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Lu Chunjiang remembered that afternoon, when the city was full of willow catkins, he took a bus from the east of the city, and it took him a full hour and a half to return to his home in the west of the city.The wooden door behind the anti-theft door was half open, so he overheard Lucy talking about his troubles. The boy just changed his voice and sighed, like a child who failed a test.

"Grandma, what if my brother doesn't like me?"

At that time, grandma's mind was already drowsy, and she was rarely awake. Most of the time, she didn't even know Lu Chunjiang's grandson, and kept calling him "Dongsheng", which was Lu Jianhong's childhood name.She thought her son was still alive, smiling with a toothless mouth.

"My brother seems to be in love."

Lu Chunjiang squeezed the key and paused.There was a girl in the college who gave him a lot of glances, and he was also a little bit moved. "If he falls in love, he will get married in the future. If he gets married, he will have children. Grandma, I watched a TV show where my brother married a powerful wife and kicked my brother out of the house. What should I do if my brother drives me away What to do? I have nowhere to go."

"No." The old man's voice was vague, "Dongsheng...OK."

Lucy sighed faintly.

Lu Chunjiang is not yet 20 years old, and family accidents are coming one after another, so he hasn't seriously thought about how to live in the future.He must be getting married, he has lost his parents, and the doctor said that his grandma only has two years to live at most.He has no family anymore, and Lu Chunjiang is terrified.Fortunately, he still has Lucy.Little Lucy wanted him to sleep together on the bed. That night he hugged his younger brother, and Lucy curled up in his arms, with a big head, a thin waist, and a malnourished bean sprout.

"Panpan." Lu Chunjiang rubbed his chin against Lu Xi's hair, smelling a faint sweet fragrance.Panpan smelled like milk...he had known it for a long time.

……

"I like you," Lu Chunjiang repeated, "You, Panpan, don't leave me behind, okay?"

Lu Xi was silent, this silence made Lu Chunjiang hovering on the verge of losing control.In fact, he was out of control last night.He held Lucy in his arms, and his naked skin exuded a clean and sweet scent - without the slightest sexual attraction, pure sweetness.That's thanks to a long-acting inhibitor he had doctors implant three years ago.He thought of that summer night, when the air was turbulent, and Lucy was trembling naked in his arms like this.Lu Chunjiang thought of the boyfriend Lu Xi mentioned again, the local guy he didn't know.Did he hug Lucy like this?Arms wrapped around his slender waist, and then tightly encircled... a posture full of desire for control.Then, then they'd make love, young bodies entangled fieryly.He'd get into Lucy and scatter his damned seed deep inside him; Lucy would laugh and tilt his head, exposing the glands at the back of his neck, inviting him to completely mark himself - mark!His younger brother, his Panpan, was marked by a stupid, dirty, and short-sighted alpha, and finally willingly impregnated him and gave birth to a litter of cubs.

Thinking of this, Lu Chunjiang completely lost self-control.

"Are you sick?" Lucy said very coldly, "You like me? Don't you think it's ridiculous to say such things—"

"I like you." Lu Chunjiang repeated stubbornly, "I like you."

He thought about it countless times. During the summer vacation, lying on that sofa, thinking, pondering, negating, disheartened, masturbating in the dark night with nostalgia for the smell of Lucy.He fell, and Lu Chunjiang found that after despair, he gained a rare peace.Yes, he is deep in lust and cannot extricate himself, but so what?He should have admitted long ago that he liked the smell of Lucy, and that he followed behind like a sweet tail.Since he was sixteen or seventeen, how many times has Lu Xi appeared in his spring dreams?I'm afraid even he himself can't count.

"You should go." Lu Xi raised his neck, "It's 11:30, if you don't go..."

"Don't go, I'll refund the ticket." Lu Chunjiang sniffed the scent of the person under him, and closed his eyes contentedly, "I've asked for leave."

"What are you going to do?" Lucy's coldness seemed to loosen a bit, "You still want to—"

"Think," Lu Chunjiang murmured dreamily, "I'll keep holding you like this, okay? Panpan, I like you. I've thought about it for a long time. I have no ability, no courage, I know you look down on me. But I like you, what should I do? I can't help it... I can't help running to you. I just can't help it. I don't want you to get married, I don't want you to be with someone else, I don't want you to have someone else's child...that child You still have to call me uncle, I don’t want to do that. I’m going crazy. Panpan, can you forgive me? I’ll give you all the money, and I’ll listen to whatever you say, as long as you don’t leave me. Our family, our I'm the only one left in the family, I can't bear it..."

Lu Xi's shoulders slumped, and he lay face down between two pillows, the smell of disinfectant made him dizzy.Just now, 1 vicious thoughts passed through his mind.He regretted why he didn't take out the inhibitor, so that he might get pregnant and become pregnant with Lu Chunjiang's seed.He was going to have the baby, raise it, and send him to visit.With Lu Chunjiang's temper, he would definitely collapse immediately.He can clearly depict the collapsed expression of his adoptive brother... Delicious!There's nothing more fucking fun than this!

However, the vicious thoughts disappeared, and disappeared like smoke. "My legs are numb," Lu Xi moaned, "let go."

Lu Chunjiang was very nervous, "Is your leg numb? Let me rub it for you..." He stood up reluctantly, and pressed back after a few seconds, "Panpan, break up with him."

"Oh, I broke up with him, and then?"

"..."

"And then?" Lu Xi almost laughed angrily, "Lu Chunjiang, talk, where did your skills go last night?"

"Break up, and then..." Lu Chunjiang muttered, "Then, stay with me."

"speak loudly."

"With me, with me—"

Lu Chunjiang cleared his throat, "Stay with me, we get married, I..."

He heard sobbing, coming from Lucy beneath him.He got up in a hurry, picked up Lucy, and checked if he hurt his brother. "Don't cry," Lu Chunjiang was at a loss, "Panpan, are you feeling unwell? I brought medicine, where is your pain?"

"Idiot." Lucy murmured, "Big idiot."