"Echigan!"

"The best senior?"

"You were the Asian boy who sent the flowers backstage that time." Fuji didn't turn his head, but his eyes were shining brightly under the light.

"Yeah." Echizen leaned on the sofa with his arms pillowed and smiled, "That was the best concert I've ever heard. Although Fuji-senpai didn't know I was there, I made that concert As a birthday present from my senior. Doesn’t that sound cheeky, senior?”

"Echizen, Sakura must be a very happy girl." Fuji smiled and suddenly whispered.

"Of course, she is my girlfriend after all." Echizen sat up straight and put his arms around Fuji's shoulders, and said with a low smile, "Actually, if you become the minister's family member, you must be very happy." Speaking of this, Echizen He took the casual sports bag that he had been carrying with him all the time, and took out a box from it. "Sakura gave this to you and the minister. Although most of the time her thoughts are idiots, she still has a good eye. Open it later when you get back, Fuji-senpai."

Fuji took it with a smile, held it in his hand and examined it carefully. "Thank you Sakura for me. When I have a chance, I will go to the United States to see you."

"I'm engaged to Sakura this Christmas. If Fuji-senpai is fine, I will join the minister. Although it won't be very grand, if there are acquaintances like seniors, Sakura may be happier." Echizen said with a smile.

"Really? Then I will definitely attend." Just as Fuji was about to say something, the phone in his pocket vibrated suddenly.After taking out his mobile phone to see who was calling, Fuji stood up and said, "Sorry, Echizen. I have to excuse you first, and go out to answer the call."

Echizen shrugged regretfully, and said with a smile, "Is that the famous manager? It's a pity that the minister hasn't finished singing yet."

"En." Fuji nodded, turned around and looked at Tezuka surrounded by Eiji and Momojo, then turned around and opened the door to go out.

Eiji Tezuka happily grabbed the microphone after singing, and began to sing his best song.

Tezuka sat aside, and Echizen kindly handed over a glass of juice. "Senior Fuji went out to answer the phone, it seems to be from the manager."

Tezuka nodded, took the juice silently and held it in his hand, quietly watching Eiji and Momoshiro making noise with the microphones in front.

The atmosphere in the box was very lively, and Qian was playing dice guessing with Aaron.Dashi was getting together with Kaitang, talking about something enthusiastically.Echizen next to him was smiling, not knowing who he was texting.

In the entire box, it seemed that only Tezuka was left with nothing to do.He sat silently for a while, put down his cup, and said to Echizen, who was busy with his head down, "Ochimae, I'm going to the bathroom."

Echizen waved his hand without raising his head, and said with a smile: "Minister, don't get lost. By the way, when you come back, go and call the senior who answered the phone. Even if you are negotiating work, you can't sneak out It's been too long. Later, we still have a track list to sing a song in turn."

"Well, okay!" Tezuka nodded, opened the door and went out.

There is an independent toilet outside each box. Tezuka came out after washing his hands, looked at the corridor entrance a little, remembered his habit, and walked towards the terrace he saw when he just came in.

Sure enough, from a distance, he could already see the tall and thin figure of Buer leaning on the railing.The whole person looked very casual from behind, probably talking about something happy with the person on the phone.As he got closer, he could still hear Buer's low chuckle.

"Well, I'll go back after dealing with the matter here, and it will only take a few days at most. Don't worry, it won't take too long."

Tezuka paused, not knowing what the person on the phone said to Fuji.The body movements that can be seen clearly became tense.

"Yes." There was a trace of silence in the relaxed and humorous words just now, "I know, if there is no result, I will go back immediately. Stef, don't worry, I have a measure."

"Austria? Three years?" Fuji Weiwei stood up straighter, "Okay, I will think about it carefully. I will give you a clear answer when I return from Japan."

"Then that's it, I'll hang up first. We'll talk again when we get back!" Fuji put the phone away, turned around just in time to see a flash of astonishment flashing across Tezuka's face.Startled, Fuji smiled and said, "Did Echizen ask you to come and call me, Tezuka? Before I came out, I clearly said that I would go back after talking on the phone."

"Fuji!" Tezuka suddenly took a step forward, grabbed Fuji's hand and said in a deep voice, "Give me a few minutes, please?"

"Uh, of course! But Tezuka, are you okay, it seems that your hands are very hot." Fuji raised his hand with some concern, and pressed the back of his hand to Tezuka's forehead, and then pressed his own in doubt. "The forehead is so cold, could it be heat stroke?"

"Fuji," Tezuka looked down at the young man who was half a head shorter than himself in front of him, he didn't know why he didn't speak yet, but he already felt the difficulty in his throat.

"I'm sorry, I always thought that I made you sad. Compared with the people around me, I can't seem to find any shining points in getting along with others. But it's me who has always made you prefer to retreat Behind me, my reputation has been fulfilled. No two, I have always wanted to seriously say 'thank you.'”

Fuji raised his head, with a gentle smile on his clean and gentle face, "So Tezuka, are you planning to make up for the thanks you owed before? Then..."

"No, that's not why I'm asking you to stop." Tezuka still held Fuji's wrist tightly, as if he would lose the only sense of stability in his heart if he didn't do so. "But if I don't get Fuji's understanding first, I don't think I'm qualified to say the rest. Echizen said that to the person you like, you should convey your wishes to the other person. But all the time, I seem to always It was letting other things occupy my main sight and energy. Whether it was taking over the pillar of Seigaku when I was a child, or focusing on cultivating Echizen and Kaido later. Or, leaving Japan and going to Germany to pursue my dream.”

