Fate

Five years later

A man in a suit and leather shoes is sitting on a comfortable classical chair, with a pair of shrewd and deep dirty black eyes on a perfect face like a knife, a tall nose bridge, a slightly cruel thin lips, a tall figure, and a healthy honey color Five years had left no trace on his skin, but it had become more mature and perfect.

The staff of the TV station were busy walking around, the cameraman and lighting were adjusting the final position, the host was proofreading the script, and the assistant was busy serving tea and water.

"Excuse me, does Mr. Chen need any drinks?" the little assistant asked cautiously.

"A cup of mocha." Without any hesitation, Chen Mo replied habitually.

The beautiful hostess looked at Chen Mo curiously, and asked with a smile, "Mr. Chen likes Mocha?"

"It's not like I like it, it's just that I'm used to it." After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair to rest, expressing that he didn't want to continue talking about any topics.

The director signaled that the interview could start. The beautiful hostess nodded and patted Chen Mo with his eyes closed, ready to start recording.

"Welcome to the character interview of this issue. The guest this time is a new generation of business prodigy, who is also the cover character of the new issue of People Weekly, Mr. Chen Mo, the president of Shen Yuan Group."

Chen Mo smiled and nodded towards the camera. Chen Mo's smile was a bit formulaic, as if he was used to posing in various poses in front of the camera.

"It took Mr. Chen only five short years to develop his own brand, which can be said to be a very remarkable thing. Can you tell us how you came to the road of tea production?"

"Of course you can. In fact, it started when I just left here and returned to my hometown five years ago." Chen Mo deliberately paused to arouse the curiosity of the audience, and then said, "My hometown is in a poor mountainous area. Because it is a hillside land, lack of management, and the soil is acidic, the farmer’s harvest is very bad, and the life of the whole village is very difficult. Out of the mentality of trying it out, I spent some money to buy a few fields, including myself. I started to try to grow tea in those small pieces at home, but I didn’t expect the quality of the tea planted to be very good. I lightly processed these tea leaves and sold them frequently, where I got the money to buy land. In this way, the chicken lays the egg, and the egg lays the chicken, gradually expanding the scale, and at this stage, Shen Yuan already has his own tea garden."

"There are quite a lot of tea merchants in the market, why is your brand so famous?"

"I think on the one hand, it is because we use more scientific and advanced methods to grow tea, which makes our tea quality higher. On the other hand, it is also because we are better than ordinary tea merchants in terms of operation and management."

"Can you tell us more about it?"

"Different from ordinary tea merchants, we not only produce our own products, but also sell them by ourselves. For example, we have developed bottled tea beverages. Unlike ordinary tea beverages on the market, our tea beverages are definitely brewed from high-quality tea leaves produced by ourselves. Yes, we are absolutely confident that we can outperform other manufacturers in terms of taste and nutrition.”

"You really have business acumen! It is said that you plan to create a first-class tea chain store in China like 'Starbucks'?"

"Hehe, it's not rumored that this plan is in progress, and it has already started a trial operation in City Z. The name of this store is '梦爱' which means 'tealove' in English. Its business model is somewhat similar to that of 'Starbucks'. In addition, we There are also snacks made of tea leaves, such as tea jelly, tea cakes, etc. I believe that young people today will love traditional Chinese drinks after getting tired of drinking coffee.”

"It's a great idea, I believe it will be successful. There seems to be some stories behind the name 'Tian Ai' and the name of the company 'Shen Yuan'. Is it about your own love story? It must be in front of the TV. All the female compatriots must want to know the love status of your platinum-level bachelor."

Chen Mo smiled bitterly, and put on an expression of "I knew it", which amused the host beside him, and also made the atmosphere of the show more lively.Chen Mo pondered for a while, and slowly said: "There are indeed some stories, I am afraid that I will disappoint my female friends. There is indeed a very important person in Chen Mo's heart. He gave me the greatest support and support when I was not successful. Encouragement is a person I will never forget in my life."

"There are rumors that this person is Miss Yu who has been by your side for five years and has given you great support both financially and spiritually!"

"Yanling really helped me a lot."

"Then do you admit that the person you like is Miss Yu?"

Chen Mo smiled and shook his head, signaling the host to skip this question.

