long thoughts

Cai Yujing’s words were not just words. Since then, he often asked me about calligraphy practice. I recommended copybooks, taught him how to use a brush, and even asked him if he would take calligraphy classes with me. I always happily agreed and put it into action. I bought a lot of paper and pens, but I gave up after not persisting for a week.

"I am a teenager with ADHD. It is too difficult to sit down and practice calligraphy without moving. It is a torture from the inside out, from the spirit to the body." He explained and complained.

I was helpless, but I also thought it was cute that he was making excuses to be lazy.Later, I figured out some tips for writing, writing cursive characters like a teacher, at least it looks a little handsome at first glance.He happily learned and so am I.

That's how we became friends.

I don't talk much, but unexpectedly I can chat with Cai Yujing, although most of the time he is talking and I am listening.I listened to him happily talking about the recent games, about his favorite stars and his favorite teams, and when he talked about excitement, he couldn't help making gestures.In this way, those fields that I have never been in contact with and people I have never heard of become vivid in my mind little by little.I am very obsessed with this feeling.

Because there is a younger sister in the family, I was taught to give in to her since I was a child. I can’t say what I like, because it may be taken away at any time. not happy.But after getting to know Cai Yujing, I realized that life can be so rich and colorful, that I can express and cheer for whatever I like, and speak out what I dislike, without suppressing or restraining myself.He exudes freedom and vitality, like a sun, illuminating my cramped and gloomy life.

I will also be lazy when I don’t want to write homework. When it’s time to hand it in, I’ll just “learn” from other people’s homework with Cai Yujing; if I don’t want to listen to the class, I just sleep on the table, or do other homework, or just don’t read anything. In a daze while writing a book.Cai Yujing would always look at me and sigh, saying that he felt guilty for spoiling a good baby.But I don't mind, not at all.Like a fish being put back into the sea from the fish tank, I walked out of the small space and came to a strange and vast world, greedily breathing the free air, and enjoying the process of "deteriorating".

……

"Xu Changnian, have you heard? Cai Yujing has a girlfriend." Liao Hua came over and felt that it was inconvenient to talk standing up, so he pulled the chair in front of me and sat down.He is our classmate and one of Cai Yujing's and my friends.

"Cai Yujing has a girlfriend?" I was surprised, Cai Yujing told me almost everything, I knew everything about him, but I never heard him talk about girls.

"You don't know? I thought he would be the first to tell you." Liao Hua was also surprised, after all, almost everyone in the class knew that we were so close that we could wear the same pair of pants soon.

"Actually, he didn't tell me, but I saw him walking with Banhua in the next class after school for two consecutive days. His house is not in that direction. He must be sending him home. This is sending people home. Is there any need to talk about the relationship?" Liao Hua chuckled twice, with a bit of embarrassment in his tone, "Since you don't know, then he must have never told anyone that he wants to develop an underground relationship."

I feel very uncomfortable.What can't be said about having a girlfriend, and I won't laugh at him.

Liao Hua was in high spirits, and he dragged me on and on and on, "I also know the classmate next door, she's pretty, she can play the guzheng and dance, and she's a good match for Cai Yujing. Do you think it's Cai Yujing? Is she chasing after her or is she chasing Cai Yujing?"

"I don't know...Cai Yujing is chasing her, right?" I didn't finish digesting the fact that Cai Yujing was in love, so I chose an answer at random.

Liao Hua had an expression of "I knew you would say that", approached meanly, and lowered his voice, "No, I asked the people in the next class, I have a classmate from elementary school and Cai Yujing's girlfriend My best friend is Cai Yujing who was chased first."

I:"……"

You all know that you are still asking a fart, I don't really want to talk to Liao Hua, I even want to beat him up.

Liao Hua still wanted to share some gossip, but he suddenly looked back and stood up immediately, "Hey, Cai Yujing is here, I'm leaving, don't tell me!"

I replied to him angrily: "Hurry up and get out!" Liao Hua ran back to his seat with a smile to do his homework.

Immediately afterwards, Cai Yujing came over with a shoulder bag on his back, opened the chair and sat down, I heard the zipper rattle when he opened the bag, and the muffled sound when he took out the book and put it on the table. Noise, everything is the same as usual.I came back to my senses and took out my textbook to preview today's content. Suddenly, I was patted on the back. Cai Yujing crossed his forearm and leaned on the desk. He leaned over and asked me, "What did Liao Hua tell you just now? Look Then I ran away, still laughing so wretchedly."

I:"……"

This seems to be a proposition.

So, should I betray Liao Hua or Liao Hua or Liao Hua?

The author has something to say:

Originally, it was a bit depressing, but I couldn't help but get nervous as I wrote it, haha.

I don't know the psychological growth journey of the boys, so I figured it out and wrote it myself. I don't know if I can write the character of the protagonist I want, so I feel melancholy.