On one hundred ways of acting like a baby

The chariots and horses traveled slowly, and it was not until the middle of March that they arrived in Beijing.

Yu Zijin had been thinking for a long time that she wanted to go back to the prime minister's mansion to visit her mother, but it happened that Xuanbei did not inform all civil and military officials of her return, so as to save the grand welcome ceremony.So the two visited the prime minister's mansion when they first returned to Beijing.

Yu Qing'an didn't know anything about this, so when she saw Xuanbei and Yu Zijin, she was surprised.

"How could the king—"

Surprises and surprises are reflected on the delicate inch between the eyebrows and eyes like splashed ink.

"It must be kept secret and no one will know about it. Before returning to the palace, Gu Wang will discuss political affairs with you in detail." Xuan Bei replied.

Yu Qing'an's eyes were as warm as a spring, condensing a deep affection that was about to be said.He carefully looked at Xuanbei's complexion, and looked deeply to see if he had lost weight.

He didn't know that such a look could betray the deep affection in his heart.

Xuanbei is still tall and strong, with strong and heroic brows.A pair of eyes are dark and deep, like a bottomless whirlpool, they are alluring.He was dressed in a light red military uniform, which lacked a bit of evil spirit and added a touch of arrogance and arrogance.

It seems to be thinner.

Yu Qing'an thought deeply: I heard that I was injured, but I look good.

Is it because of the free scenery beyond the Great Wall?

Because of that heroic and agile battlefield of life and death?

or—

because of him?

His eyes turned around Xuanbei slowly, and finally fell on Yu Zijin.

Half a year ago, the skinny wild boy Yu Zijin had disappeared without a trace, but now the young man standing in front of him is like a noble young man, his eyebrows and eyes are as agile as a deer, and his eyes are as seductive as a cat's.

It is the first time to show its seductive beauty.

"Brother, I'm coming back to see my mother." He smiled, his beauty was a hundred percent better than a bright spring.

"She..." A trace of bitterness invaded her heart, Yu Qing'an said gently: "You came in time, I'm afraid she won't be able to survive these few days."

How come in time?

Yu Qingan secretly sighed.

The little boy was eccentric since he was a child, he laughed and laughed easily with others, he was very alienated from his elder brother and biological mother, and he couldn't afford to get close no matter what.

He told Qige that Qige was critically ill as early as three months ago, but Yu Zijin's parent-child status has been delayed until now.So... ruthless, even if Xuanbei is loved by thousands of people, what's the use?

Yu Qing'an couldn't tell whether he was unwilling or worried.As for why he is unwilling and why he is worried, I don't even know.

"I'm going to see my mother." Yu Zijin raised his head slightly and said, twisting one hand, trying to break away from Xuanbei.

Ten fingers connected to the heart.

The overlapping palms were so intimately pressed together that it hurt Yu Qing'an's heart.

"You go, she is still in the backyard." His mouth opened and closed uncontrollably, "It just so happens that I can discuss political affairs with the king."

Xuanbei and Yu Qingan looked at each other for a moment, then let go.

"Then I'm going?"

Yu Qing'an looked at Yu Zijin like a well-behaved child, asking Xuanbei's permission for every detail.

Xuanbei nodded.

Yu Zijin left the two complicated and introverted people and walked all the way towards the familiar path.

A flower, a grass, a tree, familiar and unfamiliar.When he was walking in the secluded prime minister's mansion, men, women, old and young quietly opened pairs of eyes hidden in the dark, and stared at him without saying a word.

Such silent eyes piled up to form an indescribable horror, and it was these eyes that transformed Yu Zijin from a baby to a teenager.They watched him suffer from hunger and cold since he was a child, toddled at the age of three, and babbled at the age of nine; they also watched how many times he climbed over the wall, burrowed into the kitchen to eat and drink, and was severely punished by the head of the house Fighting, all year round spring, summer, autumn and winter are dying.

They kept watching, watching him tenaciously survive without blinking.

They just watched, without saying a word, watched him escape from death again and again.

