too embarrassing

"I looked into your eyes, I heard your name, sweaty palms, pretending to be calm."

—— "Secret Words"

Snow is still falling.

The absurdity in the corridor came to an end.

After finishing the work, Gu Yifening's clothes were neatly ironed, but Niu Keqing...like a poor little man who has been ruined by someone, his whole body is so naked that he can't even stand up.

Like a well-bred gentleman, Gu Yvening took out the handkerchief he carried with him, and carefully wiped off the dirt on Niu Keqing's body.

"Afterwards, I did a lot of work," Niu Keqing lazily leaned against the wall, letting the other party's handkerchief wipe his lower abdomen.

It stands to reason that he shouldn't enjoy this shameful service so frankly, but he has no strength to resist, Guifenin, a lunatic, has played with half his life.

"Satisfied?" asked Guifenin.

Come to think of it, every time he would ask the other party if he was satisfied afterwards, it was very much like a waiter in a high-end hotel filling out a questionnaire for a customer after checking out——

"Are you satisfied with our service?"

"Please rate the service of the hotel staff."

"It's a great honor to provide you with five-star service."

"..."

Just, quite thoughtful.

"Satisfied," Niu Keqing held a cigarette between his fingers, puffing on it one by one, "Doctor Gu works so hard, how can I be dissatisfied."

He recalled that when he had an orgasm just now, he was completely out of consciousness, like a hollowed out cardboard shell, and fell into the arms of Gu Ifenin in a loss of composure, with nothing in his mind.

But a magnificent picture appeared in front of my eyes, just like the beautiful scenery in a dream——

A soul-stirring demon flower grew from the bottom of his heart, swaying in the blizzard, absorbed the greed, delusion and carnal desire in the darkness, and tightly entwined him and Guifenin.

All kinds of desires and thoughts that corrode their minds entangled them, like evil vines, spiraling up with their limbs, scarring them all over with the sharp thorns on the thorns.

The air is painted with desire, and the color is soaked with blood.

Pain and happiness, stimulation and joy, these contradictory and mutually exclusive feelings pervade the lightless and soundless stairwell only because of the entanglement and symbiosis of the two.

Reminiscing about the imagination after the climax, Niu Keqing suddenly realized that it was the same when he was with Gu Yifening in the hotel last time. After the climax, his mind would go blank, and then gradually transition to a weird scene.

— as if someone was playing a movie in his head.

Why is that?

As a doctor, Niu Keqing tried to understand this phenomenon from a scientific point of view, but failed.

Because he couldn't lie to himself, the simplest answer was clearly in front of him——

The most primitive desire in his heart was hooked out by Gu Ifoning, and it erupted unscrupulously, taking advantage of his weakest thoughts, horribly eating away at every corner of his heart.

This is beyond the control of the brain.

"Okay," Guifening's voice was deep, pulling him out of his memory, "Doctor Niu, you're clean."

"Thank you." Niu Keqing tied up his clothes, buckled his belt, and returned to his meticulous appearance.

Gu Yifening folded the handkerchief that Niu Keqing had wiped his body, and unceremoniously stuffed it into the other's coat pocket, "Wash it and return it to me."

Niu Keqing gave a "hmm", then touched his earlobe, and said awkwardly: "Uh...well, don't you need me to help you?"

Because it was hard to say, this sentence was barely audible by Niu Keqing, Gu Yifening didn't hear it clearly, and moved his face forward to show that he didn't hear it, "Huh?"

"I said," Niu Keqing deliberately coughed twice, then raised his voice and said at twice the speed: "Don't you need me to help you?"

When doing that just now, Niu Keqing obviously felt that the other party also reacted, and now he himself is relieved, but Gu Yifening...should still be tough, right?

Do you want to reciprocate courtesy?

Guifenin leaned next to him, with his back against the cold wall, more or less able to cool down his body.He said lightly: "No, I'm happy enough."

What he thought in his heart was actually very simple. Just as Niu Keqing was worried before, he also thought that this place was a dangerous place, and people would pass by at any time, which was equivalent to half a wilderness.

If the "lower door" is opened and someone happens to bump into it... the consequences will be disastrous.He is more willing to let others bear this risk than to bear it himself.

