How To Say I Love You

People were not surprised to learn that the filming had ended.The deadline of three days and three nights was already approaching, and if such a major safety accident happened again, the program team would definitely not put artists in danger again.

First, Xiao Jiashu broke his feet and withdrew midway, and then Lin Leyang disobeyed the safety rules and was almost washed away by flash floods. This shooting was really full of disasters, and I don’t know how the director cut this episode out.It is of great significance to know that this is the first episode of "Wild Adventurer".

The director approached Ji Mian to discuss how to edit.It is definitely impossible to say that the PD did not capture wonderful pictures, but if many pictures can be broadcast, you have to ask Mr. Ji for his opinion. If Mr. Ji agrees, the gimmicks of the show must be enough. Doesn't interest the audience.

The ashtray at Ji Mian's hand was already full, and the narrow projection room was filled with smoke and the smell was choking.The director fanned it with his hands, opened the opposite window, and asked cautiously, "Mr. Ji, have you finished watching?"

"Let me see again." Ji Mian put out the cigarette butt, and said in a deep voice, "What does the weather forecast say?"

"There is still rain in the afternoon, the helicopter will come tomorrow morning, and we have to stay here for one night."

"En." Ji Mian agreed indifferently, rewinding the video and watching it again carefully.The screen was showing the picture of them arriving on the island on the first day, and Xiao Jiashu's blessed face was shining brightly in the bright sun.He jumped out of the plane in a daze, thinking that no one was paying attention to him, so he tilted his head and dug his ears, his eyeballs rolled up, as if to say "it's so noisy".

His expression was so vivid that Ji Mian unconsciously let out a low laugh.At this moment, Xiao Jiashu's eyes suddenly radiated a bright light, and thick joy flowed from his deep eyes like spring water, which made people unable to ignore it even if they wanted to.He didn't know how obvious and beautiful his expression of surprise was, and the PD following him turned the camera along with his gaze, and found Ji Mian's figure without any surprise.

Seeing this scene, Ji Mian sat up straight unknowingly, and clasped his hands that were originally on his knees.He seemed to see endless longing in the child's eyes, longing to meet, long to embrace, long to be together, and he knew it, but pushed him away...

Ji Mian went to get the cigarette case again, but found that it was already empty.

The director was very good at observing words and expressions, and immediately handed over his cigarette case, and whispered a word of persuasion, "President Ji, please smoke less."

Ji Mian didn't speak, and silently lit a cigarette, but his eyes remained fixed on the screen.In order to attract his attention, Xiao Jiashu jumped up and down in the crowd. After being picked by him, he hugged him tightly, and said very emotionally in his ear: "Brother Ji, I miss you."

When facing others, he is a gentle and courteous junior, who always advances and retreats in a moderate manner, and behaves appropriately; when facing Ji Mian, his eyes light up instantly, he talks more, and his smile becomes brighter. The behavior is also more childish.But that is his original face. In front of Ji Mian, he never hides himself, and he will naturally show the most real and relaxed state.

When he was on the scene, Ji Mian didn't think there was anything wrong with this way of getting along, but through the camera, watching from the perspective of a bystander, Ji Mian suddenly discovered how much the child relied on him, how much he trusted, And how much I love it.

He only looked at the image of Xiao Jiashu alone, so the scene quickly advanced to the day when Xiao Jiashu was splashing in the sea.Ji Mian held a cigarette in his hand, but he never took a puff. All his mind was on the young man, attracted by his smile, eyes, words and deeds, and completely forgot about other things.

The cigarette butt burned his fingers, and he suddenly came back to his senses. He looked up again, and the young man standing in the sea with a shy smile had disappeared. Lin Leyang appeared on the screen, and he said that he wanted to pick coconuts with Xiao Jiashu... …

Ji Mian pressed the pause button, and found Lin Leyang's face was all over the screen, and immediately turned off the monitor.His hair was messed up, his clothes were wrinkled, his eye sockets were slightly red, and his eyeballs were also bloodshot. His firm jaw was covered with blue stubble, and he looked very haggard.