There is a secret and poignant story buried in this prime minister's mansion renovated from the old Zhuangyuan's mansion, just like a tomb.All those who walk and live on it are lifeless, like walking corpses.

This time, they watched the young master come back in style, walking towards the dilapidated and desolate yard step by step.

Squeak.

Yu Zijin gently pushed open the dilapidated wooden door, and saw the woman curled up on the bed.His body was as thin as a stick, and his body was fleshless, like a skeleton covered in human skin, crumbling to pieces.

There was a stench of decay.

He walked in, his expression unchanged.

Her waist-length hair was yellow and dry, knotted into dozens of small bunches, scattered randomly, covering her withered and sunken face.

Yu Zijin stopped three steps away from her.

Qiqige slowly opened his eyelids, as if opening a closed window in his heart, revealing a pair of clear black and white but blurred eyes.

"It's you……"

The hoarse voice was exhausted, and it lost all the glory of being the most beautiful voice in Beijing.A low smile popped out of her chapped lips: "Heh...hehe...you...what are you doing back..."

Yu Zijin moved a small rickety stool and sat down, and replied innocently: "My brother said that mother is going to die, I'll come back and have a look."

"Death?" Qi Qige laughed at himself, "I...will die at last?"

Yu Zijin remained silent, just looked at her, as if looking at her for the last time.

"You got rid of Zhuangyuan Mansion... get rid of... me..." Qi Qige tried his best to support his precarious body, and said, "I heard that you...Israel's business...go to win...the glory and wealth... Keke..."

She was so weak that she fell face down on the cold wooden couch, covered her mouth and coughed several times, her shoulders were sharp and fleshless.

The blood dripped from between her hands and splashed on the plaster floor, which could not be seen clearly in the blink of an eye.

Yu Zijin didn't step forward to help her.

Everyone knows that his personality is eccentric, he doesn't interact with others, and he doesn't like to be touched.Yu Zijin understands best that every time he commits a taboo of Qi Qi, he will be beaten and scolded mercilessly, and then he can remember every rule clearly.

Can't say much, can't ask

don't get close, don't touch

No noise, no laughing

Qi Qige raised his head again, a bit of trance appeared on his ferocious face with burns.

She frowned, her lips trembled, and she looked sad, but her eyes shone with hatred.

It's as strong as a bloody feud, but it's long-lasting.

"Exactly the same..." She laughed suddenly, horrifyingly "It really is exactly the same as her... Ha..."

"This stunning face." With difficulty, Qi Qige stretched out one hand to hold half of Yu Zijin's face, and said with a foolish smile, "These seductive eyes, this innocent demeanor...haha..."

"So beautiful...however...willing to be degraded!"

With sudden strength, she slapped Yu Zijin viciously on the face, the slap was crisp and clear.

After the movement, Qi Qige was weak all over, lying on the edge of the bed weakly, with thick blood gushing out of his throat.She stared at Yu Zijin firmly, like a poisonous snake targeting its prey, and would pull the back of it to death.

"Come here..." Her voice was soft and weak.

Yu Zijin shook his head, stood five steps away, with palm marks on half of his face, refusing to go over.

"How dare you...don't come here!" Her eyes burst out with hatred, her lips were scarlet, and when she widened her eyes, she was more terrifying than a female ghost.

Often at this time she will beat and scold at every turn.

Yu Zijin immediately took out his guard to meet him, like a wild beast in the forest suddenly aware of the crisis, ready to meet the enemy.

"You look at me like that!"

Qi Qige seemed to be pierced by the sharp eyes, and screamed hoarsely, "Who allows you to look at me like this! You dirty thing!"

She crawled forward two steps with her elbows, and fell to the ground with a bang, startling a thin layer of floating dust.

Yu Zijin looked at her quietly with her lips pursed, and took two steps back to prevent Qi Qige from approaching her.

"You are not allowed to look at me like that!" Qiqige waved his arms wildly and gritted his teeth, "Are you laughing at me? Laughing at me? Why? Just because you laugh at me?"

She paused, then laughed wildly again, with blood in her teeth, making one's hair stand on end.

"Laughing at me? Hahahahahahaha! It's up to you!"

