After I was reborn, I was bent by a bamboo horse

After all, manpower cannot be compared with machines, let Tao Xun drag it outside, if it really gets caught under the wheels——

The young man with a gloomy face looked out, and the rain was pouring down through a layer of glass.

The young man was still holding on to the glass window, bleeding from his fingers one by one, and was washed clean by the heavy rain.

The car window was raised up bit by bit with difficulty, and human strength was still weak after all. When he reached the last point, his fingers were still firmly grasping the car window. If he continued, he might have to pinch his hands off.

"Brother Chen—"

Shen Chen kicked the car door open, and the young man who was thrown away by the bang fell into the rain again. He wanted to get up but before he could move, someone grabbed his arm and grabbed him.

The strength was so great that he almost broke his entire arm, but the moment he was touched, he grabbed the man's clothes tightly, ignoring the pain in his arm at all.

——As if he had lost his sense of pain, no matter how much Shen Chen beat and scolded him to death, he refused to let go.

"Did you die?" He heard Shen Chen's voice, which was as cold as ice, but he didn't kick him away again.

Zhang Bocong breathed a sigh of relief. He knew Shen Chen, and he was really afraid that such a hard-hearted person would not soften his heart. If something happened to him, it would be over. Fortunately——

Shen Chen was suspicious and ruthless by nature, he thought that he would never soften to anyone in his life.

If it were someone else, he wouldn't be angry at all, because it wasn't worth it at all. In his two lifetimes of being cold-hearted and indifferent, he never thought that he would fall on such an idiot in the end. He might be an idiot himself.

The car door was completely closed with a loud bang. Shen Chen looked at the young man clinging to him, his body was completely soaked by the rain, his whole body was trembling slightly, but there was still a pungent smell. I don't know how long I stayed in that place before I got such a smell.

He had forgotten how many times this person had guaranteed him, saying that he would never go to those sensual places again.

Shen Chen twitched the corners of his mouth, and smiled a little coldly. Tao Xun grasped him too tightly, almost tearing his clothes to pieces. A bit of cold sarcasm: "Tao Xun, have you ignored my words?"

——Isn’t it even more stupid to believe it yourself?In fact, it was nothing more than a series of lies, and he came back from a business trip for more than a month, revealing his true colors.

His expression couldn't help but become colder, his usual pretense of temperament and upbringing all collapsed at this moment, that layer of camouflage was torn away, and what was left was the ruthless gloom from his bones.

——Even the eyes that fall are cold, and the viciousness in his essence is less than anyone else's. He thought he could hide quietly for a lifetime, but Tao Xun broke the cage abruptly at this moment.

Tao Xun was shivering all over, he couldn't tell whether it was the cold or something else, the shaking was very obvious, his teeth were chattering, he was dragged into the car roughly, until now he is half kneeling on the car, clinging tightly Rubbing Shen Chen's waist.

His lips moved for a while, but he could only spit out a few words: "Brother Chen, you heard—"

How could he hear the phone call half a month ago?In the past five years, I have made countless phone calls, but no one has ever answered them. Why is it only this time——

"Brother Chen, listen to my explanation—"

Shen Chen looked at him leisurely, couldn't tell what it was like, but the corners of his mouth were slightly curled with sarcasm: "Okay, let me listen to your explanation, explain how you are so obedient, you tell me you like it while you are outside Find someone, or take my words as a deaf ear, one thing in front of one's face, and one thing behind one's back?"

Shen Chen felt that he was ridiculous. He was guarding against Chu Yu like nothing. He had told him many times not to mix with Chu Yu. He had never cared about anyone in his two lifetimes. In the end, he planned to try just this once. When he turned around, he was slapped so hard that his whole face ached.

He also thought for a moment that Tao Xun really liked him, so much that he could die, but compared to his feelings for him, he might be more important to have fun.

Shen Chen closed his eyes, feeling inexplicably cold.

"Brother Chen, Brother Chen, it's fine if you don't like it, we will still be brothers in the future, I will not do anything that crosses the line, I swear...you don't like this kind of thing, just follow me as if I didn't say it It's been the same for more than ten years, brother Chen, don't leave me...you won't say anything if you don't like me, I promise..."

Tao Xun swears incoherently, his body trembles more and more, and even breathing is difficult.

Shen Chen sneered, stretched out a hand, groping for Tao Xun's chin with cold knuckles, and forcefully lifted that face up, his hands were cold, his voice was cold, even his eyebrows and eyes were cold. There is a layer of chill in the room, but it is still high above, and the people below it are getting more and more unbearable.

He said, "What if I say I like it?"

——With just one sentence, the person who keeps talking can be completely shut up.

The contours of the cheeks in his hands were terribly thin, and he could clearly feel the shape of the bones. He was obviously not so thin before he left. He was so terribly thin. The undried rain wetted his hair and covered his eyes. Looking at him like that, he couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or exhaustion.

He looked at the person who was still trembling unconsciously, skinny and bony, his eyes were black and blue, his cheeks were sunken deeply, but his eye sockets were red, he just raised his head and looked at him, his lips trembling unconsciously opened and closed.

It seemed that he wanted to say something, but he seemed unable to say anything. However, until this moment, Shen Chen raised his face and realized that his condition was not right—normal people would not tremble like this no matter how cold they were, besides It's still autumn.

Thinking about it carefully, everything about him seemed abnormal today, even if he was afraid that he was gone, he would not be able to chase him out so frantically, walking so unsteadily that he fell to his knees on the ground, and even almost died of being caught under the wheels.

Shen Chen's fingers tightened unconsciously, almost breaking his mandible, but even Tao Xun's reaction to such pain was slow, without the slightest intention of struggling.