The director sneaked a glance at him before asking in a low voice, "Mr. Ji, your status in the second half of the episode is a bit off. How do you think we should cut it?" It's okay to keep looking at the phone, and frequently get angry at the crew members. This is ruining people. Set the rhythm.

"You can cut whatever you want, you can figure it out." Ji Mian waved his hands casually, and wiped his face vigorously when he was done.He doesn't care about the so-called character design at all, no, to be more precise, he doesn't care about anything now, this world is really fucking annoying, everyone's thoughts are constantly bombarding his ears, but none of them are him What I want, what I want to hear, what I want to feel...

He suddenly felt alone, like waking up in the middle of the afternoon, not knowing who he was or what he was supposed to do.Time seemed to lose its meaning to him.

The director took a close look at him, and had no choice but to tell him, "Alright, I'll show you after we finish editing. Why don't you go back and get a good night's sleep? Anyway, the helicopter won't come until tomorrow morning."

Ji Mian sat on the chair with a numb expression, and it took a while before he responded dullly, "Okay, I'll go back first, thank you for your hard work." After returning to the room, he turned on his mobile phone to check WeChat and Weibo for the first time, still Without any news, the breath that was still holding on was suddenly let out, and the turbulent tiredness surged up overwhelmingly.

He clicked on the chat page with Xiao Sapling, edited a lot of words, but deleted them one by one, repeated this many times, and finally could only send three words [How are you], and then held the phone and smiled wryly.Fortunately, there are still chat records between the two on the page. Some are funny, some are warm, and some are cute. There are also a few selfies. Xiao Jiashu's bright eyes seem to be staring at him without blinking. His restless heart instantly returned to calm.

He kept scrolling through the chat history, collecting all the photos and interesting conversations, and several hours passed without knowing it.Only at this moment can his heart be settled, and his mind be calmed. There was a heavy rain outside the window at some point, and the bean-sized raindrops kept hitting the window lattice and wet the ground, but he didn't notice it.

At the same time, Lin Leyang was on the phone with Chen Pengxin.

"How on earth did you provoke Mr. Ji? He deleted all the photos that supported you!"

"What photo?" Lin Leyang hadn't woken up from Ji Mian's harsh words.It was the first time for him to face the opponent's anger directly, so violent, as if he could swallow him with one mouth.Moreover, the words he said seemed to point to something, not as if it was aimed at today's matter, but more like making use of it.

"If I say no, then I can't, there's no room for it!" What's wrong?It shouldn't just mean that you can't get close to the valley, right?The more Lin Leyang thought about it, the more frightened he became. He hung up the phone before Chen Pengxin finished speaking, and then went to Ji Mian's Weibo, only to find that the group photo of him standing up for him when he was trampled on had been deleted.

He remembered that it was the first day when the company announced his official debut. Since Xiao Jiashu also debuted on the same day, fans compared them and belittled him as worthless.In order to help him support the situation, Brother Ji immediately took a group photo and posted it on Weibo, which saved the situation.

This is the proof that Brother Ji cares about him, and it is also the thing he is most proud of. Why was it deleted?Even if they broke up, Brother Ji didn't do anything to suppress him. Why wait until now?

Lin Leyang turned to look at the assistant, and said in a trembling voice, "You like to browse Weibo, you should know that the photo of me and Brother Ji was deleted by him, right? Do you know the cause and effect?"

"It seems that because Xiao Jiashu liked the photo, President Ji deleted you in order to show his loyalty to him and avoid suspicion." The assistant shrank his neck and added, "This is all a plot made up by netizens. I don't know the specific reason, why don't you ask Mr. Ji?" I always feel that this brain supplement is not without factual basis!Mr. Ji is really special to Xiao Jiashu!

Lin Leyang was dazed for a long time before he said hoarsely, "Xiao Jiashu liked the group photo, and Brother Ji deleted it? Ha..." He let out a weird laugh, fell down on the bed, and murmured, "Just Because Xiao Jiashu clicked a like?"

