How To Say I Love You

Xiao Jiashu once had a very good friend, that is He Yi.They have similar family backgrounds and similar interests. They grew up in the same community, studied in the same school, and once vowed to break out of the world together.But at the age of ten, Xiao Jiashu encountered some accidents and was sent abroad, while He Yi stayed in China.But their relationship is not alienated, but remains the same as before. When he was 16 years old, He Yi suddenly sent a triumphant WeChat message, telling Xiao Jiashu that he was having a birthday party in a hotel today, and he happened to meet a girl who was being treated lightly, so he rescued her.He took the girl back to his suite to take a shower, change clothes, and send her home.

This message is the beginning of all nightmares.He Yi soon discovered that the girl turned out to be his alumni, who was often bullied by boys because of her good looks and good temper.The girl was grateful to him for saving her, so she made bento boxes and stuffed them into his desk every day. After coming and going, rumors about the two of them began to spread among the classmates.He Yi doesn't care about this. He is a very focused and resolute person, and he is never moved by external objects.But he never imagined that forty days after saving the girl, he would be taken away from the classroom by the police and charged with rape, and the fetus in the girl's stomach was the evidence.

He didn't do anything wrong, so he didn't admit it, but his father decided to go private and gave the girl 100 million mental damages.Although He Yi was not imprisoned, the charges were confirmed. His family thought he was ashamed, so they sent him to the United States quickly, and then there was the tragic car accident...

How could Xiao Jiashu accept that the friend who had just reunited for a few days has been separated forever?He remembered running into the scene of the accident like crazy, hugging his friend's body and crying like crazy.He never believed in those trumped-up charges, and he knew that his friend must have been wronged.

Facts proved that his speculation was correct.He found out that his friend was on the phone before the car accident, and recorded the audio. A female voice with a metallic texture sneered, "He Yi, who told you to save me? I wasn't taken advantage of at all. We drank too much and were together. Playing! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know how happy I was that night... I don't know who the child in my belly is. I called those bastards, and they didn't dare to recognize any of them. My parents must want me Speak up, or you will kill me. What can I do... You are the stupidest and richest person I know. If I don’t look for you, who will I look for? The surveillance video of you helping me back to the hotel room that night is the best Evidence... Do you hate me? Hahahaha, you are stupid and you still don’t admit it! Your mother insisted that I keep my belly until four months old, so that I can test DNA later to prove your innocence. It was your father who convinced your mother Let me have an abortion, and gave me 100 million to let our family move away, so that your mother can't find it... He knows you didn't rape me, but he just wants to ruin your reputation... Your own father wants to kill you, you You even came here to call me the culprit, He Yi, you are so pitiful..."

The conversation ended here, and then there was an earth-shattering crash.He Yi couldn't bear the stimulation, and lost his mind, he stepped on the gas pedal by mistake and slammed into the pier... He finally found Li Jiaer's contact information. He wanted to provoke her to tell the truth and record it, and then handed it over to his disappointed father. But it turned out that his father had always known that he was innocent...

Xiao Jiashu copied the recording and listened to it all night without sleep, almost crying.He didn't understand why some people could be so bad that they could attack the kind people who helped him, and even mutilate his own blood.

When He Yi's relatives came to the United States for a funeral, he secretly sent the recording to He's mother, thinking that this would make his friend rest in peace. Unexpectedly, He's mother had a heart attack, passed out, and was sent to the hospital before she woke up. He went to a nursing home and said he was suffering from depression.Since then, He's mother has disappeared, leaving He Yi's tomb alone in a foreign land, and he has not even been able to move back to the motherland to return to his roots.

A few years later, Xiao Jiashu found out through his mother's contacts that He's father immigrated to Australia. He already had a family there, and his second son was only a few months younger than He Yi...

The more he knew, the more unwilling Xiao Jiashu became.All these years, he always wanted to find Li Jiaer and make her pay for what happened back then.Seeing her using her status as a victim to gain sympathy from those around her; seeing her portraying herself as a strong, optimistic, and positive new-age woman, he felt extremely disgusted and extremely angry.

But his upbringing didn't allow him to take revenge on women with extreme means, so he just blocked Li Jia'er's future and didn't take any further action.At the same time, he didn't want to dig up those unbearable past events and let the dead friends be judged by outsiders.He had a clear conscience in life, and he deserves eternal peace after death.

This matter ends here... ends here... a rock song finally ended, replaced by a soothing drumbeat, Xiao Jiashu suppressed his anger and stood up slowly.But as soon as he took a step, the male singer with a tired voice began to sing. The lyrics were vicissitudes and sadness, and a lot of memories were aroused in an instant, some good and some bad, but the bad ones gradually faded, leaving only the good ones forever Treasure in the bottom of my heart.Two little boys go to school together hand in hand; hiding in a tall tree, you talk to each other about the future; the tall boy will ride a bicycle to take the short boy home every day, and when he accidentally falls, he will put his The little boy was hugged into his arms, and gently stroked the black hair on the back of his head... They are not brothers, but they are better than brothers.

