I bend when you confess

The end result is of course a dissatisfaction.Guan Jinghan left on the spot and returned to the imperial capital overnight.As for Duan Yao, he squatted on the construction site for a long time before being pulled up by Qi Shi.The tablemate had a complex expression, hesitant to speak, and Duan Yao could tell at a glance that he had heard everything.Wiping his eyes on the spot, he found an excuse and left first.

He didn't have time to think about Qi Shi's reaction after hearing those things and knowing his sexual orientation, whether he would be the second Liang Jingyan or nothing would change as usual.His mind was full, and all his thoughts were occupied by Guan Jinghan's words.

Yes, dear father, dear mother.

When you know that your son's orientation is different from ordinary people, other people, even if they disagree, are because this road is too difficult to walk, and you will stand on the opposite side of most people; it is the society that does not tolerate this, and you will be criticized At this point, even life will be affected; if there is no child, the relationship will be difficult to maintain, and when I grow old, there will be no one to take care of me...

And what about his family?Where are his parents?The first thing to consider is face, correction, sending him to a small town thousands of miles away, and keeping him hidden for the rest of his life without being known to outsiders.

She kept saying it was for his own good, but never thought about it for him at all!I have never heard a single word of concern and worry from other families in his house!Even when Wei Xuzhi found out about it, he once talked with him earnestly and analyzed the pros and cons, but his parents...

……

On the second day of the holiday, Duan Yao lay at home for a whole day. During the period, he pressed two Weijing videos and a rare call from Duan Zhuosong's daily schedule. There was no news from Qi Shi.Duan Yao wondered if he had become the second Liang Jingyan.

On the third day of class, he didn't know what expression he should use to face his current deskmate. Maybe he would become a good friend in the past tense. In addition, he was burdened with things and lacked interest in everything. Put on the hat, lie half asleep and half awake on the table all day, and ignore anyone who asks.

He didn't eat at noon, and Qi Shi didn't care about him. Instead, he bought steaming red bean paste buns to tempt him.Duan Yao secretly thought that this guy was too unkind.He also doesn't want to be annoying, and for the next few days, he will go to class and go home after class by himself, and he will never disturb the other party.It's just that there is no laughing and playing, no chatting along the way, and no warm milk tea that is necessary every night. Duan Yao only feels that getting used to it is really not a good thing.

They acted separately in the past few days, and they were seen by caring people.In an instant, new rumors spread in the school, saying that Duan Yao was abandoned tragically, hurt by love, Qi Shi failed to clean up his crimes, and was still an out-and-out scumbag.It's just that the person who said these words is really unlucky - Duan Yao has been hit repeatedly these days, and he is worried that he has no place to vent his depression. When he encounters these things and hears these words, if he is a girl, he will stare at them It scares people so much that they dare not speak. If it's a boy, it's easier to deal with it. Roll up your sleeves and beat him up. If you don't accept it, beat him up again.All of a sudden, the gossip turned into "Qi slag hits a hard nail, and the scumbag will be violently attacked afterward"...

Qi Shi didn't know about the bloody storm in the school, and he devoted almost all his spare time these days to the infusion room of the hospital.

……

After the evening self-study get out of class, Duan Yao detoured to the gate to buy a cup of milk tea by himself, and then went home alone.It is late in winter in the south, but the temperature in late autumn nights is equally touching.While thinking about the heating in the north, Duan Yao lowered his head and tried to get most of his head into the hat. The milk tea was hidden in the large front pocket of the sweater, and both hands were stuffed in. In the same comfort.

He turned the corner, and his eyes were instantly bright, which was the light from the infusion room of the hospital.I don’t know what the designer thought, but they insisted on changing all the walls of the infusion room into glass. The upper and lower half meters are transparent, and the middle has a frosted texture. I can’t see the specific situation inside, but I can only see people’s shadows.But this has nothing to do with Duan Yao, at least it would be nice to be able to borrow some light to illuminate the road where a street lamp goes out from time to time.He was thinking about whether to walk all the way in the dark or endure the strong wind and took out his mobile phone to turn on the flashlight, but before he could make a decision, he first glanced at the bicycle parked outside the hospital—very familiar, he had stayed in the back seat and the front seat Countless times.So... Qi Shi is nearby?Or is it inside?

