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Chapter 44

After Qiao An came out of Ren Youning's house, he didn't go home directly.He put on a mask and hat, took a taxi and went to the hospital.

Originally, he planned to talk about the medicine with Ren Youning today, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and Qiao An didn't ask in the end.

He couldn't stop the medicine, and he couldn't let everything he had obtained so hard disappear, so now he can only go to the hospital to find a doctor to prescribe the medicine before the effect of the medicine disappears.

This was originally his last choice. Not to mention the large number of people in the hospital, Joan's fear of the hospital was not only the crowd, but also the psychiatrists there.

I am not afraid of Ren Youning because Qiao An regards him as a friend, and he himself gives Qiao An a sense of peace of mind, perhaps because he has rescued Qiao An many times in times of crisis, or maybe it is because of Ren Youning's A very friendly face.

Joan was really afraid of other psychiatrists.

But no matter how scared he was, he had to go get the medicine.

The psychiatrist that Qiao An met was male like Ren Youning. His surname was Lin. He looked gentle and elegant. Whenever he spoke, he gave people a very convincing force.

"Are you saying that your current consultant advises you to come to the hospital to prescribe medicine?"

Joan nodded. He was sitting opposite Dr. Lin, with his hat and mask on.

"I need you to do a few quick tests and then look at it according to your situation, okay?"

Joan didn't speak, but continued to nod.He knows these routines, and he has done the so-called test questions several times.

It didn't take long for Joan to finish. After the results came out, Dr. Lin chatted with Joan for nearly an hour, and finally prescribed some medicine for Joan.

Before leaving, Dr. Lin asked, "Joan, who is your counselor?"

Qiao An stood at the door, hesitated for a moment before saying, "Ren Youning."

Doctor Lin nodded and waved goodbye to Joan.

After Qiao An left, Dr. Lin looked down carefully at the printed psychological evaluation report.is a report of the Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory (MMPI) and the Self-Rating Anxiety Scale (SAS).

Among the ten clinical scales of the MMPI, three of the scores were high and positive, namely mental asthenia, social introversion, and depression.

The report results of the Anxiety Self-evaluation Scale are not optimistic. His score reached 73 points. You must know that the domestic standard score is only 50 points, which is a full 23 points higher than that of him.

During the one-hour chat just now, he also learned about Joan's situation. To be honest, the situation is really serious.Fortunately, he finally asked who the consultant was.

Dr. Lin took out his mobile phone and made a call, "Hello, Junior Brother."

Joan quickly returned home after taking the medicine.Some of the medicines prescribed by Dr. Lin were different from the ones he had taken before, but he couldn't tell the doctor which ones to specify.

Because he was afraid that the doctor would not prescribe medicine for him, Joan pretended to be part of the past when talking.But when he was doing the test, he didn't fake it, because the test form is very poisonous, he can test whether you are lying or not.

Qiao An once tried to fake it, but was caught by the doctor, and he was really tired.

Doctor Lin didn't prescribe many medicines for him, which is one of the reasons why Qiao An hates going to the hospital to get medicines, because they don't prescribe many medicines at once, they have to review and make adjustments every month, which is too troublesome.

After arriving home, Joan went back to the room.Logically speaking, he should go to work, but the morning's "intrigue" made him so exhausted that he didn't even think about turning on the computer, so he finally crawled into bed and went to sleep.

I couldn't sleep, so I took two more sleeping pills.

He took more and more sleeping pills, and he decided to only take two tablets because he was worried about taking no medicine.

When he woke up, Lu Yihang had already arrived home.

"An'an, are you awake?" Lu Yihang was undoing his tie when he turned around and saw Qiao An lying on the bed, looking at him with bewildered eyes.

Qiao An just woke up, not quite sober, and it took a while to realize that Lu Yihang talked to him, "Yeah." After a while, he blinked his eyes twice, and came back to his senses, "Are you back?"

"Well, when did you start sleeping? My little slob." Lu Yihang changed into his pajamas, got into bed and hugged Qiao An.

Joan thought for a while, shook his head and said, "I forgot."

"Sleeping for too long, how can I sleep at night?" Lu Yihang circled Qiao An and sighed in satisfaction, "You are so soft and warm."

Joan frowned, stretched out his right hand under the quilt, and bent it into a right angle, "I have muscles."

"Haha, is that right? I'll feel it." Lu Yihang also reached out and placed it on Qiao An's arm.

"You touch." Joan exerted strength with his arms, trying to tighten his muscles a little.

Lu Yihang touched the small lump that was completely negligible, "Well, you do have muscles, where else do you have muscles?"

A man would know how to answer this kind of question, "Of course I have both pectoral and abdominal muscles!"

Lu Yihang snorted and nodded with disbelief.

Qiao An was a little unhappy. Although his muscles were not as obvious as Lu Yihang's, he could still feel them if he tightened a little bit!

"If you don't believe me, try it." Joan said.

Lu Yihang turned his head, turned his face to the wardrobe, grinned silently twice, and then replied very seriously, "Okay, then I'll see if you really have muscles."

Qiao An took a breath, straightened her chest, and exerted force on her abdomen, waiting for Mr. Lu's review.

