You are the one who broke
Chapter 85
Jiang Ziyan no longer sent text messages or WeChat messages, and no matter how many times Fu Xuan turned on the phone, there was no unread message on the phone.As for the previous text messages and WeChat messages, Fu Yi has reread them countless times.And, until now, every late night, Fu Yu still revisits it with soft eyes.This has become a must-do homework for him before going to bed, because if he doesn't do this, he will have complete insomnia that night.
Fu Yu didn't want to analyze whether the choice he made was right or wrong. He only knew that the current self could no longer ignore Jiang Jiaxing's existence, and could not be with Jiang Ziyan without thinking about any responsibilities.He didn't know whether he was venting anger or blaming himself. He only knew that there was a deep crack in his heart. Every time his heart beat, the crack would hurt.When facing Jiang Ziyan, he would think of Jiang Jiaxing, and when he thought of Jiang Jiaxing, the crack would cause more severe pain, which made him unable to breathe.
He knows how much Jiang Ziyan loves him, and it is precisely because he knows that he is unable to let the current self bear the pure and hot love Jiang Ziyan gives, because he knows very well that the current self is no longer worthy of such a sacred love. something.Because I have distracting thoughts in my heart, I can't love wholeheartedly, I can't have Jiang Ziyan in my heart, so how can I deserve to have Jiang Ziyan?It really doesn't deserve it!
Still in the dark room, I re-read those WeChat messages silently, smiling for a while and crying for a while, until I saw the bottom one, I still didn’t feel sleepy.Fu Yu knew that he was destined to suffer from insomnia again tonight.
So, he turned off his mobile phone, got out of bed and opened the curtains a palm-width gap, then returned to the bed and covered himself with the quilt, curled himself up into an egg, opened his eyes to look at the gap, and waited for the night to pass.It wasn't until the morning light came into the house, and the sound of Liang Haojie closing the door on his way to work, that he was in a trance, and then he was sure again—a new day had begun...
He knew that there would be baked slices of bread on the toaster downstairs, warmed fresh milk and sausages in the microwave, and sweet and delicious salad dressings and sour and pleasant ketchup in the refrigerator. He didn't want to get up and eat breakfast at all.He has no appetite at all.
He spread his limbs, forced himself to close his eyes, and tried to concentrate on relaxing his body, even if it was just five minutes of sleep, he thought.But with his limbs stretched out, in this well-heated room, even though he was covered with a warm quilt, he still felt cold, so he could only shrink into an egg again, hugging his knees to his chest.
He pulled up the quilt and covered his head.
After an unknown amount of time, the cell phone placed by the bed rang, tearing a hole in the silence of the room.Fu Xie lifted the quilt and reached for the phone. His open eyes were bloodshot, and it was obvious that he still couldn't fall asleep.
Seeing the name on the caller ID, Fu Yu felt disappointed, then he shook his head again, and with a self-deprecating smile, he picked up the phone.
"Brother Fu, are you up yet? I happened to pass by Liang Shao's neighborhood, so I wanted to give you a call." Tang Chi's voice shook his eardrums, and finally gave him a sense of reality. It turned out that he was still alive here. In the world, I am still breathing, and I can still breathe, "Brother Fu, how are you doing recently? Are you okay?"
"Well, it's okay, as always." Fu Chen, who was wearing pajamas, slowly leaned on the head of the bed, his eyes flickering on the sunlight that penetrated into the room from the gap in the curtains, and felt that the light fan was very kind and familiar.He suddenly wanted a cigarette.
"Brother Fu, I heard from Brother Lu about your matter. You have to think about it. Who hasn't lost love? If you haven't lost love, can you still be called a man? Are you right? Brother Fu ?” Tang Chi’s clumsy tongue trying to comfort him made him pull a smile from the corner of his mouth successfully.
"Well, you're right." Fu Cheng's voice revealed a smile, "A man, there's no way he won't lose his love, let alone I'm the one who dumped someone else!"
