I bend when you confess

When Qi Shi was picking at the roasted sweet potato stall, he received a call from Duan Yao, saying that he just came back and wanted to go back to the rental house to have a look.

"Then you wait for me at the intersection, and I'll be fine soon."

"No, you go home first, and I'll pack up some things and remember the past."

Qi Shi could hear the refusal in his words, he only thought that he was stimulated by the courier, and wanted to clean up the things related to his parents and the past, and adjust his mood, so he didn't force it anymore.But he didn't go home alone as Duan Yao said, he occupied a table in the milk tea shop and waited for someone.

However, this waits from three or four o'clock in the afternoon to when the night is dark.

……

Duan Yao sat on the stone steps, propped his hands back, and looked up at the galaxy in winter.He heard the sound of dead branches breaking, and he subconsciously glanced sideways, and saw Qi Shi walking out from the path.

He was slightly surprised: "Why are you here?"

"I lost a boyfriend, come out and look for it." Qi Shi sat down beside him, raised his hand to pinch the back of his neck, and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Qi Shi waited at the milk tea shop for three or four hours, but he didn't see this person contacting him, and the phone was turned off when he called.Fearing that something might happen, and ignoring the idea of ​​leaving each other some private space, they immediately went to the rental house, but the neighbors across the street said that no one had come back.Fortunately, Yijiang is not big, there are not many places this guy can go, and he can be found quickly.

According to what he knew about Duan Yao, even if he was really in a bad mood and wanted some private space, it wouldn't take so long for him to worry.What's more, Qi Shi knows everything about their family, and he will definitely not be ruled out because of this reason, so it can only be that what happened in the short few minutes when he walked away Things that he does not know and that concern him.

"Thinking a lot, wondering if you are really straight, wondering if you really like me?" Duan Yao took a deep look at him, paused for a long time, and then spoke slowly.

Hearing these words, Qi Shi frowned slightly, but did not interrupt him.

"I never provoke straight men. If I knew that you were straight from the beginning, then I would hide my thoughts well and not let you know. The road of homosexuality is not easy, and I can't selfishly put you Pull up to accompany me, you and should have a beautiful family, a gentle and virtuous wife, lively and lovely children, this is the real happiness."

"But I can't bear it. You have already agreed to be with me, and I have already tasted the sweetness, so I don't want to let go. Why should I let go? I don't want to give you up to others at all, as long as I think of you standing next to me It's not me, I feel sour in my heart!"

Duan Yao lowered his head, inserted his fingers into his hair, with obvious anxiety.Qi Shi hugged him into his arms and kissed his forehead.

"Fool."

Duan Yao let him move, put his head against his ear, and calmed down a little.

"But then I thought, how can I be sure that you really like me? You look cold, but you are actually very soft-hearted. What if you just treat me as a good friend and can't bear to see my miserable situation and sympathize with me? ? Not impossible..."

The momentary smile after the confession, the cold cheeks washed in cold water after being secretly kissed in the kitchen, the unnatural moment when we get close every time in the living room, and the habit of kissing only at night because of shyness ... If you follow this statement, it is not unreasonable.

"Did you only see these? Have you ever seen me send myself out to appease and sympathize with other friends?" Qi Shi lowered his eyes.

"I don't know. I've always been the only one by your side, and I can't find a comparison." Duan Yao raised his head and frowned, "Before today, I can say with absolute certainty that you like me. Maybe you don't even know it yourself. , how gentle your eyes are when you look at me, as if water waves are mixed in the sea of ​​stars. Yes...that's it..."

He raised his hand to caress those eyes, leaned forward, carefully kissed at the end of the eyes, and said in a low voice:

"But I'm not sure now. I'm afraid it's just my wishful thinking, my own sentimentality, my overthinking and interpretation, and I've made such an explanation abruptly." He put his arms around Qi Shi's neck and wiped his cold cheeks Stick it on the warm neck.

Qi Shi took off the cold hands on his neck, unbuttoned the down jacket, and stuffed it into the clothes.He changed his position again and took him into his arms.

"Just come and ask me. What are you thinking about alone? I'll tell you whatever you want to know."

"But I dare not. I'm afraid that I won't even have the chance to pretend that nothing happened."

"Fool Duan Yao."

Qi Shi whispered something, distressed and sad.Pulling the man away from his shoulders, and pressing his forehead against his forehead, he kissed Duan Yao's lips, and comforted him, "Let's solve each problem one by one, but first, there are some things you need to keep in mind—"

"Everything I do is because you are Duan Yao."

"Everything I give you has always been unique to me, only for you, and only for you."