Lu Yihang also took a breath, and then put his hand on Qiao An's stomach.

So soft!Mr. Lu couldn't hold it back, his face burst into a smile, but before Qiao An found out, he quickly pulled down the corner of his mouth and touched it with a dignified face.

"Hmm..." Lu Yihang pondered.

"How?" Qiao An was a little nervous, he wanted to laugh when Lu Yihang touched him, but he didn't want to be ashamed in front of him, so he kept holding back the itch and tensed his stomach.

"Hmm..." Lu Yihang looked very confused. He turned over, touched Qiao An's stomach again and again, and after eating enough tofu, "I think..."

Qiao An held his breath, waiting for Lu Yihang to say the next word.

"Ang..." Lu Yihang narrowed his eyes, and pinched his belly from another angle.

It was so itchy, Joan couldn't hold it back, and avoided it. He pretended to cough and said, "Let me tell you I have it."

Lu Yihang shook his head, "There was a layer of clothes just now, and I couldn't find it, so you can push me away and try again."

When Qiao An heard it, his face flushed instantly. He suddenly felt that something was wrong just now, but he couldn't tell what it was.

Could it be that Lu Yihang touched him on purpose?But at the beginning, he was obviously invited by himself, and after touching him for so long just now, wouldn't it be a shame if he couldn't say that he has abs in the end?

Do you want to touch it?It seems too much without clothes...

Lu Yihang didn't give Qiao An too much time to think, and he got started directly.The moment they touched their stomachs, both of them trembled as if they were electrocuted.

Neither of them moved, Lu Yihang didn't move, and Qiao An didn't move, the time seemed to be paused.

I don't know how long it took before Lu Yihang moved his hand and stroked gently on Qiao An's stomach. He sat up and put his other hand on Qiao An's body.

Qiao An lay on his back, he looked at Lu Yihang, his heart was beating faster and faster.Nervousness filled his brain, and the strange thing was that the disgust he thought he would have did not appear at all.Some are just nervous about the unknown, with a trace of imperceptible expectations.

Lu Yihang bent down, took Qiao An's lips in his mouth, and stuck out his tongue tentatively.Soon the two became entangled together, neither would let the other, and both wanted to find out in each other's space.

Qiao An has experienced a lot, resulting in such a person who is not sociable and unable to express, but in fact, the passion in his bones cannot be shaken off no matter what.

If his feelings don't come, it will be like a volcano that has been deposited for many years, and finally erupts like a turbulent.

Joan once lost two people who were as important as treasures to him.The way of losing was very special, and it was this kind of experience that brought him extreme insecurity.

Afterwards, whenever he establishes contact with other people outside, he will always unconsciously think that such a relationship is too dangerous to have, absolutely not.

He will be afraid of putting such feelings on others again, afraid of experiencing again, the feeling of all emotions being wasted.

It is a wonderful thing to have a heart-to-heart with others, but once you lose it, it is like a heart-breaking pain, which is unbearable.

Is he afraid that Lu Yihang will leave?Of course he will.

But why did he suddenly figure it out again, and was willing to let Lu Yihang walk into his heart?Qiao An turned her face away and left Lu Yihang's lips.

He actually didn't figure it out.He was just lonely for too long. For people like Qiao An, Lu Yihang has a fatal attraction, which attracts him to be desperate.

But Joan knew that such a relationship was not love, but attachment.Lu Yihang was very kind to him, so kind.He has been enjoying this kind of treatment for a long time, it is too unfair to Lu Yihang, and it is time to stop.

"I'm hungry." Joan said, "Go down and eat."

Lu Yihang lowered his head and kissed Qiao An's earlobe, "Okay."

Downstairs, Uncle Li and Aunt Wang had already prepared dinner, and disappeared again.

After sitting down, Qiao An asked, "Where do Uncle Li and Aunt Wang eat every day?"

"The two of them like to eat alone, it's a little fun." Lu Yihang replied.

"They are husband and wife?" Joan was very surprised.

"Yeah, don't you know? I thought you knew." Lu Yihang said.

Joan shook his head, "I just know..."

"But they are really a good match." Qiao An thought about how Uncle Li and Aunt Wang get along and smiled.

"We are also very compatible." Lu Yihang said, "We will always be in love forever."

Joan didn't answer, and put a large chopstick of vegetables into his mouth.

At this moment, Lu Yihang's cell phone rang suddenly.He took out his phone and looked at it for a few seconds, then looked at Joan in surprise.

"What's wrong?" Qiao An put down the chopsticks, feeling a little uneasy.

Lu Yihang also put down his chopsticks, and pressed a few times on the phone, as if replying to a message, then he picked up the chopsticks again and said to Qiao An, "It's okay, it's about work, let's eat quickly."

Qiao An picked up the chopsticks with some hesitation, feeling a little out of control after eating a meal.

The author has something to say:

Lu Yihang: In fact, you have fallen in love with me a long time ago, you are just being stubborn.

Joan: Am I soft-spoken?Then don't kiss me.

Lu Yihang: ...

Lu Yihang: I was wrong! QAQ is my mouth!

Notes of Lu's Beloved Wife 44

Loving you, I want to be with you longer than gray hair, farther than death.