Shen Chen was so angry that he laughed back, almost gnashing his teeth into pieces, oozing out every single word from between his teeth, the coldness sent chills down the spine: "Are you taking drugs?"

He can know where KeiTi is even with his eyes closed, and he knows exactly what he stepped on when he just entered, but no matter how bastard Tao Xun is, no matter how crazy he is, he is still a serious kid raised by the Tao family Master, it is absolutely impossible to do such a thing.

For a moment, Shen Chen really wanted to drive the car back and burn the place clean, but almost as soon as he wanted to move Tao Xun, he rushed forward and hugged him tightly, and he kept admitting his mistakes : "Brother Chen, I didn't...wrong...Brother Chen...I listen to you..."

He was drenched in the rain and his whole body was cold, but his face was burning hot. When he pressed against Shen Chen's chest, he was shaking uncontrollably, but the scorching body temperature burned to his chest through his clothes.

There was dead silence in the carriage. For a long time, Shen Chen stretched out his hand and pulled the trembling man from his kneeling position. The muddy and wet man hugged him tightly, holding him in a posture that would never let go. hold on.

The expression of the young man hiding in the carriage was unclear, only a pair of eyes looked particularly cold against the damp autumn rain outside the carriage.

He didn't reach out to hug him, but he didn't refuse either, but the fingers hanging by his side sank inch by inch into the flesh.

"go home."

Zhang Bocong didn't speak, but just increased the speed of the car by a gear.

Since Tao Xun hugged him, his emotions gradually became less uncontrollable, and there was no other sound except trembling, but his strength was getting stronger and stronger, almost wanting to crush him into his own bones.

Zhang Bocong drove extremely fast, and within half an hour it was delivered to Shen Chen's downstairs.

"Do you want an umbrella?" The car stopped for a long time and there was no movement behind. Zhang Bocong glanced at the heavy rain outside the window, but his voice was very low.

This sound seemed to wake Shen Chen up from his thoughts, and the first reaction was to raise his hand to hug Tao Xun's back, and then he realized that it was Zhang Bocong's voice.

"No need, I'll take him up, I'm going to trouble the senior today." Anyway, it's all soaked through, so it doesn't matter if you take an umbrella or not.

After Zhang Bocong helped open the car door, he didn't make a sound, and he couldn't say anything at this time.

He kept watching Shen Chen's back disappear into the rain, and slowly lit a cigarette by himself.

When going upstairs, Tao Xun was very quiet all the time, although he was still holding on to Shen Chen's clothes tightly, but he did not speak incoherently to the point of trembling and gibberish.

Coming out of the closed compartment, he didn't notice the smell of alcohol on Tao Xun's body until he got home. He didn't know whether he was dizzy or the smell was diffused by the rain, but he ignored the fact that Tao Xun seemed to be drunk.

Both of them were in a mess, and Shen Chen had never been in such a mess since he was reborn. His rage and anger broke through the cruelty and disappointment of reason, and completely tore apart his pretended indifference.

Tao Xun looked unsteady on his feet, so he simply pushed him into the bathroom and turned on the shower. When the warm water sprayed on his head, Tao Xun opened his eyes as if suddenly frightened. There was still sanity and desire in his eyes, and he looked at him with red eyes.

—Tao Xun hugged him.

Just as he went to turn on the switch, Tao Xun stood behind him, hugging him tightly from behind at this moment, and he could only see his face in the hazy mirror covered by water vapor in front.

The young man put himself close to him, leaning his head on his shoulder, his slender arms tightly bound his waist, and looked at him in the mirror, so close, Shen Chen could clearly feel his trembling, his body Every muscle is vibrating.

"Brother Chen," his voice was terribly hoarse, trembling as if unsure, "is what you just said true?"

Shen Chen looked at him through the mirror, neither sad nor happy: "Which sentence?"

"You just said—" He didn't dare to say it, but he was screaming crazily in his heart.

——If you like it?

The one hugging him in the mirror is a young man. From a boy to a young man, they have been with each other for a long time, watching each other step by step from the youthful youth to the tall and straight appearance he is now. Even if he is thin, he is still a A solid man who has everything he has, with well-defined muscles under his shirt.

It wasn't the soft body of a woman, but it was indeed a man hugging him, a bamboo horse whom he had known since childhood.

Shen Chen was silent for a moment, then stretched out his hand to touch the face through the mirror, from the purple chin pinched by him to the thin cheeks, to the red eye sockets.

They are so familiar with each other, so familiar that they can outline that face with their eyes closed, list each other's personality traits, and what embarrassing things happened when they were young...

It was also because of his familiarity that he couldn't figure out why Tao Xun could like him.

He doesn't think that he is worthy of anyone's love. He is ruthless and ignorant, and his interests are above everything else. He never considers others when he does things. He is ruthless and indifferent.

——His experiences when he was young have almost doomed the tone of his life. A ruthless father, a mother who was forced to commit suicide by depression, a younger brother who died in the mother's womb, and a boy who was bullied under the fence. People, who feel that all the ugliness in the world are so obvious, and they are calm and on the sidelines, what is there to be liked by someone for two lifetimes, even at the cost of their lives?

——Tao Xun should know better than anyone else what kind of person he is.

He closed his eyes, and his voice was hoarse like a sigh: "Ah--"

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Tao Xun did not take drugs (other questions!!!)

New year, new atmosphere!Wish little angel a happy new year and all the best in the Year of the Rat!

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最近肺炎严重，大家一定要保护好自己，注意安全！！！ε=ε=(ノ≧?≦)ノ゜?。゜。感谢在2020-01-2223:58:01~2020-01-2600:25:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 ink;

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