On one hundred ways of acting like a baby

into the night.

Xuanbei opened his eyes and carefully pulled out his hands and feet.

Taking advantage of the moonlight, he looked sideways at that An Shi's childish face.He stretched out his hand to lift the hair that covered Yu Zijin's eyes, and gently tucked it behind his head.

Xuanbei stared quietly for a long time.

When he was about to get up, he found that Yu Zijin clenched his hand into a fierce fist, holding a lock of his hair.

Xuanbei touched Yu Zijin's face, then put his hand on his forehead to test the temperature.

Not burned.

Only then did Xuanbei take out a simple knife from under the pillow, and easily cut the dozens of hairs into two.

Half of it stayed on her body, and the other half stayed beside Yu Zijin obediently.

He stood up, put on his coat and walked out of the palace.

It was raining heavily outside, and the drops were crackling down, hitting his face, body and heart viciously.

Huashanna standing in the rain

.

His slender body was under the thin white clothes, his hands were desperately covering his dry stomach, his eyes were wide open, and he stared at the lake without blinking.Her hair, as soft as seaweed, was wet in lumps and hung lifelessly, like a pair of hanging feet.

She stared straight at the lake, her eyelashes stained with water.

Xuanbei raised his hand, making the trembling palace maids and eunuchs step back with the rain.

He stood silently and majesticly like a mountain, and his eyes fell on this lake of pure heart that sank over Benin and sank his descendants.Also almost sank Yu Zijin.

Perhaps no one can count how much struggle and despair there have been in this lake.

a long time.

Hua Shanna slowly turned her stiff neck, her half-drooped eyelids concealed all anger.Dim and brimming with tears.When she turned her face, it seemed as if she would be giving the last glance to the world.No longer looking forward to, hard to find nostalgia.

"Child..." Her pale lips trembled, "It's gone..."

"My child...is dead..."

Hua Shanna pulled her lips, showing a ghostly and ugly smile, "In the morning...he is still under my belly. I'm talking to him..."

She choked up, "I, I know how to be a female celebrity. I have been proud of myself since I was young, and I swore not to be such a petty thing. But I, I have learned. I want to make him a bellyband... sew clothes... he six It's a month old, you know?"

"I still hope that in another two months, he can kick my stomach. This is the first time I am a mother in my life. I, I am always afraid that I will not do well. If he doesn't move his hands and feet, tell me, What if I ate and drank the wrong thing?" Hua Shanna closed her eyes hard, and the tears that slid down mixed with the rain were indistinguishable, "But he, he's only six months old, and... Woo...there are still four months left, which is October pregnancy."

Huashanna collapsed like a broken puppet, trembling all over, and finally couldn't help crying: "My child! Wooah! Give back my child! Give me back my child quickly!! Woooooo! Take away my life span It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter if you take my life, please, please return my child!! He is still so young, what if he is not by Mother’s side? What if he is afraid of the dark? What if he is hungry and cold? ? Please bring him back—please—"

child.

A child is the most tender and crispest piece of meat in a mother's heart.

Huashanna, who has always been arrogant, ignored her bloody lower body, knelt up tremblingly, and kowtowed to Xuanbei.With a bang, bang and another bang, bang bang hit the smooth forehead to the cold ground.She whimpered and begged: "Please, Your Majesty. Woo, please, bring our child back. Please."

please.

please.

Xuanbei's bloodthirsty anger for Yu Zijin's blood hole was suppressed by the repeated three words, and finally stuck in his throat.Can't go up, can't come down, like a sharp stone piercing the flesh.

The rain dripped down his hair, suddenly like tears.

"When the child is gone, it is gone." He swallowed a sour mouthful, and said in a deep voice, "It's useless to spoil the body any more. Concubine Hua should go back to the Luanzhu Hall to rest earlier, so as not to make the illness worse."

"You don't care at all!!!"

Hua Shanna raised her head abruptly.

The skin on his forehead was smashed, and the bright red blood meandered down like a small stream.Drops of water dangled from every strand of hair, and resentment burst out of empty eyes in vain.

"He is also your flesh and blood! You don't care at all!" She cried in a hoarse voice: "Six months! You refused to take a look at him! You are safe and sound. But you have been back to the palace for many months, but you never went to the Luanzhu Palace! What did I do wrong?! What did our children do wrong?! You are so cruel, Midnight Do you feel guilty when you dream back!? Are you still not avenging your child now? Are you really not afraid that he will die and come to you?"

She burst into tears, her eyes were red and swollen, and her voice gradually lowered, "You——do you hate me that much?"

