Rebirth of the Aspirations of Choucheng

Lu Xiaoyan took the car and went back to the entrance of the restaurant. After waiting for a long time, there was no sign of Ling Xi. When he went back to the restaurant and asked, the waiter said that Ling Xi had already left, and handed over the coat that Ling Xi had left in the restaurant. he.

In desperation, Lu Xiaoyan had no choice but to sit back in the car and call Ling Xi, but the phone rang several times, and no one answered.Lu Xiaoyan gradually frowned, couldn't help but started to worry, all kinds of reasonable and irrational bad thoughts kept popping up, did he encounter trouble?Was it an accident?Is someone trying to harm him?Is it a kidnapping for another purpose?

The more Lu Xiaoyan thought about it, the more frightened he became, and he immediately drove to Ling Xi's house. He was annoyed and blamed himself all the way. He was such an idiot. He should have brought bodyguards with him when he went out with Ling Xi. The elder brother hadn't finished it yet, and the younger mother was still waiting for the opportunity. , how could you get carried away so quickly!He didn't want to put Ling Xi in danger just after he made up his mind to be with Ling Xi. In his previous life, he felt helplessly watching Ling Xi go to death but was powerless to stop him. He would never allow himself to try again.

When they arrived at Ling Xi's house, they ran up the stairs in three steps and two steps. After knocking for a long time, no one opened the door. Lu Xiaoyan immediately called Lin Guangle, Jin Shi, Baomei and others, but they all said that they had never seen Ling Xi, and they were very concerned about Lu Xiaoyan. The tense attitude expressed that he was very puzzled.From everyone's point of view, Ling Xi is a 20-year-old man, and sometimes he can't be contacted for a while, so there is no need to look for someone in a big way. Besides, Ling Xi doesn't care much about things other than music, maybe he wandered around by himself. It's unknown if you get lost, anyway, similar situations have not happened before.

Lu Xiaoyan didn't have time to explain too much to them, so he immediately summoned people to search for Ling Xi's house along the way from the restaurant.He drove around several times anxiously, somehow, he finally reached the flyover that Ling Xi used to pass by on his way home when he was working in a bar. On the dark steps, he slammed on the brakes, fell back more than ten meters, and carefully identified with wide eyes, it really was Ling Xi!

Because of an accident, the open space under the overpass has been remodeled. The place where the old beggar used to sleep was planted with bushes. The trash cans on the street are still there, and there are a few empty cans and plastic bags scattered around. , the big wild cat rummaged tirelessly beside it, but unfortunately it has not been able to find food.I don't know if this is the reason, but the wild cat has lost a lot of weight, and even the color of its coat is sparse.

Ling Xi sat on the steps of the overpass, looked at the cat from a distance through the railing, and was in a daze without knowing what she was thinking.

Fortunately, fortunately it was just a false alarm, Lu Xiaoyan's hanging heart finally fell to the ground.He parked the car and walked quickly to Ling Xi: "Why did you come here?"

Hearing the movement, Ling Xi slowly raised his head to look at Lu Xiaoyan, his eyes were a little confused.After staring at it for a few seconds, he lowered his head again and cast his gaze on the wild cat that was hunting for food late at night.

In any case, as long as Ling Xi is safe and sound, Lu Xiaoyan's temper has been worn down to the very last, he sat down next to Ling Xi: "You can do whatever you like, you can do whatever you want, but can you not?" Run away without making a sound like this? Worrying is a trivial matter, if someone with ulterior motives really targets you, it will be too late to regret it!"

Ling Xi concentrated on fiddling with the iron railing for a while, then suddenly whispered: "Xiaoyan, the other day I saw a guitar cover in your storage room, it looked pretty good."

"Ah? That..." Lu Xiaoyan was taken aback, his expression unconsciously showing a bit of embarrassment. After a while, he faltered and said nonsense, "It was made to order for a friend, maybe...he also I don't want to..."

