Cai Wei

【24】

I looked into Lin Ximing's eyes, my figure was reflected in those black pupils, and some unknown emotions were also reflected.

"I...I can't watch you being...by everyone..." Lin Ximing seemed to have no way to speak, but I could understand what was going on in his mind.

The United Nations University is so big that I'm afraid it won't be able to accommodate Lin Ximing and I.

If Chang Weiguo had any brains about this kind of thing, he would know that the bigger the trouble, the better.At that time, how can I keep the ruler in my hand and continue to teach and educate people on the square platform that I love?

impossible.

If Lin Ximing and I still want to seek peace and live for life in troubled times, we can only find a deserted mountain and forest to live in seclusion. Life—just, this kind of life should be after Guotai Minan.

To put it bluntly, I don't want to part with the unfinished popular science books, and the group of students who are as lush and green as mengchun. I still want to use my modest strength to guide them to grow wildly in this troubled world.

But these are all my own thoughts. If compared with the information Chang Weiguo wants, I would rather be pointed at by my beloved students, not understood by former classmates, or ruthlessly mocked by pawnbrokers.

It's just that Lin Ximing... I'm afraid he can't bear it.

"Weihua", Lin Ximing refilled a cup of hot tea for me, "You are different from me. As a professor, I want to be closer to you, but you really take preaching, teaching and educating people as your own. the ideal”, his fingers unconsciously curled up, “I still remember that when you arrived in Changsha not long ago, you were in a daze. I have lost my purpose... I am, how can I watch you lose it again. "

I remained silent, took off the tea cover and sipped the tea with only broken stems.

"There must be a way." He nodded and frowned, "Either...or just say that I used your illness to force you to obey me."

I choked on my tea, hurriedly put down the teacup in my hand for fear of falling, and coughed dozens of times.Lin Ximing quickly patted my back to help me feel better.

I was about to be laughed at by him, "Ximing, when did you lose your mind like Weiguo, you can come up with a way to hurt the enemy by one thousand and yourself by eight hundred!"

What annoys me the most is that his expression tells me that he is really thinking about the feasibility of this approach.

Yes, I really can't let go of those children who are thirsty for knowledge, but it doesn't mean that I can let him go so easily for myself, he is too contemptuous of himself.

I stretched out my hand to cover his mouth where he wanted to say something, "Enough Ximing, it's impossible, I can't use you as a shield."

It was difficult for Lin Ximing to discern the exact emotion in his eyes for a moment, like mixed with joy, comfort, sadness or sigh, I couldn't tell the difference.I saw him finally close his eyes and take a deep breath, and said, "Weihua, I think we forgot one thing, how did he know about our relationship?"

I was slightly taken aback when I heard it, and immediately felt something was wrong.When I was 16 years old, the fire separated me from my parents and drove Chang Weiguo out of my life.And I was with Lin Ximing after he returned to China, that is, when I was 22 years old.

At the age of 22, Chang Weiguo didn't know where he was in exile. Where did he get the news that Lin Ximing and I were in love?

I had already started to plan my future itinerary with Lin Ximing, but now I vaguely felt that maybe everything would not be so bad.

Lin Ximing and I discussed this flaw of Chang Weiguo until the sun had completely sunk into the ground, and we even vaguely found the excitement we had when we were students preparing for debates.When it was getting late, we were lying on the bed and chatting, and it was no longer Chang Weiguo's topic. We talked about everything, and finally we fell into Lin Ximing's arms, clinging to his ironed chest go to sleep.

What happened next happened when I was called to get Hobby's letter by the messenger in the mailroom.

The errand in the mail room is only about seven or eight years old. He is an elf and ghost, like a little mud monkey who feels that there are thorns on the ground and can't rest. He is tanned by the sun, and he only has a pair of bright eyes from a distance. .

While calling me, he murmured, "A weird guy came to the mail room today, he looks very similar to you, sir, but the wrinkles on his face look scary, eh, sir, wouldn't that be Could it be your father?"

Feeling funny in my heart, I reached out and tapped on the top of his head, "Don't talk nonsense."

"Mister, why did you hit me?" He touched the place where I knocked, and suddenly jumped far away, and shouted at me with a grimace, "Sir, go to the mailroom by yourself! I'm going to see today's news. Is there any news on the bulletin board, come back and tell me!"

I watched the kid jump and run away, but I felt a little uneasy in my heart. The weird person he was talking about must be Chang Weiguo.It must not be a coincidence that I was waiting in the mail room when I went to pick up He Bixin. After so many days of silence, it was finally the last time.

After thinking about it, I went back and called Lin Ximing together.

There are always many people in the mailroom on weekends. Students and professors who are far away from their homeland are waiting for a letter from home here.After leaving the new pavilion, the family letters are worth a million dollars, and I don't know which letter will say whose plum blossoms are blooming in front of the window.

When I walked into the mail room, I immediately saw Chang Weiguo who was sitting and staring at the people coming and going.He seems to have tidied himself up a bit today, wearing a formal suit of inferior fabric, and the hair that was scrambled back when we met that day has been taken care of today, and it is true that he looks extraordinary, but He is very old, but he still looks like a gentleman.

Without squinting, I went straight to the envelopes that were sorted into different categories, and looked down to find them.From the corner of the eye, Lin Ximing found a seat directly opposite Chang Weiguo and sat down. He looked quite bored, and even found out from his carry-on bag——

I turned my body sideways to see Lin Ximing's movements more clearly. After I saw it clearly, I really couldn't help laughing out loud.

This guy actually took out the woolen cardigan that was half-knitted last time, without even giving Chang Weiguo a look, he knits the sweater contentedly.

Too much.

I saw Chang Weiguo's already sallow, bloodless face was frighteningly green, and for some reason I suddenly remembered that when we were young, we were all in the mansion in Shanghai.I was just under ten years old at the time, and I was always bullied by Chang Weiguo, who was five years older. Lin Ximing didn't dare to face him openly because of his status, so he tried to do something that Chang Weiguo couldn't bear at all to show his father Shocked him in front of him, and waited for his father to discipline him.

After rubbing my fingertips on a beige envelope for a while, I picked it up and called out to Lin Ximing, "Ximing, let's go."

Suddenly, Chang Weiguo stood up and slammed towards the door.

"Where are you going!"

The author has something to say:

Chang Weihua: I have a bold guess.

Lin Ximing: Please state your guess.

Chang Weihua: [frowns] [angry] Chang Weiguo, that shameless old man, won't eavesdrop on our corners!

Lin·Same age as elder brother·Nothing to say·Ximing: ...No way.

Chang·Old Shameless·Bad Old Man·Weiguo: I don't care to hear that you two are disgusting, despicable and shameless...

Lin Ximing: [Knitting a sweater] Noisy.

Chang Weihua: Ximing... When did you develop the habit of carrying wool with you?