I bend when you confess

Although you can see the Milky Way if you just open your eyes while lying down, but in the late autumn and early winter, if you lie down all the time, it's time for Qi Shi to accompany Duan Yao to hang water the next day.

Duan Yao was clear in his heart, and he was not self-willed. He sat up reluctantly, and did not forget to take out his mobile phone to record such a beautiful scenery.However, the flowing starlight that can be easily seen by human eyes is difficult to capture its beauty through the so-called high-definition mobile phone camera with tens of millions of pixels. Even the stars cannot be clearly photographed, and can only be seen on the pitch-black screen. Faintly bright.

Seeing that he put the phone back into his pocket in obvious disappointment, Qi Shi couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips, wondering if he should find a time to learn watercolor?After all, photography is something that has been poor for three generations, and he has no ability to touch it.He took out his phone to check the time, and wanted to officially put the watercolor study on the agenda, but when he opened the memo, he saw a screen full of wrong homework questions and precautions, and Qi Shi instantly turned black.The deskmate is indeed poisonous.

Duan Yao didn't know that his deskmate was adding labels and attributes to himself. He sat up, turned his face to Qi Shi's back, took a deep breath, and let the chill wake up his thoughts occupied by various pink bubbles. Once I took the initiative to talk about family affairs.

"It's been really, really hard these days."

"It never occurred to me that there was a trade-off between my parents' family and my personal life."

I don't know where the self-confidence came from before. I firmly believe that as long as time goes by, as long as the people I bring back are good, they will gradually accept it.After all, it's too naive, look, now it's slapped in the face.

The atmosphere suddenly became heavy with this topic, even the Milky Way was three points dim, and the wind did not dare to disturb it.

"Then you..." Qi Shi wanted to turn around, but Duan Yao forcibly pressed his shoulder, unable to move.I had no choice but to follow the good advice, turned my back to him and asked, "Then what do you plan to do?"

Duan Yao withdrew his hand, he didn't know what kind of expression he would have when he continued speaking, he didn't want to lose his composure in front of Qi Shi again.

"How else can I plan?" He twitched the corners of his mouth. "The sorrow of being born in a family. Just like those princes and royal families who grew up in the royal family, they shoulder unshirkable responsibilities and can never be willful."

"What's more... Even if they don't recognize my sexuality, even if they invest so little energy in me, they are still the parents who gave birth to me and raised me. Even if I were placed in an ordinary family, it is impossible for me to abandon my sexuality for the sake of my sexuality. them."

Duan Yao closed his eyes, a little weak.He cannot abandon his parents for the sake of sexuality.But his parents were able to deprive him of his status as a son of man for the sake of face.

Even though he had already made a decision, the panic of being almost abandoned and the frustration of not being recognized still lingered in his heart and could not go away for a long time.Duan Yao subconsciously wanted to grab the corner of Qi Shi's clothes, the person who promised to never abandon him. However, the moment his fingertips just touched him, he thought of the previous rumors, and thought of the boy who had misunderstood him. The words, I thought of avoiding suspicion...but...

Stretching and curling his fingers, he finally let himself go, stretched out his hand to grab Qi Shi's clothes, and leaned his head on his back.

It's too cold, let him keep warm.It will be fine in a while.

The weight coming from his back was as heavy as a thousand pounds, Qi Shi quietly sat up straight and took all the weight.

Ever since he heard Duan Yao talk about his father's phone call that night, he always thought about how Duan Yao would choose from time to time.His deskmate was full of chivalry and justice, upright and upright like a green bamboo.It can be seen from the fact that he was angry with Leitch for his own sake at the beginning, he does not think that homosexuality is a mistake or a shameful attribute.In his eyes, it was just another choice for a partner, something that was perfectly normal and within the correct category.In a normal situation, Duan Yao would never wrong himself because of other foreign objects or interference.However, this time it was not an external cause, but his own parents, who exchanged their feelings for it.

Although Duan Yao looked extremely dissatisfied with his parents, although he said that he would no longer expect anything from them, in fact, maybe he didn't realize that when he talked about his parents' family, his words were full of longing and Confucianism. Mu, when he treated his mother, he was considerate and filial, he was willing to wrong him, and he was still nice, until he talked about the bottom line...

This guy who looks like he is full of thorns is not easy to mess with, but his heart is actually very soft.Therefore, Qi Shi was not very surprised by his answer, but he felt sorry after all.

He remained silent, but Duan Yao seemed to know what he was thinking, his heart warmed up, and he explained soothingly: "It's just temporary."

Right now, he is forced to give up on himself and choose his parents and family.But he never forgot what he had longed for since he knew his sexual orientation.He never gave up looking for the scholar who belonged to him, and he still remembers what the future he wants to look like.

A small house, a lover who is close to each other, and a home that belongs to oneself.

Sexual orientation can't be changed, so I can only start with Duan Zhuosong and Guan Jinghan.Of course, he is no longer the whimsical boy he once was, and he will not expect his parents to take the initiative to accept it.

From the root cause, Mr. Duan and Ms. Guan are concerned about the face of the Duan family, not whether his future is safe or not.Compared with the latter, which takes a lifetime to verify, the face, which does not involve emotions, is really easy to handle.To solve it, there are two simple and rude words-strength.

As long as there is strength, as long as there is a strength that everyone is afraid of and cannot be underestimated, who would dare to say a word?

When Duan Yao said this, he was still leaning on Qi Shi's back.Although Qi Shi couldn't see it, he could feel it and imagine it.

Different from the laxity in the usual days, Duan Yao at this moment is like a sharp knife out of its sheath, with all its brilliance and sharpness, and it is easy to catch everyone's attention.Qi Shi couldn't help but wanted to turn around to take a look, but someone pinned his back and couldn't move.

