long thoughts

This turmoil was temporarily calmed down by Cai Yujing's guarantee.Both of them kept a low profile, and the meeting was also a secret appointment outside the school after class.Liao Hua and I joked that we were the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, the class teacher was the ruthless Queen Mother, and the two of us were hard-working magpies, creating opportunities for this pair of fateful mandarin ducks to meet.

This situation lasted until the final exam. Cai Yujing and Zheng Kexin, who had learned their lessons, both got very good grades and went to spend the summer vacation hand in hand with smiles on their faces.

To be honest, I admire these young couples playing outside in the 30-degree weather.Probably single dogs can't appreciate their sweetness and joy, they just feel that the heat alone can vaporize me, and leaving the air conditioner seems to kill me.Squatting in the room, playing games and reading novels, the day passed like this.

Occasionally Cai Yujing would ask me out, not many times, because he would think of me only after he had finished arguing with Zheng Kexin.At that time, mobile phones were not as popular as they are now, and Cai Yujing had one, but we didn't have one, so the most primitive way is to ask directly at the door.

This is also one of the reasons why Cai Yujing doesn't like to come to me: I live on the seventh floor.Every time I open the door and see Cai Yujing, who is hot and tired, it always makes me feel happy. I simply take my things, say hello to my family and go out.When the weather is really hot, I just sit in my room and play games together with the air conditioner blowing. Small games such as Contra, Three Kingdoms, Super Mario, etc. can also be played by two people to have different fun.

Cai Yujing would tell me many things, I listened, and then helped him analyze Zheng Kexin's thoughts.After a long time, I realized that I didn't know when I started to envy Zheng Kexin.Probably everyone wants to be cared about, to be remembered and cherished, he will laugh with you when you are happy, he will hug you to comfort you when you are sad, every angry word you say during a quarrel will make him uneasy, he will I had no choice but to hold your hand, say the cutest love words in the world, and coax you clumsily to make you laugh.You are reflected in the clear eyes of the young people, and at that moment it seems to have the whole world.

I know it's wrong, but I can't help but want to get some warmth, even if it's drinking poison to quench my thirst.

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The summer vacation passed quickly, and it was a new semester, but there was nothing new, and everything was as usual.I kind of miss the time alone with Cai Yujing, but seeing each other every day after school starts is also good.I thought that this kind of life would last throughout my junior high school career, but God seems to like to make jokes, play around with people, and appreciate the unexpected embarrassment.

One day in the second year of junior high school, Cai Yujing and Zheng Kexin were called to the head teacher's office again, but this time, in addition to the soft-hearted and easy-going head teacher, there was also a grade teacher who was known for his ruthlessness.

The day before, the grade director who was patrolling the playground after school caught a couple who were making out, and scolded severely, the unconvinced boy quickly dragged Cai Yujing out, so everyone gathered here the next day, Discuss the great harmony of life together.

The above is my beautified version. In fact, Cai Yujing and Zheng Kexin were taught very badly by the director. Not only they, but also the head teachers of the two classes were trained together.The director attaches great importance to the issue of puppy love. In his opinion, puppy love is an unforgivable original sin, let alone the protagonist is a top student with good grades.

Cai Yujing originally planned to stick to the attitude of sincerely admitting his mistakes and never repenting, but the grade director was unexpectedly harsh. He couldn't bear it anymore, and he still exploded.

I couldn't let go of my mind, and eavesdropped outside the office--it's not appropriate to say eavesdropping, because they were so loud that they could be heard from far away.In the chaos, I suddenly heard a hard slap on the table, and all the other voices disappeared in an instant. I couldn't help holding my breath, and I was sweating for them.

In the office, the grade director withdrew his hand and looked coldly at Cai Yujing in front of him and Zheng Kexin behind him, "I don't want to argue with you kids, it's pointless. I'll call your parents personally later, I hope Then you will still be so courageous!"

Cai Yujing didn't speak, and directly pulled Zheng Kexin out.I hid around the corner when the director spoke harshly. Seeing that Cai Yujing had come out, I quickly took a shortcut and ran back to the classroom.But Cai Yujing came back after a long time, I guess he chatted with Zheng Kexin for a while.

Sitting back in his seat, Cai Yujing didn't show anything unusual, and I can't say that I heard you quarreling with the director and you can tell me if you feel uncomfortable, watching Cai Yujing joke with everyone as usual Playing around, I just feel that my heart is unspeakably blocked.Fortunately, I usually don't talk much, and I don't like to be crazy, and the silence now doesn't seem strange.

After two classes, Cai Yujing was called out again.I knew why, but I didn't dare to eavesdrop again, and while I was absent-mindedly reading, I prayed secretly for them in my heart.

Everything will be alright, as before, I told myself over and over again, not daring to think about the slim chances of it being alright.

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I'm not in the mood to write today, and I feel a little bad.

The writing is so bad. .