long thoughts

Today is the third day.

I seemed to be at an impasse, I could neither offend Zhou Yirou, nor challenge Cai Yujing, after much deliberation, I chose to talk to Zhou Yirou.After I finished talking that morning, the back of Cai Yujing leaving coldly left a shadow on me. I didn't really want to meet him before the matter was resolved, and he didn't come to me either.

I inquired about Zhou Yirou's class and seat, found a time when no one was around, and put a note in her desk, and asked her to meet her in the teaching building after school.I don't know if Zhou Yirou will read the note, and I don't know if she will go to the appointment. After school, I just wait for her at the appointed place with a fluke mentality.

Fortunately she came.

The weather had turned completely cold, and Zhou Yirou had to change into long-sleeved trousers, but the jeans didn't look very warm because of the holes specially made on them.A short top was worn under the open school uniform jacket, revealing the skin below the navel.

Zhou Yirou stopped a few steps away from me, put her hands in her pockets, and acted like she had something to say and fart.

I looked at her, she looked at me, and I couldn't help but look away for a few seconds. I wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, and I subconsciously said, "Aren't you cold..."

Zhou Yirou: "..."

Zhou Yirou: "You came to me to ask this?"

I was a little embarrassed, "Just ask casually, the temperature hasn't cooled down recently..." Under Zhou Yirou's murderous eyes, I stopped the conversation consciously, pretended to look at the genius naturally and continued, "Can the conditions you said that day be changed? , except for this, everything else is fine.”

Zhou Yirou: "No. So you haven't told him yet?"

I already said that."

Zhou Yirou suddenly laughed, took his hands out of his pockets, and crossed them in front of his chest very naturally, just like a street bully: "I mean, Cai Yujing has been looking for me these days. Tsk Tsk tsk, are you angry? Was he very angry at that time? Was he surprised? Had a fight with you?"

I said, "This has nothing to do with you. Change the terms."

Zhou Yirou said: "I don't. Why don't I do things that can make him unhappy? Did he ask you to come to me? You are really obedient. You can do whatever he asks you to do. You are him A dog Xu Changnian?"

It's not the first day I know Zhou Yirou, and I'm ready to be ridiculed by her, but when I really heard these words, the embarrassment in my heart still swallowed me instantly.

Before I could think of a reply, a voice broke in, revealing undisguised disgust and repressed anger, "Do you want to die? Zhou Yirou."

I turned around abruptly, and saw Cai Yujing standing behind with an ugly expression, I was speechless for a moment in surprise.Cai Yujing walked over quickly and grabbed my arm fiercely, "Are you stupid too? You won't even talk back when scolded?"

After that, he looked at Zhou Yirou, and quickly continued, "Yes, there is no need to bite back if you are bitten by a dog. Some people don't want to be human, and they don't want others to be good. Let's be dogs together. What do you think?"

After talking on the phone without stopping, Cai Yujing's face remained unchanged, I was dumbfounded, while Zhou Yirou trembled angrily, and directly yelled at me, the content was more than ten times harsher than what Cai Yujing said.

Cai Yujing sneered a few times, and before Zhou Yirou finished cursing, he pulled me around and was about to leave.

Zhou Yirou was mad with anger, the big sister who was standing in front of me, who was so calm and leisurely, all disappeared without a trace, her sharp words that changed the tone were wrapped in cold wind, and pierced straight into the unspeakable part of my heart, " Xu Changnian! If you leave with him today, don't blame me for not giving you face!"

I stopped, but was still dragged forward by Cai Yujing. After staggering a few steps, Cai Yujing finally stopped and looked at me.

I lowered my head and tried to break away from his hand, but I couldn't.His grip became tighter and tighter, so I had no choice but to call him: "Cai Yujing..."

Cai Yujing didn't respond, I felt he was looking at me, but I just turned my head to look at Zhou Yirou.

I don't know why Cai Yujing came, he is behind me, I can't see him, but Zhou Yirou can definitely see him.Then I realized that those harsh words were not for me, but for Cai Yujing.

Everything is entangled, and the more you try to sort it out, the more mess you make.I exhaled, and tentatively said in a discussing tone: "I still have something to say to Zhou Yirou, why don't you go back first?"

Cai Yujing asked back: "What do you have to say today? Didn't you hear what she said just now?"

I really want to explain, but at this moment, any reason seems pale, so I can only stammer: "Maybe it's because you are here, so she is more excited... You know, the relationship between you is not very good... She won't, I promise .” That’s strange.

Cai Yujing looked at me, with a sarcasm on his face, "So I came here by mistake and interrupted your good date, right? This is the first time I know that your hobbies are quite unique."

Before I could reply, Cai Yujing let go of her hand and looked at me as if she was looking at a stranger, "I'm too lazy to listen to your make up, Xu Changnian. You choose whether to go with me or follow her."

Zhou Yirou had followed her earlier, listening comfortably beside her.

I'm tired of this, tired of making choices, and tired of myself.

I didn't answer, Cai Yujing waited for a while, and read the answer out of my silence.He took one last look at me and left without saying anything.

Zhou Yirou happily leaned over to hold me by the arm, yelled and danced towards Cai Yujing's back, doing all she could to ridicule her.I pulled out my hand, and when Cai Yujing walked away, I said to her, "Have you played enough? Are you ready?"

Zhou Yirou withdrew his gaze, "It's not enough. How can such fun things be enough?"

I said: "Okay. That's up to you. You can go ahead and say it now, and see if Cai Yujing will believe you. I don't want to accompany you. Get lost."

It's me who wants to protect Cai Yujing, and it's me who is sorry for Cai Yujing now.I can't imagine how he's feeling now, it's probably a hundred times worse than mine.I just like him, but it seems that everyone who likes him can finally hit him with a fatal blow.

If people have fate, Cai Yujing should be the darling of fate, but why are they always playing tricks on him, making jokes that are not funny at all?

No one can answer my question.

No matter how sad life is, it will go on, no matter how much you don't want to face it the next day, it will still come as promised, then the third day, the fourth day, countless days.My relationship with Cai Yujing has dropped to freezing point.

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renew!Today is also happy (not) Calvin.If there are typos, please don't carelessly correct me...