On one hundred ways of acting like a baby

Xuanbei hadn't seen Joy for about half a year.

As the saying goes, if you love Wu and Wu, it is only natural to hate Wu and Wu.

Xi Le and her mother and baby Zhen have very different temperaments, but their eyebrows and eyes are surprisingly similar, and they have a gentle and peaceful appearance.Xuanbei might get angry when he sees Yingzhen, and because of the relationship between husband and wife who have been together for many years, he is not willing to be cruel for the time being, so it is better not to meet each other, as if there is no Yingzhen who seems good or bad.

Fortunately, after Yingzhen seized the queen's position, she seemed to be really pure-hearted and ascetic. In the past, she only cared about her happiness and rarely caused troubles.

A dog that bites doesn't bark.

Even Xuanbei couldn't see what she was thinking, so he had to take precautions.

When Xuanbei was full of thoughts and walked to Fengyang Pavilion where Xile lived, he vaguely heard a sound coming from inside.Xuanbei was very familiar with the swishing sound of the long sword piercing through the air. He hid half of his body outside the door, and turned his head to look inside.

Xi Le's stature has grown extremely fast, and she seems to be half a head taller than that kid Yu Zijin after not seeing her for half a year.The shape of the round face changes to that of an oval face, and the facial features are like a budding flower that opens its petals and gradually takes shape.

She took off the fancy and complicated princess hair, dressed like a man, and focused on dancing the sword.

The joy of practicing martial arts is allowed by Xuan Bei.It is true that he hasn't seen joy for a long time, but he doesn't really care about it.Princess Xile's vivaciousness and willfulness are something that the whole palace knows, she can't do any kind of female red book, if it weren't for Yingzhen's strict control, she might also be a wild woman who climbs trees and over walls.Yingzhen seems to be easy to manipulate, but her inner core is actually very tough, so no one can talk about what she decides.In the past, Xuanbei respected Yingzhen somewhat, and didn't interfere much with joyful matters.

After the incident of Yu Zijin falling into the water, Xuanbei and Yingzhen have become strangers.Xuan Bei has some considerations about Xi Le's future, so he simply appoints a capable general to tutor Xi Le, from the formation of troops to the sword and equestrian skills. Whenever Xi Le wants to learn, there is no taboo.

Military generals often praise joy and happiness, and they can draw inferences from one example.Based on what Xuanbei saw with his own eyes, at least his swordsmanship is not bad, enough to surpass the talent of ordinary men.

Xi Le finished gesticulating a few moves, sat down panting, and yelled loudly for the maid to bring tea and water to wipe her forehead sweat.Xuanbei clapped his hands and walked out.

"The swordsmanship is not bad, but the pampered temper is even better." He said jokingly.

Xi Le suddenly jumped up in a panic, hurriedly pulled the hem of her clothes and wiped her forehead, and asked in surprise and joy: "Father!? Why are you here?"

"Let's see what happened to Princess Xi Le who threatened to be Du Ming's daughter in the future."

Xuanbei smiled at her, "Lin Zemin reported yesterday that you revealed some intention of going to the battlefield to fight, is it true or not?"

Xi Le scratched her head, and hesitated embarrassingly: "My son... I just said it casually... Is this why the father came here today?"

She looked at Xuanbei expectantly, and said in a low voice, "Can my father allow Xile to change into another outfit? Soon! Xile hasn't seen her father for a long time..."

Xi Le never complained about Xuan Bei.Even if Xuanbei was busy again and again, even if he had time to take Yu Zijin out of the palace but didn't have time to visit Fengyang Pavilion, even if Xuanbei neglected Yingzhen, she would not blame him.Her admiration for her father is very pure, like a stubborn cow, no one else can pull it.

Having such a daughter is a blessing for Xuanbei, he nodded, looking at Xi Le almost jumped up and went back to the room to change clothes.

Xuanbei sat down in the room, rubbing his fingers, thinking about how to speak.

He certainly didn't do it on a whim, most of the time he came here for the so-called marriage.This is a happy thing, he is not willing to make decisions alone or go around to ask Yingzheng's meaning.Since it is a matter of joy, one should ask her herself.

When Xi Le came out after being dressed up, Xuan Bei chatted with her for a few words before asking, "Do you know what happened this morning?"

Without him in the palace, trivial matters are the most powerful.

Xi Le's face turned pale for a moment when she heard the words, she must have heard about it.

"What do you think?" Xuanbei pondered, his tone was matter-of-fact.

Xi Le's ten fingers rested on her lap and moved back and forth, with a complicated expression, a pair of eyes fluttering, and finally found an exquisite vase in the distance.She fixed her eyes on it with relief, and slid down the peony petals little by little.

After drawing a complete flower, her eyes were tired and sore.

"Xi Le completely obeys the will of the father." She said softly.

Two sharp eyebrows frowned, Xuanbei said: "This is a major event for your marriage. You just obey the will of the king?"

Xi Le couldn't figure out what Xuan Bei meant by this.