The interview lasted for almost an hour, and Chen Mo kept the atmosphere very good. It wasn't until after the interview that he returned to the indifferent and unwilling Chen Mo.

Walking out of the TV station, there were many reporters around the door, most of them were asking about him and Yanling. Chen Mo ignored these reporters and just walked straight forward.A black Mercedes-Benz was parked by the side of the road. After the door opened, Yan Ling jumped out of the passenger seat with an excited face, and waved to Chen Mo with a smile.Chen Mo nodded, walked straight over, opened the rear door, and got in.Yan Ling made a face at the following reporters, and then sat back in the passenger seat.

Sitting lazily on the back seat of the Mercedes-Benz, Chen Mo wearily unbuttoned his tie and the first button of his shirt, and complained: "Pretending to be really tiring!"

Yanling in the front row chuckled.Turning his head, he said to Chen Mo: "I see you are pretending to be very active! You are even flirting! I don't know how those paparazzi will write about the JQ between us!"

Taking a sideways glance at Yan Ling, who was gloating in front of him, Chen Mo turned his gaze to the steady man in the driver's seat, and said, "You don't mind, do you?"

The man in the driver's seat didn't look special, but he looked very comfortable, mature and stable, with a pair of deep dimples at the corners of his mouth when he smiled, "If you really feel sorry for me, just obediently put on the best man's dress for me !"

"How can I do that? What if I, the best man, steal the groom's demeanor!?"

After speaking, the three people in the car laughed for a while but fell silent again.

"Are you still looking for him?" It was Yan Ling who broke the silence first.

"Yeah!" He replied lightly.

"You have been looking for him for four full years, and you still haven't given up?"

"I won't give up. As long as he is still in this world, I will find him one day." After speaking, Chen Mo closed his eyes and fell into memories.

In the second year after Chen Mo left, he returned to this familiar city, familiar streets, and familiar buildings, but he couldn't find the familiar person.When they found the landlord, they were told that Shen Yuan had checked out of the house not long after Chen Mo left.

When I came to the familiar cafe, I found that the place had already changed its appearance. Not to mention the redecoration of the store, even the name of the store was changed. After I went in and asked, I found out that the owner had changed a long time ago, and the time was almost a few months after Chen Mo left. back.

Sitting in the flower bed at the entrance of the cafe, Chen Mo carefully thought about where else to find Shen Yuan other than here, but he couldn't think of it.

Only then did Chen Mo realize that he knew so, so little about Shen Yuan.

In the past four years, Chen Mo used many methods to find Shen Yuan, but Shen Yuan seemed to have evaporated, and there was no news at all.

Near midnight, Chen Mo was sitting alone in a high-end bar in the city center. This bar was discovered shortly after Chen Mo came back. It was different from ordinary bars. Most of the upper class people come here to have a drink after work and listen to some unique light music here.

"Chen Mo?" A pleasant male voice came from beside his ear, Chen Mo raised his head, looked at the familiar face in front of him, and showed a trace of doubt.

"You don't remember me? I'm Lu Xiaofeng." (The boy who confessed to Chen Mo, everyone remembers!) The man in front of him has a beautiful baby face, is relatively thin, and is wearing a white cotton shirt and khaki He was wearing black pants, holding a glass of orange juice in his hand, and looking at himself excitedly with big disproportionate eyes.

"Remember, I listen to your radio every night, but your image is really much worse than it was six years ago."

Lu Xiaofeng scratched his head in embarrassment, his baby face flushed slightly, and he said with a smile, "You also listen to my show?"

"Well, it's a good show, but I didn't expect that bumbling guy to go to the radio station to DJ, and he became a very good DJ."

"You won the prize!"

"Actually, there are some things I wanted to say to you a long time ago, but I never had the chance. Thank you for liking me, and I'm sorry."

Looking at Chen Mo with a sincere and serious expression, Lu Xiaofeng felt a little panicked, and immediately waved his empty left hand.

"Hehe, your stupid personality hasn't changed at all! Six years ago, I was a fool who didn't understand love. I must have caused you some harm by fleeing the company in such a silent manner. Well, I'm really sorry."

Lu Xiaofeng patted his chest after hearing this, and let out a sigh of relief, "I'm scared to death, if you confess to me now, I really don't know how to reject you!"

