On one hundred ways of acting like a baby

"...It didn't lead to blindness, it should be caused by the congestion in the brain and the eyes dazzled. Maybe it's because the residual poison has not been cleared. In any case, the old minister will rewrite a prescription for clearing poison and recuperating."

Xuanbei was not there, the imperial doctor's expression was much calmer, he twirled his beard, and pointed out the pulse.

Yu Zijin asked: "When will it be better...? Will it be better tomorrow? Will it be better the day after tomorrow?"

"This—" the imperial doctor looked at Yu Zijin's eyes that were flushed red, and hesitated to speak.

Dong Sheng patted Yu Zijin's shoulder, smiled reassuringly and said, "Why don't I go with the Imperial Physician and get the prescription and medicinal materials earlier."

The imperial doctor said hello again and again, and walked out with Dongsheng.

Yu Zijin watched the two of them walk out one after the other in silence, half dazed and half panicked.

——If the imperial doctor doesn't say why, when will he recover?

He is confused.

According to his keen perception, he should know the true meaning.But he would rather pretend not to know, so he really didn't know.

Ge Ying, who was lying in his arms half-closed his eyes, kicked his legs, stretched out both hands to pinch a small piece of flesh on Yu Zijin's cheek, and when he pulled it, both eyes disappeared from the smile, and he said childishly Called: "Yi Ya He Ya."

Yu Zijin lowered his head.

Ge Ying Ge Ying, why are you not smart at all?

Ge Ying didn't know the situation at all, she babbled and raised her voice, as if asking: What's the matter with you?Why don't you play with me?

"you……"

—You little fool.

—You little fool.

Yu Zijin couldn't help but want to scold him for being fierce, but couldn't say it out.

His eyes were sore and swollen after a night of sleepless nights, and his head hurt.Yu Zijin rubbed his eyes with both hands.

Ge Ying's smile was so carefree, no matter how much suffering and pain in the world, it quickly melted into this childish smile.

Yu Zijin twitched the corners of her mouth and gave a smirk, and the invisible sadness like fog slowly spread.

He used to know that it is not advisable for a person to just indulge in self-pity, it is extremely ridiculous and useless.It is only now that I realize that a person who is in the midst of suffering and does not know the suffering will actually make those who love and love him even more miserable.

He was more worried than Ge Ying.

Yu Zijin wrinkled his nose, stuck out his long tongue, rolled his eyes and leaned close to the little milk boy, shaking his head like a dragon dance.This made Ge Ying giggle contentedly.

The little milk boy held his face instead, and mumbled two words: "Beautiful...people...bae..."

Yu Zijin was stunned.

"Beauty..." The little milk baby laughed straight, "It's beautiful and cold..."

The little milk baby who just opened his mouth to talk was full of complacency, and couldn't stop calling: "Mei Leng Mei Leng Mei Leng Mei Leng..."

"you this……"

Yu Zijin raised and lowered her eyebrows, lowered her chin, kissed his soft cheek lightly, pressed her cheek against his, and murmured: "Little fool..."

"Mei Leng—"

"Fool."

"It's beautiful and cold."

"Fool."

The little baby boy yelled louder and louder.

Yu Zijin was so confused by him that he didn't know whether to laugh or be sour, so he pinched his nose and said aggressively, "It's a beauty! You little fool!"

The little milk baby laughed uncontrollably as if being tickled, and played for an hour before falling asleep.

Yu Zijin gently placed Ge Ying on the bed, covered the quilt carefully, and pressed the corners tightly.

He looked at Ge Ying many times without blinking for peace of mind, always afraid that this clever kid would disappear if he turned around.

"Don't cry anymore." Yu Zijin tapped his nose lightly, "I will protect you from now on."

The little milkman wrinkled her nose and pursed her mouth as if to bite the finger pressed against the tip of her nose.

Yu Zijin felt that he had suddenly turned into a calf protector, so he was reluctant to leave.

But Mr. Yan has been standing outside the door for a long time, and the purpose of coming here is to take him to have a good rest.Empress Dowager Ru passed away, and Xuanbei was so busy that he sent people to pass on the news again and again.If he doesn't leave, I'm afraid Xuanbei will come to arrest him.

When Yu Zijin pushed the door and went out, it wasn't just Yan Zhu.

Wood is also there.

Mu Mu put down the hands that had always been coldly and arrogantly folded on his chest, and placed them on both sides of his body.He cast a deep look.

