Rebirth of the Aspirations of Choucheng

"Damn, stop!"

"The one surnamed Lu is over there, hurry up, catch him and make him!"

The sound of shouting and killing pierced the silence of midnight. The thugs brandished machetes and clubs, scraped across brick walls and iron fences along the road, and made a sharp noise, "呲啦—呵啦——", which made people's scalps numb with shock .Under the bleak moonlight, this city is like a sinful jungle made of steel and concrete. The traps buried in the dark are ready to buckle the sharp giant teeth at any time and cut off the prey.

Lu Xiaoyan was running wildly in the cobweb-like streets and alleys. His shoulder wound was torn, and he could only hold it down with his hands. The blood from his forehead dried up and condensed on his eyelids, and his vision was scarlet.

I haven't eaten or slept for two consecutive days, and my physical strength is exhausted, which is no longer enough to cope with such high-intensity running.Lu Xiaoyan felt that his breathing was getting heavier and heavier, his muscles were stiff and his steps were messy, and he might fall down at any time.But he didn't dare to stop, a few steps behind him were blades and sticks waving high, and stopping meant death—even if he continued to escape, he might not be able to find a glimmer of life.

The end of the alley was full of sundries, blocking the way. After a brief hesitation, a gust of wind blew from behind and hit his neck.Relying on the agility acquired through years of boxing, Lu Xiaoyan slightly tilted his head to pass the blade, and immediately kicked the opponent's stomach. The man screamed and flew a few meters, knocking down the accomplice who was following him, but in the blink of an eye, he was more Many people outflanked them again.

Lu Xiaoyan had no choice but to take the risk of climbing over the pile of tattered wood embedded with steel nails and discarded iron plates with sharp edges.Behind the sundries is a mesh fence, and there is a drop of four or five meters outside the fence, and below is a small open-air garbage station.Before he had time to think about it, he jumped down and fell heavily into the rancid sewage with a "bang".

The pain crazily ran through every joint in his body. For a moment, he was shaken. Instead of living on the streets like a lost dog, he might as well just die. Anyway, at this moment, he is no different from the discarded garbage around him. ...

One day half a month ago, Lu Xiaoyan was found passed out in an old warehouse under his own name, with the body of his cousin Zhou Ting lying beside him.He was holding a gun in his hand at the time, and only his fingerprints were detected on the gun, and the bullet in the box exactly matched the model of the bullet that shot through Zhou Ting's heart.

In fact, he was just passing by that day, because he saw his elder brother Lu Xiaocheng's car parked at the door, and wanted to go in to settle an old debt, but he was knocked out as soon as he entered the door, and he became a murder suspect inexplicably after waking up.

When the police investigated and collected evidence, all relevant surveillance videos were destroyed. A family driver testified that the eldest brother was fishing on a yacht when the incident happened. As for the car mentioned in Lu Xiaoyan’s statement, it was allegedly stolen a few days ago. up.Lu Xiaoyan's gentle and considerate little lover even testified that he brought a gun to seek revenge on Zhou Ting that day.

Lu Xiaoyan and Zhou Ting have been fighting openly and secretly for more than ten years, robbing the limelight, robbing business and robbing beautiful boys, naturally there is no shortage of motives.The case is brought to court, and what awaits him is likely to be life imprisonment.But this was not what the Zhou family wanted. The only heir was dead, and the Zhou family only wanted one life for one life.Just two days ago, the killer bought by the Zhou family managed to sneak into the detention center and stabbed him in the shoulder with a dagger made of a bucket handle. If he had been unresponsive at that time, the aorta in his neck would have been severed.

Lu Xiaoyan was not reconciled to sitting still, and took advantage of the opportunity of being sent to the doctor to injure the guard and escape.In fact, he knew very well that this kind of escape was not very meaningful. The island was surrounded by the sea, and the pier and airport were blocked again, making it impossible to fly.The Zhou family took both black and white, and offered a huge reward and issued a hunting order. The end waiting for him was either to be hacked to death on the street with knives, or to be assassinated and tragically died in prison.

The Lu family is also rich and powerful, so if they really want to keep this son, there will be no other way.But a full two weeks passed, and the family not only did not take any measures to save the life, but even did not invite a little famous person.After all, Zhou and Lu are both in-laws and business partners, and their relationship is intricate. Offending the Zhou family will not only hinder the career, but may even shake the foundation of the Lu family's painstaking efforts in Lidao for many years.

