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When the phone rang, Lu Xi was in a production crew, making props overnight.

"Home" - that number has not been deleted or blocked.It's not that Lu Xi thinks that he should keep a line in his life, and that he will meet Lu Chunjiang in the future, or that he deliberately left a way for his adoptive brother to contact him.He just felt that if he deleted this number, his relationship with his past home would be completely severed.

Strange, contradictory, but not particularly incomprehensible.He liked the old family, mainly Bian Miying, his adoptive mother.Bian Meiying rescued him from the dire straits and gave him new clothes, new shoes, a new name and a new life.She celebrated his birthday, gave him pocket money, and cooked soft noodles when Lu Xi was sick.The adoptive father, Lu Jianhong, has a very good temper. In summer, he would give him two yuan to buy wine.A glass of draft beer costs one yuan and five cents, and the remaining fifty cents will belong to Lucy.These are all good memories of Lucy, and he doesn't want to forget them.In that family, the only person he hated was Lu Chunjiang, his elder brother.If Bian Meiying was still alive, things wouldn't be so bad.Lucy imagined that if one of his adoptive parents was still alive, he would not have left so far to go to college.He will find a nearby school to study, then work, move out, and rent a house.Go home on weekends and buy some fruit, snacks or nutritional products like other grown children.Have a meal before leaving, and chat casually with Lu Chunjiang, pretending to be brothers who still have a good relationship.When Lu Chunjiang got married, he would wrap a big red envelope.He had thought of everything, if Bian Meiying hadn't died, he wouldn't have the cheek to seduce her son.He will choose to be a filial adopted son and younger brother, not to cause trouble, and fade out of the family's life silently and transparently.

"Panpan—"

Lu Chunjiang's voice trembled, he sounded drunk.Lu Xi thought he would say something, but Lu Chunjiang took two heavy breaths and immediately hung up.Lu Xi thought he would call again, but after waiting all night, "home" never jumped on the screen of the phone again, and never will again.Lu Chunjiang was cowardly and timid, Lu Xi sneered and drew the pattern, that guy actually dared to call him once... It's considered a breakthrough.

"How did you spend your birthday?" Yang Zitong asked, "You went to work part-time again, aren't you tired?"

"Thank you, Lao Cao, for your introduction. You can make a lot of money with this money." Lu Xi lay on the bed tiredly, "If you are tired, you can get tired. If you have a lot of money, you won't be burdened."

"Money, money, money, you know money all over your head. Don't worry about Song Yiming, it's great that you are with him, so you don't have to worry about money."

"We are not in the same way at all, why are we together?"

"Didn't you have a good chat before? Yiming said that you often chat."

"I just chat with each other, and people don't care about me."

"Come on, you!" Yang Zitong hated iron for being weak, "You are happy that the cooked duck is flying."

Lucy smiled, "He has?"

"How could it not be? There are many people chasing him."

"Hey, that's normal."

"Normal big-headed ghost! Lucy, I think you are not normal."

"Yes."

"You!"

"I, I'm a person with no luck." Lu Xi bit her finger and said, "Tongtong, I'm so unlucky. My ears are so thin. I have suffered hardships in this life. Nobody wanted me when I was born, but it was so easy for someone to want me." I'm dead, and I'm killing people. I'm bad... I can't make a fortune in this life, and I can't afford a house in Shanghai. I have this feeling."

"Don't talk nonsense." Yang Zitong sighed, "You think too much, Panpan, you will be happy."

Lu Chunjiang was depressed for more than half a month. At the beginning of August, after the remedial class ended, he got the money, went home and slept for two days, and then he was woken up by a friend's call.Dapeng was so happy that he slurred his speech, "Sheng, sang, sang!"

"Ah?" Lu Chunjiang rubbed his eyes, "Damn, you move very fast!"

"Well, hahahaha! It's a daughter."

"congratulations!"

The good buddy became a father, and Lu Chunjiang was finally forced to go out.The man in the mirror is down and out and unshaven.He took a shower, shaved his chin, and put on a new shirt and pants.The door of Dapeng's house was turned on and the air conditioner was turned on. The baby was awake, staring with round eyes. "Hello," Lu Chunjiang greeted her, "what's your name?"

"Our name is Candy." Dapeng said, "I haven't decided on a name yet! I need your help."

"Okay, okay, no problem." Lu Chunjiang took the red envelope, "It's for Candy."

"Oh, it's impossible! My family is welcome!" Dapeng shied away, and Lu Chunjiang held him down, "It's not for you! Keep it, I don't know what to buy, so I just give the money."

Dapeng accepted it, hugged his daughter, and said to Lu Chunjiang, "You can give her a hug."

The little baby was like a soft water bag, Lu Chunjiang was very nervous and held her stiffly.After hugging for half a minute, I hurriedly returned it to Dapeng, "No, I don't know how to hug...it's too small."

"Yeah, it's too small." Dapeng tapped Candy's face with his fingertips, "I just gave birth, and the doctor took it out for me to see, and I cried right away, especially hopeless."

"Yes, it must be very exciting."

"Being a father gives you a sense of responsibility... Don't laugh, really. I don't dare to drink anymore, and I just want to go home after work. When she cries, my heart feels worse than a knife." Peng rubbed the back of his head embarrassingly, "You will understand when you become a father in the future."

Will you understand?A dark cloud hung over Lu Chunjiang's heart.Back home, drank a bottle of beer.Drunken and sad, he lay on the sofa and imagined.His future family, his lover, his children... But no matter how hard he tries to imagine, it is difficult to have a concrete picture.He is not even interested in falling in love. Dapeng said he is an atypical alpha——"Others, I know, who is not energetic and wants to talk about ten or eight at the same time? It's not about how many boats you can pedal, You can't talk about any of them, can you?"

don't want to talk.Lu Chunjiang closed his eyes, his home... He came home, opened the door, Lu Xi was sitting in the living room watching TV, and smiled when he saw him.Lu Xi was working overtime, so he went to pick him up at the intersection, and the two walked side by side under the street lights.On the rest day, go out to the supermarket.Apply for the annual card, go to the park to see the lotus, watch the lantern show... The child, a small child who exudes the fragrance of milk, has Lucy's eyes and his nose.child……

It's fucking ridiculous.Lu Chunjiang opened another bottle of beer. Anyway, no one cared about him, so he just drank it directly.Lu Xi's indifferent expression when he left vaguely appeared in front of his eyes. He left in this living room... Lu Chunjiang stared at the ceiling and said contemptuously to himself, "Just dream."