long thoughts

At ten o'clock in the morning, I stood in front of the mirror, lowered my head and carefully stretched the folds on the sleeves of my shirt until they were straight and neat.Then I looked at myself from several angles, and after repeatedly confirming that there was nothing wrong with me, I took off the suit jacket I had chosen in advance from the coat rack and put it on.The pre-ironed suit is tall and straight, and the lining makes the whole person energetic and capable.

After fastening the buttons one by one, I took off the tie on the hanger and tied a Windsor knot that had been rehearsed dozens of times. The smooth and full silk looked very solemn and formal under the light.After thinking about it, I turned around and went to the room to take out the glasses case and put on the glasses that had been wiped shiny.In the mirror, the boy in the shirt who was thin and handsome changed suddenly, his face was still the same, but his aura was completely different, he became gentle and mature.

In order to be fully armed, I even sprayed on a perfume that I rarely use. The top note of citrus is clean and refreshing. The pungent smell when it was first sprayed only lingered for a moment, and then quickly dissipated, turning into a slightly pungent but gentle woody tone. .Calm yet friendly, it is very suitable for the occasion that will be attended later.

After packing up, I looked at the time, it was ten twenty, only 10 minutes left before the appointed time, just right.Picking up the briefcase, I didn't forget to take my mobile phone when I went out, checked the things that should be needed again, closed the door, closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths, and then pressed the elevator.

At [-]:[-], the familiar car came into view on time. I prepared myself mentally, put on a smile, opened the door and got on the passenger side.Until I sat down, I still had the unreal feeling of being in a dream.Cai Yujing sat in the driver's seat, turned his head and smiled brightly at me, showing his big white teeth.The sense of alienation that I hadn't seen for a long time was swept away, and I couldn't help but laugh along with it, and the feeling of embarrassment in my heart faded a little, and I wished against my will: "Congratulations, Cai Yujing."

Seeing me fasten my seat belt, Cai Yujing stepped on the gas pedal and waved his hand nonchalantly, "What are you talking about, which one of us is with the other. I don't care about others, I will be angry if you are so official."

I pretended to push my glasses inadvertently, so as to cover up the unrest in my heart at the moment, and didn't look at him, just smiled and said: "It's not polite, I just don't know what to say. After all, today is your good day, so I still want to be mean." All at once."

While waiting for the traffic light, Cai Yujing played WeChat voice on his mobile phone. The noisy background sound was filled with words of blessing, and the person who sent the greeting had to drag his throat to ask about his itinerary.Cai Yujing couldn't hold back as soon as he heard it, and couldn't hide the joy on his face, his whole face was radiant, and he positioned himself happily, and replied happily, "Hurry up!" Hurry up and drive across the intersection.

The latest voice is still automatically playing on WeChat, and the strange voice is teasing Cai Yujing, and there is no lack of gossip about him, "I don't see anyone on the big day, you are not active at all, the groom-to-be! Who is this to pick up?" Your honor, would you please go there yourself?"

Cai Yujing looked at me with a smirk, I coughed lightly and turned my face to the side, staring out the window in a daze.Cai Yujing laughed a few times and went back: "It's not a respected driver. If I hadn't come in person, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to invite you. Go and go, don't rush, help me see what's going on with An'an, I'll be there right away arrive!"

At the beginning, Cai Yujing immediately came to life, all the way from me to him, and then began to complain about the pain after the continuation. There are people in their twenties, and they are still the same as when they were in school, talking vividly and endlessly, It's like a peter pan who doesn't grow up.

I didn't want to show too much disappointment, but I wasn't consciously brought into the heated conversation, and I didn't even notice that the corners of my mouth were raised all the way.

Today is the day of Cai Yujing's engagement. After three years of graduation, he and Yao Shu'an's five-year love trot finally ran into the last lap of the track.

At twelve o'clock, we arrived at the wedding reception.I waited for Cai Yujing to park the car, and we walked into the main entrance of the hotel together.The entire wedding floor was covered, and the welcome sign at the door was eye-catching. The theme was marked in black and red on paper. When the head looked up, there was a non-stop scrolling screen, and the festive red letters bombarded to announce the good news: Congratulations to the groom Cai Yujing, the bride Yao Shu'an will be united forever, and they will have a good relationship for a hundred years.

After entering the wedding banquet, Cai Yujing was immediately surrounded, with his head as big as a bucket coping with the stereotyped congratulations, and he hurriedly sent me a help signal. I quietly stepped back a few steps and exited the encirclement. Turning a blind eye to Cai Yujing's hints, he looked at the audience and cruelly abandoned Cai Yujing to find someone he knew well.

Although there are not too many people coming now, I still searched for half the venue before I finally saw Guo Jie's eye-catching big man. I hurried forward and saw a lot of familiar faces beside him as expected. Lu Chengze, who peeled peanuts, sat down beside him.

Lu Chengze was obviously very happy, put down the peanuts and said in welcome, "Xu Changnian, are you here too?"

Guo Jie knew all about it, and couldn't help joking after hearing the words: "That's not true, everyone in Busy Xu dispatched the bridegroom to invite him in person, can you still come?"

I raised my hands and surrendered, "It was wrong, it was my fault, the recent personnel changes, handing over things is indeed too troublesome. I want to make it up to Cai Yujing when it's official..."

Lu Chengze stuffed the peeled peanuts into his mouth while listening, puffed up his cheeks like a squirrel, and kept chewing.Guo Jie acted as if he couldn't bear it, "Stop it, I don't understand the world of career madness. Today is such a beautiful day, can such bad things like talking about work happen?"

I am also eager to end this embarrassing topic as soon as possible. I listened to Guo Jie and other college students chatting about what happened in these years. I also grabbed a handful of peanuts, peeled them skillfully and fed them to Lu Chengze. Occasionally, I also ate two peanuts. , Interjecting a few gossips, the performance couldn't be more normal.

At 01:30 in the afternoon, most of the guests arrived one after another. The host got ready and walked up and down on the wedding stage set up with the people from the wedding company, simulating a rehearsal. The groom had already changed his clothes and was waiting behind for the opening ceremony.He who has always disliked waiting is not impatient at this moment, his brows are focused and full of anticipation, and his eyes reveal the affection and longing that I dream of.

Our table is not far from the divorce table, and it belongs to the middle range.I sat quietly, secretly thankful that I wore glasses today, which could help me hide the surging emotions in my eyes.

After so many years, it was time for this silent secret love to come to an end.

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The time lapse Dafa starts, probably the next chapter will end, yeah