Anyone could see that Lu Xiaoyan was given up and thrown out like a piece of trash.Yes, anyway, there is a stable and reliable elder brother, a darling elder sister, and a good wife and helper mother who can do everything. It's okay to sacrifice him, a loafing, disgusting gay guy, in exchange for explaining to the Zhou family. Everyone is happy...

"squeak--"

The ear-piercing sound of brakes brought Lu Xiaoyan back to reality. An old off-road vehicle was parked on the side of the road a few steps away, the door popped open, and someone called him: "Xiaoyan, get in the car!"

The voice was clear and slightly magnetic, very familiar, Lu Xiaoyan raised his head in astonishment, it was Ling Xi!It turned out to be Ling Xi!

Seeing the thugs roaring and killing, Lu Xiaoyan's survival instinct made Lu Xiaoyan jump into the car, and before he could sit still, Ling Xi had already stepped on the accelerator and rushed out.The machetes landed on the trunk one after another, the cold light shone, sparks splashed, and they were thrown far away into the night.

Still panting, Lu Xiaoyan skillfully retrieved Ling Xi's cell phone from the glove box by relying on his memory, and quickly dialed his father's number.The bell rang for a long time, and finally got through when it was about to stop: "Hello? Which one?" It wasn't the father, it was Fang Yao, the little mother.

"I'm Lu Xiaoyan, let my dad answer the phone." At this time, there must be police guarding the house, and the phone is likely to be monitored. Lu Xiaoyan tried his best to suppress his emotions, not wanting to sound the slightest embarrassment.

The woman spoke softly and pretentiously as always: "It's filial piety, your father has fallen asleep. Alas, he was exhausted after such a big trouble. If you are filial to your child, go home obediently, be obedient, We will accompany you to the police station to surrender..."

Lu Xiaoyan interrupted her impatiently: "Let my dad answer the phone!"

Fang Yao was still unhurried, with a smile in her tone: "Your father fell asleep after taking medicine at an early age, so don't wake him up. You should be more considerate to your elders, don't It always makes everyone worry. If you don't want to come back, it's okay, just tell my little mother where you are..."

"My dad is right next to you, right? I know he's listening!" Filled with grief and indignation, Lu Xiaoyan yelled into the microphone word by word, "Lu Yuanteng, I'm your own too! Tiger poison doesn't even eat babies, I just want to Ask, do you really want me to die that much? Do you really want to watch me die? "

The other end of the phone was silent, one second, two seconds, three seconds... After three seconds, Lu Xiaoyan slumped on the back of the chair, raised his hand out the window, and Ling Xi's phone flew away together with the answer that he could never wait for. Going out, rolling and hitting the dark road, his body was smashed to pieces in an instant.

Like a drowning person falling into the vast sea, even the last piece of wood floating in front of his eyes finally disappeared.Thinking of this futile escape and self-defeating questioning, Lu Xiaoyan suddenly laughed out of nowhere, until he was out of breath.Enough of laughing, he rubbed his cheeks hard a few times, removed the self-mockery and banter all over his face, and put his hand on the back of Ling Xi's chair: "What a coincidence, you didn't know you were looking for me all over the street after reading the news Right? What is the price the police offered me?"

Ling Xi drove the car quietly without answering, until he approached the fork in the road, he glanced at Lu Xiaoyan through the rearview mirror: "Where are you going?"

Lu Xiaoyan thought for a while: "Go and hide in the middle of the mountain."

Several of his properties should have been controlled by the police. Fortunately, there is a villa that was registered under the other party's name when he was dating Ling Xi. Because the location is remote, not many people know about it.After the breakup, Ling Xi left simply, and he never went there again. The house has been abandoned for many years, so it's good to use it as a temporary place to stay.

"There are also policemen in the middle of the mountain." Ling Xi focused on the front, "I just went to see it."

Lu Xiaoyan rolled his eyelids in puzzlement: "Why did you go there? Is it popular to enjoy the moon in the middle of the mountain now? Or will I run there if I'm sure?"

After a while, Ling Xi faintly uttered three words: "Go nostalgic."

Lu Xiaoyan suddenly remembered that this day turned out to be Ling Xi's birthday.At the beginning of the relationship, he helped Ling Xi hold a birthday party in that villa.At that time, he thought it was the first time, but he didn't expect it to be the only time.

