deep love
Chapter 59
On the set, the filming was in full swing, most of the staff were still hungry, and even the actors did not eat to keep themselves in good condition.
Li Chengliang held the rolled-up script in one hand, and stared at the screen in the machine with one hand on his hips, with a dignified expression.
The light of the candles in the study gathered around Gu Nian and Xia Ximiao, illuminating the delicate lines of Xia Ximiao's gorgeous robe, softening Gu Nian's slightly indifferent face.
But this softness is only a little bit.
"How did you get hit by an arrow? Impossible, impossible..." Gu Nian stared at the letter in his hand in disbelief, then looked up at Xia Ximiao who was full of worry, "Isn't he about to win? Why did he suddenly get shot by an arrow?" Ximiao, this battle report is not true, not..."
"Gu Nian, calm down." Xia Ximiao clenched Gu Nian's hands tightly, fixed her eyes on Gu Nian's slightly flustered face, and said in a soft voice, "The military doctor is already making a diagnosis and treatment, and the emperor also sent additional doctors to go, Gu Nian The general will be fine. You look at me, marching and fighting, injuries are inevitable, General Gu will be safe..."
"Father will come back safely, of course I know." Gu Nian squeezed the letter in his hand tightly, with a chill in his eyes, and looked somewhere through Xia Ximiao, "But this time the Zhou army raided the border of our country, how much is it?" The people were buried under the horseshoes of the Zhou army, and the Qin State was eyeing it. If the Zhou army won a big victory, the Qin State might not be able to stand it anymore..."
She is Gu Zhenyuan's daughter, and she should avenge these enmities.
"Okay, don't think about it, General Gu has successfully retreated from the enemy, hasn't he?" Xia Ximiao sighed and took out the letter in her hand, "I wouldn't have shown you the battle report if I had known, wait for Gu It would be good to bring the good news of the general's victory and return to the court, but now, I did something bad with good intentions."
Gu Nian's brows were still furrowed, but a smile barely formed on the corners of his lips: "I'm worrying about you, it's getting late, you should go back to the palace soon."
Xia Ximiao hesitated for a while: "Are you sure you don't think about it anymore? I don't worry." She paused, and told the maid standing far away: "If there is anything important, be sure to send someone into the palace to look for it. Bengong. This is an order, if Gu Nian refuses to obey, I will forgive you for your innocence."
The maidservant said in fear and trepidation, "Yes, this servant understands."
When he gave the order, he regained a bit of the appearance of His Royal Highness, Gu Nian's sad face faded a little, and he persuaded: "Xi Miao, you really should go back to the palace, I will take you to the gate of the palace."
"Cut!"
"Qingqiu starts from this scene, and the subsequent emotions must be well-prepared, and don't explode all at once. Especially when you hear about your father's death, it is mainly panic and disbelief. Your sadness should be saved until you see the body. That one. The one just now was very good, when I read the battle report, my expression was in place..."
Li Chengliang greeted the two leading speeches, Qi Yue looked at Shi Qingqiu from afar, sometimes thinking, and sometimes meeting Shi Zhaoyi's eyes before discussing, and suddenly remembered the time when she was smiling cutely by her side many years ago.
"Boss Qi."
The assistant's voice drew Qi Yue's attention back, and she looked sideways, "You guys go back first, leave the car keys to me."
The assistant nodded slightly respectfully, put the car keys in the palm of Qi Yue's outstretched hand, and then walked out lightly.
The staff around the studio gradually spread out to the surrounding area, each of them sorted out their work props and machines, and prepared to call it a day.Shi Zhaoyi and Shi Qingqiu walked to the dressing room to remove their makeup, discussing the script while walking.
Qi Yue waited there quietly, and when she saw Yang Xiao who hurried back to the set, she smiled gently.
Shi Qingqiu didn't see Yang Xiao after filming the scene just now, so she knew that Wen Qinghan must have arrived, she hurriedly said goodbye to Shi Zhaoyi after taking off her makeup and changing back to her own clothes.
It also provoked Shi Zhaoyi to joke slowly: "Go slowly, don't forget to introduce me to Lawyer Wen when you have time." She paused for a moment, then said with a slightly serious tone: "Also, what should be forgotten? , what should be grasped, you have to see your own heart clearly."
