See Nanshan leisurely

"What did you see?" Her behavior was obviously wrong, and Chen Youran couldn't help asking.

"I saw with my own eyes that he went shopping with his son who was raised outside." Chen Yanran said with red eyes.

"How do you know it's his son?" Chen Youran asked again, her tone full of disbelief.

Feeling being questioned again, Chen Yanran collapsed almost immediately, and shouted loudly, "That child is already two or three years old, and he can call someone! I can read and guess wrong, but can I still hear wrong?"

Chen Youran felt as if she was suddenly hit by a huge stone, and she was so dizzy that she couldn't recover.Perhaps it was too shocking, even the body aroused a physiological reaction, flustered, shortness of breath, and cold hands and feet.

She widened her eyes and reached out to grab Chen Yanran's arm.

There should be some comforting words for her, Chen Youran thought in her heart.However, it seemed that an invisible cotton was stuck in her throat, making her unable to speak a word.

After a while, she asked with difficulty, "When did this happen?"

"When I went to the county for the high school entrance examination." Chen Yanran said with tears all over her face.

The little luck in Chen Youran's heart was completely crushed.

In a daze, the first thought that came to her mind was, no wonder Lan Shan said that Chen Yanran might not do well in the exam.If she found this kind of thing before the exam, her state would definitely be greatly affected, and she was already worthy of praise if she persisted in taking the exam. As for the results, she really couldn't force her.

Then came a little indescribable pain, which gradually spread from the bottom of my heart.At the beginning, the pain was not severe, as if it was bearable, but soon, this pain spread to the whole body, making Chen Youran fall into torment.

"Yan Ran..." After a while, Chen Youran spoke with difficulty.But just as the words were out of his mouth, he heard the sound of the door being opened.

Lan Shan walked in from the outside, seeing the current posture of the two sisters, she couldn't help being very surprised, "What are you doing?"

She walked over quickly while talking, and was shocked when she saw Chen Yanran's face was full of tears.

As soon as Chen Yanran saw her, she seemed to see a savior, and immediately turned around and rushed towards her, throwing herself into her arms, "Sister Shanshan——"

There was crying in the tone of voice.

Lan Shan hugged her in fear, looked at Chen Youran blankly, and asked her with her eyes: What's wrong?

Chen Youran pretended to be natural and slowly withdrew the hand that was stretched out to comfort Chen Yanran, and shook her head at Lan Shan, indicating that it was inconvenient to say now.

Seeing this, Lan Shan could only sit down with her arms around Chen Yanran, patted her back, and comforted her softly.

This matter must have been held back in Chen Yanran's heart for a long time, but at this moment she finally vented, she was a bit out of control, and cried for a long time, until she was so tired that her body was already in a slight convulsion, and she couldn't cry anymore Then, she gradually stopped talking, sat up from Lan Shan's arms a little embarrassedly, and ran back upstairs quickly.

What's wrong?Only then did Lan Shan find the opportunity to ask.

Chen Youran sighed softly, "It's not just a matter at home."

She was actually very sad in her heart, but Chen Yanran had already cried so miserably, and in front of Lan Shan again, Chen Youran still wanted to retain a bit of majesty and dignity as an elder, so she tried her best to act calmly. look.

It's just the expression on her face that betrayed her, "My dad has someone outside."

She paused, feeling that she didn't speak clearly, and then explained, "Actually, I guessed that there are people outside, and my mother should have guessed it too, but you know about adults, it's nothing more than patience and patience." Patience. But just now Yanran told me that my father had a son outside, she saw with her own eyes that he took the child to go shopping, and heard the child call him father, there is nothing wrong with that."

Lan Shan asked keenly, "Is it in the county seat?"

Recently, Chen Yanran has only been to the county once, and it is easy to know when it was.

Chen Youran nodded silently, and the two looked at each other with a bit of bitterness on their faces.Lan Shan blamed herself, "I didn't realize it at the time."

In fact, Chen Yanran's sudden silence on the street that day already had clues.Fortunately, she could bear it and never said it out until now.

"It's none of your business." Chen Youran picked up the envelope on the side and handed it to Lan Shan, "My younger sister seems to have nothing on her mind, and her ideas are very righteous. Even my older sister has been compared."