Standing in the position of the leader, watching Niu Keqing sink into anxiety and panic, and full of vulnerability and longing, Gu Yifenen thinks that this is a kind of pleasure in itself.

Mentally he had an orgasm.

Niu Keqing was right about him, he was a complete pervert.

The desire to control is overwhelming, the solipsist personality, the love of high-pitched stimulation, and the onset of sex addiction can be compared to a scorching sun storm... a pervert.

The lingering rhyme gradually dissipated, and after a speeding car soaring into the sky, the mood of the two became Buddha instead, standing against the wall, like two monks knocking wooden fish in the morning bell in the evening mist.

Gu Yifening smoked Niu Keqing's fingertip cigarette and put it in his mouth, "The remaining half of this cigarette belongs to me, and it will be regarded as the labor fee you paid me."

Niu Keqing didn't care either, he silently stared at a point in the darkness, and let it go quietly.

The cigarettes were burned up piece by piece, and the fine ash fell to the ground like that, and the "safety exit" sign reflected a dim green light.

After letting go for a while, Niu Keqing came back to his senses, straightened his wrinkled clothes, and said, "I'm leaving first."

These words were normal, but they made Gu Ifenin feel a little stuck.

Between the two of them, Niu Keqing always said "go" first, and the one who stayed behind was like a piece of garbage that was thrown away after being used up.

Remembering that Niu Keqing still had injuries on his feet, Gu Yifening took the initiative to hold his elbow, "I'll help you."

"Don't bother, we are going in different directions, and I still have to go to the office to get a document," Niu Keqing was very polite.

"I'll accompany you," Guifenin put the mobile phone flashlight in his hand, "Hold it, and follow the road."

After all, he put Niu Keqing's arm on his shoulder with one hand, and wrapped his arms around Niu Keqing's waist from behind with the other.

The distance between the two of them was so close that their hair could touch their hair when they turned their faces.

Niu Keqing raised his eyebrows: "So kind? I'm flattered."

"It's not out of kindness, I'm responsible for you." Guifenin replied lightly.

Niu Keqing was so frightened by the other party's words that he almost twisted his feet again: "..."

Seeing his flustered reaction, Guifenin laughed so hard that his shoulders shook, "Don't worry, it's not the 'responsible' you think. Adults just do it, what's the responsibility?"

Niu Keqing also felt that he was thinking too much, and was a little embarrassed: "...What is the responsibility for that?"

The person who asked this question was like a young girl who has not left the court, eager to know what the husband thinks, but because she wants to keep reserved, she can only probe cautiously.

Gu Yifenen said with a smile: "Didn't you sprain your feet because you were scared by me? I, the culprit, must be held accountable?"

"Oh," Niu Keqing's tone suddenly became worse, "You will die if you speak clearly?"

Gu Yverning put on an innocent and aggrieved look, "Are you so afraid of having something to do with me?"

"Aren't you afraid? Fifty steps laugh at a hundred steps," Niu Keqing held on to the railing of the stairs, and at the same time supported Gu Yifening's hand, striding over the steps with his feet, and snorted, "People like you should do better Are you afraid?"

"How to say?"

"If you really want you to be responsible for me, you might have to flee overnight and disappear from the world."

Everyone knows this truth: Since you are a person who comes out to play, the words "responsible" and "tempting" are what you are most afraid of.

People like them are like birds without feet. Who would stop for those so-called responsibilities and illusory love?

Gu Yifenen was very happy to meet someone of the same kind who understood him, and said with a smile, "There is no one who knows me, Doctor Niu."

Although the words were joking, he still cautiously looked after the steps under Niu Keqing's feet, his palms still protecting the latter's waist, and his five fingers were steady and strong.

The man's palm was pressed against Niu Keqing's waist. Even though there were several layers of clothes, Niu Keqing still felt touched.

It's all because the shot just now was too high, which made his whole body sensitive now.

Niu Keqing stopped and glanced at Gu Yifening, "Hey, actually, you don't have to hug me so tightly. I just sprained my ankle, and I'm not disabled."