Chen Mo smiled slightly, "Until now, I realized that loving someone is really an uncontrollable thing, but it is also the most wonderful thing in this world. When you think that there is still someone in this world who wholeheartedly loves you Hello, paying for you, sharing the joy and sorrow of this life with you, really... very happy."

Lu Xiaofeng looked at Chen Mo without saying a word. Chen Mo's expression was smiling, but Lu Xiaofeng could tell that Chen Mo was very sad.Lu Xiaofeng stretched out his hand to pat Chen Mo's shoulder knowingly, and gave him a friendly smile, "Since you are someone you can't let go of, let's chase him back properly, and lock him by your side with the love of a drowning person for a lifetime."

Lock him up with the love of a drowning man for a lifetime?

Chen Mo was still thinking about Lu Xiaofeng's words. When he raised his head again, he could no longer see Lu Xiaofeng's voice. He turned his head and saw Lu Xiaofeng standing face to face with a tall and handsome man not far away. Rubbing Lu Xiaofeng's hair, said a few words, then raised his head to look at Chen Mo, and gave him a hard look, as if saying, "He's mine!"

Chen Mo smiled knowingly, silently wishing the happy couple in his heart.

There was a quiet and beautiful piano sound in the distance, attracted by the faint sadness in the sound, Chen Mo put down the wine glass in his hand, and gradually walked towards the source of the sound.

At 11 o'clock, it happened to be the sound of regular performances in the bar. There were many people around the grand piano in the center of the bar. After passing through the crowd, Chen Mo came to a position closer to the piano, but was stunned when he saw the person playing the piano in front of him. .

In five years, Shen Yuan has become very different. Although his appearance is still ordinary, he has an attractive charm.Shen Yuan immersed in the music, with a pair of beautiful black eyes shining with different luster, wearing a thin white shirt, the first button of the shirt is open, revealing the snow-white skin and beautiful collarbone underneath, white and slender fingers Walking between the black and white keyboards, compared to five years ago, Shen Yuan looked much thinner, but even more sexy and lovable.

Chen Mo looked at the men around him staring at Shen Yuan with hungry eyes, and clenched his hands tightly into fists. If it wasn't like this, he might punch those men in the eyes.

But why do I do this?He never got to know Shen Yuan well, he didn't even know about such trivial things as Shen Yuan's ability to play the piano, so what qualifications did he have to stand by Shen Yuan's side?What qualifications do you have to drive away those men who covet Shen Yuan?

At 12 o'clock, Shen Yuan finished his work, did not stop in the lounge, picked up the windbreaker and walked out the door.Standing on the side of the road, Shen Yuan looked at the time anxiously, then raised his hand again, but still no taxi stopped.

At this time, a figure staggered towards Shen Yuan, Shen Yuan only smelled a very strong smell of alcohol, and his wrist was tightly grasped.

"Little beauty, let's play with grandpa!" I saw a drunken middle-aged man standing beside Shen Yuan, grabbing his right wrist, trying to take him away forcibly, with a wretched smile on his face .

"Let go! Please be more respectful!"

"Show respect? Do you know how much money I spent in this bar just to watch you play that broken piano? You have to spend good time with me!"

"Bastard! Let go!" Shen Yuan kept struggling, but Shen Yuan was originally thin and weak, and that drunk man was extremely strong, Shen Yuan had no strength to resist at all.

"Boom!" The restraint in his hand disappeared instantly, Shen Yuan looked at the drunk man who was punched to the ground in surprise, then raised his head to thank the man in front of him who saved him, but the moment he raised his head, stunned.

As soon as Chen Mo followed Shen Yuan out of the bar, he saw that his sweetheart was being harassed by other men. He was so angry that he almost didn't think about it at all, so he punched the drunk man in the face, and then put two feet on the man's legs , It wasn't until the man passed out that he turned back to look at Shen Yuan in relief, but met a pair of stunned eyes. In just a few seconds, Chen Mo saw joy, worry, sadness, self-deprecating, etc. flashing in these eyes. After a series of complex expressions, at the end he met Chen Mo's eyes calmly, as if looking at a stranger he had never met before.

Chen Mo's heart ached slightly, and he lowered his head, only to see a few blue fingerprints on Shen Yuan's fair wrist.Chen Mo roared in annoyance, scratched his hair, and stood in front of Shen Yuan at a loss.