Tang Chi didn't dare to answer the second half of the sentence.Fu Yu understands that Tang Chi's personality is not like Li Fei's. If this call was from Li Fei, she would have already opened her mouth to help criticize Jiang Ziyan. A big basket of mistakes came, so that in this way, Fu Xie's heart could be widened and Fu Xie's breath could be vented.
However, Tangchi is not like this.He has a conservative personality and is more honest and responsible. He used to be a bit of a showman, but since he was with Yangguang, he was completely taken over by Yangguang.The two of them, He Meimei, have always been in love with each other, and they are the signature couple in JD.
Since breaking up with Jiang Ziyan, Lu Chen never called, but only sent condolences on WeChat.Fu Yu can understand this point, because after all, Lu Chen's business has Jiang Ziyan's investment, and this Young Master Jiang, Lu Chen can't afford to offend him from the beginning.But now, I'm afraid I dare not speak too much, for fear of offending young master Jiang.
"Brother Fu, brother, I don't have any other skills, but it's okay to accompany wine. Would you like to come out for a few drinks?" Tang Chi said, "My house is not far from here, and I really have a few bottles of good wine there. Come and give them to me." How about the appraisal? I can't help you with other things, but this wine is definitely enough!"
Fu Yu's heart was sore and warm. He closed his eyes hard, opened them and said with a smile, "Okay! Then give me 5 minutes to wash up."
The home that Tangchi mentioned was not his own, but Sunshine's.His house is rented.This one of Sunshine is the down payment paid by Sunshine's parents, and Sunshine himself repays the loan in the monthly payment.Sunshine's own name was written on the real estate certificate.
Ever since the two of them confirmed their relationship as lovers and their love grew deeper, Tangchi quit the rented house, moved to Yangguang's house, and lived a sweet cohabitation life with Yangguang.
This is the first time that Fu Yi has visited Sunshine's house as a guest.
Sunshine House is not very big, but it is decorated with care.Tang Chi said that before he moved here, he and Sunshine re-worked the soft decoration, ranging from large furniture to small cushions.
Therefore, as soon as Fu Yu entered the house, he could feel the strong breath of love rushing towards his face, as if to prove to him how sweet the life of the owners of this pair of houses is, and how worthy of blessings.
Fu Cheng smiled and bent over to change into his slippers and entered the room. Tang Chi had already entered the kitchen and took out all the wine he had collected, and put them all on the coffee table in the living room.
"Why are you so free during the day today? Don't you usually help out at your second uncle's restaurant?" Fu Cheng picked up the wine bottle to check the year and manufacturer of the wine.
"My second uncle's hotel is being renovated. The VIP room on the third floor is going to be renovated into a VIP room, and the level will be upgraded. I think those tools are noisy, so I don't go there." Tang Chi got up and went to the kitchen to get it. The wine glass came over, "Besides, there is no shortage of manpower at his place. I usually go there to collect some pocket money."
Fu Yu picked out a bottle of wine he hadn't drunk before, opened it, and poured half a glass for Tang Chi and himself.The two chatted and drank.
"Where's Sunshine? Why didn't you see him? The two of you usually look like conjoined twins. Why isn't he clinging to you today?" Fu Cheng joked casually.
"Oh, he, he has a cold," Tang Chi's tone suddenly became a little unnatural, "He went to his aunt's house for moxibustion, and said it can cure the cold."
Hearing this, Fu Yu frowned imperceptibly.He scanned Tangchi's face a few times in a probing manner, and Tangchi became more and more embarrassed.
"Tang Chi, how nervous are you to say the wrong thing?" Fu Yi put down his empty wine glass, still keeping his eyes on Tang Chi's face, "Why would Sunshine take the initiative to go to his aunt's house? It's too late for him to hide from his aunt Woolen cloth!"
