deep love

Today on Weibo, many netizens posted photos of Qingqiu and Wen Qinghan when they met by chance. In the photos, the two people sometimes hold hands, and sometimes Qingqiu is holding Wen Qinghan's arm.

The most attractive thing is that sometimes when Wen Qinghan holds clothes or trousers and compares them in front of Shi Qingqiu, Shi Qingqiu's expression is docile, and Wen Qinghan's plain face also has some unusual tenderness.Even when eating in the snack bar, some netizens took pictures of Wen Qinghan taking advantage of Shi Qingqiu's time to get the condiments, arranging the chopsticks for her, and inserting straws in the drinks.

Among them, a photo of two people biting straws and smiling at each other was reposted most frequently, including the actors who participated in the recording of "Inside and Outside the Play" with Shi Qingqiu, and they did not forget to advertise the two of them while reposting .

They ate dinner outside. After the meal, the sun set and the sky gradually deepened from different shades of orange, and the night came quietly.

Shi Qingqiu sat in the co-pilot and checked Weibo, browsing the photos taken today, many of them were taken when she was talking to Wen Qinghan, with a natural and relaxed expression.In particular, Wen Qinghan was captured many times smiling, which looked very seductive.

She put the phone away, with a smile on her lips, and said leisurely: "Qinghan, are we too high-profile today? From the morning to just now, basically every place we go has been photographed."

Wen Qinghan was driving the car, looking straight ahead, her beautiful thin lips curved into a smile, "Maybe it's because there is nothing to worry about now, so she doesn't look too low-key."

Shi Qingqiu turned to look at Wen Qinghan, today's happiness seemed to still haunt them, replacing yesterday's sadness and panic in her heart.She just looked at Wen Qinghan quietly, the sweetness overflowing in her heart seemed to be mending the hole in her heart yesterday.

Wen Qinghan didn't go back directly to Phoenix City, she drove the car near the middle school they had studied and stopped, and then showed her identity certificate to the guard, saying that she came to find a teacher to catch up with the past, and the guard let them in.

The school is doing evening self-study, but the playground is bright and bright, but there is no one there.Wen Qinghan held Shi Qingqiu's hand, and the two of them walked along the old path from the school gate, occasionally there were a few cicadas chirping, which made the class time even more quiet.

Shi Qingqiu couldn't help but sneak a few glances at Wen Qinghan, and after a few times, Wen Qinghan caught him straight.

"Ask whatever you want." Wen Qinghan said softly.

"I just want to ask you, why did you come here?" Shi Qingqiu lowered his head to look at the flat path, walked slowly step by step, and handed over the task of leading the way to Wen Qinghan who held both hands with her.

The sky has completely darkened, but in the campus that I haven't set foot in for more than ten years, Shi Qingqiu is very greedy for this rare peace.It's like going back to the junior high school period more than ten years ago. At that time, I was happy and happy every day. Even Wen Qinghan was not so cold as now, and would actively smile from time to time.

Wen Qinghan looked at the teaching building in the distance, stretched his finger in that direction and asked Shi Qingqiu: "Qingqiu, there is a swimming pool behind that teaching building, and the sports field behind it, do you remember?"

Shi Qingqiu looked up and saw that every classroom in that teaching building was lit. She followed the direction Wen Qinghan pointed and looked towards the back of the swimming pool: "Remember." She raised her lips and smiled slightly: "I I still remember a school sports meeting, the teacher wanted you to run 600 meters, but in the end he felt that you were too bookish and might not be able to run, so he changed another person."

At that time, Wen Qinghan was very quiet and polite, and she could not find any bad deeds on her body. The students who admired her were like crucian carp in the river, and even the teacher loved her very much.

Wen Qinghan withdrew his hand to look at Shi Qingqiu, his face looked very gentle in the night, "Facts have proved that the teacher's decision is right, I didn't run down during practice, if I really participate in the school sports meeting, is it okay?"

From then on, she couldn't run anymore, but every time when Shi Qingqiu ran to the finish line, she would wait there and be happy with other students when Shi Qingqiu reached the finish line.At that time, because she had known Shi Qingqiu since she was a child, she naturally preferred to stay with Shi Qingqiu many times.