The phrase "Happy Birthday" lingered on my lips for a long time, but I couldn't utter it after all. I have been a fickle playboy for too long, and I have long forgotten how to say the truth.Lu Xiaoyan glanced at the back seat, there were no cakes or gifts, only a few bottles of foreign wine were neatly stacked, and there was a white medicine bottle with the word "Amavil" stuffed next to the wine bottle, for some unknown cure.

Lu Xiaoyan grabbed the medicine bottle and shook it: "Sick?"

Ling Xi ignored him, grabbed the medicine bottle and threw it back into the back seat: "Brother Le and your ex-wife don't count on that, just think about who else has a beautiful confidant, Xiao Mi Tang, who is willing to take you in. "

"Oh? Then there is really no way out." Lu Xiaoyan smiled nonchalantly, feeling relieved when he was on the brink of desperation.

Ling Xi took a deep look at him, parked the car on the side of the road, turned around and unscrewed the bottle of foreign wine: "This is the only one for now, disinfect it first, and I will bandage the wound for you. It may hurt a little, so bear with it." He said Pulled Lu Xiaoyan's arm, tore off the collar and poured it on, without mercy.

The alcohol couldn't quench his nerves and burned his nerves, Lu Xiaoyan was so painful that he blurted out a curse word.The bone was visible deep in the wound, and the white flesh was turned outward, and the wine mixed with the stinky blood flowed down together, which looked tragic and hideous.Lu Xiaoyan gritted his teeth tightly, cold sweat trickling down his temples: "Ling Xi... I didn't kill anyone..."

During this period of time, he had been angry, complained, and annoyed enough to wish he could stab himself a few times, but this was the first time he felt wronged.

"I'm neither a policeman nor a judge, so I can't tell you that." The blood drained away, Ling Xi found a clean T-shirt and tore it into thin strips to help Lu Xiaoyan wrap it up, then took out a bag of biscuits from the back seat and stuffed it for him.

Ling Xi's hand holding the biscuit is missing the ring finger and little finger, uglier than chicken feet, Lu Xiaoyan glanced at it inadvertently, and quickly looked away as if stung by a hornet.He remembers very clearly that he worked so hard to get Zhou Ting's criminal evidence back then, thinking that he could bring down that guy and vent his anger. Bind Ling Xi and asked him to use the incriminating evidence to replace him. If he didn't hand in one day, he chopped off a finger, and if he didn't hand in two days, another finger... In the end, he failed to deal with Zhou Ting, but caused Ling Xi to lose a hand.

In Lu Xiaoyan's impression, Ling Xi's fingers are slender and well-proportioned, and the fingertips are always dry and slightly cool. Because of playing the guitar all the year round, the little finger has a thick callus.Ling Xi didn't have much skill in this life, she only played the guitar and sang, and since she lost two fingers, she never saw Ling Xi play the guitar again.

Lu Xiaoyan felt like a worm was crawling in his throat: "Ling Xi, I'm sorry..."

Ling Xi followed the other party's line of sight all the way down, frowned imperceptibly, and quickly retracted his hands into his sleeves to hide: "It doesn't matter, it's just that it's not convenient to pick earwax."

Lu Xiaoyan smiled knowingly, tore open the package of biscuits, grabbed two pieces, stuffed them into his mouth and chewed them, completely ignoring the dirty crumbs scattered all over his body.In the past, he must have never imagined that he would be tortured by hunger in this life and become ugly.

There was still less than half a bottle of wine left, Ling Xi knelt down in the seat and drank lazily, his eyes kept resting on Lu Xiaoyan, his eyes were quiet and indifferent.In the small and closed space, an indescribably ambiguous atmosphere gradually brewed, fermented, and diffused, making Lu Xiaoyan feel a little dazed: "Ling Xi, if I'm not running for my life, I really want to knock you down and give you a shot."

Ling Xi raised his head and drank the last sip of wine, raised the corners of his lips and sneered, "You fucking scum, your brain is full of semen!" Before he finished speaking, the empty wine bottle in his hand was thrown straight at Lu Xiaoyan.

Lu Xiaoyan tilted his head flexibly, the wine bottle flew out from the open car window, and fell into the grass by the side of the mountain road, rustling, making people itch...

