, but after a few seconds, he was defeated by the other party's gaze, and took the lead to look away.

In fact, from the afternoon onwards, Bai Jing was not feeling well.It wasn't aimed at Tong An alone, it was just the first time he really realized that Li Shuyi really didn't belong to him anymore.Although he can entangle regardless, the other party also has the freedom to choose not to love him, or even choose to love others. He cannot interfere, let alone has the right to interfere.And what he has been able to do so far, all the dedication and hard work, seems to have never shaken the person in front of him in the slightest.

What is even more unbearable is that the image of Tong An rubbing Li Shuyi's calf with his hands flashed in Bai Jing's mind from time to time, reminding him that if Li Shuyi made up his mind never to look back, then sooner or later, he would Lying under someone like this, let the other party knead and kiss his whole body... Bai Jing thought of this, the veins on his forehead popped up, and he clenched his teeth instantly.

He was also afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would say something and do something irreversible, so he glanced at Li Shuyi and said in a deep voice, "I will call the nurse to come over, so you can rest well." After speaking, he walked out.

Li Shuyi looked at his back, obviously he should feel relieved, but for some reason, his chest seemed to be blocked by something.Just then, the phone rang, and he picked it up to see that it was Jin Yan's video request, and he agreed.

"Uncle Li, have you had dinner yet?" As soon as he picked it up, he saw a smiling face.

It's past seven o'clock now, how could it be possible that we haven't eaten yet? After Li Shuyi finished speaking, Jin Yan said, "We haven't eaten yet!" He held up his phone so that Li Shuyi could see the surrounding environment clearly.

Li Shu suggested that he was sitting in a farmyard with a pergola on his head, and the stone table and bench next to him looked familiar, so he asked after thinking about it, "Did you go to Aunt Zhang's house?"

After Jin Yan was discharged from the hospital more than a year ago, they rented in Aunt Zhang's house. At that time, he had a high fever in the middle of the night, and Aunt Zhang's son drove him to the hospital.For this matter, Li Shuyi also thought about giving some more money to express his gratitude, but he didn't accept it.He didn't expect that after such a long time, Jin Yan would still remember this family and go to their house.

"Yes! Uncle Li, let me tell you that Xiao Yuanyuan is three years old and has grown up a lot!" Xiao Yuanyuan is the nickname of Aunt Zhang's grandson, and Jin Yan used to tease him all day long.After he finished talking to Li Shuyi, he pointed the camera at the child and called out his name repeatedly.

Kneeling on the stone bench, Xiao Yuanyuan was using her chubby fingers to pick up a peanut and put it into her mouth. After she finished picking one, she went to grab the second one. She was so absorbed in eating that she had no time to talk to Jin Yan .Jin Yan dragged away the plate containing peanuts, which was bound to make him look up.Seeing the plate getting farther and farther away, Xiao Yuanyuan stretched out her hand to reach it, but her hand was too short and she couldn't reach it, so she burst into tears and shouted: "Grandma——"

Aunt Zhang just came out of the house with a plate of twice-cooked pork, and said angrily, "Jin Yan, are you ashamed!"

When Jin Yan lived here before, Aunt Zhang said this countless times every day. He smiled without guilt, but Bai Hao stood up next to him, bowed and apologized again and again, making Aunt Zhang say "Oops", thinking I went to pull him to sit down, and worried about getting oil on my hands, I was in a hurry.

Li Shuyi felt powerless for a while, and when he turned the camera back, he explained to him: "You can't come to someone's house empty-handed."

The other side replied: "Uncle Li, who I know, has bought a lot of things!"

Li Shuyi was relieved and let him have fun without worrying about himself.

Jin Yan nodded and talked to him again, saying that he would come back tomorrow, and he said goodbye to Li Shuyi after Aunt Zhang invited him to dinner.

Li Shuyi hung up the call, couldn't help shaking his head and laughing, and thought of Bai Hao's willingness to be with him, doing what he wanted to do according to his wishes, and meeting the people he wanted to see, and he got some comfort.

Not long after, the nurse who helped Jin Yan take care of Li Shuyi came over. He planned to watch over him all night, but Li Shuyi was not used to strangers staying in his room when he was sleeping at night, so he asked him to go back to rest. Come again.

But the next morning, it was Bai Jing who came.When Li Shu saw someone, he didn't even know how to quarrel for a while. During this time, he had almost exhausted his good and bad words, so what else could he say.

Bai Jing took care of him, ate breakfast and medicine, carried him into the wheelchair, and said only one sentence during the whole process: "I'll take you there."

Li Shuyi thought that Jin Yan would come back at night anyway, so he didn't waste time talking to him.

After finishing the treatment at Tong An in the morning, I took a nap as usual after lunch when I came back.Bai Jing seemed to be hurt by his words yesterday, and remained silent all the time, without saying anything, until Li Shuyi woke up in the afternoon, and he said: "Go and sit by the lake."

