fine water spring river

Brother, brother.

Lu Chunjiang stood in the halo, wearing a school uniform.The blue school uniform pants were cut short, revealing white cotton socks.He tilted his head up and gulped water, then turned his face, his brows were straight.

"what?"

"Do you eat ice cream?"

Lucy tried his best to raise his arms, one dollar cream ice cream, he liked the thin chocolate shell on the outside.The chocolate had already melted, dripping stickyly.Lu Chunjiang lowered his head and bit his mouth, "Well, it's too sweet."

"I picked up a lot of cans." Lucy followed behind him, staring greedily at his back, "Brother, do you want to go out to play?"

"No, I didn't finish my homework.—You picked up a lot of jars?"

"Well, there is a construction site... There are still a lot of steel bars. I picked them up and sold them to scrap collectors, and I exchanged them for 27 yuan." Lu Xi handed the neatly folded banknotes to Lu Chunjiang, "Brother, you take Go buy a reference book."

"Fool, don't go to that kind of place." Rubbing one hand on top of Lucy's head, he was happy and satisfied.Brother cares about him!He sat on the bed and accompanied Lu Chunjiang to do his homework, including Chinese, mathematics, English, physics... He fell asleep with traces of sweet chocolate hanging from the corner of his mouth.

"... Panpan."

"elder brother."

"Panpan, Panpan! Wake up!"

"Brother, don't mess with me, I'll sleep a little longer..."

"Lucy, it's 12:30!"

Lucy opened his eyes and sat up with his head supported.Yang Zitong held the phone, "If you don't mind me, I'm going to call 120. I thought you had fallen asleep. Hey, do you know what you called me just now?"

"Go," Lucy put on his sweater, "Why are you back?"

"This is my dormitory, I can't come back?" Yang Zitong's eyes were long and narrow, his face was round, and his soft hair was combed neatly.There was a very faint scent on him, "You kept calling me 'brother' just now, hee hee, I dare not have such a cruel brother like you."

It is already March, and the south of the Yangtze River is cloudy and rainy, much colder than in previous years.After washing, Lucy was in a mess, as if stuck in colorless mud.This is a symptom of the fever period. He has a device on his arm, so he doesn't need to take medicine.Yang Zitong occupied his chair carelessly, and picked up which pot was not open, "Are you dissatisfied with desire? If I had known this, I would have given you a massage stick as a birthday present."

"Get out." The water in the thermos was still warm, and Lucy took a sip, "Have you finished your work?"

"It's not all over, it's almost over. I sent you WeChat and you didn't answer, and I didn't answer the phone. I was scared to death. I thought you died in the dormitory." Yang Zitong answered the phone, "It's okay, I hope Hope is too tired, fell asleep just now."

"I finished my job the day before yesterday. I taught for two hours yesterday and fell asleep when I came back." There were more than a dozen missed calls on Lu Xi's phone, all of which were Yang Zitong and his boyfriend. "Thank you for your concern."

Yang Zitong is Lu Xi's roommate and good friend.Yang Zitong is also an omega, and has a good relationship with her boyfriend, showing affection all day long. "Aren't you going to meet the boy I introduced to you? What should I do if I'm so busy all day long?"

"You're not busy, will you give me money?"

"Yes, I will support you."

Yang Zitong grinned, and returned to seriousness after a while, "Are you really short of money? I'll lend it to you. Don't work so hard, get thin..."

Lucy smiled, "I'm lying to you, I have money."

"Did you dream about your brother?"

"No."

"You're still stubborn! You speak one 'brother'. You speak the same northern dialect, so I can understand it." Yang Zitong knew about Lu Xi's case, "Hey, to be honest, Panpan, you are too cruel. You say that Let's go, what's your brother doing?"

"It's a good thing I'm gone." Lu Xi opened a bag of soda biscuits. He had no appetite during the fever, so he ate a few pieces to cope. He is poor, and he still needs to support a tow bottle."

Yang Zitong sighed, "Then it's good to get together and break up."

"It's okay, he's actually very annoying." Lu Xi looked for coffee everywhere, and finally Yang Zitong went to his desk, found a box and threw it over, "What's annoying?"

"Annoy me as a burden, so that he can't iron the post."

"Nonsense, if your brother thinks you are cumbersome, why would he let you study art?"

"He's free." Lucy opened the coffee without looking up, "I've paid him back part of it now, and I'll pay it back in the future."

"You." Yang Zitong glanced at the phone, "Old Cao asked if you want to eat grilled fish?"

"I'm not interested in being a light bulb."

Yang Zitong sighed heavily, "Panpan, you have to think about it. Why bother?" He waved his hand, "Well, I'm going out now, you need money to find me."

Lucy pushed him with a smile, "Go."

Lu Chunjiang's number was hacked by Lucy, along with contact information such as WeChat.Lu Chunjiang couldn't get in touch with Lu Xi, and maybe he didn't want to.His character, Lucy, was clear, and it must have broken his heart.

Not broken, not built, Lu Xi drank his coffee, he was going to substitute for a class in the afternoon, and next week, the studio might have to accept orders.He is no better than others, there is no guarantee in this world, there is no way out.He has to live on his own.

It doesn't matter if you die.Lucy dressed neatly and checked the contents of her schoolbag: mobile phone, charger, charging cable... However, it will take a few years before she dies.He closed the dormitory door, the rain stopped, and the damp air exuded the unique warmth of spring.Several trees bore weak pink flowers.Spring was long here and he loved flowers, delicate things that made him feel alive.

Spring in the north is very short.The cold day suddenly turned hot.The peach red willow green changed color in an instant, and it was gray everywhere.It didn't rain a lot this spring, Lu Chunjiang was grading papers silently in the office, it was 10:30, he didn't want to go home.

Next semester... let's apply to a branch school.The branch school is a boarding system, so that you don't have to go back to that sad place for a whole month or even a whole semester.Colleagues and students are very concerned about his body, he is thin and skinny.A little girl secretly asked him, "Mr. Lu, are you broken in love?"

In the world, not only lovelorn makes people sad, Lu Chunjiang carefully draws the typos in the composition, and family affection hurts people even more.During the few days when Lucy left, he felt that his chest was empty, his heart and lungs had been stolen by silent thieves, and he was an empty shell.The younger brother just abandoned him... No, it seems that Lu Xi doesn't have him in his heart at all!But it's no wonder Lu Xi, Lu Chunjiang hated himself for being incompetent, if it wasn't for him not being able to control his lower body, Lu Xi wouldn't be so resentful.but……

Is there really no room for turning around?

Lu Chunjiang wiped the corners of his eyes, the final composition was corrected, and he had no reason to stay in the office any longer.Turning off the lights, he left the school.The city was very deserted at eleven o'clock, and he walked along the street.A few drunk young people were laughing and playing.Lu Chunjiang thought enviously, since he was 14 years old, it seems that he has never been so unscrupulously happy.

This year is not good for Lu Chunjiang.First, his younger brother broke up with him, followed by his uncles. "How can this house belong to Quanzi!" The second uncle patted his thigh, "No! It's not fair!"