drama idol

Shi Yiguang and Mo Jian heard about He Qi when they came back from the interview. As old partners, Shi Yiguang naturally cared about He Qi, and he also knew that Fan Xiaoxi's behavior would definitely affect He Qi.

"I've told Aqi many times, don't worry about that couple, he treats him like a younger brother, who knows what they think of him, maybe they still think he's meddling when they're lying together!"

On the stage, Shi Yiguang gave people the impression that he was a big devil and noble son, but in private, he really had no image at all.

"Cough cough..."

Probably because Shi Yiguang spoke too bluntly, Mo Jian couldn't help coughing twice, wanting him to pay more attention.

"Mo Jian, don't stop me. I'm going to the rooftop to scold Aqi straight away. If I can't wake up from the scolding, I'll beat him up."

Mo Jian: ... I didn't stop you.

Mo Jian felt that he should not get involved in this matter. His luck is really not very good. If bad luck passes by, who knows what will happen on the rooftop?

As soon as Mo Jian and Shi Yiguang came back, they saw everyone gathered around the stairs, wanting to go up but not daring to go up.

"Xiaobai, you said the fish hasn't come down after going up for so long, will something happen?"

Yi Zhiyang looked at Bai Yiyan worriedly, and then saw Bai Yiyan sitting there eating...

"Xiaobai, aren't you worried at all?"

"Don't worry, Sanshui is very smart, it's fine." Bai Yiyan wasn't worried about Yu Miao, since it wasn't Yu Miao who had the problem this time, then there would be no problem.

"But... What if Ah Qi can't think about it, wants to jump off the building, and then pulls the fish to jump off the building together?" Yi Zhiyang still felt very worried. Seeing that Bai Yiyan was still eating there, he held Bai Yiyan back. Yan Zhishou: "Xiaobai, don't eat it, think of a way."

"You are worrying too much. The sky hasn't fallen yet... Aqi is not that fragile, and Sanshui is not that stupid. Brother Yang, I think you watch too many dog-blooded dramas. You...restrain yourself. And this The Sanshui I ate was brought back from outside for me to eat, if it gets cold it won’t taste good.”

Yi Zhiyang: ...

Eat, eat, eat, Xiaobai, you know how to eat!If you don't want to get fat, you will eat desperately. Why are you still licking your face and saying that you are not a foodie!

"Do you want to go up?"

"I don't think so. There is movement in the corridor. They should be coming down soon." Bai Yiyan stood up and wiped his mouth gracefully.Finished, satisfied.

Yu Miao and He Qi were indeed ready to come down, He Qi walked in front and Yu Miao followed.

"Why are you afraid of the dark? I think you are quite courageous. Don't you play high-altitude games very smoothly?"

He Qi still remembers how he became a fan of Yu Miao and Yi Zhiyang's father. In his perception, Yu Miao should be very courageous, cool and handsome!

"What do you think... how about my musical instrument?" Yu Miao didn't answer He Qi's question, but asked another unrelated question.

"Very good, it's amazing." He Qi thought Yu Miao was changing the subject, but he still answered Yu Miao's question.For a boy of Yu Miao's age, he should have the most and the best musical instruments among his peers, right?

"I also think I'm pretty good. Do you know how I practiced since I was a child?"

Yu Miao's voice was very soft and gentle, but he intuitively felt that what Yu Miao was going to say next would not be easy.He could clearly feel that Yu Miao's mood fluctuated.

This time, Yu Miao didn't wait for He Qi to give him a response, so she said on her own: "Don't look at me now, it seems to be quite like that. When I was young, I was very impatient when I practiced instruments like the piano. In fact, I I am more active by nature, probably like boys when I was a child, I can’t sit still, I want to be lazy after practicing for a while, I want to go out to play. I don’t focus on the instrument, so naturally I can’t practice well.”

Yu Miao pursed her lips, and continued, "If I practice lazily and don't pay attention, I will naturally fail when my father checks me. My father has been very strict with me since I was a child. If I can't play well, he will use the Bamboo rattan slaps me, the kind of bamboo rattan that hurts people but doesn't hurt the bones, and slaps my ten fingers hard..."

Yu Miao's fingertips trembled slightly, even though it was not the same body, even after so many years, when thinking about it, she still felt a dull pain in her fingers.

"It really hurts, so even if my fingers are all swollen the next day, I still have to continue playing the piano. I actually liked to cry when I was a child, and I often practiced the piano while crying. It's quite funny to think about it now." Yu Miao smiled lightly, as if mocking her childhood self.

"It's probably because I cried a lot when I was a child, and I'm a little numb. When I grow up, I seldom cry..."

"Stop talking..." Yu Miao just started, but He Qi couldn't stop feeling sorry for him.He felt that he was really cheap, why did he provoke Yu Miao's sadness?

"Let me tell you, there are some things I have never told anyone, since I told you, then just say it, anyway, if I don't say it, you can deduce it from my micro-expression...Actually It’s okay to beat me, but what I’m most afraid of is that my father will let me memorize the score. I’m probably really stupid, I can’t memorize the scores of different instruments at all, and I often confuse them..."

Yu Miao tapped her head lightly, as if she was one of the poor students in the class with poor academic performance.