Duan Yao slowly moved towards the infusion room of the hospital, hesitating whether to go in or not.However, a total of only a dozen meters, 5 minutes, no matter how slow you can move.

Qi Shi was the only one in the infusion room. He was sitting in the middle, with a needle inserted in his right hand and an infusion tube hanging. Most of the medicine had been dripped.He lowered his head slightly, closed his eyes, and wrinkled his forehead severely, looking extremely uncomfortable.

You must know that Qi Shi often exercises and is in good health. I haven't seen him get sick a few times in such a long time. At most, he ate too many things that got angry with him, which occasionally caused a few small coughs.Apart from being influenced by him, is there any other explanation for the current appearance?It seemed that this guy didn't feel at ease breaking up with him.

Most of the anger in Duan Yao's heart disappeared instantly.He stepped forward, put his palm on the other person's forehead, and covered his own with one hand for comparison.Although the starting temperature is not high, it is obviously not normal.

"How did you come?"

Qi Shi opened his eyes, grabbed the hand carrying the chill of the night wind, and leaned back a little tiredly.Hearing the sound of footsteps, he thought it was just a patient or a nurse receiving an infusion, but he never expected that it would be Duan Yao.

"I saw your car outside, so I came in."

Duan Yao sat down next to him. If he was outside the door, he could pretend that he didn't know what to do and just leave, but now that everyone came in and was caught, he was embarrassed to leave Qi Shi here alone.

Qi Shi looked at his actions, opened his mouth, and finally asked: "Aren't you going to break up with me? Why are you soft-hearted again?"

The hoarse voice was calm, and only he knew how much entanglement, helplessness and grievance were hidden in this understatement.He turned his face away and looked up to see the amount of liquid medicine left in the infusion bottle, so he didn't see Duan Yao's surprise and astonishment when he heard his words.

What do you mean he wants to break up?What does it mean that he is soft-hearted?

Pulling the man by the shoulder to force him to turn around, Duan Yao stared into his eyes and said angrily, "It's clear that you want to break off the relationship, okay?"

"When did I say such a thing?! You went first and didn't call me for anything!" Qi Shi was also at a loss, but this did not affect his complaint against Duan Yao.

"It's you who didn't talk to me first, didn't call me when I was eating, and even tempted me with bean paste buns!" Duan Yao didn't want to be outdone, his voice was full of dissatisfaction and small grievances.

Qi Shi leaned back suddenly, then laughed in a low voice.He pushed Duan Yao's head away.

"You covered your hat as soon as you came, and you made it clear that you didn't want to talk to anyone. How can I talk to you?"

"At noon, I thought you were falling asleep. I didn't want to wake you up, so I brought you steamed stuffed buns and milk. Who knew that not only would you not eat, but you would even stare at me."

"Fool Duan Yao."

Duan Yao reacted, and then laughed too. This is probably the most childish break-up and reconciliation ever.After a misunderstanding was resolved, the dark clouds that had been covering his head for several days were finally cleared away. Duan Yao relaxed and returned to the most relaxed posture when getting along with Qi Shi on weekdays.

He took the milk tea out of his clothes and tore open the packaging of the straw, but someone reached out and stopped him.

"Drinking milk tea in the hospital, what's wrong with you, don't you know it's all germs?" Qi Shi habitually complained, but before he retracted his hand, he was held by Duan Yao.

Duan Yao didn't care about the milk tea anymore. He looked down at the bruises on the back of Qi Shi's hand and frowned. He was wondering why his deskmate had a needle in his right hand, and he wasn't afraid that it would be uncomfortable to hold a pen and write during the day. Now he saw the back of his left hand It took several small pinholes to realize it. Has this guy been sick for several days?

……

Feeling guilty, Duan Yao, who felt deeply that he was the culprit, packed Qi Shilian and his car back home after just hanging the water.Condolences softly along the way, personally shielding from the wind, even hot water after returning home, and small supper served.

