deep love

Ordinary people always say that they think day by day and dream at night.

Even if Shi Qingqiu didn't think about it, maybe it was because she had seen Qi Yue too many times during these days, and because of Qi Yue, she recalled the past from time to time. When she fell asleep that night, she actually returned to the scene in her dream that reminded her of the past. It will hurt.

At that time, she and Qi Yue had established a relationship for a while, and the classmates and their respective roommates were used to their inseparability.Generally, as long as both parties have no class, either Shi Qingqiu is in Qi Yue's dormitory, or Qi Yue goes to Shi Qingqiu's dormitory.

Especially in late autumn, when the weather is already cold, besides eating supper, they like to go shopping together and buy a lot of snacks, and then stay in the dormitory and watch movies on the computer.Or two people read the same novel together, and the relationship seems to be getting closer.

Until later, she obviously felt that Qi Yue was not so attached to her. To put it more clearly, it should be that she was not so enthusiastic when she took the initiative to find her.She once recalled that there was a difference between Qi Yue at that time and Qi Yue when she first entered school, just like the sun at noon and the afterglow of the setting sun.

She said to herself, because they have such a good relationship, it is inevitable that they will not maintain the original enthusiasm after a long time.Like now, no matter how you get along, you will not get tired of it. This is the best state of life.

One night, when they returned to the bottom of the dormitory, the two walked up slowly from the first floor holding hands.There were no other students in the corridor, only the banging of buckets and basins from the dormitories on each floor close to the corridor.

The closer to the floor of their dormitory, the slower Qi Yue walked, and finally even tightened Shi Qingqiu's arm.

Seeing that there was no one around, Shi Qingqiu pulled her to stop, touched her head lightly, and said with a low laugh: "Xiaoyue, you seem to be in a bad mood tonight, and you haven't looked for me for several days. I just stick to me like this. Why, do you miss me too much these days?"

Qi Yue sniffed and laughed, "Yeah, there are so many classes these days, and I have to help my classmates, so I don't have time to think about you. I finally met today, can I stick to you?"

Shi Qingqiu smiled gently, and while there was no one in the corridor, he pressed a kiss on Qi Yue's forehead, "Is this enough for you? Go back and sleep well, you've been so busy these days, rest well." Let's meet again."

For Shi Qingqiu, who is originally kind and gentle, Qi Yue is an even hotter sun. She is warm and cheerful, and at the same time people can't help accommodating her and caring for her.

Qi Yue shook her head when she heard the words, bit her lips and hugged Shi Qingqiu's hand, unwilling to let go, her voice was a little hoarse, "No, Qingqiu, let's stay for a while, you hug me..."

Shi Qingqiu thought she was being coquettish, and hugged her into his arms funnyly, his tone was always gentle: "What's the matter? I've been clinging to you for so long tonight, haven't you clinged enough? If you really miss me, I can see you tomorrow. , now go back and rest early."

If she coaxed like this normally, Qi Yue is very obedient, she will honestly make out with Shi Qingqiu for a while, then say goodbye and go back to the dormitory.Only that day, Qi Yue was extremely reluctant.

Qi Yue rubbed her chin against Shi Qingqiu's shoulder, and asked in a low voice, "Qingqiu, how much do you like me?"

Shi Qingqiu thought for a while and said, "I don't know what to say, but I hope that I can have you by my side in my life after graduation, and you will witness every decision I make in the future."

She chuckled in Shi Qingqiu's ear, "Me too."

Shi Qingqiu laughed silently, Qi Yue hugged her waist tightly, and then said in a low voice with some indistinct emotions: "Qingqiu, I have something to do at home, I have to go back for a few days, you should pay more attention to your body."

Shi Qingqiu replied with concern: "No problem, you can take care of the family affairs at ease, give me a message when you are free, and I will wait for you to come back."

That day, they hugged each other in the corridor for a long time, so long that Qingqiu thought that Qi Yue had accumulated thoughts for several days, that's why she needed to confide in this way.

At that moment, she didn't know that she had been unilaterally cut off by Qi Yue, she sent Qi Yue back to the dormitory with a smile, and even said good night to each other like every day before.

It wasn't until more and more rumors spread to her ears, and people gave her sympathetic and regretful looks when walking on the school path, that she didn't know that Qi Yue had left.Left this school, left this city, even left this country.

She went to Qi Yue's dormitory, all of Qi Yue's things were still there, but those classmates told her clearly that Qi Yue would never come back.

She went back to the dormitory with tears and trembling hands and opened WeChat to find Qi Yue. Under the long string of messages sent two days ago but no reply, she sent the same sentence over and over again: "Xiao Yue, they said you left , Said that you don't want me anymore, come to the school quickly and let them see that you haven't left."

There is an exclamation mark in front of each sentence, and WeChat reminds her: You are not his (her) friend yet, please send a friend verification first, and the other party can only chat after the verification is passed.

She thought that she could have a flat and happy relationship, not to mention the envy of everyone, but at least she felt very stable.She can be with the person she likes, do some ordinary things, and spend this ordinary life. She doesn't need a strong background or wealth, as long as she likes it.