"My father is very smart himself. He always dislikes me as a stupid son who doesn't study hard. He always likes to lock me in the room alone for me to reflect and let me have an absolutely quiet environment to memorize those memorized scores... …He will seal all the doors and windows, cut off the electricity in the room, so I can only be in the dark room, except for my own heartbeat and breathing, I can’t hear or see anything..."

"Actually, I can't remember when he locked me up. My brain is not as smart as his, but in order to avoid being punished, I began to train my memory deliberately, hoping that one day I can meet my father's requirements. But... I always fail Meet my father's expectations. Once, I actually can't remember the specific reason, because in my memory, I just kept making mistakes and angered my father..."

Yu Miao felt that in his childhood, if his elder brother hadn't been around to tell him that he was the best and never lacked praise and encouragement, he might have grown into a person with extremely low self-esteem and doubted himself every day.

"That time my father locked me in a dark room for three days and three nights, and I passed out. It seemed...it was serious, right?"

In fact, Yu Miao didn't know how long she was imprisoned at the time, but her elder brother told him later.

The elder brother came home only to find out that Yu Miao had been punished by his father again, and he had been locked up for such a long time. The elder brother was so angry that he smashed a wall and sent Yu Miao, who was dying at the time, to the hospital.

In the hospital that day, Yu Miao actually heard a lot of things that he didn't know before.

What Yu Miao never told her elder brother was that he was already awake at that time. He heard his elder brother kneeling in front of his bed and apologizing to himself, saying that it was because he and his second elder brother chose what they wanted to do because of their capriciousness. It will make my father put all the pressure on Yu Miao, and make Yu Miao a qualified performer.

He heard that the second brother smashed the phone and said that he wanted to go home and settle accounts with the old man.He even heard the father, who seemed like an emotionless machine, crying beside his bed.He had never seen his father cry, but that time his father cried like a child.

That day, Yu Miao's mind was always in a daze, so he simply pretended that he was in a coma all the time.

In fact, Yu Miao didn't blame the eldest brother and the second brother, but he didn't know how to express it, so he chose to pretend to be dizzy.One of the three brothers in their family is destined to bear such a great pressure. The temperament of the eldest brother and the second brother may be more painful than him if they are locked at home.In fact, Yu Miao felt...he could still bear it...if his father cared more about him.

Yu Miao thought that his father might still have some feelings for him, but... Yu Miao would not blame the elder brother and the second brother at all, but towards his father, he felt resentful to some extent, and he couldn't smile and say to his father: Dad, I never blamed you.In the end, he couldn't even call out his father... Perhaps their father and son are the most familiar strangers, right?

Although Yu Miao tried her best to act as if nothing had happened, some things still caused some shadows.Yu Miao is not particularly afraid of the dark, but... being alone in the dark will have some impact on his emotions.

"Your dad treated you that way? This is considered abuse, right? You're not even an adult yet! Find a chance and I'll have a good talk with your dad."

Just hearing what Yu Miao said, He Qi couldn't take it anymore. He didn't expect Yu Miao to grow up in such a depressing environment.

"No need..." Yu Miao actually felt a little embarrassed. He just said what he wanted to say just now. He didn't know whether Yu's father in this world was good to Yu Miao. What if he spoiled his son very much? Let this Yu's father take the blame!

"Why not?"

"Because my parents are dead."

"You..." He Qi stopped, he didn't expect that Yu Miao was not only depressed in childhood, but also became an orphan whose parents died... Is her life so pitiful?His paternal love is overflowing.

"Da Er Zai! Dad will love you very much and won't make you suffer anymore!" He Qi turned around suddenly and hugged Yu Miao. Da Er Zai really made people feel distressed!

Yu Miao: ...

"Please stop your fatherly love, I can't take it anymore..." Yu Miao felt that He Qi's hug would suffocate him.

"Let go of me! Now on the stairs, do you want us both to fall?"

Yu Miao couldn't laugh or cry. When he was a child, he always longed for his father's love but couldn't get it. What the hell is it that he gets father's love among his peers when he grows up?

He Qi let go of Yu Miao, and Yu Miao moved away a little too much, and accidentally licked it, hitting his injured knee, and he couldn't help crying out.

"What's wrong with you?" He Qi's voice was full of worry.

Yu Miao's cry of pain was quite depressing, but now He Qi happened to be flooded with fatherly love, and her heart ached to death.

"Accidentally touched it just now... this knee was injured a little..."

"Didn't you go to the audition? How could you get hurt, and... didn't Gu Chen follow you? Why did you get hurt?"

The author has something to say: the words in the essay are not counted as the number of words in the chapter, no matter how many there are, I will add the word count in the comments if there is no such thing, don't worry.

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Author come on! !Immediately drop it and you will be in the top three, right? ! !

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ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Miao Miao Chong ah

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Father, why don't you just rush! !It's not good to be salty for a long time! !

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Wouldn’t it be nice to cut a ghost of your own (づ?ど)

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His father must have regretted it after his death

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Can I meet my family from my previous life again?

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Almost something with no comments

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Check in

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I like Bai, but are you adding a comment to make up the word count?

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Good-looking, good-looking (??ω??)?? Just not enough →_→

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After seeing this treasure book, I couldn’t help but read it in one breath. I love it so much, so I leave my first comment here (for a big refill~~)

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Come on!

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It turns out that I commented on the wrong chapter, but I don’t think so.

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Sprinkle flowers

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Sahua, why can't I score?Did I comment?

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