too embarrassing

"I am drawn to you, as to sin, to your craggy mouth, to your bitten soft cherry."

—— "Let me obey you"

In the silent night, Niu Keqing opened half an inch of the curtains, and when he looked around, there was a dark and chaotic sky.

After making love intensely, he saw that everything was as pale as water, as if it had been hollowed out by something.

The man stood in front of the window, his hair was still dripping with water, he was staring at the dark exterior in a daze, nothing could enter his empty mind.

Gu Yifening walked behind him, leaning his body as close as possible and his face as close as possible. The hot breath from the tip of his nose, exuding seductive sparks, brushed against the back of Niu Keqing's neck.

Niu Keqing turned around, not looking at the scenery, but at the people.

After a while, he put his palms lightly on the other's chest: "Don't get too close."

"why?"

"I'd think you wanted to kiss me."

From the moment he decided to hide his feelings, Niu Keqing was in a bad mood.

He lost his former self, and his heart was no longer unfettered, but a heavy burden, dangling and dragging.

As long as Guifenin was near him, the burden would be heavier.

The two men had just taken a hot bath, and their bodies were still steaming with water vapor. As soon as they approached each other, they fell into a hot and humid magnetic field.

"But I want to get closer," Guifenin put his arms around his waist, "I like to be as close to you as possible, and even approach you with a negative distance."

The sage mode was broken, and chaotic and redundant things poured into the empty brain again, like a flood breaking a bank.

Staring at the pair of blue eyes close at hand, Niu Keqing said with a trembling voice, "I can smell your breath."

When he was speaking, his mouth opened and closed slightly, and the tip of his lips inadvertently touched the lower lip of the other party. If there was a touch like nothing, it was accompanied by some itchiness.

Gu Yifening's mind moved. He looked at Niu Keqing's thin red lips. He didn't plan to do anything at first, but at this moment, he suddenly had a strange idea——

This lip color is a little lighter, and a few hard grinds may make it congested and darkened, turning it into a bright red.

This idea is like a bit of sweetness that seduces a child, making him smell the emotion.

The desire was a little strong, he let go of Niu Keqing's waist, stretched his hands behind his back, slowly closed the curtains on both sides, and asked, "Doctor Niu, do you want to kiss me?"

Niu Keqing was taken aback, his dark eyes trembled imperceptibly.

kiss?

He tried his best to suppress the unsteady voice, "You know... what this means?"

"Develop a new taste? A new way of playing?" Gu Yifenen disagreed.

It's not that he hasn't kissed others before. Those friends with sex in the past always liked to put their mouths together when they saw that he was handsome, but Guifenin always found it boring, and as time passed, he stopped kissing with friends with benefits.

It's boring, and it's easy to misunderstand the other party.

But Niu Keqing revived his desire to kiss again, it was a tongue kiss, so deep that he could feel the temperature of the other person's mouth.

Oh, not only did he think about it, he looked at Niu Keqing's lips so close at hand, he already thought about it very much.

So before Niu Keqing could answer, he couldn't help kissing her.From a light touch to sticking out his tongue to lick. The man didn't want to stop, and started to suck very rudely.

"Hmm..." Niu Keqing was flattered the moment his lips were contained.

The wet tip of his tongue wanted to pry his lips and teeth open, but Niu Keqing was too nervous, his mouth was slightly opened and closed, and it was difficult for the tip of his tongue, which was about to move, to go any further.

Guifenin pressed his nose against his cheek, patiently inducing: "Keqing, open your mouth."

As a dentist, Niu Keqing was always the one who asked people to open their mouths, but this time it was his turn, his old face was as hot as a furnace.

Niu Ke, who had never tried a deep kiss before, cleared his throat and opened his mouth slightly in a strange way.

Taking advantage of the slight opening of his mouth, Guifenin waited for the opportunity to roll his tongue into his mouth, entwining the green lips and tongue.

The man sucked the root of his tongue greedily, even refusing to let it go between the teeth. The flexible tongue was domineering and gentle, conquering every corner of the opponent's mouth.

