See Nanshan leisurely

Before getting to know Lan Shan, Nie Yuxin never understood what deep liking is.

Maybe it's because the conditions are too good, whether material or emotional, she has too many things, and she doesn't get too involved in everything. ——Even if there is no such thing, there are other things to fill in, there will never be a shortage, and there will be no obsession.

In the past, Nie Yuxin didn't think there was anything wrong with this. Her life was already the kind that many people envied the most.

But people who engage in art tend to make mistakes and make themselves uncomfortable.I am used to walking among thousands of flowers, and suddenly I want to experience the feeling of caressing.Especially when a pair of lovers who are really enviable from both sides and verticals suddenly appeared beside me, it made people yearn for it even more.

There is a saying that a person's life should not only be judged by length and breadth, but also by depth.

The length is usually not decided by others. Nie Yuxin already has the breadth, so she can't help but envy the depth of others.

It's all because the love stories from ancient times to the present have shaped it too beautifully.

——In the final analysis, it may be because people always expect what they don’t have. Even if they know that it may not be suitable for them, they will never be reconciled if they don’t try.What's more, Nie Yuxin, who always wants what she wants, naively thought at first that as long as she wants it, there will be it.

What should a person who is like-minded and like-minded should look like?

Nie Yuxin didn't know.

But according to her own standards, first of all, this person must be good enough, then at least conform to her own aesthetics, and finally be interesting, at least let her have the desire to explore, and not lose interest in a short time together.

Pull out the people I have known since I was a child and compare them one by one, and eliminate all those who do not meet the requirements. In the end, there are only three melons and two dates left.

Nie Yuxin was surprised to find that her social circle was not as good as she thought.Once you put aside the bustle and glitz on the surface, you can only see the emptiness inside, which is shockingly deserted.

Even boyfriends who have dated in the past and thought they were pretty good, looking back now, can pick out such and such faults.

What's even more sad is that the three melons and dates left after the big waves wash away the sand are all people I have dated with.Nie Yuxin didn't know for a moment whether to be comforted that her vision was indeed good, or to lament that there was no one around her who could develop further.

However, life is always full of various accidents, and they often come to you inadvertently.

At this time, Nie Yuxin accidentally met a childhood playmate.

The other party is the son of a good friend of his mother. When he was still living in Beijing when he was a child, the two families often walked around, and the relationship was very close.Nie Yuxin still remembers this "brother Xiao Xie" because the other party's name is very special.

Qi Xie, not only because his father's surname is Qi and his mother's surname is Xie, but also because these two surnames are next to each other in a hundred surnames.

Because of this person, Nie Yuxin recited the names of hundreds of families to No. 20.

Qi Xie Zou Yu, Bai Shui Dou Zhang.

She liked this sentence very much when she was a child. Although she didn't understand what these words meant, they looked good and sounded good when they were pronounced.

At that time, the boundaries between boys and girls were still unclear. Qi Xie was a particularly stinky kid, but he was really good at playing, and he was the king of kids in that area.When Nie Yuxin was a child, she had enough of being a doll for her family, so she had no interest in girls' games. She followed a group of boys up and down the tree and down the river all day long, carrying guns and fighting.

But when he was seven or eight years old, when it was time to go to elementary school, Qi Xie's parents were transferred for work, and he followed to live in another city.

At that time, Nie Yuxin had an awkward summer vacation because of this matter, but when the new semester started and she had a new friend, she immediately went crazy. How could she remember brother Xie?

After that, the elders may still have contacts from time to time, but the children's contact has been completely severed.

Seeing you again after many years, Nie Yuxin's memories of Qi Xie are still in the old yellowed photos of her childhood, but she found that the other party has grown into a tall, straight, resolute and resolute soldier of the new era, wearing a straight military uniform, with a version Stylish, serious and dignified, his every move has the crispness of a soldier.

Her whole body smelled of hormones.

A kind of wildness and masculinity that Nie Yuxin's fashion circle can hardly touch, almost hit her heart with precision.

That day, Nie Yuxin couldn't even take her eyes off the other party.

At their age, the family will naturally start to consider the children's marriage.It is not necessary to get married right away, but good people can look at each other, lest all good partners be picked up by other families.After all, most of the time, their mate selection circle is so narrow that almost all of them are friends who grew up together and know each other well.

Because of this, Qi Xie was like an accident that broke in.

It is a good thing that parents can't wait for Nie Yuxin to see him right.So with everyone's acquiescence, they were made into a pair. On the first day they met, they were kicked out to spend time alone with excuses.

Unfortunately, things didn't go well.

Qi Xie's attitude was not indifferent, on the contrary, he was polite, respectful and polite to the lady, without any slight intention of neglect.The question Nie Yuxin asked was even more eloquent.

It's just that they are never close, and every sentence is to the point, and they never give people a chance to go deep.

Nie Yuxin himself has rejected many suitors. How could he not know that it was just that the other party's upbringing did not allow him to say the words of rejection directly, so he showed this attitude and calmly let the other party retreat.

But she was never one to quit.

Qi Xie appeared at the right time, just when she wanted to find someone to fall in love with, and it happened to be the type she had never been in contact with, and it happened to arouse her girlish heart, as if God was also fulfilling her wish , how could Nie Yuxin shrink back?

But Qi Xie has such abilities.

Obviously, every date Nie Yuxin had, he would go there as long as he could spare time, and the two of them met quite a lot, but it was as if he was wearing an invisible cover all over his body, making it impossible to get close to him.Even if the two walked together, they were filled with awe-inspiring righteousness. Even passers-by who had nothing to do with each other knew that there would never be a deep relationship between them.

If it's just this kind of difficulty, Nie Yuxin is not insurmountable.But what made her feel embarrassed was that the other party politely rejected her through the elders.

It was like a slap on her face, letting everyone know that he didn't like her.

There was a battle between heaven and man in her heart.The angel villain said, people look down on you, why do you want to get along?Right now, it's polite enough to just refuse politely, and continuing to pester her will only make her more embarrassing.The devil villain said, I don't believe there is someone I can't handle, I will chase him first, and then shake him off.

But Qi Xie has never been a procrastination person, and he never gave Nie Yuxin a chance to make a choice.Before the battle between heaven and man was over, he had already finished his short vacation and returned to the army thousands of miles away.

When Nie Yuxin heard the news, she almost bought a plane ticket and chased after her.

But she is a sensible adult after all, and this impulse came and went quickly. In the end, she ordered a large barbecue at the barbecue stall downstairs and mentioned beer.

After a night of indulgence, she paid for her impulsiveness the next day and had to spend an extra two hours on cardio.The vivid throbbing in the bottom of my heart seemed to be like this, draining out of my body along with the sweat.

Later Nie Yuxin thought again, maybe the timing was wrong.

If they were always as close as they were when they were young, if they had never been alienated, and grew up as childhood sweethearts like Chen Youran and Lan Shan, maybe they could also develop a warm and pure love, willing to be for each other

But now, as an adult, she can't save face to please the other party, and the other party has no need to accommodate her.If it is not suitable, enough is enough.

The older a person grows up, the more he loves himself, and he is not willing to give up his sincerity to others to trample on him.

Lan Shan said that she had hit a wall, but Nie Yuxin would never admit it.

Zhang Ailing said, "When I met him, she became very low, as low as the dust. But she was happy in her heart, and flowers bloomed from the dust."

But Nie Yuxin is proud, she cherishes herself more, and will never put on such a low profile.

As she said to Lan Shan, "Only I pick others, no one picks me."