Lan Shan took a look at it and was taken aback. There was a thick stack of RMB.

"I always thought that if Yanran encountered such a thing, she would definitely go all out and start a fight. I didn't expect that she could bear it all the time. When my dad came back two days ago, she found an excuse. The lion asked for a thousand yuan, saying yes Going to Beijing for a trip. As a result, she told me when she got the money today that this will be the living expenses of our sisters in the future. It can be seen that she has kept this matter in her heart and made up her mind a long time ago."

"What a silly boy." Chen Youran said so, but felt very uncomfortable.

As if overnight, my sister also grew up.

Of course it is good to grow up, but the process of growing up is too painful and sad.

Chen Youran thought she could narrate all this calmly, but at the end, her voice was still a little choked up.

She stopped quickly to calm down.

After a brief silence, Lan Shan asked, "Do you want a hug?"

Chen Youran should have refused, but at the moment she was very moved, it was really difficult to say that no.So after a slight pause, she seemed to compromise, opened her arms towards Lan Shan, and hugged him tightly.

She hugged Lan Shan gently and slowly.He let out a long sigh.

This is the most outgoing emotion that Chen Youran can express.

Lan Shan hugged Chen Youran, thought for a while, and said, "Life is always full of accidents and changes. We can't choose what we encounter, we can only choose how to face it. In fact, you should be happy for Yanran, she was not caught by this It’s good to be able to plan for the future when something hits you.”

"En." Chen Youran nodded vigorously, the pent-up emotions in her heart gradually dissipated, and she gradually relaxed.

She reluctantly let go of Lan Shan and leaned back on the sofa, feeling a sense of emptiness after violent emotional fluctuations.So Chen Youran turned her head and looked at Lan Shan, "Ashu, I'm hungry."

It's not that I'm hungry when I say I'm hungry, I just want to act like a baby and ask her to do something for herself.

Lan Shan stood up and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

"I can't think of it." Chen Youran raised her head and considered for a while, but still couldn't make up her mind, "Don't be too greasy."

The weather is getting hotter and people don't have much appetite.Fortunately, her work at the power supply station is finally over, and she doesn't need to go out every day to expose herself to the sun, so she can stay at home more easily.

"Got it." Lan Shan turned on the TV for her, "Watch TV for a while, and I'll cook."

After a while, the sound of a kitchen knife being chopped on the cutting board came from the kitchen, and it was Lan Shan who was chopping vegetables.Chen Youran didn't watch TV, she turned over, knelt on the sofa, supported the back of the sofa with both hands, just quietly watching Lan Shan who was busy in the kitchen, feeling her various emotions slowly sinking.

No matter what Lan Shan does, she moves swiftly. She seldom hesitates, and she can always cut through the mess quickly.Looking at her, Chen Youran felt that her current predicament was nothing at all.

After the vegetables were cut, Lan Shan heated the pan with oil and started to stir-fry the vegetables. There was a burst of spicy and fragrant, and there was a sweet and sour taste in the air.

Chen Youran said before that being hungry was just an excuse, but smelling this smell, she was really hungry.

Lan Shan cooked a pot of vegetable soup.

Chop peppers, beans, cabbage, potatoes and other ingredients, stir-fry in an oil pan until raw, add salt, then add chopped tomatoes, stir-fry the soup, then add water and simmer until the ingredients are soft and rotten. Sweet and delicious, spicy and fragrant, it is most suitable for dinner.Scoop up two spoonfuls and pour it in a bowl and mix it, and you can eat a bowl.

Even Chen Yanran, who cried a lot and was a little embarrassed to see people, smelled this smell and went downstairs, and ate four bowls of rice in one go, scaring Lan Shan for fear that she would be overwhelmed.Chen Youran also found Jianweixiaoshi tablets from the cabinet and asked her to chew two tablets.

After eating their fill, the three sat on the sofa spitting contentedly, none of them wanted to get up to wash the dishes, one by one, looked at each other for the last time, and laughed at the same time.

Those heavy emotions seemed to disappear in this laughter.

Although they are very clear that there are still many obstacles ahead waiting for them to overcome one by one, the joy at this moment is also real.It supports them, step by step.