Ask for peace of mind

In the early days of the reform and opening up, the city was a mixed bag, and the security environment was very bad. Some outsiders were often robbed or even stabbed by gangsters. Besides, Xu Wei'an was not familiar with Yanzhou City, so it was very dangerous to go astray at night.

After Wen Di knew the news, he wished he could immediately catch Xu Wei'an in front of his eyes and beat him up.It's just that reality made him lose his temper.He calmed down, dialed Faxiao's phone number, and asked him to send someone to help find him.Then, he found out that Fa Xiao's little cousin had also disappeared.

The two brought dozens of soldiers and began to investigate from the area of ​​No. [-] Middle School.After searching for more than an hour, he couldn't find it. He was about to go home to have a look, but he saw the disgraced Xu Wei'an appearing in front of him with the fat man in his arms.At that time, his first reaction was that Xu Wei'an's arm couldn't bear it, so he immediately took over the little fat man, but, seeing the face that worried him all night, Wen Di couldn't help being angry, but he didn't want to understand everything clearly He just blamed the child, so he ignored him with a cold face.

But children are children, and adults can't help but feel sorry for them. Wen Di didn't last long before failing.Wen Di saw that the child was pitiful, so he didn't ask why, and let the child go to bed after eating.The child was uneasy and wanted to pester him to sleep, but he finally compromised.

Things always have to be resolved, and Wen Di doesn't want her child to be depressed all day long at this age full of sunshine and hope.

"I see you are always unhappy these days, can you tell me what's wrong?"

Xu Wei'an froze for a moment, he didn't expect Wen Di to ask so directly.

He bit his lip and said, "My midterm exam results are very bad..."

Wen Di raised his eyebrows and smiled, and said indifferently, "Is that the reason?"

Xu Wei'an was surprised by his attitude, and asked, "Don't you care about grades? You paid for my schooling, but I didn't study well. I won't be able to repay you if I'm not promising in the future."

Wen Di was taken aback for a moment, then withdrew his smile, and asked, "You think I want you to repay me for being nice to you?"

Xu Wei'an realized that he might have said something wrong, subconsciously grabbed Wen Di's arm, and asked back: "Isn't it?" Seeing that Wen Di's face became even more unhappy, he hurriedly explained: "It's the classmates in the class who said that you pay me to go to school. Just to let me benefit you in the future, of course I am willing to treat you well... But after hearing what they said, I feel very sad."

"Pfft!" Wen Di couldn't pretend anymore and laughed.

"What about your own ideas? Don't always listen to others, you have to have your own opinion."

Xu Wei'an looked at his smiling face, hesitated for a moment, and said: "I don't think you have such intentions, but after the grades came out yesterday, some classmates said that you would not like poor students like me. You don't like me, don't want me anymore."

Wen Di sighed softly, pinched Xu Wei'an's earlobe, and said, "Could it be that I didn't do enough? Why don't you feel safe until now?"

Xu Wei'an buried his head in his arms, and muttered: "I hate myself a little bit, you are so kind to me, but I'm always greedy and afraid."

Wen Di knows that children have low self-esteem. He originally thought that making friends would make the children cheerful and optimistic, but he never thought that just making friends is not enough. Children still need mature people to guide their minds, and he has not done well in this regard.

Wen Di discovered something was wrong after Xu Wei'an's nocturnal emission, but he was only guessing at that time, until another shocking thing happened on the first day of school.

That night, in order to celebrate that his two younger brothers were about to enter an important stage in their lives, he personally cooked a table of dishes and opened a bottle of red wine he had snatched from Fa Xiao's place in advance.

Since most of the Wen family members had practiced in the army, they had no taboos on smoking and drinking.Although Wen Di can drink normally, he doesn't drink too much, and basically doesn't smoke.The two children usually don't touch those colorful worlds, and their drinking capacity is appalling. After a few shots, they got drunk.Although the red wine has a strong stamina, Wendi has a good capacity for drinking, so his mind is very clear.

After handing Wen Nan to the driver, he took a bath for Xu Wei'an who was dizzy and smirking, and then planned to put him in the guest room, but the drunk Xu Wei'an was extremely difficult to deal with, and hugged him tightly. put.He had no choice but took him back to his room and fell asleep as usual.

However, in the middle of the night, he was woken up by a kiss.

The head of the person on him turned left and right, and his lips kept rubbing against his lips.Having had a similar experience, Wen Di was not as surprised as the first time, but was still stunned.After being stunned, Wen Di stopped the boy's movements, feeling more and more uneasy.

He kept building up his mind, saying that the child just drank too much and was so dazed that he didn't know who he was kissing.After convincing myself, I sent the child to school normally the next day.

In the next few days, he found that the child's mood was very wrong, often preoccupied, sad and sad.A few days later, Wen Di felt that he could no longer find an excuse when he was kissed again in bed at night.

That night, the two slept separately.During that time, he had a lot of things to do, a lot of pressure, and he didn't sleep very well. When the door was opened, he woke up.He thought that Xu Wei'an was going to play a rogue again and wanted to sleep with him, so he didn't move.Who knew, Xu Wei'an lay on his bedside, tentatively called him twice and then stopped moving. He was about to open his eyes to tease him when he felt the warm breath above his nose, followed by a light touch on his lips. for a moment.In the end, the kid muttered, "A kiss will make me feel better", and then cautiously left Wendi's room.