"I used to think that if I walked forward step by step like this, I would never leave any regrets in my heart. But until you disappeared, in the process of looking for you, Yinger once complained to me, at the same table for three years, he saw you It was because of me that I cried twice. No, you must have been very disappointed in me at that time."

The surrounding people are silent, and the sky outside is blue.

The central air conditioner in the corridor is full of air-conditioning, but for some reason, Fuji feels that his palms are constantly sweating.The person in front of him is the person he has kept in his heart for more than ten years.He used to sit on the cold floor in countless silent nights, watching the videos edited in middle school over and over again.

They have many memories of that time, but they always seemed deserted and silent.Most of the time, I am alone looking for something to say, and the other party just responds from time to time.

Everyone thought that he was the only one who dared to tease Tezuka, whether it was in competitions or training, he seemed to be enjoying a unique special treatment in front of Tezuka.

But only he himself understands, if not, maybe the only connection between him and Tezuka will disappear.

Tezuka's sense of responsibility and aggressiveness are too strong, but he is just the opposite, he has a good mentality in everything.Unless it is something very interesting, it will definitely not attract his attention.

Sometimes he also wondered if he had been less curious about this person back then, or had accepted Yukimura's invitation to go to Lihai University halfway, would he not have suffered so much later.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in everything, if the match with Baishi made him taste the taste of failure.

Then he has almost never had a chance of winning in the face of Tezuka.

Sister Yumiko has persuaded him to give up countless times over the years, but if the things that have been fused into the marrow of his bones are taken out, what else will he have left?

"No, Tezuka, you are wrong. I gave up and left at that time, not because you ignored me."

Fu Er let out the suffocation in his chest lightly, raised his head and smiled and said, "I used to think that me and you were like the match with Shiraishi. As long as I was focused enough and serious enough, it wouldn't take long for me to get the knack of winning. Until I heard you It was only after the conversation with Captain Podok that I realized that what you appreciate and like is never the love of children. What you yearn for and care about most is the height at the top of the world. That world is too vast and too illusory for me I am afraid that even if I spend countless more three years, I will not be able to wait for you to stop. Just like our goal from the beginning of the Kanto Championship, the National Championship, and the U17 Japan World Championship, the journey to win is There is no end."

Tezuka lowered his head and silently pulled Fuji's trembling hands.He thought he knew enough about the harm he had done to this person in the past, but it turned out to be far from enough.

"When I was playing against the U.S. team, I once told you, 'If I become an obstacle to the team, you can remove me if necessary. , presumably Echizen’s fate should have been mine. Tezuka, that kind of mood was enough once, and I didn’t have the courage to take on the second time.” Suddenly, one after another, water droplets appeared on the clean marble. Hit on it, obviously Fuji was still smiling, but Tezuka felt as if someone took a hammer and beat his heart desperately.I couldn't restrain myself anymore and put the person in front of me into my arms, "I'm sorry, Buer. I realized my intentions early tomorrow, but I always thought selfishly that you would wait for me. I'm sorry, Buer, from now on Never again."

Tezuka's voice was extremely hoarse, but it seemed to be his favorite piano piece when it fell on Fuji's ears.He had already given up all self-esteem, pride, and even a life that he couldn't afford to gamble.I just want to come back and ask this person in front of me if it is possible to like me a little bit.

Some people are destined to be catastrophes that cannot be avoided by fate. There is no one second earlier or one second later, no one more point, no one less point, all of them are your favorite appearance, appearing by your side in the near good time .

You just thought that such a beautiful person, you can see it from a distance, or at most be friends.

But before you know it, this person has become the grain you eat and the air you breathe every day, and all your attention is fully occupied by him.

But the suffering of not getting what you want is not very painful.It's just like the uncleaned small thorns in a bone fish fillet that you accidentally swallowed. You can't swallow it or spit it out. On the contrary, as time goes by, it often brings out unspeakable pain.

Ten years, from teenager to youth, is a very long span.

But luckily I didn't lose you in the end.

"No, Tezuka, it's not bitter at all. At least, I waited until you turned around!"

The author has something to say:

Sorry everyone.

Although this is an annoying matter that has nothing to do with this article, I know that the content updated yesterday must have caused trouble or confusion to everyone.

Because even when I was typing those words, my thoughts were wandering.

The longer I code, the more often I will be troubled by this.

I want to write a novel well, but I don't know where the problem is.I don't want to deal with it casually, but I can't miss the appointment.

I don't know if every newcomer goes through these mental journeys when they first start writing a novel, but it's obviously hard for me to get rid of.

So today I deliberately listened to the Tsuka Fuji sound special countless times, watched the clip of the two beauties in the snow countless times, and finally typed out today's update.

Everyone who has been with me here must have gained courage from the minister and senior Fuji when they felt trapped by reality countless times and felt helpless.At least I am like this. When there is too much negative energy, I often go to station B to watch the clips of the two of them, and then my mood will gradually calm down.

The reason why I write down my mental journey this time is to apologize to everyone for my absence yesterday, but to tell a certain little angel in Tieba.

Just like a certain line said, "There is no easy word in the adult world." You are still very young, and you have a wider sky and more room for improvement than those of us who have graduated from school.The hardships we are experiencing now are only temporary.

Even those of us who have glamorous jobs still have countless unspeakable hardships.

But no matter how bad the outside world is, tomorrow will always be better than today, it must be like this.

So don't be discouraged, we who like Tsukasa Fuji will always be there! ! !

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