Doctor Gu is too cunning, in order to satisfy himself, he does not hesitate to let out tempting breaths to charm the other party, guiding Doctor Niu's tongue forward and backward.

"Your lips are soft," Guifenin said with satisfaction, "stick out your tongue a little more... well, that's it..."

Niu Keqing hesitated to do so, curled his fingers on the opponent's chest, and tightened the collar of the opponent's bathrobe.

Slowly, he applied what he had learned, his tongue gradually stirred, and he responded awkwardly to the other party.

This kiss is like hot and humid rain.

There was a sticky sound of water between the two's entangled lips and tongue, accompanied by the unsteady panting sound, which made people blush and their legs were weak.

Sensing that his mind was getting confused, Gu Yifening didn't allow himself to sink completely, he separated from Niu Keqing a little, "You did a good job."

Gu Yifenen has always disdained kissing, let alone liked it, and thought it was just an act of exchanging saliva, but the feeling of kissing Niu Keqing... completely exceeded his imagination.

It was like licking a soft feather, it was not boring, but extremely interesting and beautiful, which made him wrapped in a layer of intoxication.

——It was a surprisingly wonderful experience.

Gu Yverning couldn't help but "Oh", and eagerly shared this feeling with his partner, "I like this feeling, I think it's okay for us to kiss more in the future."

He licked the other's lips with the tip of his tongue again, mumbled in the sound of sticky saliva: "Doctor Niu, kissing your good friend is very comfortable."

He called the other party a "good friend" in a gentlemanly manner, but Niu Keqing didn't accept this, and refuted it back: "A friend with a gun is a friend with a gun, what kind of friend."

"We can be friends too, can't we?"

Niu Keqing wanted to say something, but his mouth was blocked: "Um..."

Even for a kiss, Guifenin is strong, hooking, licking, sucking, biting, gradually plundering the territory, completely dominating everything, and sharply manipulating the other party's lips and tongues.

His excellent kissing skills made Niu Keqing suspicious: the other party may also be a veteran in kissing, but he has never used this trick on him.

Gu Yifening's unwillingness to stop the kiss was too lingering, and Niu Keqing's desire was aroused little by little again. In order to avoid misfiring, he forced himself to stay awake and decisively pulled away from the deeper and deeper wet kiss.

The two stopped forcibly and took a deep breath.

Niu Keqing looked at him with foggy eyes, and the saliva that was too late to swallow dripped from the corners of his lips, dripping down his neck like crystal clear dew.

"Does this ... count as a violation of the ban?" he asked.

"What is the ban?" Gu Yifenen didn't understand why.

He lowered his eyes and leaned closer, hooked the tip of his tongue towards Niu Keqing's fair neck, and licked away the transparent body fluid, as if it was a reward for the other party.

Niu Keqing lowered his eyes and said, "We agreed the first time we went to bed, no kissing."

Guifenin was aroused by his rare obedience: "Do you hate that kiss just now?"

Biting his gnawed red lips, Niu Keqing shook his head resolutely with a kind of arrogance after being profaned.

He not only doesn't hate it, but also likes it, likes the feeling of exchanging breaths, likes being held in the arms of the other party, and likes the lips being brutally demanded.

"I don't hate it either. Since we both don't hate it, it's no longer a taboo." Gu Yifenen suppressed his tenderness and sneered, "It's taboos that produce emotions."

Niu Keqing was splashed with cold water head-on.

The other party nailed him to death with one sentence, nailed all the possibilities of developing feelings, and put an end to all his excessive thoughts.

What a cruel and ironic reality——

Feel free to kiss boldly, because there can be no love between us.

It's maddening to ask for something.

This time, Niu Keqing took the initiative to suck the other party's lips, biting and licking vigorously, exuding a dark brute force, murderous and sullen on the tip of the sharp teeth.

Gu Yifening was taken aback by his kiss, the pain was painful, but the other party's ruthlessness ignited his heart, and he kissed Niu Keqing back in the same fierce way.

The two figures are like beasts attacking each other, biting each other with their lips and teeth.

But Dr. Gu couldn't beat Dr. Niu, because the latter had already ignored him at the moment, like a debt collector seeking revenge.

