long thoughts

I:? ? ?

Zhou Yirou:?

I don't know if I heard it wrong or Miss Zhou made a mistake, I repeated it uncertainly, "To be your boyfriend?"

Zhou Yirou nodded with a smile and said: "Yes, you, Xu Changnian, are now my Zhou Yirou's boyfriend. I don't care what you say, tomorrow I want everyone in the school to know that we are dating. Especially Cai Yujing, remember Tell him personally."

For a moment, I even felt that it would be better to let Cai Yujing know that I like him, since he is going to die anyway, and if he confesses to die, he deserves it.

Maybe it's because my expression looks like I want to go back on my word, Zhou Yirou puts away her desire to watch the show, and has a vigilant look on her face, threatening fiercely: "A gentleman's words are hard to follow, you won't go back on what you promised, right Xu Changnian? Can a man say no?"

It was the first time I heard such a threat, and I didn't know how to answer her, so I just kept silent.After a few words, I just think that Zhou Yirou is just a spoiled little girl, who can't bring up any malicious intentions, but she can't be liked either.

Zhou Yirou didn't wait for a response, and gradually became impatient, "What are you moaning about like a man? Can you go back on what you promised? If you don't like it, you can pull it down. If the whole school doesn't know that you like Cai Yujing tomorrow, I'll fuck you surname!"

After all, she turned around and wanted to leave, this time it was my turn to hold her back, "I didn't go back on my word."

Zhou Yirou looked up at me, but I subconsciously avoided her gaze and added in a low voice, "I'll talk about it tomorrow."

"That's the best." Zhou Yirou shook off my hand, and said coldly, "I didn't feel that I was at a disadvantage, but you were wronged first, Xu Changnian, you are so boring."

I responded with my usual silence.Seeing that Zhou Yirou was far away, she regained her senses and went back to the classroom, thinking about how to tell Cai Yujing about this tomorrow.However, after much deliberation, my head was almost broken, but I couldn't think of a reasonable reason.

Pull it down, I emptied my head.If you can't break the pot, it can't be worse anyway, can it?

The next morning, I went to school extra early.Because I was thinking about the daytime, I didn't sleep much all night. I could only feel the passage of time bit by bit in a chaotic way, watching anxiously as the night fell and the morning light came up.

I dragged my exhausted body to get up and take a shower, only to feel that every cell was frantically ringing the alarm bell, and my thinking was like a big ball of cold paste, and I couldn't think about anything.

Looking at myself with dark circles under my eyes in the mirror, I couldn't help but think of a trick, and for a while I thought it was a good idea, but it was just a thought

The campus in the morning is extremely quiet, and the occasional wind and grass can be heard very clearly.I looked around absently, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a small pavilion behind the teaching building.

It's the first time I found this pavilion after coming to school for so long.It didn't fall on the ground, but on the slope behind the flowers.The eaves and pillars are dilapidated, looking gray and inconspicuous.If I hadn't just glanced at it today, I might not have known that there was such a small pavilion in school until I graduated.

I looked for a long time, but I didn't find any way up to the pavilion. It seems that the old buildings have been preserved, and people are too lazy to repair and are afraid of hurting people, so they don't allow people to go there.

I have always liked ancient buildings, blue bricks, light tiles and carved eaves galleries, silently passing through history, lifting the corners of clothes to walk through the years, filtering away the ups and downs, and depositing a quiet and long-lasting atmosphere, which makes people's heart beat.When I suddenly found such a place, the surprise in my heart instantly overwhelmed the hesitation and irritability. I stood and looked at it for an indefinitely long time, but regretted that I didn't bring my mobile phone, so I could take a photo for Cai Yujing to see.After all, after today, I may never have the right to talk to him again.

