I bend when you confess

"Let go!" Duan Yao frowned and looked at the hand holding his clothes.

"I don't." Qi Shi pursed his lips.

"Qi Shi, do you think I won't beat you up!" Duan Yao turned around and grabbed the man's collar and clenched his fists.

"You beat me up." Qi Shi looked up at him.

"Fuck!" Duan Yao pulled his hair irritably, kicked on the bed leg, turned around and left immediately.

"Duan Yao!" Qi Shi panicked, quickly got up and hugged him tightly, "Don't go, you can do whatever you want, I was wrong, don't go."

Duan Yao was silent for a moment, then pushed the man back on the bed, leaned over and knelt on the edge of the bed and put his hands on his face: "Anything is fine, so tell me, what does it mean that you can't find someone to apologize?! Where do you want to apologize? ?! Could it be that you listened to him and jumped down when I was one step late?! Could it be that I have to repeat the same mistakes you made and watch you fall apart in front of me!"

"No, it won't." Qi Shi denied, staring blankly at the person in front of him, "I promised you, I won't leave you alone."

No one is more important than this person.Even if it's a lifetime of nightmares, as long as he can be with him, then Qi Shi will recognize it.He will not leave Duan Yao alone, nor will he be willing to leave him alone to repeat the pain he has suffered. He just wants this person to be happy forever, smile forever, and stay away from all suffering and sorrow.

But right now, he didn't know if he still had the chance to accompany people down.He raised his hand and tentatively touched Duan Yao's waist.However, as soon as he touched the corner of his clothes, he was stopped by someone and pinched his wrists on the bed.

Qi Shi felt a chill in his heart and looked at him in disbelief.

Duan Yao looked at him like this and couldn't bear it.Enduring all the way, after finishing dealing with Zhou Cixu, the anger that finally vented after returning home was completely dispelled by those few words.

He naturally understood what Qi Shi had said.How could he be angry with such a lover who valued him more than himself?But he also knew that Qi Shi cared too much about him and was too afraid of losing him.In the current situation, it is far easier for him to get the promise he wants by keeping a straight face than softening up.Therefore, even though his whole body was clamoring to coax him and comfort him, Duan Yao still restrained himself with all his strength, and asked with a cold face: "Then what about apologizing? Do you think you are wrong?"

Qi Shi pursed his lips, and the corners of his mouth moved.

Duan Yao looked at him, and before he could speak, he interjected, "You should think it through before answering."

Qi Shi paused for a long time before answering in a hoarse voice, "I don't know."

"At first, I didn't think I was at fault, and I didn't feel sorry for him. However, they all said it was my fault. Sometimes I also wondered, if I had gone there earlier, he would not have jumped off the building. He is fine. , no one will go to the hospital, and grandpa will not be mad at me. As long as I bear it, nothing will happen... Sometimes I think this way, sometimes I think that way, I don’t know what I am Got an idea."

He lowered his eyes, his expression blank.

"So that's why you said you were at fault?" The first time this person stayed at his house, I thought it was just a casual remark, but I didn't expect that it was also his sincerity.

"Well... I don't care about this. Anyway, no matter how much you think about it, it won't help. Just leave here. Leave here, as long as I can leave with you--" The voice stopped abruptly, Qi Shi pursed his lips, raised his eyes again, with Looking at Duan Yao stubbornly, "You said that you will take me out when I get lost. You can't leave me halfway."

The words were strong, but with desperate despair.

Duan Yao's nose was sour, and all words were blocked in his mouth.He lowered his eyes and touched the end of his red eyes: "Then you have to promise me one thing."

Qi Shi's eyes suddenly lit up.

"You can't hide anything from me in the future. No matter what you think, as long as it is related to you, you have to tell me. Of course, I will do the same to you. There is no privacy. "

"Okay." Qi Shi responded very quickly, as long as he was still with him, there was nothing he couldn't agree to.He pursed the corners of his lips, and said with some anxiety and uneasiness, "Yaoyao...I want to hug you."

Duan Yao felt uncomfortable seeing his cautious appearance, couldn't help it anymore, immediately loosened his wrist, lowered himself into his arms, and was hugged tightly in an instant.

The empty bosom was filled instantly, and Qi Shixuan's heart was relieved: "I thought you really didn't want me anymore."

His arms were tightly wrapped around his body, squeezing his ribs with some pain.Duan Yao indulged his movements, reached out and hugged his neck tightly, put his face on his neck, and comforted him in a low voice: "Fool...how could it be? I like you so much. Don't even think about it, don't want you anymore , I’m left alone.”

"There are so many in this world..."