Brother Ji is so cruel!He really cares about Xiao Jiashu, right?She cared so much that she lost her mind, patience, and judgment for him, she cared so much that she would not hesitate to suppress her artists for him!But what he thought he would win was such a fierce reaction from Brother Ji.He also likes Xiao Jiashu, right?No, it's not just that he likes it, he has no idea how gentle he can smile when facing Xiao Jiashu, the light in his eyes is warm, hot, burning, and restrained at the same time.

"I seem to have done a stupid thing." Lin Leyang suddenly lost his strength and choked up, "I thought I would win by driving away Xiao Jiashu, but in fact I lost more completely. I shouldn't be so proud, I shouldn't always Resist, if I could be honest and real, we wouldn't be where we are today..."

His assistant was terrified, and immediately closed the window and asked, "Brother Lin, what did you say? Didn't Xiao Jiashu leave because his feet were worn out? What does it have to do with you? Is it because Mr. Ji knew about this, so Is that why I terminated the contract with you? Don't sleep, tell me quickly, this matter is related to your future, if Mr. Ji doesn't praise you, what shall we do?"

Lin Leyang lay on the bed covering his face, completely unable to speak.

Chen Pengxin called again, and said in a panic, "Le Yang, what's going on? I just received a termination notice from the lawyer. Why were you fired from the program? Hey, don't talk! Look! See what netizens are saying about you. They say that you have offended Mr. Ji and will be blocked. Deleting photos is just a signal, and there are a series of follow-up actions. I was still laughing at them for their rich imagination in the last second, and in the next second I just received the letter of understanding, and I'm almost scared to pee! If Mr. Ji decides to block you, we all have to drink the northwest wind! Speak up! Don't pretend to be dead!"

The assistant put the phone next to Lin Leyang's ear, seeing that he had no intention of responding at all, and two lines of tears were slowly dripping from the corners of his eyes, only then did he realize the seriousness of the problem.He picked up the phone and said tremblingly, "Brother Chen is not good, Brother Lin seems to have really offended Mr. Ji, he scolded him in front of many people, you should think of a way."

"Why did he scold you?" Chen Pengxin managed to calm down.

The assistant took a peek at Lin Leyang, walked out of the room and squatted in the corner and said, "He scolded Brother Lin... for being greedy."

This is not a good word. It proves that Mr. Ji thinks that Lin Leyang wants too much, and he doesn't plan to give it to him in the future.Chen Pengxin gasped, and suddenly felt that the future of himself and Lin Leyang was gloomy.

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Xiao Jiashu had to be raised at home for more than ten days before he could go to the ground. During this period, he had to endure all kinds of "education of love" from his mother. His earlobes were stretched and his forehead was poked into small holes by her pointy fingers.Every day, he would take out his mobile phone to look at it, and when he found that Ji Ge's messages would be opened uncontrollably, he wanted to reply, but in the end he deleted a large section of the edited text.

From time to time, Brother Ji would ask him if he was okay, if he was there, if he had returned home, if he had a good rest, and there was warmth between the lines.But Xiao Jiashu only dared to take a sneak peek and didn't dare to respond.

He managed to suppress that hot feeling, how could he let it explode again.He can't do anything to intervene in other people's feelings. Ji Ge's concern for him is only out of the care of his seniors for his juniors, but he misunderstood and played a one-man show for so long.Even if Brother Ji deletes Lin Leyang's photos, it doesn't mean anything. Once their relationship is exposed, there will be a storm in the entertainment industry. These photos will become evidence, so naturally they should be cleaned up as soon as possible.

As long as he thought of the days when he was pestering Brother Ji, Xiao Jiashu felt ashamed and his heart ached even more.He thought that he would never love someone so hard again, because it was really like cutting flesh when parting.

In order to drive away those extravagant thoughts, he reads many scripts every day and decides to get into work as soon as possible.Only serious filming can rescue him from the mire.

"Sister Meixuan, I decided to shoot "Legend of Double Dragon." On this day, he finally read all the scripts and picked out the one he was most interested in.

