long thoughts

The military training at the beginning of school made us very painful for a while. Going back to the dormitory after exercising every day is like a mermaid who has landed on the shore. Every step is like stepping on the tip of a knife.

There are four people in the dormitory, besides Cai Yujing and me, the other two are Lu Chengze from the physics department and Guo Jie from the computer department.Guo Jie and Cai Yujing fell in love at first sight, oh no, hit it off.The highly overlapped hobbies and the extremely similar three aesthetic views lead them to go in and out together all day long, shoulder to shoulder, and I can't help but have a subtle feeling of falling out of favor.But it's good to get used to it. It's not the first day I know that Cai Yujing is a person who is good at making friends. If he makes a good friend, I will be disappointed once, but I can't die of depression.

Lu Chengze's personality is relatively restrained, with black-rimmed glasses, thick bangs, and a standard male image of science and engineering.Usually Cai Yujing and Guo Jie are a couple, but for various reasons, I have more contacts with Lu Chengze. After getting acquainted with it, I found that this is simply a "wonderful work" in modern society.

The "wonderful" here is not derogatory, but I can't think of a better adjective.Because I skipped a grade, I am two years younger than us, and my life is barely enough to take care of myself.I don't play with my mobile phone or computer, and I only use the Internet to check information and watch online courses.I am usually either reading books or doing problems, and I am deeply in love with mathematics and science.

Considering that our school's physics major is among the best in the country, it's not surprising that Lu Chengze came to study.With the mentality of taking care of my younger brother, Lu Chengze and I get along very harmoniously, and Cai Yujing and Guo Jie often call it "the glory of motherhood".

I don't think it's nothing, it doesn't cost money or effort, it's just a little thought.Lu Chengze has that kind of obedient and silly personality in life, maybe because he is young, and because he is obsessed with studying and has no rebellious heart, it feels more worry-free than taking care of his sister at home.

The life of the university passed unknowingly.The pace of study is fast, but the pace of life is very slow. At the beginning, we each signed up for several clubs out of interest, and I even signed up for the student union, but most of them didn't go after a few times.

Throughout freshman year, Cai Yujing and Guo Jie were indulging in big and small games in the dormitory. They didn't go out when there was no major event, and skipped some non-professional classes from time to time. Every day, they heard the two of them fiercely talking in black.I am busy with all kinds of boring and stereotyped meetings and daily work of the student union, and I occasionally play two games with them in my free time.Lu Chengze either wears headphones to watch online classes in the dormitory, or simply goes to the library to read homework. I heard that the teacher likes it very much.

At the end of the term, Cai and Guo, who had neglected their studies, finally had to leave the game behind and gnawed madly at the books for two weeks. They passed the exam so-so, but the results were not very good after all.My major is different from theirs, and I have nothing to do in class alone, so I have to listen carefully, and my grades are pretty good.Lu Chengze didn't say anything, he almost got full marks in all subjects, and he was convinced.

It was another summer vacation, and the two of them who had passed the passing line for two consecutive semesters were silent when they saw the comprehensive assessment once a year. They didn't have the nerve to play recklessly. Attend class.At any rate, they were all top students in their alma maters. After a semester of hard work, their grades returned to the middle and upper reaches of the class.

In my sophomore year, I was a little more relaxed. I was promoted to deputy minister, and I was no longer assigned to run errands.But the responsibility is also more important and more comprehensive. The coordinator has changed from the previous minister to a counselor. In the past, I could occasionally be lazy and ask for leave during meetings, but now I have no loopholes to take advantage of.

Cai Yujing seemed to realize that he was a little unfamiliar with me. This semester he often took me out to play, but I either had impromptu meetings or was busy sorting out materials. Seven or eight times out of ten I couldn't go, and he even gave birth to him a few times because of it. stuffy.

In fact, it's not all busy, only I know, I just use busy as an excuse to reduce my attention to him.In the dormitory, I can't see up and down. Sometimes Cai Yujing sits next to me, and I have the illusion that we are already living together.I know the brand of shampoo he likes to use, and which pair of sneakers he likes best; I know what takeaway he likes to eat recently, and what kind of girls he likes.

Only by being alone can I completely calm down and devote myself to my life, hiding this shocking feeling tightly.

It may be that the college atmosphere is open and free, and I have gradually learned to dress myself up. Apart from the temptations from girls, I have even received invitations from the same sex.For the first time, it was unavoidable to be in a hurry, and I even wondered if I was too obvious, so I didn't dare to stay in the dormitory for a long time.After that, he calmed down, and politely refused with the Tai Chi method he learned in the student union.

It was also this semester that Guo Jie left the singles and was a girl who usually had a good relationship with him. The girl took the initiative. After being surprised, Guo Jie quickly accepted it and started sweetly abusing dogs.Maybe it was stimulated, and then Cai Yujing also got a new girlfriend.

His new girlfriend was introduced by Guo Jie's girlfriend. Both of them are rich and beautiful, they like to play and they can play, and they hit it off and got together.To be honest, before this, Cai Yujing was not completely empty. He accepted the confession of one or two girls, and also pursued a temperamental senior, but it ended in a month or two.

I was not optimistic about their relationship at the beginning, after all, the lessons learned from the past are vivid.But I didn't expect that the two of them would talk about their entire college career, and also passed the most friction-prone internship period, until they talked about marriage.

I don't know whether to be happy for him or sad for myself. It's not easy to meet someone who wants to live a lifetime. When the person in Cai Yujing's life appears, I should go too.

I have long been prepared to be alone, but I never thought it would be so early.

The author has something to say:

Sri Lanka one. .I actually took the university through one chapter, do I want to end it too much orz

Although the supporting roles in junior high school and high school are also very background-oriented, I have conceived them for a long time anyway, and I have never thought of them for the college chapter, so I don’t know what to write. I added roommates on the spot and found that there is nothing to write about. .Maybe there will be a second part.

No.1 title is not needed for the second part, it hurts my head to write No.1 title.