Why is my love at first sight different from others

Maternal single for 23 years, on the first day of making a boyfriend, I was caught by my mother just after I tasted my first kiss. Is there anything more desperate than this...

On the first day of establishing a relationship with someone you like, being bumped into by your boyfriend's mother before the kiss is over, is there anything more overwhelming than this...

The two let go of each other, without saying a word for a while, they stood in front of Yang's mother, obediently like two children who were punished to stand, "Mom, listen to me..."

"You two live together?" Yang Ma interrupted Yang Le and looked at Xu Qizhi, "No, Auntie, I'm sorry, Auntie, it's me...it's none of Yang Yang's business, I'm sorry...it's me..." Xu Qizhi explained He was a little incoherent, shaking his hands crazily, watching Yang Ma's expression become indescribable, Xu Qizhi's hands were trembling, he was so nervous that his incoherent speech could not be recognized by his aunt, his heart became hot, and his brain stopped thinking, "No ...Don't blame Yang Yang, it's me...I...think...we didn't...I swear...please, don't scold Yang Yang..." At the end, Xu Qizhi's voice was trembling, his usual His composure has disappeared in front of Mama Yang, Xu Qizhi at this moment is like a teenager who has done something wrong, he keeps telling Mama Yang that he admits his mistakes...

"Son, child... Auntie is just asking, don't be nervous..." After all, it was Yang Ma who held Xu Qizhi's swaying hand and stabilized Xu Qizhi's beating heart...

Xu Qizhi thought about how to make Yang Le happy with him, and how he would treat his Yang Yang well in the future, but he hadn't thought about how to face his parents... He was used to being alone, and he forgot how his parents treated him. Children and children mean something to their parents. Now he only cares about his own feelings and brought Yang Le to his side, but he never thought about how his Yang Yang should face his parents... He really deserves to be damned... What did he do today? It's okay to admit your mistakes...but if you make your aunt angry at Yang Yang, then he will be blamed even if he dies...

In just a few tens of seconds, Xu Qizhi's palms were sweating, as if he had returned to ten years ago, the world was silent, and his parents were taken away. At the age of 17, he was forced to suspend school. Facing the dodging eyes of his relatives, he Looking at his parents, who were covered in white cloth and motionless... the vision in front of him gradually blurred and out of focus until he couldn't see anything... his hands, shoulders, and whole body were shaking... he was terribly scared...it turns out that silence is not necessarily Means calmness... and maybe timidity...

Then Xu Qizhi felt a warm and strong hand holding his wrist, and Yang Yang was also stroking his back up and down...

Not long ago, when Yang's mother called to greet Yang Le, Yang Le still swore that his love life hadn't made any progress. Making out downstairs...I didn't expect my mother's question to make my new boyfriend panic like this...I forgot the embarrassment for a while, and quickly tried to find a way to relax Xu Qizhi...

Holding Xu Qizhi's wrist, Yang's mother clearly felt the child's flustered heartbeat, and couldn't help complaining, "Am I so scary..." After she finished speaking, she sighed again, "Yang Le, why don't you introduce me to me?" ?"

"Xu...Xu Qizhi..."

"Xiao Xu, don't be nervous. Auntie didn't blame you. Hey... If I had known that I would disturb you like this, I wouldn't have come..."

"No... no... Aunt... we..." Xu Qizhi finally calmed down a bit, summoned up courage, and tried to suppress the trembling in his voice, "I'm sorry... Aunt... don't blame Yang Yang... I... I'll go back first..." After Xu Qizhi said that, he bowed deeply to Mama Yang, then lowered his head, and walked towards his own building...

"Mom... you haven't said anything yet, why did you come here suddenly?" Xu Qizhi left, although Yang Le was a little worried, but still thinking about how to explain this to his mother... "It's not you... I heard you before Dad said, it seems that you met a dog, and you are still afraid of dogs. Isn’t Mom worried about you? I haven’t seen you for a long time, and it happens that I don’t have any appointments with patients recently, so I came to see you. Who knew it would be such a coincidence... ..." Yang Ma's tone was very relaxed, and she didn't mean to blame, but Yang Le was still not at ease...

"Mom, do you really not blame me?" Yang Le asked tentatively.

"What's your fault? Do you like boys? Please... Your mother, I'm an excellent psychiatrist. I've already known about your sexual orientation. For so many years, I'm just afraid that your vision will be bad. I don't know the person, but today I see that young man is not bad, very sincere, but there seems to be a lot of things in his heart...It should be caused by childhood experiences..."