"Little Sapling has a lot of vision. This is the hottest big IP this year. Okay, I'll go and talk to the film crew. Don't worry, the audition is just a cutscene. As long as you want to shoot, the male lead will never escape." Huang Meixuan said in the Said on the phone.

"Who is the other hero?" Xiao Jiashu cared most about the partner.He has made two movies, and almost all of the opposite scenes were done with Brother Ji. I don't know if he can cooperate well with others.

"Legend of Double Dragon" is set by two male protagonists. The plot is very exciting. There are hundreds of millions of book fans across the country. As soon as the news of the filming was announced, it became a hot topic on the Internet. I don't know how many people are staring at it.To be able to snatch a leading actor for Xiao Jiashu, Huang Meixuan also did her best.

She said firmly, "I don't know who the other male lead is, but I know you must be one of the male leads. Come to the company and we'll talk about it in detail."

"Okay, I'll be right there." Xiao Jiashu immediately got up from the sofa.

He went to the bathroom and looked, only to realize that he hadn't taken care of his style for several days, his hair was messy, and there were a little dark circles under his eyes.Fortunately, his skin is fair and bright, and his facial features are also attractive. With dark circles, it is like wearing smoky makeup. There is a kind of decadent beauty, which is not unsightly.

He quickly took a shower, scratched his fluffy hair casually, put on a white shirt and jeans, and went out simply.After arriving at Guanshi Building, he locked his car and stood in the stairwell waiting for the elevator. The car went up from the third floor and stopped at the first floor where he was. The metal door opened slowly, and there were several people standing inside, the most The most conspicuous one is Ji Mian.

He was wearing a pair of sunglasses, his hair was well-styled, and he was wearing a silver-gray suit, with his hands in his pockets and his jaw slightly raised, as if he was staring at the display screen on the floor.But his lazy standing posture immediately became tense when he noticed the person outside the door.

He subconsciously straightened his back, took off his sunglasses, and said hoarsely, "Xiaoshu, long time no see."

"Brother Ji, long time no see." Xiao Jiashu stood stiffly in place, neither advancing nor retreating.

"Aren't you coming in?" Ji Mian immediately took a few steps back.

Xiao Jiashu looked back, waved his hands and said, "I won't go in, I'll wait for Sister Huang, she is parking, you go up first."

The light in Ji Mian's eyes slowly extinguished, he stretched out his hand and pressed the door open button, trying to make himself smile softly, "Xiao Shu, what have you been up to lately?" It's only been two weeks since I saw him, why does he feel like he's been away for a while? For a century?He still couldn't feel Xiao Jiashu's inner voice, he was slowly stepping back, hiding himself in the shadows, like a bubble that was gradually disappearing, his whole person exuded a decadent and dead breath.If he stepped back a little further, he would completely merge with the shadow, making him invisible and intangible.

It took a lot of effort for Ji Mian not to pull him into the elevator and give him a hug.Xiao Jiashu like this made him feel distressed and at a loss for what to do.

"I'm about to take over the filming of a costume drama, and I'm here today to ask about the specific details." Xiao Jiashu left the range of the ceiling light, and then let out a soft breath.In order to preserve the last ounce of dignity for himself, he had to hide all those thoughts that shouldn't be there.

"What drama, tell me and I'll help you refer to it." Ji Mian pressed the door open button forcefully, and there was a hint of pleading in his tone.

"I'm not sure yet, I'm afraid I'll make a joke if I say it." Xiao Jiashu waved his hands awkwardly.He couldn't hold on any longer, and when he saw Brother Ji, he felt so wronged and wanted to cry.If it weren't for the dim light, his red eye sockets would have been exposed.

Ji Mian took two steps forward, his body was already half-stepped out of the elevator door, his fingertips pressed the door open button tightly, and said softly, "How can I laugh at you, go to my studio and sit for a while, we Let's talk..." He completely forgot the original intention of alienating Xiao Jiashu, seeing him standing alone in the shadows, his heart throbbed with pain.

A passenger got impatient and coughed on purpose.