Yu Zijin could clearly see his eyes.

He's saying: I didn't expect anything wrong with that little Milkman either.I do return your kindness with sincerity.Even if it's not perfect, I try my best.Do not suspect me and blame me for this.

Mu Mu was explaining that he did not mean to make Little Milkman suffer from blindness.

Yu Zijin also went to see him.

--I know.

——Ge Ying is a good kid, a little silly, but no one has the heart to hurt him.Even the poisoned court lady can't bear to suffer the innocent Ge Ying, let alone you?I know you have good intentions.

The eyes of the two disappeared as soon as they touched each other, and they already understood each other's thoughts.

Yu Zijin turned his head and said to Old Man Yan, "Let's go."

Let's go, let's go to Zhengqing Palace, let's go to Xuanbei's place.

It was late at night and the rain stopped.The air outside is very humid, like tears in the eyes.The ground is very slippery with both feet, so you have to walk slowly.Yu Zijin seldom walked around at night, but when he looked around, the flowers were still flowers, and the grass was still grass, but it seemed that they were not daytime flowers.

On the way, he met palace maids and eunuchs in twos and threes, all of them were terrified when they saw him, and they couldn't help raising their eyelids and turning their eyeballs to look at him secretly, as if treating him like a rare white tiger.

What is a white tiger?

It is fierce and not to be provoked, it can be seen but not touched, and it is out of place.

Yu Zijin suddenly realized that this deep palace had merged with the former champion's mansion overnight.Exactly the same dull, annoying.He pursed his lips, lowered his face, raised his feet and started to run.

When running, it will bring a gust of wind.This wind was not strong enough, and it carried hot air, blowing hair and flying.On the contrary, it reminded Yu Zijin of going to Saibei a few months ago, Xuanbei took him to ride a gallop.Regardless of good or bad, everything is left behind, and the oncoming wind, no matter how bitter and cold it is, is not as sharp as bone marrow and can't be warm.

You run in the wind, you are no longer a heavy person.With open arms, there is a vague ambition to embrace all good things.People are no longer people, but can be birds, soaring into the sky in an instant, flying freely.Fly away from this narrow world like a golden cage.

Panting out of breath, he rushed into the Zhengqing Palace, thinking in his heart to ask Xuanbei if there would be another imperial conquest.

In the Zhengqing Palace, an old minister was saying: "...Your Excellency, the Prime Minister, has been sick for two or three days and cannot go to court, but yesterday someone saw Prince Gushara going in and out of the Prime Minister's residence. The two of them came out chatting and laughing. Sick. Although the rumors cannot be fully believed, there is another saying that everything is not groundless. I don’t know what the king is planning?"

It was actually talking about Yu Qing'an.

Yu Zijin immediately guessed that Yu Qing'an had disappeared from Xuanbei after that day.

Yu Qing'an blurted out the word admiration to reveal his heart, but Xuan Bei avoided talking about it, his expression was as usual.So Yu Qing'an knew that this love had been seen through by Xuan Bei long ago.Xuanbei didn't mention it or explain it, because he didn't care about him.

With Yu Qing'an's incomprehensible yet upright character, he should be extremely ashamed.

He would shame him for trying to take Yu Zijin out of the palace with his family style, but in the end it was just out of jealousy.He would also humiliate himself for the loyalty of going through fire and water for the country and the people, but a little affection was mixed in, and his loyalty was completely ruined.

Yu Qing'an will be ashamed, ashamed that he has fallen into the quagmire of eating like a harem woman.

Yu Zijin knew that he would be ashamed, and he might even have the desire to run away at this time.

After all, Yu Qingan was stubborn.

The only thing Yu Zijin didn't understand was why he got entangled with Gushara?

Unless Yu Qing'an still likes Xuanbei, this favorite is far beyond his controllable shame.

Satisfaction overwhelms shame, so something big may happen.

Yu Zijin was willing to hear Xuanbei's plan, but only saw Xuanbei waved his hand with one hand on his forehead.

The old minister obeyed the order and resigned.

When he passed by Yu Zijin's side, he had a very cold look in his eyes.

Yu Zijin noticed that the veteran did not see him as a white tiger, but a wolf.

Violent and cunning by nature, the wolf needs to be driven out of the house carefully just in case.

Yu Zijin ran to the door to block the old minister, and gave back a fierce stare.