Yangguang's aunt is Yangguang's only relative in W City, and she actually loves Yangguang very much.But Sunshine is a headache for his aunt, who is good at everything, but she just wants to introduce a girlfriend to Yangguang in a simple way, and she tricks Yangguang into going on a blind date several times just by using the phone.It made Sunshine want to come out with her old man.But his aunt was a big talker, and if he came out with his aunt, it would be equivalent to coming out with all his relatives, including his own parents, of course.
Of course, Sunshine was too timid, he didn't dare to let his parents know that he was gay, so naturally he didn't dare to let his aunt know, he had no choice but to avoid his aunt all the time.
Therefore, it is impossible for him to take the initiative to run to his aunt's house and throw himself into the trap just because he has a cold.
After being asked by Fu Xuan, the sweat on Tang Chi's forehead instantly came down.He raised his head, his lips and facial muscles were almost trembling together.With tears in his eyes, he directed at Fu Xie, with guilt and apology on his face, and opened his mouth with great effort: "Brother Fu, I, I'm sorry for you..."
Fu Yu was taken aback by this endless sentence: "What do you mean? Why are you sorry for me?"
After asking this sentence, Fu Yi immediately understood why Tang Chi wanted to apologize.Because at this moment, he already felt that his brain was starting to become chaotic, his strength was rapidly draining from his limbs, and the face reflected in his eyes by Tangchi had already started to shake and blur.
Unable to say another word, he involuntarily closed his eyes and lost consciousness instantly...
I don't know how long it took, until a basin of cold water poured over his head, awakening him from the boundless darkness.
Fu Chen, who had a splitting headache, opened his eyes, and the figure in sight shook for a few moments before gradually becoming clear.It's just that this person is standing with the backlight, so he can't see who it is at all.
Fu Xi looked around quickly with his eyes, and found that he was being thrown on the ground in a big bundle at this time. A lot of dust is dancing wildly, it is estimated that this place has been abandoned for a long time.
At the corner more than ten meters away to the left of this person, Sunshine was bundled into a zongzi and lay crookedly in the corner. Tang Chi, who was also bound hands and feet, was trying to use his body to protect Sunshine behind him.
And there are other figures in the dark place where the sun can't shine, but Fu Yu is facing the sun, so he can't see how many people are in the darkness, and these people , and who are they...
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Fu Yu didn't want to analyze whether the choice he made was right or wrong. He only knew that the current self could no longer ignore Jiang Jiaxing's existence, and could not be with Jiang Ziyan without thinking about any responsibilities.He didn't know whether he was venting anger or blaming himself. He only knew that there was a deep crack in his heart. Every time his heart beat, the crack would hurt.When facing Jiang Ziyan, he would think of Jiang Jiaxing, and when he thought of Jiang Jiaxing, the crack would cause more severe pain, which made him unable to breathe.
He knows how much Jiang Ziyan loves him, and it is precisely because he knows that he is unable to let the current self bear the pure and hot love Jiang Ziyan gives, because he knows very well that the current self is no longer worthy of such a sacred love. something.Because I have distracting thoughts in my heart, I can't love wholeheartedly, I can't have Jiang Ziyan in my heart, so how can I deserve to have Jiang Ziyan?It really doesn't deserve it!
Still in the dark room, I re-read those WeChat messages silently, smiling for a while and crying for a while, until I saw the bottom one, I still didn’t feel sleepy.Fu Yu knew that he was destined to suffer from insomnia again tonight.
So, he turned off his mobile phone, got out of bed and opened the curtains a palm-width gap, then returned to the bed and covered himself with the quilt, curled himself up into an egg, opened his eyes to look at the gap, and waited for the night to pass.It wasn't until the morning light came into the house, and the sound of Liang Haojie closing the door on his way to work, that he was in a trance, and then he was sure again—a new day had begun...
He knew that there would be baked slices of bread on the toaster downstairs, warmed fresh milk and sausages in the microwave, and sweet and delicious salad dressings and sour and pleasant ketchup in the refrigerator. He didn't want to get up and eat breakfast at all.He has no appetite at all.