Fang Kun said awkwardly, "Brother Ji, why don't you go to the office to talk later?"

Xiao Jiashu immediately bent down and bowed, and said with relief, "Brother Ji, go quickly, goodbye." He didn't say that he was going to the office. Facing Brother Ji had exhausted all his energy, sitting and chatting with him would definitely kill him Bar?

Ji Mian stretched his neck to look back, but still couldn't find Huang Meixuan's figure, so he had to let go of his fingers.He stared deeply at Xiao Jiashu, the metal door closed, and Xiao Jiashu completely disappeared at the other end, replaced by his dazed, anxious face that completely lost his spirit.Noticing that the person behind him was looking at him curiously, he put on sunglasses to block all the complicated and unspeakable emotions that flowed naturally from the depths of his eyes.

After getting out of the elevator, Fang Kun asked suspiciously, "What's wrong with you and Xiao Jiashu, there's a conflict..." Before he finished speaking, he saw Huang Meixuan walking from the end of the corridor, holding a file bag in his hand.She greeted the two of them and took the elevator straight to the top floor.

Fang Kun finally confirmed something, and said firmly, "Xiao Jiashu is hiding from you, right? Huang Meixuan is not in the parking lot at all. He simply doesn't want to take an elevator with you. It's a pity you waited for him for so long just now, hahaha..."

Although Ji Mian was wearing sunglasses that blocked most of his face, it could be seen from the tense angle of his jaw that he was very irritable at the moment.After entering the office, he immediately took off his coat, unbuttoned his tie and the top buttons of his shirt, and ordered, "Go and ask me what scene Xiao Shu is planning to take on recently."

"Why do you ask this? It has something to do with you?" Fang Kun sat on the sofa with his legs crossed.

"If you are told to go, you can go, what are you talking about." Ji Mian took out his mobile phone and opened WeChat and Weibo habitually.Very good, there was no reply today, but he still couldn't control himself and sent a message to Xiao Jiashu: [You seem to have dark circles under your eyes, didn't you sleep well recently? 】

After waiting quietly for a few seconds, there was no response. He continued: [Stop playing games at night, don't stay up late. 】

[I have a few good notebooks here, would you like to take a look? 】

[The production team is very good, you will definitely be interested. 】

【Xiaoshu, are you there? 】

[Go ahead and come to my office if you have time. 】

Every message he sent was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no response.Sometimes he also thinks: Since this kid has decided to leave on his own initiative, why don't you just let him go, how good is that for him?He should be with a normal person in this life who will not pry into his heart at all.If he knew your secret, guess how scared he would be, and how much he would want to run away?

One moment, Ji Mian completely convinced himself, but the next moment he picks up the phone, he will be eager to get news from Xiao Jiashu.He just wanted to watch him from afar and protect him, wouldn't that work?Do you have to be so thorough?

When he secretly had a headache, Chen Pengxin broke into the office and said with a mournful face, "Mr. Ji, please give Le Yang another chance, he knew he was wrong. He is having a high fever right now, you can go to the hospital to see if he is okay." ?"

"I've already given you the chance, but you guys didn't grasp it. Make a good film of "The Lover" and don't ruin your future." Ji Mian pressed his phone on the table and said impatiently, "Okay, go out, don't imitate That set of women crying."

Chen Pengxin looked at Fang Kun, who was full of sarcasm, and then at Mr. Ji, who had a stern expression, and had no choice but to go out in desperation.How the hell did they get to this point?How good it was when you first debuted, with a lot of resources in your hands, and Mr. Ji behind you, what can't you do?Now, one after another, she loses opportunities to endorse and participate in reality shows, and only the role of "Chasing Lover" is left.

The office was quiet, and Fang Kun tentatively asked, "Why are you so cruel to Lin Leyang suddenly? How did he provoke you?"

Ji Mian didn't answer, and silently created a small account, followed Xiao Jiashu's two Weibo accounts.He had to find a way to get in touch with Xiaoshu, otherwise he wouldn't be interested in doing anything.