Shi Qingqiu's footsteps stopped for a while, and finally closed his eyes, leaving a soft sentence floating in the dressing room: "I have always known what should be forgotten, I just don't dare to hold on to the present... "
Seeing Shi Qingqiu coming out, Yang Xiao hurriedly went up to meet him: "Sister Shi!"
"Ah Xiao, let's go back."
After walking a few steps, Shi Qingqiu's footsteps stopped again, and Qi Yue stood in front of her with a gentle expression, looking at her without blinking.Those eyes seemed to be filled with the starry sky of that summer night.
"Miss Shi..."
"Ah Xiao, go wait for me in the car first, I'll be there in a while." Shi Qingqiu said calmly.
Yang Xiao looked at Shi Qingqiu worriedly, she always felt that something was wrong with Qi Yue, especially when Shi Qingqiu's reaction was so abnormal, she felt that there was something tricky about it.Thinking of this, she sent a message to Wen Qinghan while walking, after thinking about it, she just sent a notice that Shi Qingqiu was going back.
Qi Yue turned around and walked beside Shi Qingqiu, the two of them were side by side, the sound of slightly uneven footsteps echoed in the shooting location of this ancient mansion, it was very clear and made the night even more silent.
"Qingqiu, long time no see, you are different from what I remembered, you have matured a lot." Qi Yue's tone was brisk with a trace of melancholy, turned to look at Shi Qingqiu, and sighed again.
What did you look like seven years ago?Shi Qingqiu couldn't remember clearly, so what's the use of Qi Yue remembering?After all, it was the past, not only time cannot be reversed, but also people in the vortex of memories cannot go back.Remember, what's the use.
She straightened her long hair for filming and styling, and was blown by the breeze behind her back. Her voice was cold and distant: "Then treat it as if you just met. I don't like to mention things from the past."
Qi Yue stood still, her smile seemed to be frozen by Shi Qingqiu's coldness for an instant, and it turned into a touch of bitterness blooming on her lips, "Qingqiu, I know I'm sorry for you, I hope you can give me a chance Make up. Over the years I have never forgotten my own sins, and I have never forgotten you..."
"Enough." Shi Qingqiu stopped and turned to face Qi Yue, his words were as cold as ice slag: "I don't need to make up, and I don't need you to think about it for so long, let alone never forget it. I never thought of digging out the regrets of the past and repairing them."
Qi Yue squeezed the car keys tightly, the pain spread from the bottom of her heart to her eyes, "Do you even have the patience to look at me again and listen to me speak the truth?"
Shi Qingqiu raised a mocking smile on her lips, and a burst of powerlessness and grief flowed through her heart in an instant, patience?How many days has she been looking for Qi Yue?How many hundreds of calls did you make to Qi Yue?Those who responded to her were people who had already left, and no one answered the phone, and even turned into an empty number in the end.
Her face was cold, and her voice trembled slightly because of the pain recalled in her heart: "You told me to be patient? My patience was exhausted when you left. I have searched all over our classmates and friends, and there is no one People know where you are, I call you every day, from when the phone is fully charged to when it turns off automatically.
I thought I did something wrong, I tried hard to find, I wanted to know why I was abandoned by you like a shoe.Qi Yue, tell me how much patience I need to consume you like this? "
Qi Yue couldn't even maintain a wry smile, her gentle image in front of people seemed to be just a suit of armor, but this armor was easily removed by Shi Qingqiu.
"Qingqiu, if I said that I had to go back then, I would have to go again now, but I..."
"In that case, I don't want to hear an explanation, and there's no need to. Miss Qi, I'm married, please respect yourself."
Shi Qingqiu's eyes were slightly red, he stopped looking at Qi Yue, turned and left.
She endured the trembling and grievance in her heart, as well as the increasingly intense fear caused by the memories.Once she thought of the heart-piercing pain at that time, she couldn't persuade herself to calmly deal with such a relationship facing separation.
The warm summer wind blowing on her face was like the bitter cold wind in deep winter, her steps even staggered a little, tears rolled down her neck, and slid into her skirt.