"No one can compare to Qi Shi." Duan Yao cut off his words, was silent for a moment, and then confessed to others, "I didn't mean to be angry with you, you scared me first. Qi Shi, I'm afraid too When I couldn't get through to your phone, when I heard someone jump off the building, and the moment he induced you... I don't know if I can't find you, if you really jumped, what should I do?"

Qi Shi's heart was sore, he kissed his relatives and comforted him and apologized: "I'm sorry."

Duan Yao stood up and knelt beside him with a serious expression.

"You really should apologize to me, but whether it's Zhuang Huaibi or Zhou Cixu, you don't need to apologize to any of them."

"You should have heard what I said. It was not because of you that Zhuang Huaibi jumped off the building. It was his own family problem, which had nothing to do with you."

Knowing the crux of Qi Shi's problem, Duan Yao naturally couldn't allow it to spread unscrupulously.He was very fortunate that Qi Shi was only affected by those accusing words for a long time, instead of really falling into self-blame from the beginning.

"Even if you arrive at that time, you can stop him for a while, but if the most fundamental family problems are not resolved, he will go forward one day. This is not something you can stop."

Qi Shi listened to his words, and was silent for a while: "I know this truth, but I can't control my thinking. In a short time, I will still..."

He frowned, and said all the thoughts in his heart, as long as he promised Duan Yao, he would do it.

"It doesn't matter if you can't figure it out for a while, we still have enough time." Duan Yao reassured, he leaned over and met Shang Qi Shi's eyes, "You just need to look at me now."

Qi Shi smiled lightly, and pulled him into his arms again.

"We'll get out of here. I'll go with you. But that's to start a new life, not escape."

"it is good."

This is the end of a war.

The lights in the room were turned off, and the two of them lay in the darkness, head to head, watching the fireworks explode in the distance.Duan Yao hugged him sideways, resting his chin on his shoulder, lamented that it was a pity for this birthday, and also felt sorry for Qi Shi for two years in a row, his birthday was full of bad things.

Contrary to him, Qi Shi didn't care about this.Instead, he was even more curious about Duan Yao's birthday present.

After thinking about the cake left in the workshop and the love letter that fell into Zhang Daiqing's hands, Duan Yao: "..."

Qi Shi smiled softly and hugged him into his arms: "It's okay, you are the greatest gift."

"It's really okay?" Duan Yao didn't believe it, and insisted, "You promised me that you wouldn't hide anything."

Qi Shi was speechless, and when he thought of revealing all his inner feelings, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable, and subconsciously wanted to avoid Duan Yao's sight.However, Duan Yao understood his intentions first, turned over and held him down first, and put his two hands beside his head to fix it, looking over with a pair of bright eyes with a smile.

"Actually, it does matter."

Suddenly I don't want to hide.She put her arms around his waist and looked into those eyes.

Birthday is never a good day for Qi Shi.When I was still young, I still had expectations for those parents, and I would look forward to the gate for birthdays, but in the end, they all ended hastily.Later, when he grew up, even though he and his grandfather had a good time together, in the dead of night, he always thought uncontrollably about the two people who gave him life.

Originally thought, this is already suffering.But it wasn't until last year that I realized that the previous ones were nothing.

At least in the past, there were relatives, friends, cakes, and birthday songs, but after last year, when I think of this day, it is the threatening text message on the mobile phone, the bloody flesh that fell in front of him, and the nightmare all day and night. , none of which exist anymore.

When Duan Yao mentioned it, although I couldn't help thinking about the past, I still looked forward to it.Looking forward to his ingenuity, looking forward to his meticulous preparation, looking forward to the feeling of being taken seriously again...

"Even, I look forward to you being able to replace my memory of this day."

Even though the voice was as indifferent as ever, Duan Yao was still clearly aware of the ups and downs of emotions.The calmness of the past, the fear and shrinking of last year, and the deep regret in the last sentence.

Touching his forehead and touching the tip of his nose: "Today...hasn't passed yet. I can still do it."

"What did you do?" Qi Shi was slightly taken aback.

"Do it... so that you can only think of me on your next birthday." Duan Yao pressed his lips and replied vaguely.

Qi Shi raised his head and accepted his kiss.Then, I felt that his lips and teeth left the lips, fell to the side of the ear, the earlobe, the neck, and then lingered along the line...Suddenly realized what he wanted to do, Qi Shi's breath was stagnant, and he turned over and crushed him Turn around and restrain his movements.

"Do you know what you're doing?"

In the darkness, he heard Duan Yao chuckle.

"of course I know."

"Birthday present, boyfriend."

"Don't you, don't want me?"

The string in my brain snapped instantly.

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Thank you little angel Wang Yueshan for mine~

Happy New Year everyone~