Qi Qige's eyes were sinister and deep, "So what if you have glory and wealth? Let me tell you, your life will never be easy! You will definitely die! Not a good death! Do you understand hahahahahahaha?"

Yu Zijin hesitated for a while, then replied softly, "I'm not dead yet."

He doesn't want to die yet.

"You're going to die sooner or later!"

But Qi Qige sneered: "How long do you think you can be proud of this stinky skin? Do you really think that all men in the world only value beauty regardless of talent? This beauty is not luck! It is a curse! You will never get love in your life ,understand?"

Qi Qige raised his eyebrows high, his eyes, nose and mouth moved strangely, like a torn painted skin.

She lowered her voice, biting her words in a gloating tone: "In this life, no one will really love you. You? Oh, you will not really love anyone. You are a vixen, you have no heart and lungs."

She patted her thin chest and said with a giggle: "You have no heart, no emotion, you are destined to be alone.

you -

It's a weird thing, a bitch who is rotten to the bone!

You are ruthless,

shameless,

greedy for wealth,

vulgar--

Also cheap! "

Qiqige's upper and lower lips opened and closed, and this fierce mouth kept uttering hurtful words.

Even though Qi Qige has been insane for many years and has been beating and scolding Yu Zijin all the year round, he rarely speaks to him.It's really the first time I've seen so many harsh words, a cold heart is better than a severe winter.

Yu Zijin looked at Qi Qige suspiciously, thinking: Why is his mother different from other people's?

He vaguely felt that Qiqige was like a monster. She was born by gouging out human flesh and eating human blood and tears, and she exuded a thick black air all over her body.Let the countless laughter and light in the world be unable to enter.

Not only could he not go in, but he was also kneaded into vicious words and rough beatings, and was thrown out, hitting his face, body, and heart severely.

.

I have heard people say: When a person is about to die, his words are also good.

Yu Zijin wanted to take a look at this goodness this trip, but he didn't want to have to wait for him here with double evil.

"Why are you..." Yu Zijin tilted his head and said strangely, "Are you different from other mothers?"

How is it different?

So different.

Why does the noble concubine treat the princess so joyfully and kindly, her pair of beautiful eyes are as warm as a stove, making one's heart warm for a whole night just by looking at her?

Yu Zijin never asked.

He never asked: Why doesn't mother like me?

What are you doing to hit me?

It hurts so much, why don't you feel sorry for me?

For 14 years, why won't you hug me and kiss me?

He doesn't ask.

This is the first and destined to be the last time in his life to ask.

He asked: "Mother, why are you different from other mothers?"

Qi Qige's eyes froze for a moment, and soon became cold again.

"Pretend to be innocent." She seemed to be thinking about something, and she grinned and laughed: "This is your trick! Playing pitiful! Bo sympathy 1, you also have this trick!"

"You want to know why I hate you, abandon you and hate you?" Qi Qige laughed wildly to himself, with tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.

"because--

You are not worthy.You don't deserve my love, you don't deserve my pity. "

Qi Qige laughed heart-piercingly, spitting blood at the mouth, and still smiled: "How can you deserve me to treat you well? If you have the slightest difference with her! Even if there is a slight difference! I will treat you better , but you—

How can you be exactly like her?

you tell me?

you--

How could she be born exactly like the bitch Kou Dan! ! ! "

Kodan.

Kodan.

That Koudan who dances tomorrow;

That Koudan who is all over the country and the city;

The vulgar and illiterate Kou Dan who won the champion's heart.

Qi Qiqi used his eyes to describe Yu Zijin's face in a trance, the eyebrows and eyes, from the appearance to the bones and then to the temperament;

How could—

Exactly the same?

The author has something to say:

I am emmmmm...

don't quarrel

Never quarrel

Eat an Orleans roast chicken when you are angry, and sleep when you are sad

I will not solve all the problems that can be solved alone

I won't quarrel with anything that can be resolved by talking

so i fight hard

I can barely control my hands! ! !

I want to inform you very suddenly: Congratulations to you for entering the triangular sadomasochism branch

Bobo