But ah, what did she do wrong?Everyone knew it, only she was kept in the dark.Back home, she stared out of the window with tears in her eyes. After Yao Rui arrived, she hugged her distressedly to comfort her.

"Why did she leave? Did I do something wrong, or something happened, why did she leave me alone...why..."

If she did something wrong, she can correct it, but why leave her alone?Why, don't even give her a reason.Why did you like to hug someone close to you so much, and leave her so easily?

She cried for a long time, she rarely cried when she was a child, she seemed to lose her heart all of a sudden.It was as if someone stabbed her heart hard with a knife, and then dug it out whole.The person who did it was Qi Yue.

"Don't leave me...don't...don't..."

Shi Qingqiu's crying brought back reality from the dream, in the dream she was crying out of breath, and when she woke up from the dream, a small piece of her pillow towel was also soaked.

Her movement woke Wen Qinghan who was in a light sleep, Wen Qinghan, who had never been far away before, couldn't care less, stretched out his hands and hugged her in his arms.The steady heartbeat was so close to her ears, this was the peace of mind and support that Wen Qinghan brought her, she opened her eyes, with tears in their sockets, very red.

"Qingqiu, I'm here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." Wen Qinghan comforted softly in a low voice, and after feeling the strength of her back tightening, she lowered her head and kissed Qingqiu's forehead lightly, "You're just dreaming, it's okay Yes, I'm here, I'm by your side, don't be afraid..."

The heart was beating extremely fast in his chest, Shi Qingqiu was still in shock, panting and hugging Wen Qinghan's waist tightly, whispering non-stop: "Qinghan...Qinghan...don't leave me...don't..."

It seems that only by chanting this name can the restlessness in the heart be suppressed, the cold body be warmed, and the wandering soul find a place to stay.

When Wen Qinghan hugged Qingqiu's trembling body tightly, her warm lips pressed against her cold forehead, and then touched her face, standing close to her, looking at each other, "Qingqiu, it's all over, just now It's just a dream, don't be afraid of anything, I'm here. You are with me now, no one can hurt you, don't be afraid."

Shi Qingqiu's eyelashes were still stained with tears, she looked at Wen Qinghan's tender face, and the panic in her heart was completely calmed down.She put her hand on the back of Wen Qinghan's caressing her, her lips moved, her eyes were filled with deep attachment and undisguised fragility.

Wen Qinghan asked softly: "Qingqiu, do you believe me?"

Shi Qingqiu nodded without hesitation.

"Then don't be afraid. What you dream about is the past of a long, long time ago. Those pains are gone. I am with you now. I am not a knife in your hand that may turn against you at any time, but The armor you wear. You can worry about the armor losing its luster over time, but remember, I will never become a knife."

She was serious and firm, every word, every sentence fell on Shi Qingqiu's heart, so soft and powerful.

Tears fell from Shi Qingqiu's dry eyes again, but compared to just now, her heart is full of tenderness and expectation, and her heart is beating alive, just for the person in front of her.

"Qinghan, let's not separate, don't..." Shi Qingqiu murmured and repeated over and over again, telling Wen Qinghan and himself.

This is the first time Wen Qinghan heard Shi Qingqiu tell her not to separate so emotionally, she raised the corners of her lips and responded warmly: "No, your contract will expire after we go back, you don't need to always We are together every day when we travel far away. We are each other's wives, and we can't be separated or separated."

"Hmm..." Shi Qingqiu smiled, she looked at Wen Qinghan quietly, and leaned against Wen Qinghan physically and mentally.

"I'll get you a glass of water, and then we'll go back to sleep, or you won't be able to cheer up tomorrow."

Wen Qinghan wiped away her tears and let go of her hands, got out of bed, poured water and put it on the bedside table, went to bed and helped Shi Qingqiu up, handed her the water glass, and said: "A Xiao told me this The two-day scene was more difficult to film, and sometimes it failed after repeated filming several times."

The dry throat was moistened by the water flow, Shi Qingqiu's throat felt much more comfortable, and he spoke a lot more clearly: "Well, because there are more martial arts scenes recently. Qinghan, don't you want to drink?"

"Who said I don't want to drink it? Can you finish this big glass of water?" Wen Qinghan smiled and glanced at the water glass handed back by Shi Qingqiu, took it naturally, and then drank the remaining water in the glass , Put it back into the water glass and look at Shi Qingqiu.

The latter was already blushing and lowered his head, twisting the quilt with his fingers. This was the first time that they drank the water left by the other without any interval.It's plain, natural, and comfortable.

Wen Qinghan stretched out his hand to bring Shi Qingqiu into his arms, and asked in a low voice: "Let me sleep with you, okay?"

Shi Qingqiu bit his lips, didn't answer, pushed Wen Qinghan and got into bed by himself.Wen Qinghan lay down right after him, took a look at the temperature with the remote control of the air conditioner, and then covered the quilt to prevent the cool wind from getting in through the gap.

Then, Wen Qinghan hugged Shi Qingqiu who was facing her and closed her eyes, rubbed her chin on Shi Qingqiu's forehead, and was able to tighten her embrace for the first time before going to bed, and said softly: "Sleep, no matter what You will see me when you wake up, don't be afraid..."