"Let's go, master sprained feet," Gu Yifenen pushed his waist and led him forward.

Niu Keqing who was hugged in a more domineering way: "..."

These two people supported each other, and there was a feeling of a friend in need.It took them a full 10 minutes to reach the stomatology department.After Niu Keqing took the documents, they returned by the same route.

When going downstairs, it was still Gu Yifening who held Niu Keqing in his arms, going down the stairs step by step.Its slowness is like two old fathers of seventy years supporting each other to move.

How long does it take to move like this?Gu Yifening didn't have much patience, so he let go of Niu Keqing, walked up to him and knelt down: "Do you want me to carry you?"

Niu Keqing was taken aback.

Under normal circumstances, he would have to show some embarrassment, but at this moment, he almost lay on the opponent's back without even thinking about it.

Because limping down eleven flights of stairs like that would kill him.

Gu Yifening picked up Niu Keqing's two knee sockets, stood up steadily, and carried him on his back smoothly.

Leaning on the opponent's generous back, Niu Keqing felt an unprecedented sense of security.He was a little stunned, because of this sense of security... he had a good feeling for him.

Gu Yifening lifted him up, and in order to make the injured Niu Keqing feel better, he announced in a childish tone: "The train is moving~"

Niu Keqing laughed out loud, and reminded helplessly: "You are poor, watch the way."

In the process of going down the stairs, Niu Keqing held the document in one hand and turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone in the other hand to illuminate the way down the stairs for Gu Yifening. The two cooperated with each other and moved much faster than before.

Niu Keqing put his hands on the sides of Gu Yifening's neck, and suddenly said: "Doctor Gu, aside from everything else, you are actually quite..."

"How is it?" Gu Yifenen raised his eyebrows and said in a self-indulgent way: "It's not bad?"

It's pretty good.Niu Keqing said in his heart.

It is undeniable that, in normal times, Guifenin is indeed a gentle gentleman, well-cultivated, with a gentle body, and will take good care of the people around him, and it is difficult to pick out any faults.

However, because of this, he is the number one dangerous person in Niu Keqing's heart.

Because Niu Keqing didn't know if he would be attracted by this tenderness and consideration.

He believed that he could defeat lust, but worried that he would lose to tenderness.

Niu Keqing sneered: "You look like a dog."

Guifenin: "..."

Niu Keqing added another knife: "It's not as beastly as when it was on the bed."

Guifenin: "..."

They were silent for a while, and Gu Yifenen, who had noticed something, said again, "Doctor Niu, you don't have any thoughts about me, do you?"

"You can put this narcissism away, it's almost full." Niu Keqing laughed and laughed, but actually his heart skipped a beat.

Thoughts... what thoughts?

If he meets the right person, Niu Keqing is actually quite tempted.But the premise is that I must be suitable for that person, so that the two people have the possibility of being together.

However, for Gu Yifenen, there is no one in this world who is suitable for him, right?

This man is acting every time, having fun in bed, and constantly changing friends around him. He always only picks people who are fresh and like him.

What he cares about is not whether two people are suitable or not, but whether two people are suitable or not in bed.

So, if you think about people like Gu Yifening, isn't it like fetching water from a bamboo basket, and you can only get nothing in the end?

——Niu Keqing, who realized this, suddenly felt a dark sense of loss, which was fleeting.

"Why did I become narcissistic?" Gu Yifenen recalled the absurdity just now, and said shamelessly, "I didn't know who it was just now, and I kept saying that I liked it."

These words were like a cluster of flames, and Niu Keqing's face started to burn again, "You——!"

At that time, he was so fascinated by the ancient beauty, and the handwork of the other party made him so excited, his thinking ability dropped to zero, and he basically just did what he wanted to do, and said what he said.

Guifenin forced him to say "I like it", and he said "I like it" obediently.

Talking about this matter now is really embarrassing and indignant!

However, Dr. Gu liked to bully Dr. Niu until he could not refute, so he grabbed his sore feet and teased him: "How do you say that? 'You say no, but your body is honest'."

Niu Keqing: "..."

He really wanted to throw all the documents in his hand in the face of the bastard.

Oh no, the bastard has no face.