Qi Shi tried his best to accept it with peace of mind.

It wasn't until after washing and about to go to bed that I faintly felt that something was different from before.

He called to Duan Yao who was going to sleep on the sofa for the night, and asked helplessly:

"Can your height of 1.8 meters squeeze on the small sofa?"

"It's almost winter and you gave me the only quilt. Do you think it's too boring to hang water with me, and you want to hang it together?"

Duan Yao looked at the only bed in the room, and then at the sofa for two people. Although what Qi Shi said was correct, but...

"Do not you mind?"

When clearing up the misunderstanding before, both of them skipped this topic by coincidence. Until now, this is the first time that they have been honest.

Qi Shi shook his head.

At first, because he was worried about what might happen, he chased Duan Yao and his mother to the past. When he heard the word homosexuality outside the construction site, he really felt complicated.After all, the people of this attribute that he has come into contact with have never given him any good impressions. It can even be said that these three words have always brought him only nightmares and tragedies. He never thought that Duan Yao was one of them.

He was very glad that Duan Yao didn't stay at that time, otherwise he didn't know what kind of words he would say to stimulate his tablemate who had already collapsed at that time.Of course, he is more likely to be unable to say anything. He still remembers the moment when the guy raised his head with red eyes, and his heart was completely soft-hearted.However, Duan Yao is extremely sensitive to emotions, so it is inevitable that he will not notice anything.

Going back that night, I thought about the portrait of my grandfather all night, and finally gave up.It doesn't matter if that guy is gay or straight, as long as he is Duan Yao, the person who suddenly broke into his world but never left, then he doesn't care about anything.

I originally planned to find him early the next morning to comfort him, but who knew that after sitting in the living room all night, he caught a cold, and fell on the bed the next day with dizziness and couldn't get up at all, and that heartless Duan Yao, There is no news at all.Later, when they finally met at school, he still ignored them with a cold face.At that time, I only thought that it was because of my family instinct that I broke through it. That guy was too proud to accept it, so he unilaterally broke off the relationship, but who knew...it was just a misunderstanding.

……

The two of them lay on the same bed again, the overhead light was turned off, the room was dim, and the occasional car lights from the street flickered by.

Qi Shi turned sideways and faced Duan Yao face to face. After thinking about it, he still asked.

"You have been in a bad mood these days. It shouldn't be just because of me. Is your family... all right? "

Duan Yao remained silent, pulled the pillow and hugged it in his arms, and answered after a long while: "Did you hear it that day?"

Qi Shi responded in a low voice.

"The next day, my dad called."

……

Mr. Duan, who was rejected, never considered whether the other party was willing to answer, so he directly changed several numbers and asked the secretary to try to get through.Duan Yao was so annoyed that he finally got through the phone.

On the other end of the phone, Mr. Duan's voice was still calm and calm. He ignored all the politeness and greetings to his son, and went straight to the point.

"I heard your mother tell what happened."

"There's something you haven't paid much attention to, and I think it's necessary for me to mention it to you again."

"The Duan family doesn't recognize homosexual descendants. I'm not trying to scare you. If you still can't change it, then the inheritance right of the Duan family will no longer belong to you, that is to say..."

"That is to say, the two of them will never recognize my son again." Duan Yao said in a low voice, "He asked me to think carefully, and go back to him during the winter vacation to tell him the answer."

After Qi Shijing finished listening, he reached out and touched the corner of Duan Yao's eyes in the dark. Fortunately, there was no moisture.He can fully understand this kind of panic, being abandoned by his family, parents, and peers, as if the whole world is left with only himself.

"Don't panic, you will never be alone, I promise." He comforted him gently, exactly the same as Duan Yao who promised to lead him out of the lost way.

Duan Yao hooked the corners of his lips and subconsciously leaned towards him.Qi Shi put a finger on his forehead and said with a smile:

"Stay away, I'm not afraid of infecting you with a cold."

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I'm in a hurry to finish today's portion!The number of words is a bit high!happy eating~