As soon as the court was over, the news that Lu Guo appointed her to go and get married quickly reached his ears.The palace maid and eunuch pieced together what Prime Minister Yu and the general said to her, so that she could understand that Ye Kingdom would be asking for trouble if it suffered this battle.

So what can she do?

She is a princess, and she is spoiled and raised with her status as a princess.Forming an alliance with relatives is also something that a princess should do, and it is her business.How could she not know that the King of the Law Kingdom is a man who has half stepped into the coffin?But what else can she do?Whether it is to reassure the father or the people, she has to obey the will and marry.I thought that this remark against my will would at least get me a sensible and well-behaved sentence, but I didn't expect Xuanbei's words to be specious, and it didn't sound like a compliment.

Xi Le looked at Xuan Bei in a daze, only to see a cold face with sharp edges and corners, not very happy.

She couldn't figure out if she had done something wrong or said something wrong to disappoint her father.It took a long time for the father to come here, and now he is very estranged from the mother.She dared not mention Xuanbei in front of Yingzhen, but the other way around is the same, she had to pretend to be ignorant in front of Xuanbei, she had to face it with a carefree smiling face, otherwise it would be so annoying?

Joy has the worries of children born to all disharmonious couples in the world. She is squeezed into a thin layer among her dearest and dearest parents, and her joys, anger, sorrows, and joys are all thinned out, which is insignificant.With eyes full of being the father and the queen, she lost her seat in the queue.

The grievance that had been suppressed for a long time came to her head again, she lowered her head and lowered her eyes that were glistening with water.

She is a stupid princess, and she doesn't understand Xuanbei's temperament, so she can't answer what Xuanbei wants to hear.She didn't dare to say anything, it would be wrong to say too much.

But Xi Le didn't know that it was her very sincere stupidity that actually made Xuan Bei's heart soften.

Xuanbei has lived many years longer than her, and has experienced countless open and secret struggles, and then his skill in judging people is much deeper.Whether Xi Le is willing to marry or not, he knows it well.

On the way here, he expected the scene to be that Princess Xile was like a determined little tiger, yelling that she would not marry, marry, or die.No matter if she cried, made trouble or hanged herself three times, she would be determined not to marry.Because she also has the same heart yearning for adventure and freedom, just like the Princess of Benin many years ago.

This is not the case.

When Xi Le was a child, she was ignorant when she walked into the study room, babbling, grabbing a book and biting a piece of paper.At that time, Xuanbei, who was a prince, did not know how many maps and military formations that she had drawn all night long, were torn to pieces by her baby-sounding babbling.When he was angry, she was not afraid at all, she put her two short white arms on her hips, and screamed earth-shatteringly.If anyone is cold-faced again, she will cry.When Xi Le cried, there were no tears, she just howled, making the swallow's nest tremble from under the eaves, and slammed on it.Xuanbei had to obey.

Not so anymore.

Xile loves him, and Xile fears him.

Xuanbei didn't expect her to love and be afraid of him to such an extent that she didn't even dare to say a word in her heart, and carefully watched his eyes, like a little mouse who was worried about stealing food.How wronged.His daughter is a majestic princess, she should be arrogant and domineering, how could she show such an inferior look?

At this moment, Xuanbei suddenly realized: he came here to avenge his father, resenting his father's ruthlessness, but almost unknowingly went too far.

It was almost too much to go too far, walking on the long road, walking into the strange appearance that he hated and despised when he was young.He struggled sullenly in the power, ignoring his daughter who should be raised well.Such a relationship between father and daughter.

How could this be so?

The heart in the chest came numbly, as if it was also saying: Yes, yes, how could it be so?Don't turn into that ugly look, otherwise how would you survive?You must not be someone you hate, you will live a very boring life.

Xuanbei heard these thoughts, and also heard joyful thoughts.

He hadn't intended to sacrifice his joy, and he couldn't now.Otherwise, he would be exactly the same cruel father and son as the previous king, and his death would not be a pity.What Xuan Bei wants is to hear Xi Le's thoughts with both ears, and find out if Xi Le really has the heart to be a female general.

If so, he would rather go against all opinions and send her to Saibei immediately, to endure hardships, to have a look at the vast land, and to send her a vast sky that all the luxurious clothes can't match.

Maybe he was pushing too hard.

Thinking about this, Xuanbei tried his best to say to her in a more gentle and intimate tone: "Joy. You will avoid a war when you get married this time, but you will go to a palace where you are not familiar, and you will be with a vulgar and stupid king. You Think clearly. My father will ask you again, do you want to marry or not? This is your business, as long as you open your mouth, whether you marry or not, there is no turning back once you say it. Think carefully before you speak."

If Xuan Bei is a person who is good at words, he actually wants to tell Xi Le: Don't compare the great pain with the small pain, let alone compare the pain of ten or a hundred people with the pain of one person.Not so compared.The suffering of one is never less than that of a thousand unless you are willing.

There is no such reason in the world.