Does it mean that as long as there is no affection, no trust, no such inextricable ties, there will be no such pain?She thought of Wen Qinghan, the Wen Qinghan she relied on so much now, the Wen Qinghan who was willing to be by her side no matter what.
What will she do with Wen Qinghan?
Yang Xiao didn't dare to talk to Shi Qingqiu along the way, but kept watching Shi Qingqiu's emotions with concern, but Shi Qingqiu always closed his eyes and was extremely quiet.
Back at the hotel, Yang Xiao was sent back to his room. When Shi Qingqiu returned to the room, he didn't see any trace of Wen Qinghan, as if this person never came.
Shi Qingqiu dared to let the tears flow when she was alone, she leaned against the French window and bit her lip hard.
Why can Qi Yue speak so easily?What qualifications does she have to allow herself to listen patiently to her explanation?What qualifications do you have to have this patience after leaving?After so many years, why did she keep herself the same as before?
Memories about Qi Yue will always be a knife to Shi Qingqiu, even if she has been in pain once, the second time she thinks about it, she can still feel the despair and helplessness at that time.
Her nasal cavity was sore, and at this moment, there was a light knock on the door.
She didn't think of Wen Qinghan for a while, she subconsciously thought it was Yang Xiao who came, she walked over, opened the door and at the same time covered her crying and said: "A Xiao, didn't you say that I don't need you to accompany me?"
But after she finished speaking, she could see clearly that the person in front of her was taller than Yang Xiao, with the unique cold aura in her memory, and the long-lost peace of mind enveloped all the nerves of Shi Qingqiu, it was Wen Qinghan.
She watched Wen Qinghan walk in quietly with red eyes, and put the takeaway in her hand on the TV cabinet. While tears were falling down again, she seemed to have some emotion in her body that opened the gate, and she walked over and hugged her in a few steps. Wen Qinghan who came.
There is a cold fragrance on Wen Qinghan's body, it is not strong but it smells very good. During these days of getting along, Shi Qingqiu has firmly remembered this familiar smell.
Wen Qinghan sighed, tightened her arms and hugged Shi Qingqiu tightly in her arms, gently stroked the long hair on her back, lowered her head and whispered softly in her ear: "Don't be afraid, I'm here. A Xiao told me on the way that you didn't eat, so I went out and bought something to eat and came back."
Facing Wen Qinghan, Shi Qingqiu could no longer hide his emotions, and poured out into her arms with tears in his eyes: "Qinghan, I don't know why she came back, what is she doing when she comes back? Now that you let me go, And why did she come back to remind me of those things? What did she want to do? Let me see how much I liked someone, how much I trusted someone, and then I was thrown to the ground?
Does she want to know how anxious I was to find her, I asked everyone, and I called her countless times every day.But no, there is nowhere...Since I left...why come back..."
Wen Qinghan felt a severe pain in her heart, she even hugged Shi Qingqiu tightly, her lips moved but she couldn't speak.
Shi Qingqiu choked up, unable to hold back the pain that had been suppressed for a long time: "I know I was wrong, I shouldn't like someone like this, and I shouldn't trust... nothing... If it wasn't like this, I wouldn't I will experience this kind of pain. I deserve it. I handed the knife to her with my own hands. Blame her for being cruel. It’s better to blame myself.”
Wen Qinghan's vision blurred, she raised her hand to touch Shi Qingqiu's face, a tear fell on the back of her hand, she sucked her nose, and softly comforted Shi Qingqiu's ear: "It's not your fault, Qingqiu, it's not your fault……"
If I had been braver back then, wouldn't Qi Yue and you have come after me?Am I too cowardly to give others the chance to hurt you?
She let go of Shi Qingqiu, gently caressed Shi Qingqiu's face with trembling hands, wiped away the tears, "I know you hurt, I'll accompany you to hurt, but after the pain you have to remember, Qi Yue is the one you have to go over Kan. She's not some magical monster, she's just a failure in your life, just like when we lost games when we were kids, just a normal failure.