"Mom..." Yang Le interrupted Yang Ma's analysis... "You have committed an occupational disease again..."

Yang Le took Yang's mother upstairs, and started talking about Xu Qizhi as soon as he entered the door. Yang Le's mother is a professional psychologist. Because she looks very kind and speaks humorously, she is very popular with patients in the clinic. She didn't expect that the kind image she had always had had no effect in front of her son's boyfriend...Combined with Xu Qizhi's reaction, Mama Yang couldn't help but start to analyze...

"Son, how long have you been dating?" Yang Ma sat down on the sofa and looked at Yang Le who brought water out of the kitchen, "As you can see, today is the first day of dating...your son's first kiss was broken by you just like that It's..."

"Tsk... Look, it's still my fault..." Mama Yang remembered the direction Xu Qizhi walked when they parted just now, and asked again, "Why, Xiao Xu lives in the same neighborhood as you?"

"That's right, I said that the dog matter is also related to him. He has a golden retriever. The first time I saw it, I was terrified. After that, I met a few times, and it was better. That's how we got to know each other..." After finishing Yang Le thought about the cultural exhibition again, "Oh! That's right! He writes very well! Let me look for it for you..." Yang Le flipped through his phone, trying to find some calligraphy pictures posted by Xu Qizhi, "I just went to work Didn't he take charge of a cultural exhibition, and then he was invited at the exhibition, and he has a lot of fans, um, that's all, take a look..." Yang Le turned to Xu Qizhi's Weibo, and showed it to Yang Ma...

"Ah, it's true... There are not many boys who can write calligraphy well now, and those who can calm down and write calligraphy are all people with a very calm heart, not bad..."

"So, you agree?" Yang Le looked proud, "Hey, you kid..." Mama Yang poked Yang Le's forehead with her fingers, "The first impression is okay, and the others need to be further understood. , but ah, you used to be young, maybe immature, now that you are grown up, you should learn how to distinguish, and I will leave it to you to understand him. Mom believes in your vision, but there is one thing, mom wants to tell you .”

Yang's mother suddenly became serious, "What's the matter, mom, why are you so serious all of a sudden..." Yang Le scratched his head a little weakly... "Do you know what I was thinking when I held Xiao Xu's wrist just now?"

"This... how do I know..."

"He was really nervous at the time, his heart was beating very fast, and his hands were still shaking badly. I don't need to ask you to know that his family situation must be unsatisfactory. He may have suffered some psychological trauma in childhood, and he has not completely recovered after so many years. Healed, even if you live a normal life now, you can’t see any problems, but once you encounter a situation like just now, it will be obvious that you are usually big-hearted and not so careful about everything. If you really believe that he is your Boyfriend, just care about him more, you know?"

Yang Le was confused by Yang Ma's words. Although he also felt that Xu Qizhi's reaction was a bit louder today, he didn't seem to think of the reason... But he really knew little about Xu Qizhi, even if his mother asked Xu Qizhi He couldn't say anything about his family situation at all... He could only respond repeatedly, "Okay... I got it, Mom..."

After finishing speaking, Yang Le sat on the sofa, relaxed like a father-in-law...

"Go now if you know it!" Mama Yang kicked Yang Le as if she hated iron for being weak.

"What are you going to do..."

"Xiao Xu was in that state when he left, why don't you call to care?!" He picked up the cushion on the sofa and hit Yang Le's back, driving Yang Le to the bedroom...

"I hit... I hit..."

After closing the bedroom door, Yang Le sat by the bed and dialed Xu Qizhi's phone...

Xu Qizhi didn't know how he walked home. When he went upstairs, he even forgot to take the elevator. He stepped one step at a time, with light footsteps. When he entered the house, Lele rushed towards him wagging his tail. Xu Qizhi didn't mean to be happy at all... ...and sat down in front of the sofa with Lele in his arms, and buried his head on Lele...

Looking down and seeing the clothes I was wearing, I was still full of confidence in the afternoon, but I was so depressed at night, I couldn't help hugging my legs, and said in a trembling voice in the dark and cold room, "No matter how expensive clothes you wear, you can cover up your clothes." Don’t forget the fact that I’m actually pretty bad…” He didn’t regret it when he learned that he was sentenced to seven years in prison, and he didn’t regret it when he was living a relatively leisurely life after he was released from prison. Now he regrets it, he shouldn’t choose to use this kind of If he obtains wealth in a down-to-earth way, he should work hard on his own...