At this time, the parking boy had already driven Chen Mo's black Mercedes-Benz to the side of the road, and sensibly helped away the drunk lying on the side.

Chen Mo raised his head and pointed to his car, then glanced at the defensive Shen Yuan, and said, "Get in the car, I'll take you home." After speaking, he opened the door of the passenger seat for Shen Yuan.

"No, I can call a taxi."

"Get in the car, it's hard to hail a taxi at this time." Looking at Shen Yuan who looked hesitant, Chen Mo said again, "Don't worry, I won't do anything, I'm just worried that you will be harassed again."

Shen Yuan thought for a while, and finally got into the Mercedes-Benz.

A faint smile appeared on the corner of Chen Mo's mouth, and he himself sat in the driver's seat and started the car.

After Shen Yuan got into the car, he only reported an address, then turned his head to the other side, and never said a word.The atmosphere in the car was a bit awkward, Chen Mo felt like a child who did something wrong, he didn't dare to say a word, the truth is, he did something wrong.

I haven't seen the appearance of my sweetheart for five years. Chen Mo seemed to take a good look at Shen Yuan's appearance, but he didn't dare. He could only sneak a few glances at Shen Yuan from the rearview mirror. Behind the fair neck outside, he swallowed again uselessly.

Chen Mo had already tried his best to drive the car as slowly as possible, but no matter how long the journey was, it would come to an end. When the car drove to the downstairs of Shen Yuan's apartment, Chen Mo still frowned in annoyance.

I really don't even dare to fart!

Shen Yuanshuai got out of the car first, followed by Chen Mo. Just as he was about to follow Chen Mo upstairs to ask for a glass of water, he saw a child sitting on the stairs outside the apartment door. After seeing Shen Yuan, the child , ran over in a hurry, and got into Shen Yuan's arms.

"Dad! You're finally back! Mom's sick again. I'm so scared! After Mom falls asleep, I'll come down and wait for Dad to come home."

"Dad, Dad? Dad?" Chen Mo's eyes widened, and he looked at Shen Yuan beside him in disbelief.

No matter how you look at it, this child is four or five years old. If you say that, it doesn't mean that not long after she left, Shen Yuan...

Chen Mo didn't dare to think about it, but just stared blankly at Shen Yuan.

Shen Yuan didn't look at Chen Mo from the beginning to the end, but just picked up the child, patted him on the back, and comforted him in a very gentle tone: "Don't worry, Dad is back."

After speaking, she walked towards the door of the apartment, before going in, Shen Yuan glanced at Chen Mo who was standing there, with a hint of sadness in her eyes, her eyes only paused for a second before moving away.

Chen Mo sat in the car expressionlessly, as if all the strength in his body had been pulled away, he sat slumped in the car, and slowly showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

I originally thought that you would stand there and wait for me to come back, but... when I came back to look for you, you left.

Did we just miss it?edge……

wife

Shen Yuan held Shen Jiale with one hand, took out the key from the windbreaker pocket with the other hand, and opened the door.

The house Shen Yuan lives in now belongs to his wife Fu Wenhui. It is a two-bedroom house on the 17th floor of an old apartment.The whole room is decorated in warm colors. Although the furniture used is not very high-end, it gives people a warm feeling of home.

It was almost a little late when Shen Yuan entered, but the light in the living room was still on.Shen Yuan frowned and looked at the tired Wen Hui sitting on the sofa, her face was very pale.

Wen Hui showed a big smile to Shen Yuan who had an ugly face, and said, "You're back," while patting the seat beside her, and let Shen Yuan sit down.

Shen Yuan gave Xiao Jiale a wink, and Xiao Jiale jumped into her room and closed the door. Afterwards, Shen Yuan sat beside Wen Hui, with a questioning expression on her face, and said in a serious tone; "Why don't you go to bed so late!? Xiao Jiale said you're sick again!"

Wen Hui smiled happily. She liked to see Shen Yuan's angry expression because she cared about her. She stretched out her hand to touch Shen Yuan's bulging cheeks, and said, "It's not a day or two, and I can't die for the time being. Besides, after eating After taking the medicine, I was much better, and I slept for a while, but I woke up and found that you and Xiao Jiale hadn’t come back, so I couldn’t fall asleep again.” Wen Hui’s voice is beautiful, with a gentle tone unique to women, giving people a feeling of peace of mind .