Before the two of them had time to enjoy the brief peace, they heard the sound of a police siren in the distance.Lu Xiaoyan looked down the mountain with his probe, and there was indeed a long line of cars with flashing warning lights speeding up the winding mountain road in the thick night.The two quickly exchanged glances, confirming the guesses in each other's minds. No need to ask, the whereabouts have been exposed. There are surveillance cameras all over the streets and alleys of Lidao. It is too easy to find out the whereabouts of a car.

Lu Xiaoyan leaned over to open the door on Ling Xi's side, and pushed him out without any explanation: "You go first, leave the car to me."

Unexpectedly, the moment the engine started, Ling Xi went around to the other side and jumped up again: "Why should I let you have my car?"

"Then sit still!" Lu Xiaoyan glared at him fiercely, without the time to bicker, he stepped on the accelerator to the limit and rushed out with a roar.The strong wind was blowing head-on, tearing the car body almost to pieces, and the tires rolled over the stones from time to time, bouncing up high with a "boom", and then fell to the ground with a slam.

The police car quickly caught up, and the distance narrowed a little bit, and the loudspeaker kept warning them of "shoot if you don't stop".Lu Xiaoyan's eyes were bloodshot, and he twisted the steering wheel vigorously like crazy, without any intention of slowing down.

Finally, there was a loud gunshot from behind, stray bullets whizzed past their ears, glass shards scattered all over their heads and bodies, and the leather and sponge on the edge of the seat exploded into countless fine droplets in an instant.

With a bang, the rear tire blew out, the car lost control, spun out of the road at high speed, and slid down the steep mountain wall.The surrounding scenery turned into countless abstract lines, rushing to the rear, messy branches hit the head and face, the frame was completely deformed in the collision, and the two could only hold on to the armrest above the seat to resist the extremely violent bumps and tremors , while barely covering his head and face with his arms.The car rushed straight to the foot of the mountain, and then crossed the grass and the coastal road under the action of inertia, and plunged into the steel fence on the coast.

After a long time, Ling Xi regained his composure, raised his foot and kicked open the sunken car door: "How are you? Let's go, those policemen will soon find their way around."

Lu Xiaoyan wiped the blood from his face: "Forget it, I don't want to bother anymore. When the police come later, you can say that I held you hostage."

Ling Xi squinted his eyes and stared fixedly at Lu Xiaoyan for a moment, as if he had realized something, bent over and tore off the other's skirt - just as he expected, a sharp broken branch went obliquely from Lu Xiaoyan's abdomen and penetrated the entire The end of the body was firmly nailed to the back of the chair, and there was a big puddle of blood under the seat, which was shocking.

Finally, obvious panic appeared on Ling Xi's face: "You hold on, I'll call an ambulance."

Just as he was about to turn around, he was grabbed by Lu Xiaoyan: "It doesn't matter if the ambulance arrives first or the police arrive first, it will end in a dead end. Rather than dying at the hands of the Zhou family, it's better to be more comfortable like this."

Ling Xi stood for a while with her lips tightly pressed, then sat back on the chair with a wooden face: "It's up to you."

The wound hurt so badly, Lu Xiaoyan gritted his teeth and muttered: "Damn..."

Ling Xi took out the crumpled cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigarette and lit it, took two puffs, and stuffed it into Lu Xiaoyan's mouth again.I don't know whether it is the cigarette that soothes the mood, or the rush of adrenaline that relieves the pain. It seems that even the imminent death has become less scary.

In the distance at the dawn of dawn, a glowing white line appeared on the sea level, the tide rolled up the beach mixed with foam, and rushed towards the reef, crashing, crashing, and was swallowed by the boundless fine sand... This scene made Lu Xiaoyan feel familiar "We've been here before, right? It's the time when we held a telescope and imitated others to see the shitty stars. It turned out that the scenery is so beautiful... It's worth it if you die in a postcard." He turned his head and looked at Ling Xi with great effort, " Unexpectedly, you were with me when I was dying."

Ling Xi lit a cigarette for herself again: "Why, do I need to show my honor?"

Lu Xiaoyan pressed his hands against the bleeding wound on his abdomen: "Based on our relationship, you should wish I could die sooner, right?"

Ling Xi took a puff of cigarette into the air, but didn't speak.