The bits and pieces of these years have been continuously accumulating and gathering, and it was only in the first year of freshman that it was heavy enough to make Wen Qinghan understand the importance of Shi Qingqiu to herself.

Wen Qinghan took Shi Qingqiu to the bench near the playground near the teaching building and sat down, with his back facing the direction of the school gate and facing the swimming pool.The summer breeze blew through their hair, as if returning to a night more than ten years ago, they sat on the playground after evening self-study, watching the girls playing and the boys chasing each other.

"I remember that my classmates said that the food on the second floor of the cafeteria was delicious, but usually the second floor is only open to teachers. Qinghan, have you ever eaten on the second floor?" Shi Qingqiu asked curiously.

Wen Qinghan shook her head, "No, I'm usually on the first floor." After she finished speaking, the corners of her lips curved slightly, at that time she also liked to be closer to Shi Qingqiu.

"Hey, Qinghan, do you still remember? At that time, there was a math evening self-study, and the math teacher brought the computer and connected the projector to show us a TV series." When Qingqiu was thinking about something, he touched Wen Qinghan with his elbow, "I don't remember the name, but it's still embarrassing when I think about it now. It's the kind of romantic drama with an exaggerated plot. At that time, the whole class was laughing, but he was good. He wrote the lesson plans with relish..."

Wen Qinghan replied with a shallow smile: "What? Does the math teacher stop letting him watch romantic dramas when he's old?"

Shi Qingqiu bit her lips and smiled, and gently patted Wen Qinghan's arm with the other hand, "Where is it? I don't mean that, what I want to talk about is that drama, okay?"

Under the light, Shi Qingqiu's face was even more radiant, and his eyes seemed to be sprinkled with tiny stars, which made Wen Qinghan bewildered for a while.It wasn't until Shi Qingqiu's smile gradually calmed down that she came back to her senses, blinked her eyes unnaturally, and pursed her lips slightly.

Wen Qinghan had a look of reminiscence, she still shook hands with Shi Qingqiu lightly, "I remember the math teacher praised you in the school sports meeting, you are not good-looking, you look weak, you are not Imagine being able to run down 800 meters."

"Huh? He praised me?" Shi Qingqiu asked in surprise, "When did you say that? Why didn't I know?"

"You just finished running and were resting at that time, so you didn't hear it."

"No wonder. You remember really clearly, no wonder you are a top student." Shi Qingqiu praised her with a smile.

Wen Qinghan didn't continue this topic, a smile gradually appeared on her lips, and the smile rose to the bottom of her eyes again, she looked a little gentle without losing her usual rigor: "Qingqiu, do you remember that time when the physical education class trained 800 Do you always lag behind others by a long distance? Every time, I will wait for you at the finish line and watch you run round and round until the end, no matter how many times you run or how many times you lose , I am waiting for you to come over at the finish line.

I didn't understand anything at that time, but now that I think about it, I hope I can let you understand something through these things.It doesn't matter how many times you lose, I'll be waiting for you to come over at the finish line, waiting for you to start again.Until the last time you win, never run again, then your end is me.I say that, can you understand? "

Shi Qingqiu remained silent, staring blankly at Wen Qinghan with her eyes open, while the fog in her heart dissipated, it also added a lot of cracks to the crumbling tall building in her heart.

Wen Qinghan chuckled, seeing Shi Qingqiu's stupefied look in his eyes, and said leisurely: "We live every day as if it were our last, you have to think, this is the last day, so you have to Tell me everything on your mind, otherwise you won’t have the chance to say it. You have to think about it, it’s the last day, you have to be nice to me, so we’re working hard to live every day, how can we be separated?”

Shi Qingqiu couldn't help laughing, his eyes were red, and his voice trembled: "Isn't this the same as the end of the world?"

Wen Qinghan stared at Shi Qingqiu, with a soft tone: "I'm just making an analogy, as long as you can get along like that. Then you can think about it from time to time, I am your end point."

She didn't reveal any words about emotion, but every word and every sentence was so reassuring, as if the road ahead was paved for Shi Qingqiu, just waiting for Shi Qingqiu to come over, and she was at the end of the road, stretching out Take a shot and wait for Shi Qingqiu's arrival.

Wen Qinghan's fingers finally squeezed into Shi Qingqiu's fingertips slowly, she curled her fingers and caressed between Shi Qingqiu's fingertips, and finally stretched out, interlaced with each other, fingers intertwined.

