too embarrassing

"One day someone says 'I love you' to you, and that's not me."

——Levy

Guifenin ushered in his 33rd birthday.

An adult's birthday should be celebrated in an adult way. For Dr. Gu, he certainly hoped to have a great time on this day.

So he made an appointment with Niu Keqing.

He admits that he is a scum, and he clearly sensed the other party's intentions, but because he was reluctant to part with the joy in bed, he didn't make it clear to the other party in time.

During this period of time, in order to half-freeze this relationship, he has greatly reduced his contacts with Niu Keqing, leaving only sex.And refuse the other party to go to his house for various reasons, and more often do it in hotels or Niu Keqing's house, and withdraw after finishing, without saying much.

He also didn't kiss Niu Keqing anymore, even though he had kissed every place on the other person's body, he didn't want to leave a trace on that lip.

Red. Naked cold violence.

Niu Keqing is like a tropical plant that urgently needs to absorb sunlight, but Gu Yifenen personally uprooted him and cunningly transplanted him to the cold polar region.

This night, the two hadn't seen each other for a week, and it was embarrassing when they saw each other. They were obviously about to do the most "intimate" thing later, but they didn't look very close, and each had complicated thoughts.

Guifenin: "Come in."

Niu Keqing: "Yes."

Niu Keqing did not come empty-handed, he also brought beautiful and fragrant flowers as a birthday present.

Not many, just one, budding red rose.

Dr. Gu didn't have a vase at home, so Dr. Niu found a water cup from the kitchen, filled it with some water, and put the flowers in it.He also added some salt to the water to make the flowers look more beautiful when they bloomed.

Gu Yifening lazily leaned against the wall, watching him play with the flowers, "Doctor Niu likes flowers?"

"I bought it for you," Niu Keqing put the prepared flowers on the table.

It's not that he likes flowers, but that plants like roses are so beautiful no matter how they look, and placing them at home will only add to their beauty without causing them to be disliked.

Glancing at him, he noticed that Gu Yifenen's face darkened, and Niu Ke changed his words indistinctly: "I'm just kidding."

Excellent eyesight can always save a gradually ossified scene.

Gu Yvening remained silent, found a cigarette and lit it, and took a puff between his fingers.

The man's blue eyes were very beautiful, dyed by the smoke like azure clouds, and even the gaze they cast was light and ethereal.

There is no silver 300 taels here. Niu Keqing explained to him: "Today I went to visit my teacher. It happened that his relatives visited him and sent him a bouquet of roses. The teacher said that the flowers are placed as they are, and I have to throw them away if I thank them." , I took one."

"So you brought it to me?"

"Borrowing flowers to offer Buddha."

Gu Yvening didn't expose him directly, but he didn't pretend to be confused either, and said indifferently: "Which relative will send roses when visiting a sick person?"

Niu Keqing smiled and didn't speak.

Didn't he deliberately fabricate such a bad lie just to expose it?

He approached Guifenin and put his arms around each other's neck, "We haven't kissed for a long time."

"is it?"

Niu Keqing's face was a little lonely under the light of the wall lamp, making it hard to bear to look at, "Recently...you don't seem to want to kiss me."

Guifenin was silent.

Niu Keqing was very sad, but said something in a joking tone: "You are always very affectionate in bed, but you will become very ruthless when you get out of bed."

He took the initiative to kiss the ancient Ifoning, stuck his tongue into the other's mouth, and used his teeth to bite the ruthless lips.A thick blood raged in the mouths of the two, filled with the taste of cruelty.

Gu Yifenen pushed him away with a sullen face, "You bit my lip until it bleeds."

Niu Keqing looked at him panting, and kissed him stubbornly again, with a dull pain and sullen feeling that he was about to be abandoned.

The smell of blood spread in the mouth, and it seemed that part of it flowed straight into the throat along with the saliva, engulfing the resentment and heart-piercing love that could not be loved.

Guifenin pushed him away even harder: "Why are you losing your temper?"

Niu Keqing leaned on his chest, slowly rising and falling with the man's breathing, "I want to know, what can I do to get closer to you."

Gu Yifening's expression paused, he held up Niu Keqing's face, and looked at it carefully for a while, his blue eyes became cold like that.

It was not the first time that such a vigilant look was in his eyes.In the past few days, his words and deeds have threatened Niu Keqing.