Shen Yuan originally had a lot to say and wanted to reprimand Wen Hui, but after hearing the last sentence, she couldn't say anything, so she hugged Wen Hui into her arms and hugged her gently.

He knew that Wen Hui was afraid, afraid that there was no one around, which would remind her of loss.

The two remained silent for a long time, and the small living room seemed particularly quiet. It was not until a long time later that Shen Yuan slowly uttered: "I saw him today."

"Chen Mo?"

"Ah."

Wen Hui didn't say anything, just patted Shen Yuan's back lightly, as if comforting a child, coaxing Shen Yuan gently.

Chen Mo couldn't remember how long it had been since he had returned to his home. In the past few days, he worked in the office until late at night, and when he was tired, he stayed overnight in the lounge next to the president's office.

Chen Mo didn't want to go back and face the empty walls. That house, which was originally full of beautiful dreams, now...is like a joke.

Not long after Chen Mo returned to Jiangzhou, he bought a complex suite with a sky garden on the top floor of a high-end residential area. ", and made a small coffee bar in the kitchen.

It can be said that the whole house is not only filled with Chen Mo's memories of Shen Yuan, but also contains Chen Mo's longing for the future. Of course, this future is a future with Shen Yuan.

But now, everything is in vain, only the empty house remains...

"Dong Dong" knocked on the door, Chen Mo put down the signature pen in his hand, leaned his back against the back of the huge leather chair, and said, "Come in."

Secretary Xiao Wang walked in with a notepad, looked at Chen Mo who was pressing his temples with both hands, and said in a deep voice, "President, did you stay up all night again last night?"

Chen Mo let out a "hmm" and continued to rub his aching forehead.

"Work is important, but you must also pay attention to your body!"

"Well, what's the matter?" Chen Mo responded casually, raised his head, and asked.

"Oh, it's noon, can I order takeaway for you?"

"Whatever."

"In addition, a woman called in the morning and said she was Shen Yuan's wife."

"Shen Yuan's wife?" Chen Mo raised his head and looked at the secretary in surprise.

"Well," the secretary was surprised to see that Chen Mo, who was indifferent to everything, would have such an expression, he was taken aback for a moment, and continued: "She said that she will meet you at the 'Susie Cafe' at 12:00 noon today. .Because I didn't have an appointment in advance, so I didn't pick it up."

"What time is it?" Chen Mo stood up from the chair and picked up the suit on the coat rack.

"11:30."

"Inform the driver immediately and ask him to wait downstairs."

Not long after Chen Mo left, "Yuan" changed owners, changed her appearance, and became the current "Susie". When she stepped into this cafe again, although the scenery was still familiar, things were already different.

As soon as Chen Mo walked into the cafe, he saw a woman sitting on the seat by the window where he used to sit.Chen Mo didn't know how to describe this woman. Different from Yan Ling's lively and cute, she had an indescribable mature charm, noble and elegant, a typical temperamental beauty.Her long hair is coiled up behind her head, without bangs, revealing a beautiful and smooth forehead. Her face is petite and melon-shaped. Her eyes are not very big, but they are bright. Her face without makeup looks sickly pale. She is wearing a white dress A chiffon dress, with a dark gray short sweater lightly draped over it, looks young and dignified.

Finding that Chen Mo was looking at her, the woman smiled slightly at Chen Mo. This smile made Chen Mo involuntarily think of Shen Yuan. Many years ago, Shen Yuan also smiled at him like this, gentle and sunny, without scheming.

"Mr. Chen? I'm Shen Yuan's wife, Fu Wenhui." The woman's voice was soft but pleasant, and she smiled and stretched out a hand.

Chen Mo hesitated for a moment, stretched out his hand, shook Fu Wenhui's, and sat down opposite the woman.

"What would you like to drink?"

"Water will do."

As soon as Chen Mo finished speaking, he saw a waiter holding a cup of coffee and putting it in front of Chen Mo.Chen Mo looked at Fu Wenhui in front of him in puzzlement.

"I thought Mr. Chen might be staying here for a while, so I ordered a drink for you on my own initiative. I don't know what Mr. Chen likes to drink, so..." Wen Hui pointed to the coffee in front of Chen Mo, " This is Yuan's favorite—Mocha."