"I like you. I like you so much that I want to be with you even across genders. I like you so much that I want to occupy your life. I like you so much... I'm completely at a loss."

Putting your palms behind his ears, your thumbs caressed the slightly warm cheeks.Qi Shi stepped forward, pressed his lips against him, and whispered:

"Duan Yao, it's the first time I like someone. I don't understand many things, and I haven't done a lot of things well. Don't dislike me, you have to teach me."

An inch further forward, the breath blends, and the lips and teeth grind together.

The love words that would blow people dizzy every single word echoed in the ears, just as Duan Yao raised his eyes, he greeted a long kiss.When he opened his eyes, Qi Shi had already turned his face away.However, if you hold someone, where can you hide?Duan Yao looked at the small half of his blushing side face, bent his lips, and leaned back without piercing, his fingers inserted into Qi Shi's sweater, and covered his hands with his warmth through a layer of autumn clothes.Qi Shi frowned irritated by the icy chill, and regardless of hiding, he turned around and hugged him tightly, commanding:

"Finger, stick it in."

"Ok?"

"Put your hands inside the autumn clothes, it won't be warm through a layer."

Duan Yao hesitated for a while, but was still obedient.In this thawing weather, his hand had touched the stone platform for a long time, and he was already numb from the cold.

When the cold fingertips touched the warm skin, Qi Shi was irritated and had goose bumps all over his back.However, he just frowned, hugged him tightly, and began to explain to Duan Yao.

In fact, at this moment, he has used practical actions to calm people down, and it doesn't matter whether he explains it or not.However, some things have to be said sooner or later.

Qi Shi did like girls before, it can even be said that before Duan Yao confessed, he thought he liked girls.As for Duan Yao, he is a lifelong good friend.He thought that everything he did was out of caring for his friends, and he reciprocated, but it was a little too much.Until Duan Yao asked him if he wanted to be together forever.

If it weren't for the hand with interlocking fingers, he might not have understood the deep meaning.

As if suddenly enlightened.Move those behaviors that were slightly out of bounds for brothers in the past to the person you like, then everything makes sense.

The reason why he indulged without a bottom line was because he wanted to treat him well.

The reason why she opened her heart to him and showed her vulnerability was because she wanted to rely on him.

The reason why she couldn't help wanting to touch his eyes and pluck his hair was just out of love.

The reason why people have to be sent to the infirmary even if they are dizzy is that the simplest concern is chaos.

The reason why I feel that there is nothing wrong with him venting in my arms in vain, is that I subconsciously feel that I have a closer relationship with him.

But what can get close to a grown-up boy?Only lovers, only future partners.

It dawned on me.

This was the few seconds when he was in a daze after Duan Yao was confessed, and it was also the reason why he said he was stupid.

Isn't it stupid to bend yourself unknowingly, without even realizing it, and lose the person you are in love with almost without even starting the relationship?

"Have you really thought about it? As long as you let go, I won't stop you, and you can still live a happy life with your wife and children. Isn't this what you always wanted?" Duan Yao muffled.

Qi Shi was silent, and then said silently: "When you say this, can you first take out the hands that are moving around in my clothes, boyfriend?"

Duan Yao: "..."

"Don't be duplicity, it's not like you." Qi Shi smiled and kissed him, "What I want is never a happy life with a wife and children, I just want a peaceful life. And you, the unexpected happiness."

Qi Shi still remembered what he thought when he brought him home for the first time and the two talked at night.The sense of security is too low, he will always guess the sincerity and hypocrisy of others, and never give himself up. In this way, he has already made plans to be lonely.However, he didn't know at that time that the guy next to him who was crying for other people would be his life's salvation.

"If this was before I realized my feelings for you, when I was straight, maybe your proposal would still be great. But now, I'm bent, and when you confessed, I already have you so good How could you still fall in love with someone else if you have a jewel in front of you?"

"Regardless of men and women, in my case, no one in this world can compare to a Duan Yao."

"This road is difficult, but you are destined to go one way to the end, and you will definitely find a fellow traveler, then—"

"I have a good-looking guy with good grades, who can draw, fight, cook, and only likes you, do you want it?"

The author has something to say:

The yawning author is about to go to the computer. Maybe this year I really need to buy a red rope to wear it for transport. The family went to the hospital for a walk and I went shopping again. I have to continue tomorrow. I feel sorry for myself...

I finished the code when I was sleepy. I checked it twice and found nothing to be changed. Maybe I will make a small repair when I wake up, catch bugs or something...

Finally, cover your mouth secretly.The little angel said, if you hold back your words, you will feel like glass shards when you speak 2333333