"Doctor Niu, take care of your heart."

This man is like a sapphire that is out of reach, Niu Keqing can't figure it out, and can't get it.He could not help but sigh, "You are quite cold."

"I thought you knew that from the beginning."

"Knowing is knowing, but I thought I could make you different."

"Don't think too highly of yourself, Doctor Niu." Guifenin was warning him again, and such warnings would only increase in the future.

In a love that you can't ask for, it is a taboo to be deeply affectionate, and it is the taboo of the taboos to value yourself too much.Niu Keqing still can't control himself, sooner or later it will be his death day.

With a trace of persistence, Niu Keqing tried to ask: "Is there anything about me that attracts you?"

"You fascinate me in bed."

"After leaving the bed, am I not attractive to you at all?"

Guifenin was silent.

He obviously should answer "yes", so that he can kill the hope of the other party at once, but he just can't say it.

Because in his heart, the answer is vague.

Niu Keqing waited for a long time, but before the other party could speak, he smiled wryly: "But you, Doctor Gu, no matter where you are or when you are, you always attract me."

"There are some things you shouldn't say," Guifenin's light blue eyes were as cold as frost, just like the chaotic night, "I don't want to hear it either."

But soon, he changed his face again, the gloomy indifference seemed to be just a fleeting glimpse, replaced by a faint smile, "Stop talking about it, it's a wonderful night, why do you want to talk about strange topics to spoil the atmosphere?"

His evasion was so obvious that he didn't even cover it up. He almost tied Niu Keqing's mouth with tape and ordered him not to mention it again.

Niu Keqing thought, yes, it is very wonderful, make love wonderfully, and you will drive me home after it is done, leaving me to spend the long night alone.

He sneered: "What if I said that I just want to destroy your so-called beauty?"

Gu Yifening took a puff of cigarette, held it in his mouth without exhaling, kissed the other party's lips directly, and spit the hot cigarette into the other party's mouth, causing Niu Keqing to choke tears.

This is a punishment.

"Ahem——!" Dr. Niu turned his head away, coughed repeatedly, and spewed out big mouthfuls of smoke.

Guifenin smiled viciously.

There was a void of white smoke between the faces of the two, which could not be seen clearly or touched, like a barrier between their eyebrows and eyes.

Obviously being bullied, Niu Keqing was a little happy, because the kiss was initiated by the other party.

With the smell of cigarettes remaining in his mouth, he kissed Guifenin deeply back with a hint of flattery.

Their lips and teeth were close, and they hadn't kissed so gently for a long time. The lingering temperature broke the ice of the tense relationship that had been going on for days.

Niu Keqing's tongue searched based on his memory, and touched the other's filled tooth.

He parted his mouth a little, with a smile on his face: "This is the tooth that Dr. Gu smashed for me. It's called the second premolar."

There was a little pride in this tone, as if this was evidence that the other party had paid for him.

Gu Yifening also smiled, undefended, with a sincere romance, he hadn't shown this kind of smile to Niu Keqing for a long time.

The man pushed his own tooth with the tip of his tongue, and said, "It is a glorious monument, commemorating how I was a hero who saved the beauty and the lovely doctor Niu."

Niu Keqing climbed up to the other party and rubbed against him impatiently, "Because of you, I have become a person who is dissatisfied with desire."

Guifenin scratched the tip of his nose: "This is the most touching love story I have ever heard."

But this is my greatest punishment.Niu Keqing thought.

They sat on the sofa in the living room and drank some wine. Niu Keqing has always been a bad drinker, and he would not get drunk after two drinks, but it was enough to make him feel drunk all over his face.

After Dr. Gu went to the balcony to answer the phone, he came in and saw this scene——

Dr. Niu was half lying on the sofa, his eyes were slightly misty, his lips were slightly parted, he was dangling with a wine glass in one hand, and the temple of his glasses was in his mouth, he was lazy and careless.

A long leg hangs lazily, tiptoe tiptoe, the round toes like jade, rubbing against the woolen blanket on the ground every now and then.

Doctor Gu's mind froze, it really killed him.

The man's breathing suddenly increased, and the air became stuffy. He subconsciously unbuttoned the collar of his shirt and took a deep breath of air.

"Keqing," he called out.

Dr. Niu was about to fall asleep, but when he heard someone calling him, he raised his eyes, parted the curtain of thick eyelashes, and opened and closed his lips a little.