Scenes from the past flashed before his eyes, and Lu Xiaoyan was filled with emotion: "Ling Xi, I'm... not good to you, right?"

Ling Xi nodded: "Indeed, it's not good. But in this world, you are already the best person to me."

"Uh..." Lu Xiaoyan moaned suppressedly, "Don't you...have a grandfather?"

"Grandpa is long gone." Ling Xi said calmly, as if he was telling someone else's story, "I died of myocardial infarction in the second year after I came to Ridao."

The massive blood loss made Lu Xiaoyan exhausted, and he spoke intermittently: "Then you still have to send money back every month? Didn't you buy him an apartment a few years ago?"

Ling Xi shook off the cigarette ash, laughed at himself, and said, "People, you have to think about it for yourself. If others don't bother to lie to you, just lie to yourself."

Lu Xiaoyan smacked his lips, full of bitterness: "Then... the past few years... how have you been?"

"Tsk," Ling Xi turned away impatiently, "I've never been like this, if I can live, I will live, if I can't, I will die."

Lu Xiaoyan closed his eyes weakly, and muttered to himself: "It seems... that I can still live."

Ling Xi followed with a sigh, her voice was almost inaudible: "Yes, because you are still alive."

"Ling Xi..." Lu Xiaoyan exerted his last strength to look at Ling Xi, but there was only darkness in front of him. He tried to open his eyes wide, but the focus was still scattered, "This life is coming to an end, if there is a next life... "

Ling Xi didn't give him a chance to continue: "Forget about Xiaoyan, don't make blind promises, it's boring. I don't want to entangle you to death."

After a moment of silence, Ling Xi smiled faintly, and his smile was full of sarcasm: "Looking back, at the time when I just went to school, you all must have thought I was very cheap, why did you secretly arrange for me to be checked for AIDS... That's right, It was delivered to the door with just one phone call, and everyone has to think about it. I’m not afraid of making fun of you when I say it. In fact, I was planning to commit suicide that day. I even climbed to the top of the building, thinking about jumping off after smoking the last cigarette , In the end, I was halfway through smoking, and I received your call... So, you bastard, you just need to find an excuse to live."

A few seagulls flew across the sky, and their chirping was clear and loud. Ling Xi followed them with a trace of unspeakable melancholy: "I've lived like a dog all my life, and I'm still a fucking stray dog. Lu Xiaoyan, you are Picked up stray dogs and fed them a full meal. At that time, you said that I was good-looking, that I could sing well, and that when I won the Golden Melody Award, you would book the Royal Court Hotel to celebrate my success——these things I haven't forgotten it, so I'm going to live with a dead face."

On the seat beside him, Lu Xiaoyan was staring blankly into the distance, and had stopped breathing.The cigarette tainted with Ling Xi's smell was still between his lips, the sparks were extinguished, and there was no more warmth.

Ling Xi's whole body was full of despair: "I'm a stubborn person, and I love to take things seriously. In the past, you said you love me, and I believed it. Now you say you love me, and I still believe it. I know it's not true." Letter. Lu Xiaoyan, do you...do you love me?" He stared at Lu Xiaoyan obsessively, waited for a long time, and smiled shyly, "If you don't speak, it's your acquiescence."

A pungent spicy smell wafted from the outside of the car, the fuel tank leaked, and the gasoline flowed to the ground, slowly smearing like ink, accumulating more and more.Ling Xi greedily took a few puffs of the cigarette, pinched the burning butt between his fingers and flicked it outwards. The cigarette butt landed on the oil stain precisely, and the blue flame ignited and was quickly engulfed by the sea breeze. took this SUV.

The flames surged, and the air was scorched unbearably hot, Ling Xi twisted his collar in pain: "Xiaoyan, let me sing a song for you..." Then he took Lu Xiaoyan's hand, hummed softly, As focused and affectionate as every time I stand on stage, whether there is an audience or not.

A loud noise shook the sky, the fuel tank exploded, and the flames rose into the air, dyeing the morning sun on the sea red.Flesh and metal burst into countless fragments, and were reduced to ashes in the fire, struggling to fly in the wind.

After the splendor, the world is dark...

The author has something to say: [Remarks] Lu Xiaoyan is attacking, Ling Xi is receiving.This article focuses on rebirth, but it is not limited to the angle of attack, and the proportion of the two is basically the same.