"So, as long as I get through this for a while, everything will be fine."

Duan Yao is very fortunate that Xiao Yingyue is not his beloved, otherwise, if he already has a lover right now, he would never have made such a decision.He would not wrong others like this. Of course, no one would be willing to wait for a future with an unknown deadline and an unknown outcome.

Thinking of this, he subconsciously glanced at Qi Shi, if it was the same table, would the same table have been waiting for him... Once this thought popped up, it grew wildly in his mind, occupying everything in his mind with unstoppable momentum. mind.

Duan Yao sat up abruptly, shook his head vigorously, and tried his best to throw this completely impossible thought out of his mind.

"But..." Qi Shi carefully considered what Duan Yao said, and figured out a key point. Just as he was about to ask clearly, he felt his back lighten. When he turned his head, he saw him lowering his head and shaking his head.Qi Shi, who was tormented by his own illness for several days, was afraid that this guy would suffer the same, so he immediately reached out to feel the temperature of his forehead.However, as soon as the fingertips touched the end of his hair, they were caught by the hand.

Duan Yao looked at the hand he was pinching, and then at Qi Shi who was approaching because of his movements. Feeling guilty for a moment, he pretended to be disgusted and pushed him away: "Stay away! Be careful not to infect me with a cold!"

Qi Shi, who had recovered from the cold for three or four days, sneered: "Why didn't you worry about catching a cold when you were leaning against me just now! At the same table, you cross the river and tear down the bridge too fast!"

He didn't really want to pay attention to Twitch's deskmate, but as a good friend, Qi Shi still resisted the feeling of fighting with his deskmate, and helped him find out the most critical part of this decision.Putting the episode aside, Qi Shi said:

"It is true that strength is the key, and I believe you will do it one day. Have you thought about how to do it? How long will it take to reach the height you said? This is not an easy task."

"I know, so I will study hard starting tomorrow. A good university, a good major, and a good teacher, these are the prerequisites..." Duan Yao is very irritable when he mentions this, and the next few are still far away. , However, right now it means that the leisurely years are gone. You can no longer read novels in class, play with your mobile phone, or lie down to sleep. You have to do your homework seriously, the most important thing!You may not understand!

Since Duan Yao thought about it, Qi Shi didn't say much.To be honest, that world is still too far away for him now, and he probably can't offer any good suggestions at the moment.

He glanced at Duan Yao, and was instantly amused. He rubbed his hair that had been tossed into a doghouse by the owner, and asked him curiously: "Didn't you also prepare to take over your family's business before? That's not just casually." I can do it, why didn't I see you study hard before?"

Duan Yao patted his hand away, and gave him a blank look: "I just wanted to be a successful king, okay! I just want to learn a little from my dad after joining the company. There's no need for it to be as it is now. The difficulty level is instant. Rise from a small dungeon boss to a super big boss!"

Speaking out what is hidden in my heart is like unloading a big burden.Duan Yao relaxed a lot, and even his expression became relaxed.Qi Shi originally had another question, asking him why his father let him take over the Duan family since he wanted him to take over.He didn't think that Mr. Duan's expectation of his son was just a successful king.But seeing the obvious change in Duan Yao's expression, Qi Shi finally took back the doubts in his heart, and extended a helping hand to his deskmate very kindly:

"I'll help you make up lessons."

……

Qi Shi's mobility has always been very strong, and he said he would make up lessons for him, so he dragged someone into the classroom the next Sunday.Looking at the empty classroom during the holiday and the deskmate who specially spared time to give him tutoring, Duan Yao didn't know whether to feel sorry for himself or thank his deskmate.

Qi Shixian dug out his midterm exam papers, recorded the points deducted for each type of question, and asked Duan Yao the reason why he couldn't do it. It took more than an hour before he accepted the pen and called the boring person Come over and make a conclusion.

"For us, the first line is usually around 530. The scores of the top-ranked universities in the domestic finance department are all above [-]. We don't care about the specifics. After all, you are still hovering below the second line..."

"I have studied your test papers, and there is still a lot of room for improvement. Chinese composition scores are high, and poetry and classical prose scores are also quite good. The key is basic questions and modern prose reading. The former is completely fine if you memorize and practice more. The key is The latter one, student Duan Yao, may I ask, "The description of the weather in the article is from snowing to snowing stop, because the author started writing from the time it snowed and did not finish writing until it stopped snowing. This shows the author's writing time from the side. It's been a long time, I don't have enough knowledge, I can't do it all at once." What kind of answer is this? The marking teacher gave you one point because your handwriting is good-looking, right?"

Duan Yao: "..."

"English is just the opposite. It's good to have a 90.00% correct rate in reading, but the choice and cloze are almost wiped out when it comes to grammar questions. Why is your English written expression not one-tenth of the level of Chinese composition? Grammar This issue needs to be taken seriously, together with the written expression, let’s start with the long and difficult sentences together.”

"Okay, here comes the important point, math..." Qi Shi flipped through the blanks and wrote only the math papers that filled in the blanks and the first big question, and his forehead twitched, "I have made it up since the first year of high school, and strive to catch up with now Review progress in class."

"Arts Comprehensive……"

Duan Yao sat down very obediently, and listened to Xueba's deskmate commenting on his test papers, not daring to show his anger.In this field where Qi Shi completely overwhelmed him, he would not speak unless he could speak.Once you open your mouth, you will definitely be called a fool.

"Huh? Why are you two in the classroom?"

After Qi Shi finished his analysis, he was making a study schedule for Duan Yao on the draft paper, when the front door was suddenly opened, and Zhang Daiqing was standing at the door holding a box.

"It's just right, come and help me move things. The things I need for the sports meeting have arrived."