Remember what I said?When you lose, I will wait for you to start again at the end, and when you win, you will never run again, then your end is me. "
Shi Qingqiu looked up at Wen Qinghan, with tears in her eyes, she couldn't believe that Wen Qinghan was slowly becoming a pillar to support herself to stand up again.But she could feel deeply that Wen Qinghan was supporting her to walk through that seemingly insurmountable defeat, towards the end that she had promised to herself that night.
She bit her lip and choked, "Qinghan, then we..."
Wen Qinghan paused for a moment, and did not respond immediately. After a long time, she brushed her lips over Shi Qingqiu's cheek as if unintentionally, and her voice was as gentle as Lingling spring water: "We can still be friends, the closest friends. If you are sad, you will think that I will Give you a hug, remember to share with me when you are happy, because I will be happy for you too.
When I wake up in the morning, remember to tell me what I want for breakfast, and what I want to take home in the evening, and remember to tell me before I leave work.You want to eat supper, remember to call me, I can eat with you.I don't mind if thinking about it makes you a little lighter and a little happier. "
As long as you get it, I don't mind being your best friend.
The author has something to say: I had to come up and add a note after posting.
Some people may have misunderstood what Wen Qinghan said in this chapter. The "closest friend" she mentioned was actually just a delaying measure to not force Shi Qingqiu to admit the relationship between them, and it did not really return to the friend's location.
The phrase "If thinking like this can make you feel lighter and happier, I don't mind." To put it bluntly, it's a bit cheesy to say, "If you don't feel so pressured to fall in love with the title of friend, then I will let you. "
Just imagine, at this time, Wen Qinghan becomes tough and expresses his emotions forcefully when Shi Qingqiu recalls the pain, which is very inappropriate.
It doesn't mean that as a lawyer, she should have courage at work when dealing with love. In this chapter, it's not that Wen Qinghan retreated to the position of a friend, she just didn't want to annoy Shi Qingqiu at this time.
In this story, Shi Qingqiu is not still in love with Qi Yue, and Wen Qinghan is not giving humbly, but gradually releasing and warming.
This article is not a humble love story, but a process of redemption and warmth, so I sincerely hope that some people will not distort the emotions in this article.
Li Chengliang held the rolled-up script in one hand, and stared at the screen in the machine with one hand on his hips, with a dignified expression.
The light of the candles in the study gathered around Gu Nian and Xia Ximiao, illuminating the delicate lines of Xia Ximiao's gorgeous robe, softening Gu Nian's slightly indifferent face.
But this softness is only a little bit.
"How did you get hit by an arrow? Impossible, impossible..." Gu Nian stared at the letter in his hand in disbelief, then looked up at Xia Ximiao who was full of worry, "Isn't he about to win? Why did he suddenly get shot by an arrow?" Ximiao, this battle report is not true, not..."
"Gu Nian, calm down." Xia Ximiao clenched Gu Nian's hands tightly, fixed her eyes on Gu Nian's slightly flustered face, and said in a soft voice, "The military doctor is already making a diagnosis and treatment, and the emperor also sent additional doctors to go, Gu Nian The general will be fine. You look at me, marching and fighting, injuries are inevitable, General Gu will be safe..."
"Father will come back safely, of course I know." Gu Nian squeezed the letter in his hand tightly, with a chill in his eyes, and looked somewhere through Xia Ximiao, "But this time the Zhou army raided the border of our country, how much is it?" The people were buried under the horseshoes of the Zhou army, and the Qin State was eyeing it. If the Zhou army won a big victory, the Qin State might not be able to stand it anymore..."
She is Gu Zhenyuan's daughter, and she should avenge these enmities.
"Okay, don't think about it, General Gu has successfully retreated from the enemy, hasn't he?" Xia Ximiao sighed and took out the letter in her hand, "I wouldn't have shown you the battle report if I had known, wait for Gu It would be good to bring the good news of the general's victory and return to the court, but now, I did something bad with good intentions."
Gu Nian's brows were still furrowed, but a smile barely formed on the corners of his lips: "I'm worrying about you, it's getting late, you should go back to the palace soon."
