deep love

"Oh my god, Wen Qinghan, are you stupid! Are you not thorough in your mind!" Jian Yizhi put the cup heavily on the table, staring at Wen Qinghan.

Wen Qinghan touched the cup in front of her and remained silent.

Jian Yizhi was so angry that her eyebrows trembled: "What do you make Qingqiu think? Originally, Qi Yue was just saying goodbye. Qingqiu is not a particularly cruel person. She can't do things to drive people away. If you don't go up, forget it, and turn around. gone?"

Wen Qinghan lowered her head, and said after a long time: "I want her to know the reason, the reason of that year."

"What reason is there for you to leave your wife behind and run away?" Jian Yizhi scolded sharply, "I told you that Qi Yue is leaving to make you happy, not to let you satisfy her before she leaves. Wish!"

Jian Yizhi was so angry by Wen Qinghan that she almost exploded. She heard the accurate news from her classmates two days ago that Qi Yue was leaving tomorrow, so she told Wen Qinghan.

Originally thinking of reassuring Wen Qinghan completely, the danger factor of this bomb finally returned to zero.

Qi Yue might go to see Shi Qingqiu, she and Wen Qinghan had guessed, but never thought that Wen Qinghan actually chose to let Qi Yue finish talking with Shi Qingqiu.

"I mean." Wen Qinghan sighed, her voice lowered, and her face sank, "I just want her to finish listening to those words, and let her know the reason why Qi Yue left that year."

Jian Yizhi leaned back on the sofa, frowning: "What's the use of listening? Does it have any meaning for now?"

Fu Anran changed her clothes and came out of the room. Seeing Jian Yizhi's complexion, she hurried over and sat beside her and touched her back to comfort her: "Yizhi, talk to Lawyer Wen, don't be angry."

"Why am I not angry?" Jane Yizhi sat up straight, grasping Fu Anran's hand and pointing at Wen Qinghan angrily: "There is no one who is more angry than me here tonight. It's light, when this guy kneels on the washboard... No, don't ask me to save him even if he kneels on the broken glass! It can't be saved!"

Fu Anran looked at the silent Wen Qinghan with a complex expression, and sighed.

Jian Yizhi's head was throbbing with pain, she pushed Anran back, and her tone eased, "Anran, you go back to your room first, I'll just take care of her."

"Well, then please speak up, don't be angry." Fu Anran nodded, and then said to Wen Qinghan: "Lawyer Wen, we ordered takeaway just now, if you are hungry, just wait a little longer."

Even though she could see the outline of the matter, she couldn't speak, and it was inconvenient to stay in the living room.

"Okay, thank you." Wen Qinghan raised his head and smiled.

Jian Yizhi rubbed her forehead, her expression became less severe, and she let out a long sigh, "Your surname is Wen, what are you planning now?"

Wen Qinghan's eyes were fixed on the mist rising from the hot water in the cup, and her tone was as light as that white mist: "I want her to know the reason at that time, I understand that she no longer needs to know now, Even if I ask her, she will tell me decisively that she doesn't need it. She also thinks so in her heart, and I never doubt it.

However, it means that there are always times when I think of it unintentionally.That knot was not a dead knot, but no one untied it, and it stayed there like that. In her later life, she would think of it from time to time, and it became a defect in her life. "

Jian Yi's words were blocked, facing Wen Qinghan's thoughts of putting Shi Qingqiu first in everything, she had no way to persuade her from the beginning.

She couldn't persuade Wen Qinghan, as long as it was Shi Qingqiu's matter, it would be useless for her to say a thousand words or ten thousand.

Jian Yizhi took a step back and changed the question: "Then how are you going to explain to Qingqiu? If you don't go back so late, she will definitely guess that you have gone back."

Wen Qinghan reached out to touch the water glass, the scorching heat made her feel her fingertips, but she still stubbornly didn't take it away, and then said calmly: "We won't bring this up, wait a little later When I go back, it will be like it never happened. Besides, she might not be able to guess it. "

She withdrew her hand and touched the velvet box in her pocket, while hiding the thoughts in her heart.