Gu Yifening couldn't stand it any longer, and pushed Niu Keqing away, touched his sore lips and asked, "Is the little pepper getting angry?"

Niu Keqing didn't answer, his face was calm and cold, and he had no intention of joking with him at all.

Gu Yifenen had nowhere to complain: "What did I say that offended you?"

His cynical face made Niu Keqing even more angry, not only because of the other party's indifference, but also in himself.

He has clearly realized that he is a loser, even if it is just a kiss from the other party, he will be defeated like a mountain.

Reason was wiped out by emotions, Niu Keqing grabbed the other party's collar fiercely, and said through gritted teeth: "You, what you said, and what you did all pissed me off!"

Gu Yvening was taken aback by him, everyone kissed well, why did they suddenly get angry?

Before he had time to dodge, Niu Keqing came up to meet him again, kissed him harder, and bit his lip mercilessly.

A bloody smell radiated from the mouths of the two.

"Hiss—!" Guifenin tilted his head in pain, and was about to scold his mother, but the other party licked his wound lovingly.

The tip of Niu Keqing's tongue was suddenly stained with red, which spread along the saliva, like a small crimson flower blooming on the tip of the tongue.

A small wound, a huge beauty in full bloom.

Gu Yifening didn't have time to look at those rosy eyes, Niu Keqing rolled the tip of his tongue in and withdrew the irresistible kiss.

His appearance made the other party mistakenly think that his anger just now was just pretending to show off his power, so as to add a little interest to the relationship between the two of them.

"Does it hurt?"

"What do you say?"

After cooling down a bit, Niu Keqing turned around, opened the curtains from the middle again, and looked into the endless starry night.

After a long silence, he spoke aloud, as if he was asking the people behind him, or talking to himself: "Doctor Gu, I don't want to be friends with you, there's no need for that."

Gu Yifening took off his bathrobe, and then untied the belt of Niu Keqing's bathrobe, and took it off gently.

Niu Keqing didn't resist, and let him strip off his bathrobe, and the two snow-white robes fell at their feet slowly and silently.

"I don't like to hug you through clothes." Gu Yifening hugged him from behind, clasping his fingers on Niu Keqing's front belly.

The two embraced each other naked, naked, and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of this high-rise building. The latter put his chin lightly on the former's shoulder socket, and even the temperature of his skin and the airflow of his breath were intimate.

Really like a pair of entangled lovers.

It's just "like", not "is".

Too much obsession is just vain lust. How can we talk about "love" and "love"?

Gu Yvening kissed the back of the man in his arms, and whispered: "It's a pleasure to make friends with soul-compatible people. As for soul-compatible friends with sex...you're right, you really haven't become friends necessary."

It feels good to be hugged by someone, Niu Keqing looks at the dazzling night city in the distance, it seems that in this moment of tenderness, he has gained a moment of tranquility.

Very warm, very peaceful and beautiful.

The tall floor-to-ceiling windows reflected the silhouettes of the two of them, and Gu Yvening expressed his feelings: "Keep, even if we can't be friends, you still mean a lot to me."

"What's the point?"

"You are the first one I kiss deeply..." The man's eyes were softer than usual, and he said, "My lover on the bed."

Niu Keqing didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

The first half of the sentence was very pleasant, and it sounded so good that he almost had an illusion: he is unique, the world is so big, but the other party only gives him a unique meaning.

But the second half of the sentence pulled him back from the narcissistic illusion and made him wake up instantly: lover in bed?To put it nicely, isn't it a friend with benefits?

The other party just regarded him as a buddy with benefits, a tool used to solve physiological needs, even an inflatable doll can replace it.

Of course, Niu Keqing believes that he has an irreplaceable advantage, that is, he can sit on it and move by himself, which is not possible with cute inflatable dolls.

The figures of the two close to each other are reflected on the window, blending with the night of the outside world, quiet and silent, and outline a faint outline.

Niu Keqing completely handed over his exposed back to the warm chest of the other party, which is a kind of trust that needs no words.

"Doctor Gu, I..."

I have a lot to say to you.

"Ok?"

"never mind."