He spread his limbs, forced himself to close his eyes, and tried to concentrate on relaxing his body, even if it was just five minutes of sleep, he thought.But with his limbs stretched out, in this well-heated room, even though he was covered with a warm quilt, he still felt cold, so he could only shrink into an egg again, hugging his knees to his chest.
He pulled up the quilt and covered his head.
After an unknown amount of time, the cell phone placed by the bed rang, tearing a hole in the silence of the room.Fu Xie lifted the quilt and reached for the phone. His open eyes were bloodshot, and it was obvious that he still couldn't fall asleep.
Seeing the name on the caller ID, Fu Yu felt disappointed, then he shook his head again, and with a self-deprecating smile, he picked up the phone.
"Brother Fu, are you up yet? I happened to pass by Liang Shao's neighborhood, so I wanted to give you a call." Tang Chi's voice shook his eardrums, and finally gave him a sense of reality. It turned out that he was still alive here. In the world, I am still breathing, and I can still breathe, "Brother Fu, how are you doing recently? Are you okay?"
"Well, it's okay, as always." Fu Chen, who was wearing pajamas, slowly leaned on the head of the bed, his eyes flickering on the sunlight that penetrated into the room from the gap in the curtains, and felt that the light fan was very kind and familiar.He suddenly wanted a cigarette.
"Brother Fu, I heard from Brother Lu about your matter. You have to think about it. Who hasn't lost love? If you haven't lost love, can you still be called a man? Are you right? Brother Fu ?” Tang Chi’s clumsy tongue trying to comfort him made him pull a smile from the corner of his mouth successfully.
"Well, you're right." Fu Cheng's voice revealed a smile, "A man, there's no way he won't lose his love, let alone I'm the one who dumped someone else!"
Tang Chi didn't dare to answer the second half of the sentence.Fu Yu understands that Tang Chi's personality is not like Li Fei's. If this call was from Li Fei, she would have already opened her mouth to help criticize Jiang Ziyan. A big basket of mistakes came, so that in this way, Fu Xie's heart could be widened and Fu Xie's breath could be vented.
However, Tangchi is not like this.He has a conservative personality and is more honest and responsible. He used to be a bit of a showman, but since he was with Yangguang, he was completely taken over by Yangguang.The two of them, He Meimei, have always been in love with each other, and they are the signature couple in JD.
Since breaking up with Jiang Ziyan, Lu Chen never called, but only sent condolences on WeChat.Fu Yu can understand this point, because after all, Lu Chen's business has Jiang Ziyan's investment, and this Young Master Jiang, Lu Chen can't afford to offend him from the beginning.But now, I'm afraid I dare not speak too much, for fear of offending young master Jiang.
"Brother Fu, brother, I don't have any other skills, but it's okay to accompany wine. Would you like to come out for a few drinks?" Tang Chi said, "My house is not far from here, and I really have a few bottles of good wine there. Come and give them to me." How about the appraisal? I can't help you with other things, but this wine is definitely enough!"
Fu Yu's heart was sore and warm. He closed his eyes hard, opened them and said with a smile, "Okay! Then give me 5 minutes to wash up."
The home that Tangchi mentioned was not his own, but Sunshine's.His house is rented.This one of Sunshine is the down payment paid by Sunshine's parents, and Sunshine himself repays the loan in the monthly payment.Sunshine's own name was written on the real estate certificate.
Ever since the two of them confirmed their relationship as lovers and their love grew deeper, Tangchi quit the rented house, moved to Yangguang's house, and lived a sweet cohabitation life with Yangguang.
This is the first time that Fu Yi has visited Sunshine's house as a guest.
Sunshine House is not very big, but it is decorated with care.Tang Chi said that before he moved here, he and Sunshine re-worked the soft decoration, ranging from large furniture to small cushions.
Therefore, as soon as Fu Yu entered the house, he could feel the strong breath of love rushing towards his face, as if to prove to him how sweet the life of the owners of this pair of houses is, and how worthy of blessings.