The male singer was still singing leisurely, but Xiao Jiashu couldn't even stand up.He huddled in the corner, buried his head in his knees, and cried like a child, unable to stop crying...

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Fang Kun found that Ji Mian was frowning all the time, and his face was very ugly, so he couldn't help asking, "Do you have a headache? I'll call the doctor to see it?"

"No, it's not." Ji Mian waved his hand in denial.

After another 10 minutes, Ji Mian began to massage his temples frequently, and finally couldn't bear it any longer and said, "Go to the stairwell and have a look, I seem to hear..." But he stopped in the middle of speaking, then leaned back on the pillow, and smiled slightly. He breathed a sigh of relief.

"What did you hear?" Fang Kun looked around and said inexplicably, "It's very quiet in the ward, don't you have tinnitus?"

"It should be tinnitus, but it's better now." Ji Mian waved his hands wearily, and he didn't know what to think, his expression became ugly.

At the same time, Slender Yu who came later pushed open the door of the stairwell and said in amazement, "It's really a little tree. Why are you crying like this?"

"Xiu, Uncle Xiu, hiccup..." Xiao Jiashu didn't want to cry anymore, but couldn't control himself, and hiccupped while talking, with tears and snot all over his face.

Slender Yu was taken aback, quickly took out a tissue to wipe his face, and said in a deep voice, "What happened? Tell me, Uncle Xiu, to help you solve it."

"No, nothing, I just listened to the music and cried." Xiao Jiashu quickly took off the earphones and wiped his face carelessly.He was embarrassed and ashamed now, wishing he could dig a crack in the ground and get in.

"What song is so tear-jerking?" Slender Yu didn't believe it at first, picked up the earphones and listened, and couldn't help laughing, "So it's this song, no wonder." As one of the "listeners who have also cried", Slender Yu really It's hard to say anything, so I can only take the miserable kid into the public restroom to get groomed.

"You are still crying in the stairwell when you are so old. Fortunately, I saw it, otherwise people would have to laugh to death. Xiaoshu, you really look like your mother when she was young. Your mother looks very strong and tough when she encounters difficulties. Calm, but often hiding behind his back and crying, sometimes on the roof, sometimes in the car, I found out and refused to admit it..." Thinking of the past, Slender Yu laughed softly, but his eyes were full of sourness.

"My mother loves to cry, too?" Xiao Jiashu paused, then quickly changed his words, "No, why should I use the word Ye? I don't love to cry. I am in a special situation today."

"Okay, you don't like to cry. You are really like your mother, both of you are more stubborn." The slender Yu Ren laughed.

Xiao Jiashu, "..."

After washing his face, his eyes were still red and swollen, so Xiao Jiashu had to take out a pair of sunglasses to put them on, and then followed Slender Yu to visit Ji Mian.A few visitors came to the ward, all of whom were movie kings and actresses, and they were chatting happily.Seeing Slender Yu, they quickly stood up and greeted each other with enthusiasm.Xiao Jiashu's voice was hoarse from crying, and his mood was also very low, so he didn't want to talk, let alone socialize, walked to the bedside, and silently nodded to Ji Mian.

"You're here, sit down." Ji Mian fixed a glance at him.

"Yeah." Xiao Jiashu sat down next to the hospital bed, turned on Kugou, and played the song just now on a loop.This kind of behavior was close to self-abuse, which made him feel pain and regret, but he couldn't stop.If it wasn't for his carelessness, sending the video to Mother He privately would not have caused her to break down emotionally.He controlled his facial expressions, but inside he was crying like a child.Some things really can't be forgotten, and can't be forgotten...

Ji Mian gently rubbed his temples, and said in an unprecedented gentle voice, "Want to eat an apple? Shall I peel one for you?"

Xiao Jiashu looked at him through the sunglasses, and then waved his hands. The lower half of his face, which was as stiff as a rock, made him look cool and awkward, extremely flat.Fang Kun secretly scolded a dead boy in his heart.

As if Ji Mian couldn't understand the rejection, he still peeled an apple and handed it over.Xiao Jiashu had no choice but to take it. In the process of gnawing on the apple bite by bite, the sadness in his heart was unknowingly diluted.He turned off Kugou, took off the earphones, threw the bare apple core into the trash can, then sat back in his original position and continued to look at Ji Mian through the sunglasses.The man didn't seem to be seriously injured, just a concussion, which was fine.

"What are your plans recently? If you have nothing to do, go back to the company? I didn't consider dismissing you last time. I apologize to you." Ji Mian said after a moment of silence.

Why are you apologizing to me?I was the one who interfered with the normal operation of the studio, and I should be the one to apologize.If you are blind and can't see people clearly, it's a question of IQ, and it has nothing to do with right or wrong.Thinking of this, Xiao Jiashu shook his head and refused.

Ji Mian, "..."