Xia Ximiao hesitated for a while: "Are you sure you don't think about it anymore? I don't worry." She paused, and told the maid standing far away: "If there is anything important, be sure to send someone into the palace to look for it. Bengong. This is an order, if Gu Nian refuses to obey, I will forgive you for your innocence."
The maidservant said in fear and trepidation, "Yes, this servant understands."
When he gave the order, he regained a bit of the appearance of His Royal Highness, Gu Nian's sad face faded a little, and he persuaded: "Xi Miao, you really should go back to the palace, I will take you to the gate of the palace."
"Cut!"
"Qingqiu starts from this scene, and the subsequent emotions must be well-prepared, and don't explode all at once. Especially when you hear about your father's death, it is mainly panic and disbelief. Your sadness should be saved until you see the body. That one. The one just now was very good, when I read the battle report, my expression was in place..."
Li Chengliang greeted the two leading speeches, Qi Yue looked at Shi Qingqiu from afar, sometimes thinking, and sometimes meeting Shi Zhaoyi's eyes before discussing, and suddenly remembered the time when she was smiling cutely by her side many years ago.
"Boss Qi."
The assistant's voice drew Qi Yue's attention back, and she looked sideways, "You guys go back first, leave the car keys to me."
The assistant nodded slightly respectfully, put the car keys in the palm of Qi Yue's outstretched hand, and then walked out lightly.
The staff around the studio gradually spread out to the surrounding area, each of them sorted out their work props and machines, and prepared to call it a day.Shi Zhaoyi and Shi Qingqiu walked to the dressing room to remove their makeup, discussing the script while walking.
Qi Yue waited there quietly, and when she saw Yang Xiao who hurried back to the set, she smiled gently.
Shi Qingqiu didn't see Yang Xiao after filming the scene just now, so she knew that Wen Qinghan must have arrived, she hurriedly said goodbye to Shi Zhaoyi after taking off her makeup and changing back to her own clothes.
It also provoked Shi Zhaoyi to joke slowly: "Go slowly, don't forget to introduce me to Lawyer Wen when you have time." She paused for a moment, then said with a slightly serious tone: "Also, what should be forgotten? , what should be grasped, you have to see your own heart clearly."
Shi Qingqiu's footsteps stopped for a while, and finally closed his eyes, leaving a soft sentence floating in the dressing room: "I have always known what should be forgotten, I just don't dare to hold on to the present... "
Seeing Shi Qingqiu coming out, Yang Xiao hurriedly went up to meet him: "Sister Shi!"
"Ah Xiao, let's go back."
After walking a few steps, Shi Qingqiu's footsteps stopped again, and Qi Yue stood in front of her with a gentle expression, looking at her without blinking.Those eyes seemed to be filled with the starry sky of that summer night.
"Miss Shi..."
"Ah Xiao, go wait for me in the car first, I'll be there in a while." Shi Qingqiu said calmly.
Yang Xiao looked at Shi Qingqiu worriedly, she always felt that something was wrong with Qi Yue, especially when Shi Qingqiu's reaction was so abnormal, she felt that there was something tricky about it.Thinking of this, she sent a message to Wen Qinghan while walking, after thinking about it, she just sent a notice that Shi Qingqiu was going back.
Qi Yue turned around and walked beside Shi Qingqiu, the two of them were side by side, the sound of slightly uneven footsteps echoed in the shooting location of this ancient mansion, it was very clear and made the night even more silent.
"Qingqiu, long time no see, you are different from what I remembered, you have matured a lot." Qi Yue's tone was brisk with a trace of melancholy, turned to look at Shi Qingqiu, and sighed again.
What did you look like seven years ago?Shi Qingqiu couldn't remember clearly, so what's the use of Qi Yue remembering?After all, it was the past, not only time cannot be reversed, but also people in the vortex of memories cannot go back.Remember, what's the use.
She straightened her long hair for filming and styling, and was blown by the breeze behind her back. Her voice was cold and distant: "Then treat it as if you just met. I don't like to mention things from the past."
Qi Yue stood still, her smile seemed to be frozen by Shi Qingqiu's coldness for an instant, and it turned into a touch of bitterness blooming on her lips, "Qingqiu, I know I'm sorry for you, I hope you can give me a chance Make up. Over the years I have never forgotten my own sins, and I have never forgotten you..."