The weather was fine today, and Li Shuyi didn't want to stay in bed all the time, so she agreed.

With his consent, Bai Jing brewed the scented tea sent by Mu Ran and poured it into a thermos cup, then bent down and picked Li Shuyi up and put him on the wheelchair, walked over to pick up the painting book and pen and put them in his arms, and gave them to him. After putting on his coat, he squatted down and looked at him, and asked patiently, "Is there anything else to bring?"

Li Shuyi was confused by his repeated movements, avoided his gaze, and shook his head.

When he got to the artificial lake, Bai Jing found a place to sit, fixed the wheelchair, and sat next to Li Shuyi to watch him draw.

He didn't bring a notebook or look at his cell phone, but he didn't make any noise to disturb him. He just stared at Li Shuyi intently, and occasionally his eyes fell on the painting that was gradually showing its outline.

Before Li Shuyi came out, because Jin Yan was a chatterbox, even if he kept silent, he would not feel quiet and boring.Now being stared at so silently, I don't know why I feel uncomfortable all over my body, and even the pen in my hand is starting to lose control.

Li Shuyi was secretly impatient, and he knew that as long as this person was around, it was impossible for him not to be distracted.He stopped writing and was about to speak, but Bai Jing called his name first, and after he looked over, he said, "Shall I take you for a walk?"

During Li Shuyi's daily treatment, he was able to walk a few steps while supporting the parallel bars. Occasionally, Tong An would hold his hand and lead him along after he had the equipment on his leg to assess his recovery.He didn't know what kind of wind this person suddenly had, and immediately said with a cold face: "Don't go."

But Bai Jing didn't give up, he got up straight and stood in front of him, stretched out his hand towards him, and said with a smile: "Then, if you agree, just walk a few steps, and I will guarantee that I won't appear in front of you for a few days."

Li Shuyi raised his head almost instantly and asked, "Really?"

Bai Jing showed a helpless expression on his face, angry and funny in his heart, and replied: "Really."

Li Shuyi closed the drawing book and threw it aside. Without hesitation, he put his hand into Bai Jing's palm. After the other party held his hand tightly, he stepped on the ground and stood up vigorously.

Bai Jing stood firmly and acted as his support. After he stood up, he carefully observed his legs. Seeing that there was no trembling on his legs, and there was no expression of discomfort on his face, he was relieved and stepped back slightly. step, said: "Be careful."

When Li Shuyi raised his foot, he said worriedly: "Slowly."

They were almost standing next to each other now, but Bai Jing lowered his head, all his attention was on Li Shuyi's lap, and he didn't have any charming thoughts.On the contrary, when Li Shuyi raised his head inadvertently, after seeing the focused and gentle expression on his face, he lost his mind for a second.

After walking five steps, Bai Jing stopped. Seeing that Li Shuyi still wanted to leave, he sighed and said, "You don't even want your own legs just to miss seeing me for a few days."

Li Shuyi glared at him, then looked back at the position of the wheelchair, and was about to say that the five steps you took were not as good as the two steps taken by others, when a "buzz" suddenly occurred in his head.

……

It is the seaside, the sky burned red by the sunset.

The sparkling sea, the wheelchairs falling on the beach.

And two men kissing each other.

……

Li Shuyi was stunned, the wounds on his heart that had never healed seemed to be torn open again.He looked down at the hand he was holding, and then at the calm lake beside him. Thinking of the wheelchair behind him, he suddenly felt that everything was so funny.Ning Yue's face gradually appeared in front of his eyes, the man looked at him innocently, and asked: "I went to Bai Jing's house, it was Bai Jing's own wish, I hope you leave Bai Jing, because Bai Jing doesn't love you at all. I Did you do something wrong?" For a moment, he felt that his whole body was covered with a sticky and disgusting thing, which made him almost unable to resist vomiting.

The person in front of him suddenly became unresponsive, Bai Jing felt strange, and called him a few words softly.

Li Shuyi came back to his senses, but didn't say a word. Taking advantage of Bai Jing's defenselessness, he withdrew his hand forcefully, and even pushed him in disgust, but because of the sudden loss of support, he couldn't stand firmly and fell backwards.

Fortunately, he reacted quickly, letting his palms hit the ground first to slow down the momentum, so that he didn't hit the back of his head when he fell.It's just that there was a sharp pain in the wrist immediately, and a large piece of the palm was worn on the rough ground.

Bai Jing was caught off guard by Li Shuyi's push, his expression changed when he saw him fall, and he knelt down on one knee to pick him up, but was pushed away again.

"Li Shuyi!" Bai Jing gritted his teeth, getting angry at him for the first time in a long time.

Li Shuyi didn't even care about the pain, and when the other party tried to approach him again, he grabbed his collar tightly, his eyes were full of burning anger, and he roared in a low voice: "I tell you Bai Jing, take a good look, I It's not Ning Yue!"