Chen Mo stared blankly at the coffee, took a sip of the coffee without saying anything, frowned, and complained softly, "It's bad." Then he raised his head, put down the coffee, and said in a serious voice: "If you are Let me leave Shen Yuan's origin in the future, then you are overthinking, I did have some thoughts about Shen Yuan before today, but after meeting you, I know who is really suitable to stay by his side, don't worry , I won’t bother him again, I just want him to be happy.”

Wen Hui didn't speak, but quietly looked into Chen Mo's sincere eyes, nodded with satisfaction, and said, "Don't you want to know why Shen Yuan got married and gave birth to a child not long after you left?"

Chen Mo was slightly shocked, this was indeed what he wanted to know the most.

Wen Hui took a sip of the milk on the table, put it down, met Chen Mo's questioning eyes, and said in a deep voice, "The first time Shen Yuan and I met was in the hospital."

"Hospital?" Chen Mo's face turned ugly again, and a trace of uneasiness gradually rose in his heart.

"Yes, the hospital.

It was at the end of the spring four years ago, and I will always remember that day. At that time, Xiaojiale had been more than eight months old. My husband drove me to the prenatal check-up, but encountered a car accident on the way.The situation was very critical at that time, he used his whole body to protect me and the baby in my stomach, but he was seriously injured.He was unconscious when he was sent to the hospital.

After I was sent to the hospital, I was pushed into the operating room immediately, and underwent abortion surgery. After more than ten hours of rescue, my baby and I were finally saved, but my husband..."

Wen Hui paused after speaking, and there seemed to be tears in her eyes.

"My ex-husband and I have been orphans since we were young. We met and grew up in an orphanage. We are the only relatives of each other. I depend on him very much. I never thought about how I would live without him. After giving birth to Xiaojia After the music, I once thought about committing suicide. That day, I was walking on the road leading to the rooftop, all thoughts were lost, but I stopped when I passed a certain ward.”

Chen Mo frowned, looked at Fu Wenhui, and instinctively told him that Shen Yuan lived in that ward.

Wen Hui nodded to him, and Chen Mo's heart sank immediately.

"That ward was very different from other wards. The door was open, but there was no one in it, and there was no sound at all. I walked in gently, and finally saw Mrs. Shen Yuan.

At that time, Shen Yuan was already so thin that he had no flesh at all. I have never seen such a thin man.He just sat in front of the window blankly, with his head up and his eyes closed, as if he was enjoying the warmth of the sun shining on his body.There are many tubes inserted in his body, but the corner of his mouth is smiling. "

Chen Mo's heart was very sad, his expression was serious, and his eyes were full of doubts staring at Wen Hui.

"It's anorexia, and it's caused by anorexia. At that time, Shen Yuan hadn't eaten a grain of rice for several months. The doctor said that his body is now fully supported by nutrient solution. After a week, Shen Yuan couldn't hold on any longer.

I heard from the nurse who took care of Shen Yuan that he became like this because he suffered a big blow.A loved one walks away from him with his money, a huge debt, and later a falling out with his parents...

At first, Yuan was still desperately supporting himself, supporting the store and your home.But then gradually he couldn't do what he wanted, he didn't want to eat at first, he forced himself to eat some, and he would spit it out immediately.It was too late when Shen Yuan's parents found out and sent him to the hospital. By then, Shen Yuan's illness was already very serious.

Yuan's attending physician immediately gave him a lot of glucose, and his parents encouraged him and even forced him to eat, but it didn't work, he would still vomit it out.Later, Yuan couldn't bear to see the two elders sad, so taking advantage of their inattention, he secretly poured out the food, pretending that he had finished eating.

At first, the two old people really believed it, but looking at Yuan's thinner body, they felt that something was wrong, and finally discovered his behavior of throwing away the food one day.At that time the uncle was very angry, he raised his hand and slapped Shen Yuan's face, five fingerprints appeared on his bloodless face.

Uncle yelled at him angrily, 'Are you worth it for a man! ? ’ But he couldn’t bear to hit the second palm any longer.

Shen Yuan tilted his head low, his long bangs covered his expression, he didn't say anything, just quietly listening to his father scolding him, and his mother crying quietly.

