I bend when you confess

Duan Yao was standing in the kitchen with the hot siu mai that his boyfriend gave him, a little distracted.Sent someone to go out, and was caught on the spot when he came back, but he didn't ask or question him, just... let him have breakfast?

"I have something to tell you."

There was a sudden sound behind him, Duan Yao's hands trembled, and the siu mai he had just picked up fell back again.He turned around and found that Qi Shi was standing at the door at some point.

"Tell me." He put down his plates and chopsticks, and immediately wanted to go out.Xingshi's questioning of the crime is coming, should he confess and be lenient, or kill him and deny it?

However, before he even walked out of the kitchen, he was stopped by Qi Shi: "No hurry, you eat first. I... make mental preparations."

Duan Yao was startled, looking at the back of Qi Shi walking towards the room, he vaguely had other guesses.Immediately swallowed two mouthfuls, packed up and followed immediately.

The windows in the room were wide open, and the wind blew in, lifting a layer of tulle to shade the sun.The dappled sunlight fell into the room, and fell on Qi Shi who was in a trance while hugging the pillow, full of blankness, emptiness, and unreality.

Duan Yao's heart tightened, he pressed his shoulder, felt the real touch of his hands, and then laughed at himself: "I thought you were going to become a fairy."

He knelt down beside Qi Shi and asked tentatively, "What do you want to say?"

However, as soon as the words fell, he felt his body stiffen suddenly.Immediately, I couldn't bear it anymore, sighed lowly, held the person's hand and comforted him: "I don't want to talk about it now, can we talk about it later?"

Only then did Qi Shi take back all the wandering thoughts, threw away the pillow in his arms, hugged his boyfriend's waist, and knocked his chin on his shoulder: "But I don't want my boyfriend to want to know about me You have to ask other people."

As soon as this sentence came out, it was tantamount to setting off a huge wave in Duan Yao's heart.What did he ask other people?From the beginning to the end, he only asked Zhuang Huaibi.Although there was such a vague guess before, but when it was confirmed, it was still hard to hide the shock.He knew how deeply this matter was hidden in Qi Shi's heart.He had asked several times as a friend and lover, but he never got a single word, and Qi Shi even told him clearly that he didn't want to mention it.

This is tantamount to an untouchable minefield, no matter for anyone, including himself.

But right now, unexpectedly...

"I should have given you an explanation a long time ago, about the trance during this period and the nightmares every day and every night. It's my fault. I know how much you care about me, but I didn't say a word, which made you worry for so long .”

"But you don't have to..."

"It is necessary." Duan Yao only said a few words before being cut off by Qi Shi, "This is what I should do as a boyfriend. As long as you want to know, then there is nothing you can't say. What's more- —”

He was silent for a moment, then pressed Duan Yao into his arms, and said in a low voice: "I also want to tell you, I want you to know all about my past. I want you to hug me, kiss me, and comfort me. "

His voice was extremely low when he said this, if Duan Yao was not sticking to his side, he might not be able to hear a single word clearly.Fortunately, they were close at hand, and Duan Yao's ear happened to touch his lips, so he listened to this coquettish speech without missing a word.

Duan Yao turned his head to look at his frank and cowardly boyfriend, feeling soft-hearted and distressed.Immediately kissed relatives, got up, closed the windows, pulled up the blackout curtains, and even closed the door.The originally extremely bright room instantly turned into a dark, airtight narrow space, as if divided into an independent small world, and there were only the two of them in this world.

Qi Shi's tense mood relaxed slightly, he leaned close to Duan Yao who sat back in his original position, and began to recall the bloody past.

Qi Shi, who was just a sophomore, was still a high-spirited boy, and he and Liang Jingyan were still very good friends.The reputation of the two has spread far and wide, so far that freshmen who have just entered school know their names.Zhuang Huaibi is one of them.But this person is different from other people who only dare to watch from a distance.He directly found Qi Shi's class, and confessed in front of everyone, saying that he fell in love with Qi Shi at first sight.

"..." Duan Yao pursed his lips without saying a word, just wanted to declare his sovereignty.

Qi Shi bent his lips, pinched his face and smiled lightly: "What are you nervous about? Before I met you, I was straight, okay?"

Because it is straight, it is naturally impossible to accept it.

But Zhuang Huaibi did not give up, he used his sincerity for this relationship.Whenever I have time, I will run to their class, find all kinds of sweets for him, surprise him by hiding candies in different places, say a word of love to him every day, write love letters to him every now and then, and even In order to have a common language with him, a music and art student would waste time learning painting...

At that time, Qi Shi was not as indifferent as he is now, and he hadn't learned to reject people thousands of miles away. At that time, he would laugh and soften his heart.Even if all the sweets are rejected, all the candies are returned, all the love letters are ignored, and all the love letters are not read, but because of this sincerity, even if they refuse with righteous words, they are just waiting for no outsiders Say it straight, never embarrass him in front of others.

"So, what happened later? How did it develop into that?" Duan Yao asked with difficulty.He suddenly discovered that what he had done was actually far inferior to Zhuang Huaibi. It could even be said that if Qi Shi was not in an embarrassing situation due to the past buried by Zhuang Huaibi, he would never have taken advantage of it.

Qi Shi didn't notice his emotions, and all his thoughts remained in his memory.

Xu Shi's too soft-hearted reaction gave people hope, so Zhuang Huaibi intensified.In the face of what he did later, everything in the school was like whitewashing.