"Really?" Ling Xi looked at Lu Xiaoyan with wide eyes without blinking, carefully studying the subtle changes between Lu Xiaoyan's eyebrows and eyes, "That's just right, can you give it to me? I like it very much."

Lu Xiaoyan pretended to wave his hand generously, anxious to get over the topic: "Okay, okay, just take it if you like it, and let the gold stone be brought to you later, or go to my house to pick it up later, anyway, drop by."

Ling Xi nodded and took another deep breath: "Tell me, how much did you give him?"

Lu Xiaoyan was puzzled: "Who? What money?"

Ling Xi pursed her lips hard: "How much money did you give Ye Ming to pretend to accept my son?"

Lu Xiaoyan's eyes dodged to the side: "You... Did someone tell you something? Could it be that Ale's big mouth is joking again out of proportion? Don't believe those nonsense." His thoughts are very simple, just want Ling Xi Just happy.

"You want me to be happy, right? I know... In fact, I can see everything you have done for me..." The street lights were very dim, Ling Xi lowered her head, her face was hidden in the shadow, and she couldn't see clearly, "But this I don't feel happy at all."

Lu Xiaoyan's brain was spinning rapidly, trying to find a reasonable explanation: "Listen Ling Xi, you misunderstood, it's not like that..."

"Sorry, I can't do anything for you." Ling Xi's voice sounded full of regret.

Lu Xiaoyan panicked all of a sudden, from his previous life to this life, he had never panicked like this, not even when he was on the verge of extinction.He hates this feeling that is clearly within reach but never in control, but Ling Xi is the only individual that he can't control.They had never belonged to the same channel, yet they needed each other so badly—at least for him right now.

Filled with apprehension, Lu Xiaoyan gulped down his saliva: "Ling Xi..."

Ling Xi raised her head, her eyes sparkling: "Go and get the money back."

Lu Xiaoyan couldn't turn the corner. He originally thought that Ling Xi would be angry and disappointed, and then completely break with him, but Ling Xi's reaction was completely beyond his expectation, and it made people a little confused.

"I don't need this, go and get the money back from him, don't waste it." After finishing speaking, Ling Xi stood up calmly, patted the ashes on his pants, and walked down the steps as if nothing had happened, " Let's go, I have work tomorrow morning."

Under the overpass, the wild cat wandering back and forth heard the movement, raised its head vigilantly, stood in the middle of the road, arched its back and stared at Ling Xi.Ling Xi paused for a moment, as if hesitating, but soon, before Lu Xiaoyan came to help him drive away the wild cats, he mustered up the courage and walked straight forward.When passing by the wild cat, the cat called "meow", Ling Xi ignored it, and left the wild cat behind without looking sideways.

There will always be a road in life, and you need to walk on your own. You have to go on if you are afraid, you have to go on when you are sad, and you have to go on when you are tired. No one can replace those emotions...

The filming of the movie is coming to an end, and the agent Michael has successfully settled in Century Star. Everything seems to be on the right track, but one trouble after another never stops.

The new album of the sexy goddess Yaoyao is about to be released, and someone suddenly released an indecent video between her and the small boss of Huitu Records. On the opponent's head.Yaoyao accused this of the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry that she encountered at the beginning of her career. At that time, because she refused to accept a further relationship with her small boss, she was held grudges and waited for an opportunity to retaliate, so she was stabbed in the back when her career was rising knife.The little boss claimed that it was Yaoyao who took the initiative to embrace him in order to obtain development opportunities. As for the video being released at this time, it was purely to attract attention and hype the new album, because the name of the new album happened to be "Huanchang".

Things became more and more troublesome, and Ling Xi was inevitably involved. After all, it was thanks to his recommendation that Yaoyao was able to enter the bright future.The little boss insisted on this reason, and slandered Ling Xi and Yaoyao to set up a scheme to frame him. He also said that they were boyfriend and girlfriend, which was why Ling Xi was expelled from Huitu Records.In order to clarify that she has nothing to do with Ling Xi, Yaoyao betrayed her brother even more, and told the media that her brother was beaten by Ling Xi on the TV station and both of them were taken away by the police.