Sometimes some people have small minds, and they will use the big name of selfishness to frighten people, frighten you to be the best person in the world, and sacrifice your tiny self to fulfill many other people.Don't be afraid, don't be afraid in front of these people, and don't be afraid to be a bad person in this situation.You are an upright person, with parents and friends beside you, and you are also unique.Even if you are alone and have no relatives, you are still the most important person to yourself.

To be a human being, don't do bad things, do more good things, but it doesn't have to be so good that you sacrifice yourself, especially when you are forced to do it. This is a very bad thing for yourself.You, don't be mean to others, and don't be mean to yourself.do you understand?

Xuan Bei wondered if Xi Le could understand.

Xi Le doesn't necessarily understand the deep meaning of Xuan Bei's words, but she seems to have a vague feeling that Xuan Bei doesn't intend to let her make a marriage.She raised her misty eyes again to look at Xuanbei carefully, to see if the indifferent father she thought was really thinking about her?Even if it is a little bit inconspicuous, this is unexpected, and it is worthy of her paranoid admiration for many years.

"You are in a cage, if you don't want to struggle even yourself, others will not risk their lives to save you." Xuan Beiyu said a word earnestly.

So Joy saw it, she saw it all.

Her father is an incompetent father and not a good emperor. He is disregarding the overall situation, and his son and daughter have grown in love. He wants to abandon the best way for the young princess Joy.

He will be reduced to the best of mediocrity.

Tears welled up.

When she grew up, her joy changed. She just shed tears, no longer crying loudly, only choked up intermittently: "...Father... woo woo... No joy, don't marry... woo... Xi Le doesn't want to go to Lu Country, and doesn't want to marry a bad old man."

What does Joy want to do?

She wants to stay in this deep palace for a long time, even if she can't practice martial arts and ride horses, she will be happy;

She wants to be with her tough and intelligent queen mother and her affectionate father for the rest of her life.Although the parents are not good to each other, they are separated, each of them is good, at least treat her well.

Xi Le suddenly felt that this marriage was not a bad thing.It was as if she had stumbled along a dark narrow path for many years, chasing Xuanbei's tall figure and was unwilling to give up.Finally one day, Xuanbei realized that there was a series of immature footsteps chasing after him.So he stopped.Then he turned his head, revealing a handsome, fatherly face.

Xi Le was out of breath from crying, and her makeup was worn out.It was ugly, so ugly that Xuanbei, she quickly lay down on the table, covered her face and cried, her shoulder blades heaving together.

A warm, wide palm landed on the back of her head, and patted it with unfamiliar control.

She heard her father say word by word: "It is the father who is wrong. The father is cold and happy, and you are wronged."

Tears rolled down one after another, Xi Le thought she would cry for the rest of her life, she couldn't hold back her joy anymore.

The author has something to say:

emmm... In fact, the existence of Xile, a daughter, has probably been for this from the very beginning.

I don't know whether Xuanbei is a good person or a bad person, at least he is indeed a king who doesn't care about the overall situation, not a qualified and willing king.But he didn't become the person he hated the most.If he sacrificed a piece of joy in exchange for a country, he would be the former king he hated the most.

But I used to be afraid for a long time, afraid of the so-called need to laugh hypocritically at annoying people when I grow up.I am afraid that I will become selfish and ruthless, and become a bad adult full of jealousy and malice.Because many people told me that when you are young, you will not be so 'childish' or 'thorough' when you grow up.

I was terrified of getting lost in the adult world of having to mature, only to discover that wasn't the case.

I used to hate laughing at an annoying person, having a good laugh, and then saying bad things behind their backs.Now I still laugh at a person who speaks ill of me behind my back, she talks to me and asks me out for dinner, and I agree or refuse on a matter-of-fact basis.I will not speak ill of her, nor will I take the initiative to get close to her, let alone tell her what is in my heart.But I don't despise her nor dislike her.I thought about it for a long time, how did I step by step from a very emotional and irritable girl to a person who reacts very slowly and pace, and basically doesn't like to argue and contradict with others.

After much deliberation, I found that it is actually not a good thing.

If I have to boast, it may be that I am rich in my heart.I think so, because I know myself well.I know my strengths and weaknesses, and I know that I am not so good and not so bad.I often boast myself to the sky, and I have also been so ashamed of my dark side that I feel uncomfortable and can't breathe.I know myself like this very well.So whether you like me or hate me, this is your business.Of course it will interfere with my feelings for you and reduce my liking for you, but it is not absolute.After all, what I think of you is my business, and I just want to be a kind person.

Whether you scold behind your back or slander you, it's up to you.If you feel happy, then so be it.It doesn't matter whether you pretend to be close on the surface or forget your dislike for me for a while and get close, it's fine, I accept it.Maybe you had a moment when you had a hard time with your repeated face, maybe you didn't.It's okay, that's your business.I only see you as the best person, so I am very happy.

So I like a very soft Xuanbei, I prefer a Xuanbei who will recognize his mistakes, and I hopelessly like a Xuanbei who is not so perfect, so powerful, and so omnipotent.

I also really like the role of the father.Very.

I feel very sorry for all the children in the family who have some problems.Even more so.

In fact, I also have a dream of world peace.whee.