"Doctor Gu, come here." He gently hooked his fingertips.

This kind of unintentional seduction is the most deadly, Niu Keqing is like a magnolia flower waiting to be picked, cold and beautiful, her flushed cheeks seem to be dripping with blood.

Such an intoxicated stunner, even the ordained monk would feel his heart agitated when he saw such a drunken stunner.

Guifenin looked at him, walked over slowly, unbuttoned his shirt one by one, opened and closed his lips, and silently made a mouth shape:

"My sweetheart."

He knelt on one knee on the sofa, pressed his left hand on the back of the sofa, and propped his right hand on the edge of the sofa, surrounding Niu Keqing in a condescending posture.

The vast shadow cast by the man is like a field under the circle, covering his prey with nowhere to escape.

Niu Keqing put his hands on the other party's shoulders and neck, and was so drunk that he spoke intermittently, a little murmured: "...kiss me."

"Tonight's doctor Niu is really a kisser," Gu Yifenen hooked the pair of glasses from his mouth with his fingertips, leaned forward, and gave the person under him a deep kiss on the lips.

The wine glass was knocked over on the carpet, the spilled red wine dazed the corner.

Gu Yifening has been forbidding himself from being greedy for the other party's lips, but he couldn't help it today because Niu Keqing looked too attractive at the moment.

But the prey is still on the verge of danger, probing, teasing, and relentlessly.

"Well……"

Intimacy and desire ebb and flow, even though their lips and teeth blend, the two hearts are hard to give up completely. This kiss made them feel a sense of shrinking.

One is afraid of taking responsibility, and the other is afraid of breaking the balance, so some choose to take a step back, and some choose to hide their love.

After this kiss, Niu Keqing's tongue became sweet, and he chanted like a modern poet: "Doctor Gu, Doctor Gu, just one of your kisses makes me lustful."

Gu Yifening grabbed his hand and forcibly placed it on the side of his face. His erotic breath was like a gauze, blowing through Niu Keqing's fingers.

The man slightly opened his lips, and stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick Niu Keqing's palm, full of hints, "Doctor Niu is really flooding the lake, and the waves beat the waves."

Niu Keqing suddenly exerted force, pulled the man off, and said to him at a distance almost face to face: "Want to do it? Come on."

Gu Yvening smiled inexplicably, with doting and helplessness: "I don't know who is the master..."

He was confined to a prison, and was eaten to death by Niu Keqing. Suddenly, an uneasy thought flew into his mind——

I'm afraid that Niu Keqing will really be inseparable from now on.

For a moment, his mind stopped thinking because of this terrible thought. In order to escape, he could only bite Niu Keqing ferociously.

He will never leave anyone.

Touching the tooth marks on Niu Keqing's neck with his thumb, Gu Yifenen sighed softly: "Except for you, I'm afraid I can't find someone who can seduce me like this."

Doctor Niu smiled proudly: "This is really sweet, and it makes my heart flutter."

"Just listen to it, don't waver." Doctor Gu said this like a joke, but there was a bit of vigilance hidden inside.

The shirts stuffed into their trousers were ripped out by the other party, and half of the messy clothes were stripped off, revealing the shiny and delicate shoulders for the other party to kiss and suck.

Niu Keqing put his arms around the opponent's shoulders and neck, with an attitude of devotion that would put his life on the line, wishing to throw himself into his arms.

"What's the rush?" Guifenin was even surprised by his eagerness.

"I want..." Niu Keqing panted and squirmed, taking off both his own clothes and the other party's clothes.

Guifenin comforted softly: "The night is so long, we can take our time."

Niu Keqing didn't care, he was like a blazing fire, seeing the other party's blue eyes like a sea surface, reflecting his own face so clearly, right in the very center of the sea.

Drunk, Doctor Niu is drunk.

He was only slightly drunk at first, but he was completely drunk by the other party's rare tenderness.As long as he thinks "the other party only has me in his eyes at this moment", he will be as intoxicated as if he drank a few bottles of red wine.

The two men hugged and kissed each other.

Amber, musk, milk and requiem, this is the hallucination of their souls, accompanied by a strong and tangy wine, singing the enthusiasm of spirit and senses.

However, just when Gu Yifen was about to go in, the emotional Niu Keqing uttered an irreparable sentence——

"I love you."