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Dragging the blanket covering Zou Ruo's body, he said, "Actually, I am waiting for someone. The person I like. He promised me that he will come back to see me in six years. I am anxious about what identity I should use to face him. You Just showed up. Maybe you'll be mad that I'm lying to you. But it's not a total lie because I'm going to leave after meeting him and never come back."

Zou Ruo looked hesitantly at Zhuang Nan who bowed his head and whispered, with tears in his eyes.

"I like you, really. But I have to go. You won't blame me, right... This is the time limit. After my resentment is over, I must go into reincarnation. Maybe we will meet again by fate." Zhuang Nan looked at Zou Ruo who was full of depression at the moment, bent down, and lightly pecked Zou Ruo's cheek.

"Why are you so obsessed with seeing that person?" Zou Ruo pulled out the thermometer and looked at Zhuang Nan angrily, his eyes gradually turned red, and gradually he couldn't stop the tears from pouring out. "Since you like me, why can't you be with me forever?"

"I promised him that I would wait for him. However, after knowing the news of his marriage, my life collapsed. I felt that I had no reason to live anymore. So I chose to die. However, that vow still Now, my resentment is still there. If there is really eternity, I will not die, nor will I meet you." Zhuang Nan retorted.

"A person you like told you to wait for him, but got married in front of you? Xiao Ya, are you being too stubborn. Are you sure he loves you?" Zou Ruo asked.

"Like, I'm sure, from the time I came to City C, from the first time I saw him, until we were together. I can be sure that he liked me." Zhuang Nan's voice gradually weakened.

"Then would you rather hurt the person who loves you deeply for the person who once liked you?" Zou Ruo was in a mess, seeing Zhuang Nan's face made the mess even worse.The kitten in my heart is tickling again.

Zou Ruo hugged Zhuang Nan's neck and sucked her pink lips that were close at hand.Fingers couldn't help trembling on Zhuang Nan's neck, but the long kiss couldn't help but deepen.Zhuang Nan didn't refuse the kiss, but slightly opened her lips so that the kiss gradually spread to the tip of her tongue. The wet feeling not only has no erotic meaning, but also makes people want to entangle.Zou Ruo instinctively moved his hands down, extending from the neck to the back and waist.He stood up and led Zhuang Nan to the bedroom, but his lips still refused to part.

Zou Ruo hugged Zhuang Nan's waist, and pushed Zhuang Nan on the bed as if enjoying himself, but Zhuang Nan didn't know how to back out, so he just pushed Zou Ruo's shoulder in a panic.But such a timid resistance seemed like an invitation to refuse.After a moment of tossing and turning, the shirts of the two had peeled off to the ground.Their bare chests were pressed tightly together, as if they could feel each other's heartbeat.A surge of passion in the chest, like waves.

Zou Ruo kissed Zhuang Nan's chest to waist, held the zipper in his mouth, and opened it gently.With both hands desperately rubbing the budding red pistil.Zhuang Nan groaned, his breathing was disordered, obviously, in this respect, he was just a passive one.After a while, the two were naked to each other.Zou Ruo moved from Zhuang Nan's moist belly to his neck, biting, as if he wanted to swallow Zhuang Nan alive.

Zou Ruo lifted Zhuang Nan's leg, hung it on his shoulder, raised his head, and held Zhuang Nan's fingertips in his mouth until his fingers were covered with sweet saliva.Zhuang Nan moaned excitedly.Then Zou Ruo stuffed Zhuang Nan's index finger into his dry flower hole, and took his finger to keep pumping and inserting according to the frequency he liked. In this way, Zou Ruo held his swollen clone until the weak honey hole got used to the entry of foreign objects. , into Zhuang Nan's backyard.

This stormy love made both of them lose their way.It seems that each other is a small boat moving forward in the mist, blinded by the mist of love, and losing its course.In the ocean, drifting with the wind.

When the sky was dark, Zou Ruo and Zhuang Nan stopped their lingering and frantic demands.Zhuang Nan leaned on Zou Ruo's shoulder, staring blankly at the TV screen full of snowflakes in front of him as if he had lost his soul.

"Don't do this." Zou Ruo whispered in Zhuang Nan's ear.

"You don't know, I should pay the responsibility for this." Zhuang Nan frowned beautifully, "If it is really love, it is a kind of responsibility. No one can shirk it."

"Yes, I know. But I am willing to bear it with you." Zou Ruo looked at Zhuang Nan beside him.

"Actually, I was thinking, who is it that you love? It's me, Xiao Ya, or this physical Zhuang Nan." After saying this, Zhuang Nan started to laugh silly.

"It's really like a dream. A dream of Zhuang Zhou." Zou Ruo said, "But I can be sure that the person I love is right in front of my eyes. I will let you go, yes. I hope to see you happy."