Now the focus of the incident shifted to Ling Xi again, followed by buckets of dirty water and countless rumors.Maybe it's because he has seen a lot and experienced a lot. These true and false news did not attract much attention from Ling Xi, and he never said a word in the face of reporters' pursuit and beating.

But Baomei was more impatient than Lingxi herself. If she hadn't been afraid of causing Lingxi's reputation to be damaged, she would have rushed to Yaoyao with a club in her hand to argue.She was clear about the whole thing from beginning to end. If it wasn't for helping Yaoyao, Ling Xi wouldn't have had conflicts with Teacher Wu.

Baomei has a fiery temper, and she has nowhere to vent her pent-up anger, so she has no choice but to harass Brother Mike, begging Brother Mike to help Ling Xi solve the trouble as soon as possible.

But faced with the scandal crisis of the only artist under his banner, Brother Mike didn't seem to be in a hurry, and advised her not to worry: "Okay girl, now is not the time. No matter how many chips you have, 1000 yuan, 100 yuan, or Poor piece, don't be in a hurry, you must wait until it can be most effective before shooting."

Baomei couldn't accept it: "Then what should we do now? Just watch Ling Xi being smeared by man-made rumors?"

"Yes, just watch." Brother Mike nodded, "I've been in this industry for more than ten years, and I've seen a lot. Compared with the real stain, this is nothing at all. You are not popular, what you say If no one wants to listen, then shut your mouth obediently and don’t even argue, otherwise you will be fueling the spread of rumors. If you want to tell others the truth, it’s okay, you stand on stage and become the focus first, and give others time to let them go slowly sit down, prick up your ears, and then say out loud what you have to say."

Baomei couldn't listen to these great principles, and wanted to pester Brother Mike again, but Ling Xi hurriedly pushed aside: "Forget it, let them go."

Baomei was aggrieved and muttered: "But the reporter keeps writing scribbles!"

Ling Xi didn't talk to her anymore, and didn't pay any attention to this matter, as if nothing happened.

It is said that the eye of the typhoon at the center of the storm will be unusually calm, just like Ling Xi at the moment.The accidental death of his friend, the frequent quarrels of right and wrong, the fading of false family ties, the tense and heavy scenes, and the tremendous pressure of being a newcomer as the leading actor, all of these swept over him one after another, but there was no reaction at all from him, and he even wanted to He was more silent than usual, and sometimes he couldn't say a few words all day long, and neither talked nor communicated with others—of course, this was also due to Feng An, who deliberately isolated him from the crowd and formed a An isolated island, and this is exactly what the protagonist Lyle needs.

But in fact, everyone can see that Ling Xi is not in a good condition. He can't sleep all night and needs medicine to help him sleep. Walking up and down, I couldn't help but walk lightly, for fear of accidentally bumping into him and knocking people away.Lin Guangle was also in a hurry, and spent the whole day trembling with his fingers waiting for the finale. Seeing that Ling Xi was getting more and more involved in the film, he was really afraid that Ling Xi would be stuck in it and couldn't get out. If he continued to shoot like this, he would be useless.

The last scene is the scene where Lyle is about to jump off the cliff. According to Feng An's original idea, he hoped that the last part would be represented by a coherent long shot of movement, allowing the camera to follow Ling Xi from behind from the audience's perspective, slowly Pushing towards the edge, then watching the protagonist submerge in the water from the top of the cliff, and ending with a long empty shot.When Feng An described this conception, he was very intoxicated. It seemed that he had already felt the sad and extremely restrained atmosphere created by the picture in advance. However, Ling Xi was seriously afraid of heights and water, even though the crew was on the edge of the cliff. Protective measures have been taken both in and underwater, but out of safety considerations, manager Michael still proposed that Ling Xi only film the part on the top of the cliff, and leave the rest to the double.