"Do you hate it so much?" Hua Shanna grabbed her collar tightly, as if her neck was being strangled by an invisible hand, making it difficult to breathe.

"Even if I lost a child—don't you feel sorry for me a little bit?"

Hua Shanna closed her eyes for a long time.

Xuanbei understands that she wants to seek justice for the child who died young.

But that justice should not be discussed on Yu Zijin.

"Who is planning to harm you, you should know." Xuanbei said.

"I don't care!" Hua Shanna shook her head, "I don't care! I don't care about anything! I don't care who wants to harm me! I just know——I just know that Yu Zijin dragged me into the water. I want him to die! I want him to die!" He was buried with my son!"

Xuanbei's face darkened: "You really think you're blind alone? Can't you see through what you guys are secretly conspiring with? You guys are good at it, and you will join forces one day when you are fighting in a nest. When you participated in this game, did you ever soften your heart? Ever? When you stepped on his hand, have you ever retreated? You might as well think about it, if your treacherous plan succeeds, who will you ask to be buried with you!?"

"...You feel sorry for him."

Hua Shanna stared blankly, but raised her head and laughed loudly: "He is safe and well, not even missing a finger, but you feel sorry for him?! Your six-month-old child! The child who has no time to see the world What? Even his father and king don’t love him! Who else would love him?!”

Xuanbei doesn't feel sorry for the child?

No.

He is very painful and afraid of the child.

Contrary to the vigorous and resolute behavior on the surface, the most difficult thing for Yu Xuanbei is not to let go of his power or endure loneliness.It should be a sincere smile and a truthful word.too difficult.

Say I care about you.

It seems to say: You can easily seriously hurt me.

Say I love you.

It seems to say: I put my heart in your hand, you can knead and crush it as you like.

Even with an orphan.

It is also difficult to say that I care about you alone.

Xuanbei is afraid of showing his flaws, and even more afraid of being greedy for a relationship.This is the only weakness in his whole body.If you don't love royal power, you don't have to be suspicious day and night, and you don't even have to worry about your confidants.Don't be greedy for life, fight thousands of times on the battlefield, be injured or die, never panic.

If you are greedy for someone, it will no longer be the case.

After returning from outside the Great Wall, he made up his mind to make friends with Yu Zijin who couldn't be driven away.

People can only be best with one person.

Xuanbei never stepped into the harem again, let alone take a look at the child, just to cut off the friendship in the long days.

But he also loves the child, and even more sympathizes with the mother who lost the child.Otherwise, most of the anger would not dissipate, and he would no longer want to severely punish Huashanna.

Hua Shanna has been with Xuanbei for many years, but she is no match for Yu Zijin's intelligence.

She couldn't see this deep and restrained distress.

"You are too cruel." She shook her head again and again, showing a pitiful look of loneliness and helplessness, "You are too cruel. Really."

"I fell in love with you at first sight five years ago. I heard that you intended to compete for the throne. I knelt in front of my father's study for three days and three nights. I didn't eat or drink until I fainted before I persuaded my father to side with you." Hua Shanna sobbed softly. Said: "I have been with you for five years. I know that I have an arrogant and indulgent temperament, but I have never been noisy. From the beginning to the end, I want you to respond to me wholeheartedly. You refuse to return. I tried every means to get you back. You like it, and you don't want to answer me a little bit."

"You are the only husband in my life, but you have three thousand beauties in the harem, and countless ladies. Every time I see you, you must not be rude, make noise, and always pay attention not to interfere with the government. This is also a rule, and that is also a rule. I call you husband in my heart, The exit is the king. I want to ask for a hug, but I bow down to salute."

There was lightning and thunder, and the white light illuminated Huashanna's heartbroken face.

"I only have you in my life, and I will give you everything. You will not give me anything. You are sorry for me"

She said, "Xuanbei. You're sorry for me."

Xuan Bei frowned, and asked in a low voice: "In your opinion, how many people should I be able to handle?"

Hua Shanna was silent.

No one speaks.

Maybe even Yu didn't understand how many people he could handle as an emperor and a man.

one?five?ten?Hundreds or thousands?

Rain doesn't know.

So the rain stopped abruptly.

The bright moon and the stars didn't know how to answer, and they also quietly hid behind the dark clouds, not daring to speak.

The author has something to say:

Xuanbei: emmmmm...I don't think I'm cool enough

Me: emmmmm... You can give up the domineering president, and you want to be a kind and righteous king.

Xuanbei probably: Are you mentally retarded?

PS: Thanks to the little angels for dropping the nutrient solution!kiss.jpg