I took a few deep breaths and felt a lot more relaxed. Then I left the pavilion and walked to the familiar classroom.There was no one in the classroom, I put the book away, lay down on the table, and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up, the classroom was noisy, and most of the people had already arrived.My head was in a dull pain from lack of sleep, my eyes were pressed for a long time, and my vision was blurred. I sat on the seat for a while before I came back to my senses.The class representatives and group leaders who were in charge of collecting homework were busy everywhere. I handed them in one by one. I took a book and pretended to read it, but in fact I kept my head up and continued to catch up on sleep.

Now is the school time for normal classmates, but it is not Cai Yujing's. His morning self-study is the best, and he is usually late, and occasionally skips.At the beginning, the head teacher was quite critical, but after a long time, Cai Yujing used his grades to silence the teachers, and the head teacher just let it go—it can't control it anyway.

I slept right through the whole morning self-study, I was sleepy and had no strength, so I had to take a few sips of cool water to force myself to wake up a little bit, but my head still hurt badly.Insomnia and lack of sleep are the two major killers in student days, I thought to myself, then got up and went to find Cai Yujing.

Cai Yujing seemed to have just arrived and was still packing his schoolbag.It seems that his seat has just been changed to the window, and he can be seen at a glance, so it is easy to find.I didn't approach him, and waited for him to pack up before going to knock on the window. Cai Yujing raised his head, a little surprised, "Why are you here? What's the matter?"

I nodded, still a little short of words.It is Cai Yujing who comes to me every time, and this is the first time I come to him, and what I want to say may be listed as one of the top ten unsolved mysteries of Cai Yujing's life.

Cai Yujing glanced at me and said, "Wait for me, come out right away. Oh, I haven't eaten breakfast yet, will we be together later?"

I said: "Okay." But I thought irresponsibly in my heart, I hope you can still eat later.

Cai Yujing probably also handed in his homework, and he came out after working for a long time. We chatted while going to the supermarket. I wanted to speak several times, but I swallowed the words again.Cai Yujing didn't pay attention to my hesitation, and went to the supermarket to buy some food.

We sat side by side by the playground, and when Cai Yujing finished eating, I called him calmly: "Cai Yujing." He responded casually and asked me what I was doing.I looked at him, and he turned back to look at me. After staring at each other for a while, he finally realized that the atmosphere was not right. Cai Yujing said hesitantly, "What did you do...I'm sorry for my business?"

I hesitated for a while, thinking about whether dating Zhou Yirou or secretly falling in love with Cai Yujing should be regarded as being sorry for him, and Cai Yujing saw that the jokes he made casually did not get my refutation, so he also began to think about something that was wrong recently.

Seeing that the topic was going to go wrong, I seized the time to get down to business, and blurted out: "I have a girlfriend."

Cai Yujing only felt his right eye twitch twice, as if something bad was about to happen. The most important thing was that after such a "big event" was finished, my tone was neither joyful nor embarrassed, but rather like As if being pointed at by the teacher, with a guilty conscience and forced composure.

But he quickly grasped the key point, "Did you date recently? Who is your girlfriend? I know you?"

I bit the bullet and hummed, "I know."

Cai Yujing asked, "How is your relationship with us?"

I said: "It's okay..."

Cai Yujing: "..."

Cai Yujing nodded, with a clear look, "Based on the context, it can be understood as not good here, not at all." Before I had time to speak, Cai Yujing said again, "Let me guess, Female, I used to know it as an old friend from junior high school, and the one you made recently may be in this school..."

I dare not speak.

Cai Yujing's face was very calm, his tone was also very calm, and he seemed to be in a very calm mood - if the Nongfu mountain spring in his unclamped hand was buzzing, it would be so.

"Zhou Yirou?"

I secretly looked at his face and nodded quietly.

Cai Yujing stood up abruptly, his face, which was so visible that people dare not look directly at it, was against the light, making it difficult for people to see the expression clearly.He just looked at me condescendingly:

"I'll give you three days to break up."

The author has something to say:

It's been a long time. .I'm guilty of QAQ.

One is that the text is broken, and the other is that it is inconvenient to code when going home during the holidays.In the future, try to keep the rhythm of changing chapters in two or three days, after all, I have even thought about the second part. .