When the photographer was setting up the machine, Ling Xi stood on the top of the cliff and poked his head out to look down. The angle of the drop was terrifying. The cliff was uneven, and the water surface below was densely covered with eddies, stirring up balls of white foam, dark green The surface of the water is bottomless, as if there is a kind of magic that wants to suck life into it.Ling Xi felt his eyes were dizzy and his legs were weak, so he had to take a few steps back quickly.

There were large and small stones scattered at the feet, Ling Xi bent down and picked up a fist-sized one, squeezed it in his hand, then stretched out his arms and let go, the stones fell down quickly, and sank silently in the blink of an eye There was not even a trace left on the bottom of the sea.He fixedly stared at the place where the stone disappeared, thoughtfully.

Feng An stood behind him, lit a cigarette, and handed one to him casually. Before the filming started, the director occasionally chatted with the actors to better stimulate their emotions: "Ling Xi, is there anything happy recently? "

"Happy things..." Ling Xi pondered for a long time, a little embarrassed, "It should be... last year I participated in the competition, and I was quite happy at that time."

Feng An nodded, and asked curiously: "Tell me, how can you be happy?"

Ling Xi thought for a longer time, and finally pursed her lips and smiled slightly: "I met... some friends, and some fans who like me and support me. When I stand on the stage and sing, they will applaud Call, say you love me."

"Really?" Feng An looked at Ling Xi meaningfully, "That's really something to be happy about."

"I'm very happy..." A few seconds later, Ling Xi's face suddenly darkened. The former friends are gone now, and the former fans have gradually dispersed because they have not been exposed for a long time. The so-called happiness is too much short.

Feng An took a few more puffs of cigarettes: "After the film was finished, I heard that you are going to record an album, right? What are your future goals?"

A trace of longing rekindled in Ling Xi's eyes: "I hope the album will sell well and be liked by many people. I hope that one day I can hold my own concert."

"I also have friends who are singers. They are always very excited when they mention their concerts, but if it were me, I would think it is a very scary thing." Feng An advertised his negativity and pessimism with a smile on his face. "You see, no matter how grand the party is, it will also end, and no matter how wonderful the show will be, imagine that finally the crowd leaves, the cheers disappear, the beautiful lights go out, and there is dancing around you." All the r's have quit work and left, and there is only an empty stage and countless cold plastic seats left in front of them, how terrible would that be?"

Ling Xi looked at him, pursed her lips and said nothing.

At this time, the photography assistant ran over and told Feng An that everything was ready. Feng An nodded and patted Ling Xi on the shoulder: "For me, there will be as much joy as I once had. The loss, but the joy is often just a fleeting illusion. Life is such a process of constant loss, constant struggle, constant blinding by illusions, and constant extinction.”

While talking, Feng An left Ling Xi and walked towards his seat, until he walked a long way, Ling Xi retorted bluntly: "No... There will always be someone who is willing to be your fan for life, as long as you sing , he just listens in the audience...even if he doesn't understand..."

Perhaps it was because the voice was too low, Feng An didn't hear it, Ling Xi's words were obviously lacking in confidence, it seemed to be talking to himself, and it seemed to be self-comforting.

After several times of walking, the filming finally officially started. The slate was snapped down. Ling Xi approached the cliff leisurely like a walk. The camera followed him from a distance, looking from behind him, in front of him was a The whole piece of pure blue, vast and endless sky.Walking to the edge of the cliff, he stretched his arms to the sides, felt the moist sea breeze blowing on his face, raised his head and closed his eyes comfortably, the whole picture was so beautiful that it made people want to cry.

The camera moved forward quietly, and Ling Xi turned his head to look at the camera, his eyes were indifferent and peaceful, with a faint warm smile, as if he was staring at a childhood playmate he hadn't seen for many years, and then he took a light step outside , jumped down without warning...