Jian Yizhi shook her head, and stayed silent with her. Seeing her take out her phone, she found that she couldn't even turn it on, so she hurriedly called Fu Anran: "Anran, take out my phone charger."

Fu Anran responded, Jian Yizhi's cell phone rang, she glanced at the caller ID, after thinking about it, she stood up and walked to the French window.

Shi Qingqiu cut to the chase: "Yizhi, is Qinghan with you?" She paused, then added: "You answer yes or no, don't let her know it's me."

"Yes." Jian Yizhi glanced sideways at Wen Qinghan who was drinking water, and helped his forehead, someone is going to die.

Shi Qingqiu took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in his heart, and said as calmly as possible: "Is it on your side, right? I'm going to go downstairs to you now, you find an excuse to come down, don't let her know that I'm coming, I have something to do to ask you."

"Okay, I'll go down now." Jian Yizhi replied calmly.

After hanging up the phone, Jian Yizhi said: "The takeaway is here, I'll go get it, you charge it quickly, don't be unable to contact Qingqiu for a while."

"Yeah." Wen Qinghan charged the battery and pressed the phone that couldn't be turned on yet.

Shi Qingqiu hung up the phone with Jian Yizhi, she took several deep breaths before starting the car and leaving from the bottom of Wen Qinghan's house.

Qi Yue didn't stay for too long, Shi Qingqiu accepted the ending of the story calmly, and sent Qi Yue away calmly.

The only thing that needs time to digest is what happened in that story, which made her so shocked that she couldn't react at all.But that was only a short time, when all the emotions passed, she continued to wait for Wen Qinghan to go home.

When it got dark, she sensed something was wrong, and while driving out, she kept calling Wen Qinghan's number, and there were cold reminders that the other party had turned off the phone.

She called Jian Yizhi only to guess that Wen Qinghan would be there, but she guessed it right.

Shi Qingqiu entered the community where Jian Yizhi was located according to the location sent by Jian Yizhi, and Jian Yizhi was already waiting in the garden.

She got out of the car and walked over, the stern look in her eyes was something Jian Yizhi had never seen before.

Jian Yizhi helped her forehead again, sighed and said, "Qingqiu, don't be angry, you know who she is..."

Shi Qingqiu's eyes were cold: "What did she say? You told me exactly."

At this time, Jian Yizhi had nothing to hide, and explained in every detail: "She said, she understands that you don't need to know the reason why Qi Yue left back then, you must have thought the same in your heart, she never doubted Pass.

But you may think of this matter and the reason in your later life, and it will always be in your life like a slip knot that no one has to untie.She doesn't want such a flaw in your life. "

After Shi Qingqiu heard these words, the coldness in his eyes faded, and the desire to punish Wen Qinghan severely diminished a little.

The mobile phone in her hand rang, looking at the word "Qinghan" on the screen, she hesitated for a while, and finally turned off the sound, ignoring it.

Shi Qingqiu calmed down and asked: "Then why did she turn off the phone? I called many times and the phone turned off."

Jian Yizhi quickly explained: "Her mobile phone is out of battery, she just recharged it, and she didn't even eat when she came to my place." When she saw Qingqiu sniffed, she couldn't help whispering: "Maybe, she is here I've been staring at my phone all the way here."

Along the way, I was thinking about when it would be appropriate to go back. I was thinking about whether there would be a call, or maybe I was thinking about whether I should call back.

Shi Qingqiu gritted her teeth, her ears were buzzing with anger, and she could hardly hear her own voice: "What the hell is she doing so stupid? Why wouldn't she think, a person who has nothing to do with me, where did I come from? How much time to think about it? How long has it been since I thought about those things, doesn't she know? "

Jian Yizhi smiled wryly and said, "She just thinks too much about you. From your perspective, she thinks too much about you, but in the end she lost her way."

Shi Qingqiu narrowed his eyes, and suddenly remembered the pillow in Wen Qinghan's residence, and the diary she confessed to herself.

Jane asked: "Do you think her feelings for you only started after marriage?"

Shi Qingqiu shook his head slightly, "I know, she told me that it started a few years ago."