He would not allow anyone to treat him like this and make him feel wronged.

The old minister was caught off guard and frightened, almost slipping his foot and falling off.

Yu Zijin snorted, and ran towards Xuanbei again.

He stood in front of Xuanbei, looked up and down, left and right, and realized that Xuanbei was not as sad as he imagined.Xuanbei is actually a very careful king.

This time, the loss of mother did not look very gloomy, which is a bit unexpected.

Yu Zijin looked carefully, and understood Xuanbei's fatigue that he couldn't hide.Not the tiredness of running through the night, not the kind that is represented by the dormant patch of blackness right now.

He is old.

His face didn't change at all, his heart grew old overnight.As if Empress Dowager Ru died with most of her youthful spirit, he was caught off guard and aged.From now on, life will no longer make him happy, and death will make him sad.

Once a person is old, everything fades away.

Yu Zijin didn't know if Ge Ying died, if he would do the same.

Yu Zijin felt a little sad again.He reached out to gently touch Xuanbei's sharp thick eyebrows.

Xuanbei lowered his head slightly, bent his upper body, like a liger retracting its fangs, the friendly cat cub stumbling into his arms to keep warm.

No one said anything.

Xuanbei stretched out two arms around Yu Zijin's waist, clasping his hands behind his back.

They are like giant trees about to cast shadows, and the eagle spreads its huge wings, wholeheartedly trying to protect a person.I want to give him joy and peace.Not enough, you have to give him glory and wealth.The gaudy gold, silver and jewelry are not worthy of his peerless elegance.After thinking about it, it is better to submit to him willingly.Bow your proud head, hold the heart you took out with both hands, and give it to him.Give him everything.

But he couldn't protect him.

But no one can protect anyone.

Xuanbei tried to protect Yu Zijin.In any case, it is easy to be secretive.

Besides, it doesn't work to protect people.Some people live as if they were dead, and some people die but live forever.As far as people are concerned, whether the body is safe or not is a secondary matter.Whether the fragile eyes and heart can be safe is the most important thing.

He can't protect it.

Just because no one is ever born and dies never growing up.Growing up is often brought about by suffering, which cannot be escaped, cannot be avoided, and is everywhere.It started when it was born in the mother's womb, and it can't stop on this road.

Go down or die.

Xuanbei thought to himself that many people would not be able to grow any longer, so he decided to die.It's not weakness, it's just a choice.Some people are not afraid of suffering, but live on gritting their teeth; some people are afraid of suffering, and he is not afraid of temporary suffering, but nine times out of ten, he sees through one hardship and pays another one, like thousands of mountains.Don't blame anyone for being useless.Sometimes it's not just that you can't climb this mountain, but you are desperate for endless mountains without a source.

On the other hand, Yu Zijin wanted to rely on her naive open-mindedness to help Xuanbei, so as not to let Xuanbei completely sink into the dark vortex of struggle.I can't bear him to be accustomed to betrayal and hypocrisy, and I don't want him to lose his original arrogant and invincible spirit.

No one is allowed to wish.

Everyone in the world has a certain suffering, only comfort is not allowed to block it all.There are mountains that you have to climb by yourself, and there are rivers that you have to cross by yourself, otherwise what is it to escape the mountains for a while?The wind will blow you, the rain will beat you, sooner or later you will lose.

Besides, Xuanbei and Yu Zijin are both destined to suffer.

The kinder a person is, the more bitter he is, and the softer he is, the more bitter he is. Even if he forgets to suffer for himself, he is too busy to feel sorry for others and suffer for them.Bitter so stupid.

Is it clear whether it is good or bad for them to meet and know each other and love each other?

back to the beginning.

Yu Zijin has no heart and will never suffer for others.He preoccupied with figuring out what to steal today and what to rob tomorrow, like a wild monkey trying to survive.

And Xuanbei will not miss one person.There may be many things missing in his life, and there is no need to gradually become sentimental.

Are people suffering all the time without knowing that suffering is even worse?Or are you afraid of bitterness after eating sweets?

Are they redeeming each other?Or hug each other tightly and fall into the abyss of pain?

Can't tell.

The author has something to say:

Everything that can be said clearly is not noble enough, and it is not allowed to be called beautiful.

by me

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PS: It’s a little hard to hold on to the 3000+ double-opening day, and it should be six days off from this week!I am also a person who has a day off!Pippi!