"Enough." Shi Qingqiu stopped and turned to face Qi Yue, his words were as cold as ice slag: "I don't need to make up, and I don't need you to think about it for so long, let alone never forget it. I never thought of digging out the regrets of the past and repairing them."
Qi Yue squeezed the car keys tightly, the pain spread from the bottom of her heart to her eyes, "Do you even have the patience to look at me again and listen to me speak the truth?"
Shi Qingqiu raised a mocking smile on her lips, and a burst of powerlessness and grief flowed through her heart in an instant, patience?How many days has she been looking for Qi Yue?How many hundreds of calls did you make to Qi Yue?Those who responded to her were people who had already left, and no one answered the phone, and even turned into an empty number in the end.
Her face was cold, and her voice trembled slightly because of the pain recalled in her heart: "You told me to be patient? My patience was exhausted when you left. I have searched all over our classmates and friends, and there is no one People know where you are, I call you every day, from when the phone is fully charged to when it turns off automatically.
I thought I did something wrong, I tried hard to find, I wanted to know why I was abandoned by you like a shoe.Qi Yue, tell me how much patience I need to consume you like this? "
Qi Yue couldn't even maintain a wry smile, her gentle image in front of people seemed to be just a suit of armor, but this armor was easily removed by Shi Qingqiu.
"Qingqiu, if I said that I had to go back then, I would have to go again now, but I..."
"In that case, I don't want to hear an explanation, and there's no need to. Miss Qi, I'm married, please respect yourself."
Shi Qingqiu's eyes were slightly red, he stopped looking at Qi Yue, turned and left.
She endured the trembling and grievance in her heart, as well as the increasingly intense fear caused by the memories.Once she thought of the heart-piercing pain at that time, she couldn't persuade herself to calmly deal with such a relationship facing separation.
The warm summer wind blowing on her face was like the bitter cold wind in deep winter, her steps even staggered a little, tears rolled down her neck, and slid into her skirt.
Does it mean that as long as there is no affection, no trust, no such inextricable ties, there will be no such pain?She thought of Wen Qinghan, the Wen Qinghan she relied on so much now, the Wen Qinghan who was willing to be by her side no matter what.
What will she do with Wen Qinghan?
Yang Xiao didn't dare to talk to Shi Qingqiu along the way, but kept watching Shi Qingqiu's emotions with concern, but Shi Qingqiu always closed his eyes and was extremely quiet.
Back at the hotel, Yang Xiao was sent back to his room. When Shi Qingqiu returned to the room, he didn't see any trace of Wen Qinghan, as if this person never came.
Shi Qingqiu dared to let the tears flow when she was alone, she leaned against the French window and bit her lip hard.
Why can Qi Yue speak so easily?What qualifications does she have to allow herself to listen patiently to her explanation?What qualifications do you have to have this patience after leaving?After so many years, why did she keep herself the same as before?
Memories about Qi Yue will always be a knife to Shi Qingqiu, even if she has been in pain once, the second time she thinks about it, she can still feel the despair and helplessness at that time.
Her nasal cavity was sore, and at this moment, there was a light knock on the door.
She didn't think of Wen Qinghan for a while, she subconsciously thought it was Yang Xiao who came, she walked over, opened the door and at the same time covered her crying and said: "A Xiao, didn't you say that I don't need you to accompany me?"
But after she finished speaking, she could see clearly that the person in front of her was taller than Yang Xiao, with the unique cold aura in her memory, and the long-lost peace of mind enveloped all the nerves of Shi Qingqiu, it was Wen Qinghan.
She watched Wen Qinghan walk in quietly with red eyes, and put the takeaway in her hand on the TV cabinet. While tears were falling down again, she seemed to have some emotion in her body that opened the gate, and she walked over and hugged her in a few steps. Wen Qinghan who came.
There is a cold fragrance on Wen Qinghan's body, it is not strong but it smells very good. During these days of getting along, Shi Qingqiu has firmly remembered this familiar smell.