Fu Cheng smiled and bent over to change into his slippers and entered the room. Tang Chi had already entered the kitchen and took out all the wine he had collected, and put them all on the coffee table in the living room.
"Why are you so free during the day today? Don't you usually help out at your second uncle's restaurant?" Fu Cheng picked up the wine bottle to check the year and manufacturer of the wine.
"My second uncle's hotel is being renovated. The VIP room on the third floor is going to be renovated into a VIP room, and the level will be upgraded. I think those tools are noisy, so I don't go there." Tang Chi got up and went to the kitchen to get it. The wine glass came over, "Besides, there is no shortage of manpower at his place. I usually go there to collect some pocket money."
Fu Yu picked out a bottle of wine he hadn't drunk before, opened it, and poured half a glass for Tang Chi and himself.The two chatted and drank.
"Where's Sunshine? Why didn't you see him? The two of you usually look like conjoined twins. Why isn't he clinging to you today?" Fu Cheng joked casually.
"Oh, he, he has a cold," Tang Chi's tone suddenly became a little unnatural, "He went to his aunt's house for moxibustion, and said it can cure the cold."
Hearing this, Fu Yu frowned imperceptibly.He scanned Tangchi's face a few times in a probing manner, and Tangchi became more and more embarrassed.
"Tang Chi, how nervous are you to say the wrong thing?" Fu Yi put down his empty wine glass, still keeping his eyes on Tang Chi's face, "Why would Sunshine take the initiative to go to his aunt's house? It's too late for him to hide from his aunt Woolen cloth!"
Yangguang's aunt is Yangguang's only relative in W City, and she actually loves Yangguang very much.But Sunshine is a headache for his aunt, who is good at everything, but she just wants to introduce a girlfriend to Yangguang in a simple way, and she tricks Yangguang into going on a blind date several times just by using the phone.It made Sunshine want to come out with her old man.But his aunt was a big talker, and if he came out with his aunt, it would be equivalent to coming out with all his relatives, including his own parents, of course.
Of course, Sunshine was too timid, he didn't dare to let his parents know that he was gay, so naturally he didn't dare to let his aunt know, he had no choice but to avoid his aunt all the time.
Therefore, it is impossible for him to take the initiative to run to his aunt's house and throw himself into the trap just because he has a cold.
After being asked by Fu Xuan, the sweat on Tang Chi's forehead instantly came down.He raised his head, his lips and facial muscles were almost trembling together.With tears in his eyes, he directed at Fu Xie, with guilt and apology on his face, and opened his mouth with great effort: "Brother Fu, I, I'm sorry for you..."
Fu Yu was taken aback by this endless sentence: "What do you mean? Why are you sorry for me?"
After asking this sentence, Fu Yi immediately understood why Tang Chi wanted to apologize.Because at this moment, he already felt that his brain was starting to become chaotic, his strength was rapidly draining from his limbs, and the face reflected in his eyes by Tangchi had already started to shake and blur.
Unable to say another word, he involuntarily closed his eyes and lost consciousness instantly...
I don't know how long it took, until a basin of cold water poured over his head, awakening him from the boundless darkness.
Fu Chen, who had a splitting headache, opened his eyes, and the figure in sight shook for a few moments before gradually becoming clear.It's just that this person is standing with the backlight, so he can't see who it is at all.
Fu Xi looked around quickly with his eyes, and found that he was being thrown on the ground in a big bundle at this time. A lot of dust is dancing wildly, it is estimated that this place has been abandoned for a long time.
At the corner more than ten meters away to the left of this person, Sunshine was bundled into a zongzi and lay crookedly in the corner. Tang Chi, who was also bound hands and feet, was trying to use his body to protect Sunshine behind him.
And there are other figures in the dark place where the sun can't shine, but Fu Yu is facing the sun, so he can't see how many people are in the darkness, and these people , and who are they...
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