Wen Di remained motionless and didn't sleep all night.

The first same-sex kiss, it can be said that the child was just dreaming and did not know who it was. The second time, it could be said that the child drank too much. The third time, Wen Di really couldn't find an excuse.This time Xu Weian was sober, and told Wen Di blatantly that he was the object of Xu Weian's youthful feelings.

Wen Di had never seen anything in their circle, and even some of his youngsters were vegetarians.He neither supports nor opposes homosexuality, but he really didn't expect that the younger brother who he hopes to be happy forever will be gay.

Homosexuality can be said to have nowhere to go in this society, and it is even a crime in law.Wen Di didn't want this unfavorable child to embark on this more bumpy and tortuous road.

Wen Di searched for information and found that at Xu Wei'an's age, many boys would have some curiosity and intimacy with the same sex, but after puberty, they would basically turn their attention to the opposite sex.He pinned his hopes on this, but found that Xu Wei'an kept a normal friend's distance from Wen Nan and Wang Nianjia, but was intimate with him, and liked to hug him and kiss him.

Wen Di panicked now, because of his own reasons, the child became gay, and he couldn't calm down.Therefore, in order not to lead Xu Wei'an astray, he hadn't talked to him for a long time, and he even locked the bedroom door before going to bed at night.

He used to excuse that the child has grown up and has his own little secret, and asked the two to sleep in separate rooms.It's just that Xu Wei'an often played tricks, didn't go to sleep in the tidied room, and crawled into his bed when he was asleep at night.When the child is growing up and lacks sleep, he comes and goes like this, does not sleep well, and is listless all day long.After all, Wen Di couldn't bear to scold others, nor could he lock the door, so he finally compromised.

This time, Xu Wei'an "run away from home" because of his unsatisfactory grades, which made Wen Di realize that the child's sensitivity, vulnerability and anxiety far exceeded his expectations, which made him make up his mind to face up to this matter, and not give up eating because of choking, just Don't care about the kids like that.

The child still needs pain and care, and it cannot be cut off with a single knife, making the child feel uneasy and helpless.Children of this age are already sensitive and extreme, and accidents will happen if they are not careful. If something really happened, it would be too late for him to regret it.

Xu Wei'an is still young, he has never received the care of adult men since he was a child, and he has a great desire for the care of mature men.Wen Di didn't know whether Xu Wei'an was born with him or whether he had a good impression of men because of his lack of experience in caring for men.If Xu Wei'an was older, experienced more things, had a clear understanding of himself, and was able to live independently, Wen Di would be able to share this matter with Xu Wei'an.But now Xu Wei'an is ignorant, obviously doesn't think there is a problem with his behavior, Wen Di really doesn't know what to do.

Or maybe, one day in the future, Xu Wei'an's orientation will be normal again.

Wendy's head hurts.However, children still have to be guided and educated.

"Whether your grades are good or not has little to do with your future achievements. The key is that you have to be serious enough to do what you want to do."

Xu Wei'an was distressed, "But, I don't even know what I want to do now."

Wen Di pinched his frown, and said with a smile: "Some people spend their entire lives without knowing what they want and what they want to do. You are still young, so why worry?"

Xu Wei'an rubbed Wen Di's hand, and muttered, "I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up with you."

Wen Di laughed and said, "Why do you want to catch up with me? Want to get my attention?"

"..."

Xu Wei'an blushed quietly.

Wen Di looked at the ceiling and said: "Brother only hopes that you can live a happy and safe life without any disasters. If you have the ability to get other honors, I will give you a chance. If you are not capable, I will not be partial .”

"Oh."

"Why are you so weak and unwilling?"

Xu Wei'an curled his lips: "Then why do you ask Wen Nan to do the best in everything? You are treating them differently."

Wen Di was helpless: "He is a child of the Wen family. If he can't do his best in ordinary high school, he will definitely not be able to gain a foothold in this circle in the future."

Xu Wei'an was wronged: "You mean you look down on me?"

Wen Di patted him on the head: "Don't think about it. I just reminded Wen Nan that what to do is still up to him, but he did a good job. As a brother, I am very proud of him. You are different ..." Seeing that Xu Wei'an's face began to look bad, Wen Di hurriedly continued, "If you want to be like Wen Nan, I will definitely support you. But, I hope you will put less pressure on yourself and do your best."

"Oh."

"Speak out about unhappy things in the future, and you are not allowed to stay outside for a long time without anyone knowing. If there is another time, be careful and I will clean you up."

Xu Wei'an shrank his neck, "Oh."

"Oh what, well, what do you want to do on the weekend, go fishing with me or play with Wen Nan and the others."

Xu Wei'an lazily arched his arms into his arms, and muttered: "What's the point, of course I'm with you."

Wen Di patted his butt, pushed him, and said: "I'll get up first to buy breakfast, you can get up later."

"Hmm." Xu Wei'an muttered.