She understood that this was why Wen Qinghan was always thinking of her. Wen Qinghan was used to it, and there was no way to change it.Just like the love for her, I never thought of giving up, because it has been integrated into my life, as indispensable as breathing.

Jian Yizhi shook her head, thought twice, and said to her seriously: "More than that, do you think she will tell you all her thoughts?"

Shi Qingqiu stared at Jian Yizhi, his head was in a mess, what does Jian Yizhi mean?How long has Wen Qinghan been hiding?How much is she hiding from herself?

"Qingqiu, I lied, that's my diary. It's a diary I've written for many years, from college to now..."

"I have nothing to hide from you, but it contains my past and all my thoughts when you went out to work. So, if you read it, don't let me know."

What Wen Qinghan said rang in Shi Qingqiu's ears, a cluster of flames sprang up quickly in her eyes, then she closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she grabbed Jian Yizhi's hand, "Yizhi, Qinghan will stay overnight One night at your place, okay?"

Jane smiled and said, "Of course it's no problem."

"Okay." Shi Qingqiu smiled gratefully, "I'll call her later so that she doesn't have to go back. I need one night to figure things out, so I'm sorry to trouble you. Help me keep an eye on her for dinner, and don't let her eat." She's hungry, remind her to go to bed early."

"Don't worry." Jian Yizhi didn't ask any further questions, Shi Qingqiu's eyes let her know that this matter will be resolved properly, so she said with a smile: "But we are already full, so we can only order takeaway for her."

Shi Qingqiu watched Jian Yizhi take the takeaway back, went back to the car and sat for a while, closed his eyes to calm down, and then called Wen Qinghan back.

The other side quickly picked up, and Shi Qingqiu said softly: "Baby Wen, I went to the kitchen just now, so I didn't answer your call. Why haven't you come back? I've been waiting for you for a long time, and your phone is still turned off .”

Wen Qinghan's tone was normal, the same as before, with a little gentleness when talking to her: "I'll go back right away, something happened when I was picking up the things, the phone was out of battery just now."

The two had their own thoughts, and Wen Qinghan wanted to do this, so she let it go for now.

After tonight, she will settle all the accounts with Wen Qinghan carefully.

"But, it's already so late, I don't worry about you coming back alone, I'll go out to pick you up." Shi Qingqiu said with some worry, his eyes were out of focus, and he didn't know where they fell, thinking of Wen Qinghan's words in his heart this diary.

Sure enough, Wen Qinghan disagreed: "Don't come out, I can go back by myself, it's not too far away. And I met Yizhi, she can send me a way."

"No." Shi Qingqiu suddenly turned serious, closed his eyes and leaned back into the seat, buttoned his pants with his fingers and said with concern: "It's too remote here, I'm really worried about you alone."

Wen Qinghan fell silent, Shi Qingqiu heard the faint sound of traffic and wind.

Shi Qingqiu coaxed her: "Don't make me worry, okay? If you don't let me pick you up, then you can tell Yizhi to take you back to your place."

Wen Qinghan was quiet for several seconds, and then responded in a low voice: "Well, then I'll go back to my side first. You go to bed at night and put on the quilt, don't wake up so early tomorrow, drive slowly, we will go directly to Dad See you at Mom's house."

"Okay." Shi Qingqiu smiled, and at this moment his eyes were full of pity for her, "I'm not here, sleep well and don't chat with your clients on WeChat. Keep your spirits up, Tomorrow's birthday is not allowed to go wrong."

Wen Qinghan said softly: "Well, I promise."

After hanging up the phone, Shi Qingqiu sent Jian Yizhi a WeChat message, and then closed his eyes again, repeating in his mind that when Wen Qinghan saw Qi Yue talking to him, his steps stopped, and he imagined countless times for himself. , and finally walked away.

Shi Qingqiu's eyelashes trembled, he opened his eyes, started the car and rushed back.

She is full of the diary in the study, the diary that records all of Wen Qinghan's moods.

How long has she missed Wen Qinghan, and has she hurt Wen Qinghan unintentionally? When she thought she would never accept love again, what was Wen Qinghan thinking?

Wen Qinghan, how much have you been hiding from me?