When Qi couldn't impress Qi at school, Zhuang Huaibi turned his attention to his family.Follow him secretly, and then come in as his good friend, help the family with work from time to time, and gain favorability in front of Grandpa Qi Shi.At the same time, there were rumors that the two of them were together in the school, and there were even rumors that someone directly asked Zhuang Huaibi, but Zhuang Huaibi did not deny it.

Only then did Qi Shi realize the seriousness of the matter, and he called the person out directly, made his words clear, and never communicated again.But Zhuang Huaibi still didn't give up, and sent him messages from time to time, changing one number to another when it was blocked.Until the night of the accident...

At that time, Qi Shi's grandfather fell ill and was hospitalized, and Qi Shi also took care of him in the hospital.I have received several text messages in between.From the very beginning, I wanted to give him a gift, and asked if I could go out to meet him, but then the negative emotions became more and more serious, and the last one——

"He said, if I don't go to see him, I'll jump off the complex. I only take him as a threat, so I don't want to bother." Qi Shi's voice became lower and lower, and he subconsciously leaned towards Duan Yao, I was held by someone's hand, "But, I was still worried. Grandpa saw it. He just thought someone was looking for me to play with, so he urged me to go—"

"So you went?!" Duan Yao suddenly sat up straight with a look of surprise.But why is Qi Shi indifferent in all the rumors, regardless?Unless no one knew he had gone, he didn't catch up... Duan Yao didn't dare to think about it, but Qi Shi's words confirmed his thoughts.

"Yeah. But... a step too late." Qi Shi covered his face and forced himself not to think about the scene at that time, but the image in the deepest part of his memory still floated up uncontrollably.

He was a step late, and when he arrived at the downstairs of the complex, it was just in time... to see the man jumping off the stairs.Unbiased, it fell right in front of his eyes.

The vertebrae protruded, the blood spread, and the head was...disfigured.She opened her eyes and looked at him, with a weird smile on her lips.

Qi Shi covered his mouth and began to retch, Duan Yao hurriedly got up and brought back water, while hugging him tightly to comfort him.He had never imagined that there would be such a paragraph, but everything made sense.Why do you feel dizzy for no reason, why don’t you eat meat, don’t touch things like tofu, why do you try to avoid the area of ​​the complex...

Even if he just listened to the simple description, he could feel the horror and blood dripping on his face, but this person faced it abruptly and alone at the scene.

No wonder I don't want to mention it, no wonder I have nightmares every night...

Duan Yao felt distressed, raised his hand to wipe his sweaty face, and kissed him carefully.

"Don't talk, don't talk. If I want to know about this, I won't let you talk about it. Say what, I don't like to hear it!"

Qi Shi looked at the eyes that showed his embarrassment, and saw the anxiety and self-blame and distress on his face, the blood in his heart faded by half, and he felt relieved a lot.He opened his arms towards the man and let him hug himself in his arms.He let go of his strength and leaned on Duan Yao.Suddenly remembered, a long time ago, Duan Yao was like this, leaning on his back, leaning on his shoulders, and handing over all the weight to him.

It's a really good feeling to be totally dependent on.

Duan Yao hugged him, stroking and comforting him along his spine.He lowered his head and stared at the person without blinking, and suddenly said: "I will never call you Xiao Gongju again."

Qi Shi was taken aback for a moment, and then showed the first heartfelt smile of the day.

"It doesn't matter. It's your pet name for me, isn't it?"

This may sound like a joke, but it is true.No matter what caused this title, but the three words shouted from Duan Yao's mouth, there are jokes and jokes, but more care and love.

He came out of Duan Yao's arms and continued the unfinished follow-up.Duan Yao originally wanted to stop it, but was persuaded by him.Say it all at once, and save yourself digging the wound later.

Later, he ran away, but the police found him according to Zhuang Huaibi's last contact person. At the same time, people from the Zhuang family also came to the door.However, the policeman was looking for his house, and he left after questioning as usual, but the people from the Zhuang family found the hospital and said that it was his fault that Zhuang Huaibi jumped off the building, and they wanted him to pay for his life.In the end, it was true that one life was lost. Grandpa's blood pressure soared on the spot, and he couldn't catch his breath. After being pushed into the operating room, he never came out again.

They all said that they were angry at his unfilial grandson.

Later, after he finished taking care of the family affairs, he returned to school.The way everyone looked at him changed. The word "murderer" always followed his name like a shadow. Friends who used to have a good relationship avoided him, not to mention communication, and they even wanted to pat him on the shoulder after passing by. The head teacher who once regarded him as a treasure showed disdain for him, expressing openly and secretly that the students in the Peiyou class are all good characters and good grades, so you should get to know each other early and leave early.And his best friend said that as long as he was with him, he would clarify for him.

So, he didn't want anything, abandoned all the people and things that abandoned him, and left with Zhang Daiqing, the only one who believed in him and was willing to take him in.

The story is not long, and it takes only an hour to finish telling it all. All the words are understatements.But Qi Shi exhausted all his strength, and finally fell asleep directly on Duan Yao's leg.

Duan Yao didn't do anything, and didn't leave.She just used Qi Shi as a pillow on the bed and let him sleep soundly while holding his hand.Even if his hands and legs are numb, he doesn't move a bit.He only occasionally reached out to smooth his forehead that he never let go of even in his sleep.

No matter who paved the way for them to be together, no matter who he stepped on to walk to Qi Shi's side, Duan Yao only knows that this person is with him now, and he will guard it carefully He, protects him, loves him, and wipes away the mottled bloodstains left on his body one by one.

From now on, no one will hurt him in the slightest.