After an unknown amount of time, the vibrating sound of the mobile phone broke the silence in the room... Xu Qizhi adjusted his mood even though the phone rang for a long time, and took the phone out of his pocket. The moment he saw the caller ID, Xu Qizhi felt uneasy Jumping up in control...

"Boyfriend, are you home?" Yang Le's voice came out through the phone, like a warm current flowing into Xu Qizhi's heart, listening to Yang Le's tone, it seems that the aunt did not blame Yang Yang, nor did he restrict any of his freedom... ...for a moment of peace of mind...

"It's here." Xu Qizhi's voice was a little low.

"Huh? Are you still okay? Don't worry, my mother still praised you, saying that you are sincere, good-looking in writing, handsome, and good in clothes... In short, you are good in everything, and let me treat you well." What about you, really, don’t worry..." Mama Yang said sincerity and good-looking handwriting, and the last two sentences were added by Yang Le himself. After finishing speaking, Yang Le was still a little proud...

Sincerely...Xu Qizhi didn't tell Yang Le that he was imprisoned for seven years...the clothes are good...they were all bought for a date...

Didn't hear Xu Qizhi's response, Yang Le's interest lost half, and couldn't help but ask, "Do you want me to visit you?"

"No...no...sorry...I'm so bad today..."

"What's the matter, you're just too nervous, it's okay, but we have met our parents, my mother, you have already met, when will you let me meet your family..." As Yang Le spoke, he remembered what his mother had analyzed, so he asked tentatively.

"There is no one at home..."

This time it was Yang Le who was silent. The Xu Qizhi he knew was the Xu Qizhi who walked his dog leisurely, the Xu Qizhi who was a bit shy but also radiant on stage, and the Xu Qizhi who could make people unable to look away when standing there , but these are not the complete Xu Qizhi, he...doesn't know his boyfriend at all...

Yang Le took the mobile phone out of the bedroom door, pointed at the mobile phone and made a mouth shape with his mother, as if to say "I'll go and have a look", after getting Yang's mother's permission, he put on his shoes and went out, "Then... ...You still have me..."

After a while, Xu Qizhi heard Yang Leru say, yes, it is different now, he has Yang Yang, but if Yang Yang knows, he is not as good as he imagined...

"Well, Yang Yang, I miss you..."

"Miss me? Then open the door..." Yang Le, who trotted over all the way, was still panting,

"Ah?" Xu Qizhi didn't even turn on the lights when he returned home, so he sat on the ground leaning on Lele. Now that Yang Le said it, Xu Qizhi was a little surprised...but he still got up and opened the door...

Sure enough, as soon as he opened the door, he saw Yang Le standing at the door, and his emotions surged for a while, "Boyfriend, I want to hug~" Yang Le opened his arms to signal, Xu Qizhi lowered his head, the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably, just about to hug him back Yang Le's boyfriend was thrown into his arms... almost fell down...

"Oh my god, I was scared to death..."

Xu Qizhi supported Yang Le, who rushed up all of a sudden, for fear that he would fall off his body... Only then did he realize that Lele ran to their feet at some point, no wonder it frightened Yang Yang like this...

In the posture of hugging Yang Le, Xu Qizhi turned on the light in the living room, and Yang Le realized that Xu Qizhi's eyes were a little red, and his heart softened, and he hugged Xu Qizhi even tighter, "Qizhi, you have me, before, I may not know you that well, but I want to try to understand you in the future. I may not care about people that much, but I will learn to care about you; I planned to find out your sexual orientation today, and then confess to you , the result is still let you take the lead, but I still want to say, I like you too, since I saw you, you have always occupied my heart, if you have any unhappy, you can tell me, I will tell you You share it together, if you have any happy things, you have to tell me, let's be happy together~"

"Yeah." Xu Qizhi hugged him even tighter, buried his head in Yang Le's neck, absorbed the smell of Yang Le's body, and felt relieved. He carried Yang Le into the bedroom, turned around and closed the door, isolating Lele in the room. Outside the door, Yang Le was put down and let Yang Le sit by the bed, while he half squatted in front of Yang Le, raised his hand, and stroked Yang Le's neck...

"Aunt...no..."

"No, really, it turns out that my mother already knew that I like men, and she has a good impression of you. I really can't be more true." Yang Le said, holding Xu Qizhi's wrist with both hands, and then He leaned over and kissed Xu Qizhi's lips, "Are you still worried?"

Xu Qizhi stared at his wrist and shook his head.

After a long while, he said, "Yang Yang, you have handcuffed my heart."