Afterwards, Shen Yuan's parents never came again. The doctors and nurses would often see Shen Yuan sitting by the window with a smile, basking in the sun, with a contented expression on his face, as if he was tired and wanted to be relieved.

I don't understand why a man can laugh after so many tragic things, so I asked him, I asked him: 'Why are you laughing? '

He looked at me, looked at a strange person, a person who also wanted to give up his life, showed a slight smile, and said: "Without me, parents don't have to live in the slander of others anymore, they will live a very happy life." Good; without me, he has no hindrance and can realize his dream.This is enough, as long as they live happily. 'Shen Yuan's voice was very soft and weak, but his expression was relaxed.

I ask him why?Don't you wish to survive, to live with them? '

He said: "Maybe you don't believe it, I don't want to die at all, I want to live, at least, live to see him for the last time."I tried force-feeding myself, but it didn't work, I threw up whatever I ate. '

I didn't understand, so I asked him: "Anorexia is obviously a mental illness. Since you don't want to die, why can't you eat?" '

He asked me: 'Do you know what hope is?When there is no hope in a person's life, no matter what he does, he will have no motivation and will fail.There is no hope in my life anymore...'

I just thought about what he said all the way, and walked all the way back to my ward.

The next day, I went to find Yuan again and brought Xiao Jiale with me.At that time, Xiao Jiale was just born, a baby who didn’t even have full hair. I remember that Yuan looked at Xiao Jiale in surprise and hesitated for a long time before reaching out his hand with the tube inserted and gently touching Xiao Jiale. Knorr's cheeks.

Shen Yuan's hands that had been infusing the infusion were a little cold, and the child was suddenly made to cry by him.Yuan's expression at that time was like a child who did something wrong, caught off guard.I put Xiao Jiale into Shen Yuan's arms, he stretched out his hand to hug the child, but he had no strength at all, so I squatted down, supported Jia Le's body, let him lie in Yuan's arms, gently Coaxing softly, soon Xiao Jiale stopped crying, lay quietly in Shen Yuan's arms, and fell asleep.

I said to Yuan: 'Didn't you say that your life is hopeless?From today, he is your hope! '

I remember that Yuan smiled at that time, very happy, but there were tears in his eyes.

Later, Yuan really got better gradually. At the beginning, he could only eat some liquid food, and it was really only a little bit, but at least he would not vomit anymore. Lewan often chatted with me, we gradually became acquainted like this, and I also told Shen Yuan all my stories.

One day, I pushed Shen Yuan to the yard to bask in the sun, and he sat in the warm sunshine, smiling comfortably, as if he wanted to do a lot of things, and then he said to me, 'Xiaohui, let's get married.You gave me hope, and I want to give you a home you can rely on.Although I have nothing now, as long as I have you and Xiaojiale, there will be hope, and I think everything will be fine. '

I said: 'Okay, let's get married. '

Later we got married and received a marriage certificate. Shen Yuan's parents liked Xiaojiale very much, and they were very happy to hear the news that we were going to get married.

In the past four years, Yuan and I were not so much a husband and wife, but more like relatives who took care of each other and relied on each other. I lived with Shen Yuan like this for more than four years, until he saw you again. "

Chen Mo listened to Wen Hui's words quietly, raised his right hand to prop up his forehead, and buried his entire face in his hand.

Wen Hui couldn't see Chen Mo's expression, but from Chen Mo's slightly shaking shoulders, he could tell that this man was crying silently.

At this time, Chen Mo was so heartbroken that he could hardly breathe. As soon as he thought that he would almost never see Shen Yuan again, he felt uncontrollable trembling. Chen Mo, who had never shed a tear, cried.

"I always thought, if one day you come back, I will definitely take Shen Yuan away from you, so that you will never have the chance to hurt him again. But now, I don't plan to do that. I hope you Go back to Yuan's side."

Chen Mo raised his head and looked at Wen Hui with doubts in his eyes. Wen Hui noticed that Chen Mo's eyes were bloodshot.

"Because I don't have much time." Wen Hui looked away and looked out the window, "Lung cancer is at the advanced stage. The doctor said that there are only three or four months left. If you are lucky, you can last for half a year."

"Does he know?"

Wen Hui shook her head, and continued: "I don't want Shen Yuan to be left alone after I leave, so,