"Zou Ruo, but I also want you to be happy. You know, my deadline is next year. Half a year will only make it harder for us to part with each other." Zhuang Nan sniffed, tears would come out of his eyes at any moment.

"You want me to give up?"

"No, I'm afraid of hurting you."

"But you know that this will hurt me more, just like this question. You loved me once and you never loved me, the nature is the same. Both hurt people so much!" Zou Ruo said angrily.

"I... I haven't experienced it before."

Both trapped and troubled by love.The two fallen people don't know if they will have the same ending.

"I understand. From today on, let's get along like friends." Zou Ruo said.

"You clearly know that it's impossible. We're doomed to get entangled if we cross the threshold." Zhuang Nan responded softly, "After half a year, wait until half a year later. Maybe everything won't be as cruel as imagined."

"...Okay. Half a year." Zou Ruo nodded.

It was like a dream, a heartbreaking, intoxicating dream.A dream that is obviously immersed in it, but even the protagonist is unknown.It's like Zhuang Zhou dreaming of a butterfly, but he can't even tell whether the dream is his own or the butterfly's.Naturally, there is no such romantic and psychedelic thing in reality.But it is often indispensable to be similar.When dreams start and when they end.Who is Zou Ruo in love with, what is he worrying about, even he is at a loss.

Zou Ruo has thought about how many times he has been responsible for the love that has been shared over the years.Including Liu Keke, and many women.From the beginning to the end, the seemingly sweet process is easier than abortion.However, this time is different, different from the feelings towards women in the past, dispensable, sometimes even a spoil for showing off.He must be responsible for this love, he doesn't want to hurt Xiao Ya who has been hit, and he doesn't want to abandon his true love easily.

"You two, what are you doing? It's school, why are you still acting coy every day? Also, you Zou Ruo! Why didn't you tell me about your breakup with Liu Keke until now?" Wang Yan looked at the picture in front of him angrily. Zou Ruo, who is like a fool, Zhuang Nan, who is like a little daughter-in-law. "Zou Ruo you are good enough, Keke is such a good girl. Damn, don't give it to me!"

"I broke up with her, so naturally I won't interfere with her feelings. If you like, just chase after her." Zou Ruo gave Wang Yan an unusually innocent smile.

"Cut. Oh, what you said, don't regret it if you catch up." Wang Yan added shamelessly, "Then you are in love with Zhuang Nan now?"

Immediately, the atmosphere became as cold as winter. Although this was an unintentional joke, the protagonists each had their own ulterior motives.Wang Yan's words were undoubtedly a boulder, and as soon as it was dropped, it fell into the extremely quiet Dead Sea.

"Wang Yan, don't make too many jokes. Originally, their affairs have been used by many girls to YY, and even you will not let them go." Zhou Yunli said something human.

"Don't mention it. If you still treat us as friends, don't mention these things." Zou Ruo said impatiently.In fact, he can't be blamed for his heavy tone. It's because Wang Yan and Zhou Yunli have mentioned too much during this period.He didn't want to entangle with Zhuang Nan endlessly, and he also hoped that Zhuang Nan could also be said to be Xiao Ya to easily end his relationship.

"It's autumn so soon. Zhuang Nan, why don't you come out of Zou Ruo's house, even though the dormitory doesn't have air-conditioning. When did you get so picky?" Wang Yan sighed, because he and Zhuang Nan had been together for three years. I never realized that this child was so pampered. "Hey, hey! Don't forget that calculus summer paper. The old class will find time to beat you if you miss a hundred words."

"Don't worry. Zhuang Nan and I rarely come to sit in the dormitory, and you still make us restless." Zou Ruo looked at the silent Zhuang Nan, and really didn't know what reason to answer Wang Yan.This is the 12th time he didn't know how to end up in front of his old friends.

"Wang Yan, I will probably come back to live at the beginning of next year." Zhuang Nan said.

"Oh~ After all, we are about to graduate. When the time comes, we will go our separate ways and we don't know where we will go, unlike Zou Ruo, a bastard who has made arrangements for his future. I really want to spend more time with you." Wang Yan grasped honestly. Scratch the scalp.

"Brother Wang, if you're so sensational again, I'm going to burst into tears." Zhou Yunli sneered.

Although Zou Ruo didn't like Wang Yan's outspokenness, Zhou Yunli's autocratic arrogance, and Zhuang Nan's timidity.However, he is really glad that he has such a group of good friends. Even in a stormy weather, this kind of real emotion can be used as an umbrella to protect him from the wind and rain.

From then on, every day, Zhuang Nan would squat at the gate of Xiping Community, waiting for his appearance.And it doesn't matter that the weather is getting colder.

Every time Zou Ruo went there, he put on a coat for this infatuated and awkward person.It's just that the dialogue between the two is decreasing day by day. Since that inexplicable violent