"Qinghan, I..." Shi Qingqiu bit her lip, looked down at their clasped hands, suddenly didn't know what to say, but the crack in the tall building in her heart expanded a lot.She knew that she couldn't bear the separation, but what she couldn't resist now was Wen Qinghan.

"Okay, let's go home after sitting for a while, otherwise the students will finish class, and we won't be able to go out if there are too many people." Wen Qinghan held his head and didn't say any more.

The two of them were silent on the way out of the school, and they didn't say anything when they drove back to Phoenix.

Just like last night, Wen Qinghan first parked the car in Wen's garage, and then sent Shi Qingqiu back.The night tonight is no different from last night, the night sky is full of stars, and the summer breeze is not as hot as it was during the day because the temperature has cooled a little at night.

They stopped under the streetlight near the gate of Shi's house again, Shi Qingqiu didn't want to go back, Wen Qinghan didn't make a sound, until when the silence was really unbearable, Wen Qinghan stretched out his hand to hold Shi Qingqiu's hand.

Wen Qinghan said: "Qingqiu, I'm going to work tomorrow."

"Well, then go to bed early tonight." Shi Qingqiu nodded, moved his fingers slightly, and held Wen Qinghan's hand back.

Wen Qinghan smiled silently, and then asked her: "Do you remember what I said in school just now?"

Shi Qingqiu was taken aback for a moment, then nodded slowly, she and Wen Qinghan were still staring at each other, at this time Wen Qinghan's eyes were moist, ice-free, soft and focused.

Even her heart was trembling slightly, she persuaded herself that they walked together because of an agreement, even if they want to accomplish what real lovers want to do, their essence is still the same. are friends.Even if they kiss and hug in the future, it is because of the bond of family affection after getting along for a long time.

But now she can feel very clearly that the kisses and hugs she wants to give Wen Qinghan are not out of a friend's mentality.

Because of such self-knowledge, what she immediately endured was not sweetness, but fear and panic about the past.She didn't dare to bet everything again, betting that the love between them would last a lifetime, betting that they would not get tired of each other, betting that there would be a day when they would be separated.

How could she dare to hope for a big victory when she was defeated once?

The eye sockets that were red and swollen from crying last night began to ache again, Shi Qingqiu lowered his eyes and stopped looking at her, gently shook his head and murmured: "Qinghan, no, no..."

Shi Qingqiu's fragility and helplessness easily hurt Wen Qinghan's heart. She didn't get close to too many people since she was a child, and she didn't associate with people who don't know her way after she grew up. Her state of mind has long been different from that of ordinary people. Same.

But such specialness never worked in front of Shi Qingqiu, her heart was unreasonably soft, she finally let go, but slowly and firmly hugged Shi Qingqiu.

Her voice was a little deeper, and she rang in Shi Qingqiu's ears with tenderness hidden: "Don't be afraid, don't avoid me, your goal is me, and your bargaining chip is also me. Remember what I said? Even if it is not necessarily Will win, and I will give it my all, because I have half the chance of winning, and I won't regret later that I didn't try.

Qingqiu, I don't know what our future will be like, but I don't want us to regret it when we get old, and ask ourselves why we didn't try it before.Qingqiu, by then it will be too late..."

Shi Qingqiu couldn't help hugging Wen Qinghan's body, her eyes pressed against Wen Qinghan's neck, tears flowed down her face, her heart was trembling, and her eyelashes were trembling, "Qinghan, let me Think about it, let me be quiet..."

what to do?She asked herself countless times in her heart what she should do, she wanted to run away desperately, never see Wen Qinghan or contact her again, and cut off all the feelings that were growing up now.But it was too late, really too late, they were already married.

Wen Qinghan lowered his head, remained silent for a long time, and said softly: "Okay, then you go back and have a good rest, and I'll see you again before leaving for the set."

Shi Qingqiu closed his eyes, held back his tears, let go of Wen Qinghan, turned back, and staggered almost imperceptibly.

Just like last night, Wen Qinghan watched Shi Qingqiu leave, watched the door open and close, with focused eyes.

She told herself over and over in her heart, even if I lose, I have no regrets, but if I win, you are the most precious treasure for the rest of my life.