Wen Qinghan sighed, tightened her arms and hugged Shi Qingqiu tightly in her arms, gently stroked the long hair on her back, lowered her head and whispered softly in her ear: "Don't be afraid, I'm here. A Xiao told me on the way that you didn't eat, so I went out and bought something to eat and came back."
Facing Wen Qinghan, Shi Qingqiu could no longer hide his emotions, and poured out into her arms with tears in his eyes: "Qinghan, I don't know why she came back, what is she doing when she comes back? Now that you let me go, And why did she come back to remind me of those things? What did she want to do? Let me see how much I liked someone, how much I trusted someone, and then I was thrown to the ground?
Does she want to know how anxious I was to find her, I asked everyone, and I called her countless times every day.But no, there is nowhere...Since I left...why come back..."
Wen Qinghan felt a severe pain in her heart, she even hugged Shi Qingqiu tightly, her lips moved but she couldn't speak.
Shi Qingqiu choked up, unable to hold back the pain that had been suppressed for a long time: "I know I was wrong, I shouldn't like someone like this, and I shouldn't trust... nothing... If it wasn't like this, I wouldn't I will experience this kind of pain. I deserve it. I handed the knife to her with my own hands. Blame her for being cruel. It’s better to blame myself.”
Wen Qinghan's vision blurred, she raised her hand to touch Shi Qingqiu's face, a tear fell on the back of her hand, she sucked her nose, and softly comforted Shi Qingqiu's ear: "It's not your fault, Qingqiu, it's not your fault……"
If I had been braver back then, wouldn't Qi Yue and you have come after me?Am I too cowardly to give others the chance to hurt you?
She let go of Shi Qingqiu, gently caressed Shi Qingqiu's face with trembling hands, wiped away the tears, "I know you hurt, I'll accompany you to hurt, but after the pain you have to remember, Qi Yue is the one you have to go over Kan. She's not some magical monster, she's just a failure in your life, just like when we lost games when we were kids, just a normal failure.
Remember what I said?When you lose, I will wait for you to start again at the end, and when you win, you will never run again, then your end is me. "
Shi Qingqiu looked up at Wen Qinghan, with tears in her eyes, she couldn't believe that Wen Qinghan was slowly becoming a pillar to support herself to stand up again.But she could feel deeply that Wen Qinghan was supporting her to walk through that seemingly insurmountable defeat, towards the end that she had promised to herself that night.
She bit her lip and choked, "Qinghan, then we..."
Wen Qinghan paused for a moment, and did not respond immediately. After a long time, she brushed her lips over Shi Qingqiu's cheek as if unintentionally, and her voice was as gentle as Lingling spring water: "We can still be friends, the closest friends. If you are sad, you will think that I will Give you a hug, remember to share with me when you are happy, because I will be happy for you too.
When I wake up in the morning, remember to tell me what I want for breakfast, and what I want to take home in the evening, and remember to tell me before I leave work.You want to eat supper, remember to call me, I can eat with you.I don't mind if thinking about it makes you a little lighter and a little happier. "
As long as you get it, I don't mind being your best friend.
The author has something to say: I had to come up and add a note after posting.
Some people may have misunderstood what Wen Qinghan said in this chapter. The "closest friend" she mentioned was actually just a delaying measure to not force Shi Qingqiu to admit the relationship between them, and it did not really return to the friend's location.
The phrase "If thinking like this can make you feel lighter and happier, I don't mind." To put it bluntly, it's a bit cheesy to say, "If you don't feel so pressured to fall in love with the title of friend, then I will let you. "
Just imagine, at this time, Wen Qinghan becomes tough and expresses his emotions forcefully when Shi Qingqiu recalls the pain, which is very inappropriate.
It doesn't mean that as a lawyer, she should have courage at work when dealing with love. In this chapter, it's not that Wen Qinghan retreated to the position of a friend, she just didn't want to annoy Shi Qingqiu at this time.
In this story, Shi Qingqiu is not still in love with Qi Yue, and Wen Qinghan is not giving humbly, but gradually releasing and warming.
This article is not a humble love story, but a process of redemption and warmth, so I sincerely hope that some people will not distort the emotions in this article.
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